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clubbing the foot
Listening to: Kasabian-club foot
Feeling: hopeful
Wow...it's autumn again...this is the longest i've ever been sober since i was 12. i finally saw what was hidden for so long.i'm on a journey to find my potential.my life.i'm really confused on what to do right now.i know what i want to do..go back to school,get my own place again..have a life.find love again.i've just got alot of walls i have to break down.i still can't beleive i was almost army bound.i look back on it and think i got lucky.or maybe i just wasn't meant to go?either way being a week away from basic and having already sworn in and getting a phone call saying that a slight mistake made by my recruiter defaulted me from my service was more releaving than i thought..skip in time..i've got to get a better job.one that i can afford to live on..i have a chane to move away.i'm really starting to consider it..i need someone to talk to.someone in particular..i'm just scared to...anyway i can't stop listening to these two songs by silversun pickups.. the lyrics have sparked somthing,the music fuels the fire..



future foe scenarios

the things we laid do not amount to much
made of abandoned wood loose stones and such

this revolution baby
proves who you work for lately

release the castaways who run amok
from self appointed winds which blow and such
when present tense gets strangled in the mire
made of our cozy decomposing wires

who do you work for baby
and does it work for you lately

but when the night is over and the walls start burning
when fire starts to matter and the clock is churning
cliches and other chatter keeps our minds from
learning

it's alright

the things we laid do not amount to much
made up of thought balloons and cotton swabs
when present tense gets strangled in the woes
made of our future foe scenarios

this revolution baby
proves who you work for lately
who do you work for baby
and does it work for you lately

but when the night is over and the walls keep linking
when fire starts to matter and the clock keeps sinking
cliches and other chatter keeps our minds from
thinking
our minds keep thinking

it's alright

that's when it turned on me
a motorcade of 'meant to be's'
parades of beauty queens
where soft entwines make kindling
these many detailed things
like broken nails and plastic rings
will win by keeping me
from speaking to my new darling
and there's no way to know
our future foe scenarios
that's when it turned on me
where bobby pins hold angel wings

it's alright

Rusted Wheel

so you can't hold a star in your hand though
at least you can hold on to another plan

rusted wheel planted still

i can tell it's summer from the
size of the bugs that fly through my window
flying through my window

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on

i can tell it's winter from the
size of the lump in my throat
got a lump in my throat

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on

and it feels just like the ground
but trapped in another way
just still in the ground

and it feels just like the ground
and trapped in another way
just still in the ground

so you can't hold a star in your hand though
at least you can move on to that better plan

rusted wheel planted still
rusted wheel can't move on...

29 hit(s) (1 comments) | Cheer Me Up  
(.29)Mudvayne- Dig Lyrics
Listening to: Mudvayne- Dig
Feeling: hardcore
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

I
Would love to beat the face
Of any mother fucker that's thinking they can change me
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold
If you're wanting a piece of me
I broke the mother fucking mold
I'm drowning
In your wake
Shit rubbed
In my face
Teething
On concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

I
Struggle in violated space
Sell out mother fuckers in the biz that try to fuck me
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight
I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid
In my space
Pissing
In my face
Fuck you
While you try
To fuck me

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was

You ain't fucking changing
Me
Dig
Dig
Dig

Dig
Mother fucking dig
Dig
Mother fucking dig
Dig
Mother fucking dig

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank, fuck!

Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I am
Rearranging
Dig
Bury me
Underneath
Everything that I was
Slowly changing

Wish you were committing
Suicide
Sucking on a mother fucking tailpipe
Dead man walking on a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel
Bob away
81 hit(s) (1 comments) | do you love me?  
hey teacher
Listening to: Hey Teacher - Louis XIV
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high

I’ll never talk out of turn again in class

Will it be alright if I see you tonight
Well, I feel like a bird in a cage
For you to notice me, Well I’d take out a knife
Suicide right on the stage

I’m like a fish on a hook
Water splash into the brook
Well, teacher says he's twice my age
Hey teacher could you ease my pain

I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long
I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long

Who’s your teacher’s pet?
146 hit(s) (3 comments) | give me first aid  
138.
i fall
i fall down
down into the pits
the pits with no sounds
as i lay
on the ground
my body molds
and i become one
one with myself
one with the ground
one with the air
one without any sound
all the knowledge
sinks in
but without a voice
my lessons arent learned
and without a voice
i sob on that ground
knowing the world will never know
the beauty that remains
around us all today
the knowledge the world gives us each day

95 hit(s) (0 comments) | inspire me  
Warped Tour
Listening to: Epitaph Compilation
Feeling: drained
So warped tour was good. First here are some pics from like last week, they're random but whatever.danny being shyImage hosted by Photobucket.comSraImage hosted by Photobucket.comSra and corey fightingImage hosted by Photobucket.comCorey.Image hosted by Photobucket.comKay now here's warped tour.Image hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comHere's ThriceImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comAnd Motion City SountrackImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comSra with Greeley EstatesImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comGo Betty GoImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.com


Good times were had by all. i almost passed otu at the beginning, and i puked the whole way home.


which was fun.
71 hit(s) (1 comments) | scratch my heart  
Kim is gonna be fine. She got back saturday night. Her mom hates me though but I don't mind. At least she's alright and hopefully things will start to get back to normal with everyone.
80 hit(s) (0 comments) | keep me alive  
brooklyn uk.♥
theres this band that i love. you should all check them out. they're called brooklyn uk.and im in love with one of the guitarists named caleb.just thought you should know.if you got a myspace, look them up on myspace music.and if not, they have a website.its www.brooklynuk.com.trust me, they rock.

well. im gonna get. love to all.
♥brittany.

p.s.
my 17th b-day is in like exactly 3 months. make sure to wish me a happy one. yay.
24 hit(s) (0 comments) | leave comment  
??
Listening to: none
Feeling: aggravated
So im sure everybody's been in that relationship where your husband, wife boyfriend girlfriend have a habit or something about htem that you cant stand and you try to talk to them about it but they just dont change so you try and overlook it sometimes you can sometimes you cant but for those of us who cant and no matter how many times you try to talk to them it just never seems to get through or perhaps its does but it doesnt last long thats me. I try to overlook my fiancee's thing he has with porn and thus far its not working. i would prefer him to just not to. And ino matter how hard i try to talk to him it just doesnt seem to work. When i threatned to break up with him it worked but only for a little while. And for those of you out there who doesnt think its a big deal over porn im just telling you its not your average man and porn its bigger than that. It gets in the way of my relationship with him and how i feel about him and just my feelings in general. Its hard to be at my happiest with this thing going on and hard to be happy with him. It really hurts me and my feelings and he cant go one day without it. And because he knows how i feel about it it seems he'll get online extra early while im still asleep or wont get out of bed yet to look at it and when i walk in the room he closes everything down in such a hurry it looks extra suspicious. Or when im sround him while hes online he dares not go into them but i know he does. or when he wants to go into a porn site he'll look at me before he does and he looks like hes praying that i wont kill him or looks at me to make sure im not upset..but news-flash i am upset at you. anyway gotta go for now leave some love.
13 hit(s) (0 comments) | What Can It Hurt?  
 
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