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[44.]what?
so i've had this blog for how many years now?



and i've never changed the layout. not that i thought it was really that cool anymore but i was attached and i didn't want to mess with it.



so today i log on and my background is gone.

how could this beeeeeeeeeeeeee?!


update. i'm really uncomfortable in my house right now. living with people decreases the time in which it takes for me to realize that my "good friends" are not that good.


which has happened to pretty much everyone i met from fishers.

i'm so glad that i decided to take megan to chicago and PAY FOR HER PLANE TICKET only for someone to tell me that there's a good chance she's gonna bail out on me.

and i paid for that ticket with a credit from another canceled so i don't know for sure if i could get that money back.


and if she doesn't go i can pretty much guarantee it's because she's just started hanging out with this group of kids who were popular back in high school.........the "cool kids"

and they've decided to go to florida together from spring break which is one month after our trip to chicago.\



i text her about our hotel in chicago because she's supposed to be taking care of it and she hasn't responded. figures.



my birthday is saturday. party on friday downtown at random bars. dance party. i doubt any of my roommates will come (kel might but she is broke) but i am confident that i will have a ragin time despite that because i am hanging out with the people that i grew up with.



moving back in with mom and rekindling old friendships. it feels right.


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Feeling: excited
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I'm a cheater!
I've totally cheated on SitDiary...it just isn't "MySpace" which kicks super ass! To all of my beloved friends...I am sorry if you feel betrayed, if you want me...you can find me here:

http://www.myspace.com/mitch_ryan549

Kim...come visit sometime...I miss you sweetie!
185 hit(s) (8 comments) | GiVe It To Me  
One way
Feeling: ambitious
10.46am

It's funny how small things can make you happier than big things that are meant to be joyous. Well, perhaps.

Like a conversation that settles you down a little. Or someone not caring that you're being all PMS-y. Yeah, yeah, so I do get over emotional, I wish I didn't, wish it wasn't such a cliche. But at least I've started to recognise it now. Before I just assumed all the ups and downs I was feeling were just me and my crazy head.

What annoys me is when guys assume just because it's PMS it's not legitimate feelings. Perhaps they're accentuated slightly, but personally my little sobbing fits and then ultimate happiness come from things I have been feeling anyway. It's just that the things that before made me a little annoyed or upset now make me hysterical. It's not as if suddenly because of hormones your entire position on life changes.

I wonder if dreams reflect anxieties a lot. I suppose they do.
I wish I could show my friends know how much I love them.
926 hit(s) (2 comments) | snap.  
*yea...*
Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: bored
well yeah i'm just updating so that Scott doesn't delete this diary...cuz i got a lot of entries on this thing! it CAN'T be deleted

anyways...i hope ya'll saw that i'm at Tuneofurdeath now...soooo check me out there...
bye!

♥ xoxo Bri
549 hit(s) (1 comments) | *mAkE mE iLL*  
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Listening to: NA
Feeling: oblivious
Wow I haven't updated in three months.

No more boyfriend, no more living at home, no more anything worth while.

I have given up on everything like I said I would.

GVSU is amazing and I never want to come home anymore. I have been in WRN for three weeks and want to strangle myself.

I will miss my friends when I go back but I will eventually be home again.

Things are great though and no more being depressed, for now at least.
Now I just need to concentrated on bringing up my GPA.
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I LOVE YOU!!
Listening to: hardcore mood, wtf?!
Feeling: hardcore
i love hilary.
a whole freaking bunch.

me& her are family, prettymuch.
we're always together, and people don't like that, too bad.
she is my bestfriend, and has been since 6th grade.

don't mess with her, or else.
family sticks together, so mess with one of us, you get both.

don't treat her bad, she doesn't deserve it.

if you don't like her/ or like it then forget you, no one cares.


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tis '09
Listening to: attack attack
oh how the months go so quickly. by the blink of an eye, we will be in 2012 already, swimming across floods, fighting flying creatures and dodging fireballs from the sky.

because didn't you know, the world ends on 2012
;]
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.:x16:.YAY!
YES another batch!!!


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898 hit(s) (4 comments) | Rockin x out  
well
Fucking throat hurts. I better not fucking get sick again. I just now got over my last cold.

I'm walking into the school after sixth period and this kid, Joey Taylor, is a teacher aide for the History class I'm in. He waved at me and I waved back. I'm walking off, and I'm looking at the ground and he goes, "Do you ever talk?" and I was like, "what..? why...?" and he goes, "Do you ever talk? I never hear you talk." and I go, "Uh, I'm talking now" and he goes "No, in class" and I go, "why?" and he goes, "I never hear you say anything. You laugh and stuff, but you never say anything." I go, "I'm saying something now" and he goes "NOT NOW! IN CLASS!" and I'm like, "Uhh, why?" and I walk off, and I'm at my locker and he goes, "TAAAALLLLKKK" and I go, "Make me" and he says, "I take that as a challenge, and I will make you" and I roll my eyes and go, "Yeah, whatever, good luck."

Three day week...good.

I might go see Final Destination 3. Jacob asked me to go, because he wants to see it, no, wait, he said he HAS to see it, but he doesn't want to go alone. Which gets me away from family, much needed.

It fucking snowed today. Hard, wind blowing, snow everywhere. It made it really super icy too. The snow looked like Styrafoam. Which, of course, thinking that when walking outside gave me an idea for a poem or a line of description somewhere.

I get home and there are three kittens sleeping on the stairs together, one with its arm around the other..so fucking cute. They cuddle all the time. The other times they're beating the shit out of each other. Heh.
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x*Over*x
Well... Chris broke up with me on Tuesday night.. it sucks because that was the day that made it one month.. and almost exactly because of the hour. It sucks and it hurts kinda bad but I'm sure I can get over it eventually. I just hope that we can be friends.. I know right now we can't because its akward right now.. but I mean hopefully when we go back to school we can be just as close as we were last year. I care about him alot and I guess as long as hes happy I can deal with it. And I decided I'm going to the beach.. I need to get away for a bit. I'm trying to find someone to go with me but I don't know that I will be able to on such short notice.. and Mara is thinking about it but she may go see CJ next weekend instead. But she just needs to let me know by tomarrow so I can try to find someone else lol. I just think it will be good right now to go and get away from here and maybe when I get back things will be more calmed down and cooled off. But I'm off for now. L8r.♥.
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