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Friends of Hotpink
| Come eat my conversation heart, baby. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by chadwrites | |
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Alcohol consumed: few shots Temptations: none good enough Come out tonight, come out tonight baby girl while I still like you. I promised myself ‘no more lines about her, no more thoughts where she’s my leading lady.’ so take heed now hunny, because this pen with your name is running dry, and these might be my last lines...with your name, your name, what’s her name? Good, we’re already on the right track. It went something like this a month or less ago. If she’d wake up and felt the world was fallin at her feet, I’d want to take that world and curse it for even trying to look ugly to her face. I’d take each word she said... play it over in my head untli those words were lyrics to the most beautiful song i ever heard. And it didn’t matter what she said, only that she was saying it to me and that I could even be a part of her world. And if somehow that world didn’t seem to treat her right to bring her down, I’d be ten miles below her feelin just as bad or worse. And each morning when she’d wake me with her words, I felt like nothing any man could describe. I could have flew on her “I love you’s.” I must have thought that this was the best high there could ever be, I must still be addicted. If there was some way to take those feelings she gave me and bottle it in glass, I’d be the first to buy it and shoot it through my veins. And it’s a scary thought to think someone could have every bit as much power as you over yourself. To think “I wouldn’t die for me, but I sure as hell would die for her.” It’s disgusting, it’s sick. my heart has overdosed. and then enevitably, something goes wrong. You exist no more. But baby no fear, because I know there’s hope yet. You can’t fool me with that angry bitch act. You love me, admit it. I’m done with your drugs, I ‘m only here to take you in moderation. Your tears can’t fake excuses this time. PUSH me away, tell me to fuck off.(((for no reason at all,no reason at all))) But guess where that gets you? It gets it to here. To nowhere with me. |
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| 463 hit(s) | (8 comments) | shoot this |
| [44.]what? | January 5th, 2009 @ 9:23pm |
| by inyourwake | |
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and i've never changed the layout. not that i thought it was really that cool anymore but i was attached and i didn't want to mess with it. so today i log on and my background is gone. how could this beeeeeeeeeeeeee?! update. i'm really uncomfortable in my house right now. living with people decreases the time in which it takes for me to realize that my "good friends" are not that good. which has happened to pretty much everyone i met from fishers. i'm so glad that i decided to take megan to chicago and PAY FOR HER PLANE TICKET only for someone to tell me that there's a good chance she's gonna bail out on me. and i paid for that ticket with a credit from another canceled so i don't know for sure if i could get that money back. and if she doesn't go i can pretty much guarantee it's because she's just started hanging out with this group of kids who were popular back in high school.........the "cool kids" and they've decided to go to florida together from spring break which is one month after our trip to chicago.\ i text her about our hotel in chicago because she's supposed to be taking care of it and she hasn't responded. figures. my birthday is saturday. party on friday downtown at random bars. dance party. i doubt any of my roommates will come (kel might but she is broke) but i am confident that i will have a ragin time despite that because i am hanging out with the people that i grew up with. moving back in with mom and rekindling old friendships. it feels right. |
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| 20 hit(s) | (0 comments) | .wake me up. |
| vee see fair. | August 7th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by surfnaked43 | |
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and then robb bought me one :) lu ling kim and carl =) < 333333333 |
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| 1185 hit(s) | (3 comments) | lOVE<3 |
| cause you fit right | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by radiosound | |
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My days have been occupied by photography, music, sleeping, my best friend Megan, and my boy. (Especially afternoons without the parents home...oh oh!) And fall break is next week and I'm oh-so-very excited. Suhweeeet! |
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| 52 hit(s) | (1 comments) | burn my bridges |
| ZOOOOMBIES | April 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by sweettooth | |
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I had a math test today and it sucked!!!!!!!!!!!111 ALso, fuck the wind! It's so pointless!!!! The only thing it does is ruin a perfect day!!!! If I were to design a torture chamber, I would suspend a platform above SHARK-filled water in a WIND tunnel. Then I would hang up a few BEE's nests... that way it would be a triple threat. THAT WOULD BE SO FRIGHTENING Aaaaaahahhhhha. Milli Vinilli sucked, by the way. |
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| 210 hit(s) | (6 comments) | link to porn |
| 2009 | |
| by beautyfulmiztake | |
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I decided I need to be more specific with my resolutions and organize them so I can actually follow them. Resolutions: - - - - - - 1. I need to learn to accept myself and stop trying to change to be more like other people or for other people 2. I need to stop judging people that I don't approve of. Everyone has to take their own path and learn their lessons their own way just like I am and have been. 2b. This also means I need to not get jealous of other girls. I am my own person and people like me for who I am. 2c. Don't let other's cruel actions affect my attitude towards life. 2d. forgive more easily 2e. forgive myself 3. Pay off my debt completely and stay away from credit cards 4. Get a job, which I guess comes before number 3, but I want to find this job and keep it for at least a year. 5. Figure out a budget and build up a savings 6. Move on...have the will power and self control to know that enough is enough. 7. Go to church at least a couple times a month to start and slowly build. (first find a church i'm comfortable with) 8. Be able to afford an apartment by the end of summer 9. Keep busy and make sure guys come last 9b. No more boys unless it starts right and slow. Meet. Go on a Date or 2 or 3. no kissing until a feeling has been established and is mutual and is sober 10. Take care of myself first and foremost. 10b. learn to cook healthy meals so i can be healthy. 10c. make a workout schedule and stick to it. work out 3 times a week. 10d. take multi-vitamins daily 11. Once finances have been established pick a charity and give monthly. 11b. join the Make-a-Wish Foundation and volunteer 11c. be apart of more awareness walks 12. smile more :) 13. take a dance class by the end of september there might be more added on later this is going to be a year of improvements and i'm excited about it |
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| 24 hit(s) | (0 comments) | think of me |
| screw this. | October 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by heyheyoperator | |
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Listening to: the fall of troy- rockstar nailbomb
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| 177 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave comment |
| June 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by marchofflames | |
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so i finally have an excuse to listen to my boys again. haha and i saw portugal. the man, gatsby's american dream & versus the mirror last night. so good. holy shit. |
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| 85 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| fuck. | April 16th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by goobie | |
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Listening to: i fucked up
Feeling: abandoned
Im not sure why i did it. out of rage, i geuss. out of greif, fear, sickness. out of my blackened heart. It never used to be this way. They say that everything happens for a reason. im waiting for it.. but i feel i cant wait any longer.. |
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| 122 hit(s) | (0 comments) | sex me |
| Hey everybody | September 21st, 2008 @ 8:08pm |
| by andrewkeith | |
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Back in university, studying hard. Did mushrooms a few weekends ago and then this last weekend. They were fun. On that girl's birthday who I said I had a crush on for ages, I went out to the bar with her and friends. Me and her danced a lot, really hit it off. I ask her out during the week and she said she was busy. It's bullshit. I know she's into me, but she just got hurt once and now she's so cynical. Why can't she just open her damn eyes and see I'm right for her? She's smart, but I think she's making a dumb choice to be so cautious when it comes to me. But I guess that's my opinion. Oh well. I have been more assertive though, like I said I would be... so that's good. |
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| 345 hit(s) | (5 comments) | leave comment |
| Hello my friend | January 7th, 2009 @ 1:17am |
| by bedhead | |
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Listening to: Hussel, M.I.A.
Feeling: alone
I'm gonna end up doing something I regret. |
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| 12 hit(s) | (0 comments) | just a click away |
| October 24th, 2008 @ 9:22pm | |
| by electricglowxo | |
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right now life is just a jumble of busy and attempts at a social life with a little bit of frustration and stress. i'd mark it as a decent semester thus far. things seem to have a way of coming together eventually at their own speed. i need to stop trying to rush things that don't want to be rushed. i'm working on enjoying what i have right now instead of just focusing on what i want in the future. if i keep it up, i'll miss out on things. i guess i'm working on a lot. the first part is to realize what it is that i need to work on and then decide to have a go at it. so that's what the rest of my fall semester will be devoted to: working on things. school. life. interests. relationships. friendships. everything, really. everything. |
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| 78 hit(s) | (1 comments) | &&& |
| 923 | January 7th, 2009 @ 9:32pm |
| by advertisement | |
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Listening to: choreography piece
Feeling: worried
Cooperating Courses Environmental Toxicology Water Quality and Pollution Senior Capstone (Soil/Water Case Study) Analytical Writing (Engl 2010) Environmental Soil Chemistry Soil Analytical Techniques ... For the first time in my university career, all my courses are working together in some synergistic combination of awesome. I love applying science to my interests. I love dirt! Nail biting report: haven't bit since 27 Dec! That gross bitter nail polish is working excellently. |
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| 45 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Am I Real? |
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