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*82* man i gotta go
I have to pee so bad. I was gonna write some uninteresting things, but I have to pee.
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The Silent Generation.
How boring.

Where's a time machine when needed?

How embarrassing am I going to be
when I'm old in diapers talking
about when I was a teenager.
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cognac and milk
Listening to: el scorcho - weezer
Feeling: happy
well


im an artist

a deffinent hopless romantic

... a dreamer

and i sure as shit cant spell

but i always set out to do what dreams are made of . that is be exact the stuff of dreams. tackle my opposition with lethargic steps . i am deffinently slow. but i come to my senses with sightfulness thinking before i act and allways weighing the measure of myself. but almost always it takes some sort demise to push me to reach for it . i dont like that about myself but i also seem to be in a cercumstantial situation that befalls me... that acts against me but it is my fault. i do fix it ... slowly... but i am a doer that is very much afected by my suroundings insperations and people ... people for the most part... alot of the time the lack there of... but i do what i feel is the utmost importance to my heart. something very few can say they do . i am proud messy and in love . i am a great person . i am a father . a lover . a misser and a hero to few.
if anything i wish to inspire mankind with one infallable thing that is above god humanity government and the will to servive. love. this is the thing that i hold dear to me more then anything.. that i hold belief in ... that i channel through me for the benifit of me and all others. and this i love about myself . but i hurt sometime when i just feel the lack of something substancial besides that ... to provide for myself and others... i feel like i have no great skills.. i am privy to much but master of none... i dont know what i want to be when i grow up besides a utterly unstopable lover in every possible way . i am young . i know im im young and not sapose to know that yet ... but its the only thing that every throws doubt about myself in the mixture.. me and doubt is like cognac and milk... it curtles my stomach... putting a stop to me from the inside out and halting me to my knees ... but luckily i think i have found a path... a way out from my jobless lifeless hermitized self in the plaines of oblivion... a way to become at least something that makes me feel like a person worthy of the love i carry and commit to. i finally have stepped out of the forest... spoken to the people ive needed to.. set in plans that i can stick too... made an effort out of lethargic living to step up to the plate and not drive myself even more crazy . i dont lie anymore . i dont break promises. im not a little kid who doesnt know waht he is anymore .im a happy grown up in love and seeking meaning a purpose. and i think ive found them both . i love my people. i love you. with out you i could not make it . i could not overcome the doubt in me. i could not step up to be a human being . to not be a burden . even though i as a person could never seem like one. i love being in love. i love the path that im heading on. i am doing the right thing . for once i can see in front of me and have the will to walk towards my destiny that was so eliquently pasted to the sky amongst the stars . to bring home the turkey while you bring home the bacon. to be alive like you. to be really good for you. to fall in love all over again .
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Ignorance is bliss... but boring
Feeling: confused
if you's are still out there... Come get my shattered remains
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A Calm
Listening to: Not sure what it is but it is peaceful
Feeling: calm
I feel a strage calm. I think its becasue I am slowly accepting the way things are going. I have a goal and I know I can reach it. I know that everything is just a matter of time. I still have a lot that confuses me and a lot that scares the shit out of me but its all good.
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Oh Yeah
forgot to mention. birthday was yesterday. well, considering the time, day before yesterday (29th). Hung out with some my lil buddies first time in months. Didn't want them to know it was my birthday. Facebook betrayed me, so they wanted to know what i wanted to do. I'd have rather them just picked without consulting me like usual. Instead it was awkward.
So I left early, came home and did nothing, like usual.

I'm forgetting things more often. I'm finding myself waking up as if from a trance, at random times during the day, trying to figure out what I was doing. I can't concentrate, I'm getting more depressed as easily as I used to. Tired all the time, and I couldn't care less. I'm falling into oblivion.
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Hey everybody
I'm sure you all want to hear about my life.

Back in university, studying hard. Did mushrooms a few weekends ago and then this last weekend. They were fun.

On that girl's birthday who I said I had a crush on for ages, I went out to the bar with her and friends. Me and her danced a lot, really hit it off. I ask her out during the week and she said she was busy. It's bullshit. I know she's into me, but she just got hurt once and now she's so cynical. Why can't she just open her damn eyes and see I'm right for her? She's smart, but I think she's making a dumb choice to be so cautious when it comes to me.

But I guess that's my opinion. Oh well. I have been more assertive though, like I said I would be... so that's good.
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Olivia
So today I called Sarah up to see how she and Liv are doing while they're in Georgia. While we were talking, Sarah put the phone on speaker so I could talk to Olivia. I started saying "Hiiii Oliviaaaa" and then I heard "Dadad!" That's pretty much the highlight of my day.
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Yes we did!
Listening to: Aesop Rock: "Bring Back Pluto"
Feeling: relieved
Congratulations, Barack Obama, 44th President of the United States!!!
Not just a minor victory either, but an electoral landslide including Florida, Ohio, North Carolina, Indiana, Colorado, Virginia, and Iowa, all traditionally red states.
I have no other words to add right now.
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Listening to: silence
Feeling: frustrated
i hate when life throws you a hard ball, especially with girls.

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