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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by sweetestdreams |
Listening to: wrestling...t.v.
Feeling: dazed
Life is so confusin. somtimes it is good the rest of the time it is bad. today was one of those bad days where i wanted to go back to my old habit of cutting. had my cousin not been here i would have but she followed me eveywhere i went. pain in the butt. things r better. i guess. oh evrythign is so confusin |
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hey everyone
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July 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by storyofmylife |
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so it's been a while since i've been on here. thought maybe i should log in so it didn't get deleted like quite a few old diaries have been.
so, i've been working on a new story. NO PROMISES, but if i were to ever post it, would anyone be interested in reading it? |
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Read This
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Summer...bummer.
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July 10th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by outcastfaerie |
Listening to: Raindrops - Stunt
Feeling: eh
So...it's summer...and that sucks. There really isn't anything to do. All I can really do to keep myself busy is to lookup scholorships and colleges for college. I hang out with Haley at least once a week during the week. I save the weekends to hang out with Josh. His working schedule doesn't like me much. I try to avoid my parents as much as humanly possible. I really don't like being around them that much lately. It's not fun. I get yelled at. ANYway...I went to Cedar Point with Josh and his dad, foster-brother and his foster-brother's sister...who Josh isn't realated to...in any way. It was a hell-of-a-good time! I had so much fun. Don is one of the coolest dads I've ever met in my entire life! I wanna go back! RAWR! *laughs* Probably the best weekend I've had all summer. And that's a decent update for everyone. Baibai!~ |
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Kiss My Ass
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Brykolakas Tragond 21.
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November 3rd, 2008 @ 4:16pm |
| by shadowkat |
Listening to: Changing Of The Season-Darling Waste
Feeling: angry
The boat rocked with the evening waves and the soft music from the water slid through the quiet cabin. Aine stared at the ceiling and listened to the man holding her as he slept. His arm rested comfortably over her stomach and she looked at him. In sleep, he looked peaceful and all the years spent in jail and in isolation slid away. She looked back up at the ceiling and took a deep breath.
The evening dinner had gone by without a problem. Harm took his black eye in strides and she kept Aedan away from him. Lisa had been the perfect host and the food was amazing. Belenus had been worn out by the girls and now rested by the stairs to the deck. After they had bid farewell, they had retreated back here and she had lost herself in the fiery passion Aedan always stirred in her.
He had comforted her without needed words and she had rested peacefully in his arms until now. All the glamor and fun the night had held had slowly disappeared with the water. Now her mind rested on her next mission. Whenever she tried closing her eyes, she saw those golden eyes and felt her blood stir. Frowning, she sat up carefully and slid out of bed.
She caught up the discarded clothes and dropped them into her hamper. She grabbed a pair of jeans and a thick sweatshirt. Dressing in warmer clothes, she pulled her hair out of her face and grabbed her boots from the corner. Belenus watched her gather things and begin packing her hunting bag. She walked to the door and the wolf silently rose.
She climbed up to the deck and waited on her companion. He trotted over to the controls and she took a seat. Silently she pulled out a map and located the town. Her eyes ran over the data until she had the information imprinted permanently into her mind. Rolling up the map, she put it away and started the engine.
Quietly the boat came to life and she hopped over the side wall. Landing on the dock, she untied the anchoring ropes and tossed them onto the deck. She climbed back onto the deck and returned to the controls. She backed the boat out into the deeper water and turned the bow to her new destination. Belenus rested silently by her feet and she let her enhanced vision guide her stealthily into the night.
Slowly the sun rose in the horizon and she slid her sunglasses into place. Her skin basked in the warm rays and she took a deep breath. She scanned the distant islands and saw the high cliffs on the last island. She turned the engine down and slowly approached the island. A small alcove came into view and she brought the boat in out of the warm waters.
Grabbing her bag, she slid it over her shoulders and jumped overboard. Water splashed around her boots and she looked for an anchoring spot. Nothing strong enough came in sight and she sighed. She looked back at the boat and found Belenus watching.
"Stay here until I get back."
The wolf's eyes flashed and she waded her way onto the beach. She shifted her pack and made her way into a dense forest. Her ears honed in on distant voices and she used them as a guide. The sun reached noon in the sky when she wandered upon the first town. Remaining in the shadows of the forest, she found the townspeople wandering about ignorant to anything bad and spotted the black tinted window vehicle.
Her eyes narrowed and she shoved her shades closer to her face. Taking a deep breath, she left the forest and walked cautiously into the town. People glanced at her but overall ignored her as they went on their merry way. She walked down the main road to the parked car and found the empty plate on the rear. Her nerves jump and her blood began stirring.
She looked over her shoulder and found two men wearing shades and dark clothing studying her. She turned away and caught their hushed conversation.
"That her?"
"I doubt it. She wouldn't be stupid enough."
"I'll send word."
"I'll get a better look."
Her ears began throbbing as the conversation died and she let her hearing relax. It had been weeks since she had needed to use the enhanced senses and now they were rusty. She glanced around the road and saw a rundown pub. Hearing one guy approaching, she crossed the street and ducked into the dark pub. The smell of alcohol almost made her sick but she walked over to the bar and took a seat.
"What can I get ya?"
She slid her shades off and studied the brunette woman in front of her. The woman had a strained smile on her face and seemed hesitant to take her order.
"Just a glass of water."
The woman's eyes widened slightly but she filled the order. Aine took a deep breath as she waited and looked around the place.
"Not many customers during the day. You must be new."
Her drink was handed to her and she said "Yeah."
The woman stepped back and asked "You got a reason for coming here?"
Taking a drink, she let the water slip through her and calm her pounding nerves.
"Looking for an old friend."
"Doubt you'll find that person here. You're the first visitor in months."
She finished her drink and the woman took the empty glass. Aine watched her stare back quizzically and study her.
"What's your name?"
She stood up and laid some money on the counter. The woman took it and stared back at her.
"You really shouldn't be carrying this stuff around."
She adjusted her pack and turned away. The woman caught her arm and the shades slid over her eyes. She pulled them down and her eyes flashed blood red. The woman released her arm and backed away pale white.
"You!"
She slid the shades in place and said "Thanks for the drink."
Walking to the door, she pushed it open and stepped outside. She checked the street and headed back to the forest. As she left the town, she heard the man following and stopped just outside the forest line.
"Can I help you?"
The man stopped walking and asked "What do you want?"
She closed her eyes and sighed "Just looking for an old friend."
"You're looking for a kill."
Her lip twitched and she walked into the forest. Quietly she retraced her steps back towards the boat. The sun finally disappeared when she stepped onto the beach. Belenus gave a single bark from the boat deck and she watched Aedan silently join the wolf. She could read his eyes clearly and silently waded out to the boat.
He helped her up without a word and she walked down into the cabin. The pack landed on the bed and she walked over to her dresser. Aedan stood in the doorway and watched her pull out hunting clothes. She changed into a pair of thick dark denim jeans and a black t-shirt. She fixed her hair and pinned it to keep it from coming loose.
Silently she slid into a pair of work boots and laced them firmly. Standing up, she slid her shades back into place and grabbed her leather jacket. He watched her grab her pack and allowed her to pass. She walked to the stern side wall and looked back at him.
"This is going to take a while."
"I'm coming."
She felt Belenus press his head against her leg and rubbed his ear.
"I don't want to risk it."
"Too late."
He joined her at the wall and she silently gave in. Jumping into the water, she waded onto the beach and the two joined her. She opened her pack and handed him a sharpened stake and gun.
"Only shoot if necessary."
"What about you?"
She smirked and said "I'll be fine."
He followed her into the forest and watched Belenus take the lead. The wolf silently wandered through the dark and they crept up upon the town. Kneeling down, she studied the activities and looked back at him.
"They'll be expecting me. Be careful."
He caught her chin firmly and pressed his lips to hers. She closed her eyes and felt his pulse under her hand. Steady and confident as always. Slowly he pulled away and she stood up. She slid her shades into her pack and allowed Belenus to head into the town.
The wolf walked at her side and Aedan followed a few feet back. Her nerves began racing again and she felt her blood stirring. She could feel the upcoming fight and found it hard to keep her mind clear of adrenaline. They made their way down the dark street and stopped in the middle of the town. All the townspeople were inside for the night but the pub was lit up like a star in a black night sky.
She could feel the power from inside the place but walked further away. Checking the alleys, she heard the hushed engine and stopped. Belenus's ears went up and his fangs stood out against his black body. Aedan took her other side and she watched the car slowly come to a stop. Four men climbed out and their doors shut simultaneously.
Their eyes focused on her and she watched the red enter their stares. Belenus released a low growl and Aedan tightened his hand on his gun. One man stepped forward and tossed a gun at her feet.
"We were sent to bring you to him."
Her eyes narrowed and the man raised one brown eyebrow. She took a deep breath and studied his buddies. They began spreading out and forming a box around them.
"We're not going anywhere."
The leader sighed and his fangs flashed in the night. Her pulse jumped and she felt her blood quicken beneath her skin. The vampire lunged for her and she threw the stake into his chest. He skidded to a hault and looked down.
"You idiot. You'll die."
Her lip curled up slightly and she watched him turn to dust. His companions jumped for them and she rushed to her right. Meeting the vampire, she ducked his attack and sent a blow to his head. He backed up a few steps and let out a howl. She watched him come at her again and pulled loose another stake.
He raised a knife and it flashed in the dark. His approach was quick and she spun just as he came upon her. Her stake landed in his chest and she kicked him away, stealing his blade. He hit the ground with a scream and dusted. Looking up, she saw the remaining two vampires creeping up on Aedan and Belenus.
The wolf stood against his leg and she watched the first vampire reach for him. She ran to Belenus and prevented the first blow. The wolf grabbed the vampire's leg and snapped the bone. The beast fell onto the ground howling and reached for Belenus's neck. She chopped the hand off and then beheaded the vampire.
Dust hit her eyes and she shook her vision clear. She found Aedan removing his stake and coughing against the new dust. A small trail of blood ran down the side of his face. She approached him and checked the small cut above his right brow.
"That was impressive."
Her pulse stilled at the dark voice. She slowly turned around and felt Belenus grow still beside her. Aedan's hand rested on her wrist and his grip tightened. Slowly she met burning gold eyes and felt her blood grow cold.
"You look good, Aine." |
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Like You
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Let It Go-Fauxliage
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November 6th, 2008 @ 2:30pm |
| by leonhartstrife |
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I'll begin to let you go
When the sunlight melts the snow
Every night I drive away from you
I see the mountains I have yet to move
And you there
You don't care
I wonder if you
Wanted me like i wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you sure can't change me
It's hard as hell tonight to sleep
To close my eyes would be admitting my defeat
And you there
You don't care
I wonder if
Wanted me like I wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
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And you sure can't change me
Are you
Wanting me like I wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you there
You don't care
I wonder if
You wanted me like I wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
Wanted me like I wanted you
It's a lonely truth
That I can't change you
And you sure can't change me |
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Eyes On Me
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Brick by Brick - 3
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August 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by archangelafr |
Listening to: Everybody Hurts - R.E.M.
Feeling: fake
Late to work yesterday... lucky to still have a job... I need this job or I swear to god it is all just going to fall apart. I am not going to get the raise now v.v... and my car is still fucked up... just another day in the life of the all time loser. It makes me miss 3 months ago... that is very very sad. the one person I used to tell all this is not available anymore... I don't know what to do next. |
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I'm Broken, Fix Me
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New layout!!!
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October 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by help |
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I think it came out pretty good. Nothing compared to the "inyearstocome" layout but effective none the less.
I haven't spoken to scott in a very long time but I hope I do soon so we can start working on the main page.
LEO, scott's minion.
p.s. check the entry below if you wish to be added among the lists.
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HELP!
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+ 056 ... long time
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January 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by blackreality |
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Feeling: Good.
Wow, it's been a long time and a long holiday break.
Even after I made the last entry, I've found myself, two months later, back in my other house for good.
Love life, and take what it gives you.
Never give up.
I landed my vault!
Amikra
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Black Reality
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My head is goin' round in circles.....
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November 1st, 2008 @ 9:27am |
| by bly |
Listening to: Run Run Run-The Who
Feeling: content
Well i finally got a rickenbacker copy after 2 years of wanting one! Ive made the transition and decided that being a mod suits my style very very well. Ive gotten into alot more 60s music and 70s punk aswell. The mod revival stuff is nice too.im doing well in school surprisingly. I cant believe im almost done with it. I want to move to atlanta (or england) when im done with school. Trying to get a decent band together, but ill let that play out over time. Things are nice.....
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Oh Yeah
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December 1st, 2008 @ 12:24am |
| by suicyanide |
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forgot to mention. birthday was yesterday. well, considering the time, day before yesterday (29th). Hung out with some my lil buddies first time in months. Didn't want them to know it was my birthday. Facebook betrayed me, so they wanted to know what i wanted to do. I'd have rather them just picked without consulting me like usual. Instead it was awkward.
So I left early, came home and did nothing, like usual.
I'm forgetting things more often. I'm finding myself waking up as if from a trance, at random times during the day, trying to figure out what I was doing. I can't concentrate, I'm getting more depressed as easily as I used to. Tired all the time, and I couldn't care less. I'm falling into oblivion. |
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Another Story
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
| by painfultidings |
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another battle lost.
another battle won.
more lives given to the flame.
more hatred grown from fear.
the battles start again.
another brought down.
another takes their place.
forever falling till the end.
those left at home, weep for the fallen.
in years to come, shall forget the faces.
the battles rage on, and consume our past.
there is nothing to save us.
we only throw ourselves back into the fight
to make
one
last
story. |
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TakeInThePain
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[ 1 ]The Ghost Woman and the Hunter
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July 27th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by thefragile |
Listening to: The Ghost Woman and the Hunter - Lacuna Coil
Feeling: nutty
staring at the sun
no rays down on me
i call you in my arms
embrace is unreal
The light hit her black hair just right causing it to shine. There was a gentle hand that slid across her shoulder to gently embrace her cheek. A smile flashed upon her face. Two unusually bright green eyes looked into the much darker brown ones of the boy standing behind her. He was taller. Though, it is natural for the Japanese girl to be shorter then most. Of course, that doesn't mean that she wasn't bigger then life. As he stepped in front of her, it was obvious that this girl was held up high by the boy. That she meant everything.
Their story was perfect. They met in a dark point of both of their lives. The girl was a bastard child, orphaned since she was six months old. The boy? He has been taking care of himself ever since the man he calls his father began to try to take over his life. They found a similar love though. Through music they found each other. His tastes are very picky, but somehow, she filled each taste completely through her singing. Her soul was so beautiful to him and it was just the thought of someone actually loving her that made the girl happy. Something so real that neither one of them would ever want to give up.
As his fingers moved to gently rub across her light pink lips, her eyes closed. She grabbed his hand, kissing each finger gently. A blush erupted across his scarred face. Even behind the hood the girl could see. She loved that stupid grin. She loved everything about him. It was mutual if even stronger from him. Yet, neither one of them thought that they knew what love was let alone to actually love. So to them, this feeling was so strong it burned as something different. They knew it was love, yet, they couldn't say it. They couldn't speak it.
And that was how it was. The girl opened her eyes to look into his. He smiled down at her like he normally did. He thought it was an obsession, a need. He needed to be with her. She made him feel whole. She made him feel something that he couldn't get from his only best friend, his sister. This small Japanese girl somehow filled in this void that had been festering for quite a long time. For him, the adventure was worth traveling. The thought was just amazing. And he would give up every part of his life to walk it with her.
Of course, for her, it was just showing some sort of emotion. For so long the girl held everything in. He made her feel. He made her want something. There was so much she could show, but everything was new to her. There really wasn't a void for her to fill. There wasn't some hurt in her heart. There was nothing but anger. Even then, she didn't want to show anything. The smile that was across her lips was something only he would see. Only he would know.
And as he leaned down to place his lips on hers, their hearts jumped in their chests. The pounding made it hard for them to breathe. Yet, all of this, every second, felt right. They were so nervous that they were afraid to ruin the moment. They couldn't understand what the feeling was. They didn't understand at all. The emotionless leader and the scarred loner. Devon and Kaika.
This is how it would be. |
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April 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by confessional |
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another battle lost.
another battle won.
more lives given to the flame.
more hatred grown from fear.
the battles start again.
another brought down.
another takes their place.
forever falling till the end.
those left at home, weep for the fallen.
in years to come, shall forget the faces.
the battles rage on, and consume our past.
there is nothing to save us.
we only throw ourselves back into the fight
to make
one
last
story. |
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Thats what she said.
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October 13th, 2008 @ 9:06am |
| by fuchs |
Listening to: Guns'N'Roses
Feeling: frustrated
Wow I never thought in a million years I’d be so epically screwed, but I guess that what I get for dating a fairy. As it turns out Dave’s “break” to get his head together was really him getting back with his ex girl friend. I’m a lot less angry then I was a couple days ago, but if I see him I’ll probably still kick his teeth in. Needless to say, I’m still kind of bitter about everything and I can’t see myself getting into another relationship for quite some time. Luckily for me I’ve still got really awesome friends that put up with all my bitching. At least work with Erin isn’t too bad, since we are both pretending nothing ever happened. I’ve only got two weeks left there anyway and I can’t wait. I don’t know what I’m going to do now on Friday and Saturday nights… it’s so weird.
So on Thursday, I’m not sure what I was thinking but I thought seeing Josh would be a good idea. I think I sent that email not even thinking he would reply much less within a few minutes. I’m always so surprised how well we get along, especially considering everything that’s happened. What’s even more surprising is after I got back from Newark hanging out with Beth, there was another email taking me up on my offer for coffee. Which is something I said kind of jokingly, but I’m glad I said it. It’s just really nice to have one ex that I can still get along with. I don’t know if this means were friends or what but I’d like to see were this all goes. I'd kind of like to have one ex that I could still be friends with.
In other equally strange news, Beth and I are actually pretty good friends again. I don't know why I keep commenting on this as new, but its all just so funny and odd. I never thought we'd ever really speak again, and now were like best friends. I don't know why we ever stopped talking in the first place. Anyway We did the whole mall shopping thing on Thursday night, and bought all this crazy colored tulle to make tutus. Oh yeah I’m being a pixie for Halloween, because fairies are fags. Saturday night she called me up and we hung out at waffle house, good grief you can’t walk in there without having a flipping high school reunion. We also drove to the 24 hour Wal-Mart in Elkton… at midnight for hair dye. Yeah she’s definitely my favorite.
Lately though I’ve just been really bored. I need to get back to art and start working on some more stuff. Its like every time I think I’m finally getting away from all this high school bullshit, something happens and I just get dragged right back in. Its inescapable, really it is, sometimes I think the only solution is just to up and leave Delaware all together. I know there is no guarantee that anywhere is any better, but I’ve got to try.
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November 6th, 2008 @ 2:26pm |
| by rayoflight |
Listening to: Anything But Mine-Kenny Chesney
Feeling: sore
I had a crappy day today at work. My elbow and lower back will testify to it. Of course when you fall everyone around starts fussing over it. So if I had just walked into something or slammed a door shut on my arm it wouldn't have been have as serious. Geez. I don't know how many times I had to say I'm fine before the supervisor and cook would let me get off the floor. That was the embarrassing part. Falling is bad enough but having to stay put until you're checked over is way more humiliating. Plus we lost a whole pan of freshly cooked broccoli. :( I just took my last hydrocodone pill to lessen the pain and have to go pick up my new prescription at CVS tonight. Before I go, I need a shower. A nice hot shower. I wanna see if my hip is forming a bruise or not. That is what I fell on. My left hip took the blow and my arm hit a metal cart on my tibia right below my elbow. Fun stuff. I can't really use my arm right now but after blowing out my right arm in high school freshmen year I'm use to only using one arm at times. |
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Love Me If You Can
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