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Friends of Froggiewoggie
| October 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by pinkpaperflowa | |
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| 43 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave comment |
| burn out | November 10th, 2008 @ 5:53pm |
| by frostedfire | |
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Listening to: fly upright kite
Feeling: broken-hearted
im so tired of having this on my mind. and im tired of feeling guilty for letting my feelings out. there was no way of doing it except by speaking the truth. and i already know im going to pay. but i just dont know where to begin. it all just hurts a lot. it didnt hurt as much until i started feeling like this. until i started seeing it everywhere i looked. i dont want it on my mind anymore. i dont want to think about it. it cant only be hurting me, but somehow i feel like its only my problem. no matter what, ive tried still, as hard as ive ever always tried, to be the best i can be for her and for us. but there really is no us anymore, and im fighting for nothing. so, i had been succeeding in moving on, but only when i didnt realize that i had anything to move on from. now that i see whats going on and in what directions we're each going, i cant help but try to stop and try to crawl my way back. so now im not moving in any direction and im standing in the middle just watching everyone else make conclusions and decisions all by themselves as i try to make sense of it all. why does everyone seem so sure of what they're doing? i dont understand how others can be so willing to forget it all. it all started then and its continuing now. it all started then. i remember it so clearly. and i remember her saying it was going to change everything. but i dont understand how a change in my life changed all three of us. it couldnt have just been me. i look for someone to blame and i always think i know who but thats not fair, and im lying to myself. sometimes i think if i had never found happiness in this way, i could have forever had happiness in the way i had before. but it could have never stayed that perfect. and it didn't. it all hurts so much. i know other people are more harsh about everything. but i continue to watch my words, why? i dont even know. i think im just used to being careful. not that it was much of an effort. i do think im naturally this way. but just because i dont say things in as harsh of a way doesnt mean i dont have opinions that can sometimes be offensive. or just simply true. something else thats changed during these past months that ive noticed is my ability to express. i dont know why. i find it so difficult to show certain people how i feel. i think its because of the way it all started. what started it all was the very first argument. from then on, i had been afraid to talk. and now. i just cant jump back. i do remember though when i used find it easy to just start talking about how i feel. i wish it was still that easy. even when she's telling me things, i can't find the strength inside me to cut in and say how i feel. or the strength to hold back the tears. i dont know what to do. it hurts a lot. i really really really do just want to delete her from my life. just so there's no more pain. and not out of spite. just for relief. |
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| 32 hit(s) | (0 comments) | neb |
| Re Doing Me Diary | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by bluefire | |
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Listening to: The Used-All that Ive got.
Okay I just did it, and I loooove it. Haha, my icon says Nice (Jack) ass. Haha! Donkeys are awesome! And I also loooove my top left pic. I wanna get in your pants. Dont take it seriously though, cause I dont even know who you are dude! Come on now! So...I remember when I first got this diary, I constantly talked about Dennis! Let me just catch you up on our status. Okay so he asked me out and I said yes then two days later I explained everything to him and broke up with him bla bla bla! ANyway, now we are friends, but we dont talk face to face, only over email and AOL. ( know, we are SO pathetic. Oh well though. His stupid friend Trevor (which you already know about) and Kelsey's bro Cody read my journal and told him that I wrote about him, so he begged me to tell him what I wrote, so I told him, but I said now he has to tell me something that he told henry, cause he told me that he tells henry some stuff about me, he says it is way more personal than what i wrote though. HE BETTER FRICKEN TELL ME, or else I will neve talk to him (on email or AOL) ever ever ever agin! I just spelt again wrong. :-D I hope I aced the science test! Dang, I forgot what are te four parts of a mollusk...oh now I remember! Thats just great! I just took the test today and now remeber, the stupid viscular thingy and the shell! I almost wrote the shell I swar but I thought that was the same thing as the mantle, isnt it? I guess not..... Crap. Omg, Dennis better fricken sign on AOL, I will be so pissed if I have to wait until after vacation to get it outta him! Arghhhhhhh...... My lips are so chapped and red. I am so ugly kay gotta go now. Luv ya, but its safd, cause i know you dont love me......cause im ugly and its also sad cause i spelt sad wrong, (safd?) Im so pathetic. SIGN ON DENNIS! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! -Luv ya, wait I already said that ---Valerie P.s. Luv ya ;-) *wink wink* |
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| 114 hit(s) | (0 comments) | sing me a song |
| Steve | November 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by lostangel | |
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| 124 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ::*Silent Tears*:: |
| tonight we're getting unpredictable. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by fadedxdreams | |
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today [ periods 1-4 ] are the last day of full classes. I cant even believe it. school is almost over. monday and tuesday are finals. wednesday is regents. the 21st is a regents. I was talking to cj, nicole and jessica and we cant even believe it. i'm going to miss them so much, I think out of all the people that signed my yearbook and were like. omg call me. they're the only ones i'd really call. they were my good friends this year :] i looove them guys. I dont want to be a senior, im going to cry. when I graduate. im going to cry. ill miss all my friends, they mean the world to me. S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! S2 ! hm. ohmygawd. last night, nigel was being cute. I love him when he's like this. and it's amazing because his girlfriend has another boyfriend so I doubt that they'd get back together anytime soon. I know that's what he wants, but maybe for the better of things, they dont get back together. or maybe just for the sake of me. :] anyways. he asked for my number, and I told him a lot of things i've never felt comfortable telling him before. but last night I felt comfortable. he's amazing. he doesnt want me getting all hung up on him when something better comes along. and I told him that I havent found anything better than him, i think he's the best person i've ever met. i want to be with him. but with school ending, nothing would really work out. but you know, i dont know. im going to go, not like I have anything better to do. .. it's a chemical embrace that kicks you in the head to a pure synthetic sympathy that infuriates you totally and a quiet lie that makes you wanna scream and shout S2. |
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| 105 hit(s) | (0 comments) | oh pretenders. |
| .:o37:.codes!!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by nygirl | |
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Listening to: hellogoodbye
Feeling: energetic
IF YOU WANT TO USE ONE YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE SPACE OUT OF THE < script or style ex. < style (it will look like this) (it will look like this) style> (make it like this) F.o.R. s.C.r.O.l.L. b.A.r. < style type="text/css"> BODY { scrollbar-face-color: #000000; scrollbar-shadow-color: #0099FF; scrollbar-highlight-color: #00FF33; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #FF00FF; scrollbar-track-color: #000000; scrollbar-arrow-color: #FF6699;} f.O.r. T.e.X.t. T.r.A.i.l. (or words around the cursor) < script src="http://www.boomspeed.com/htmlcodes/texttrail.js"language=javascript id="properties"message="YOUR TEXT HERE"colour="YOUR COLRO HERE"="YOUR FONT HERE"> F.o.R. w.O.r.D. f.L.i.P. < style type="text/css"> -->a:hover{filter:fliph(color:#FFFFFF, strength=5);height:0px;width:inherit}//--> f.O.r. S.t.A.t.U.s. M.e.S.s.A.g.E. b.A.r.(the thing on the bottom) < script language="javascript"> window.status=("YOUR MESSAGE HERE") F.o.R. p.O.p. U.p.(the screen that comes up b4 the entry) < SCRIPT language="JavaScript">alert("type what you want here")< /SCRIPT > if there are ne that u have and would like to contribute....plz do so |
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| 537 hit(s) | (29 comments) | Thunder |
| [annnd 2008] | January 20th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by xdesiredxlovex | |
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Listening to: afterlife - avenged sevenfold
Feeling: destroyed
anyway. mylifemylifemylife. well. IT SUCKSSSS. haha i have bad taste in men.. tyler. blayze. jeremy.. whatever men are in the previouse entries, i dont fucking know. hahahahha. all hurt bagssss.. jeremy jeremy jeremyyyyyyy.. well things were pretty good after the last entry, we moved in together in july, and i found out moving in with someone is super hard, but he still made me incredibly happy. I got to meet his parents, and his little boy, and the rest of his family.. most amazing people in the whole world.. thenn lately (almost two and a half years later) things have fallen to shit.. i got depressed somewhere along the way and stopped making an effort, we just found out i misscarried our baby.. (i just read that we thought i misscarried once before, now im wondering if i did?? maybe i cant have babies?) anyway this time we know i did, and it's been a really difficult situation, especially cause he hasnt really been around for me. he sent me home to my parents to get psychiatric help, cause i was cutting myself, and he couldnt handle it.. so now ive been dealing with the loss of him, and a babeeey all by myself =( worst possible feeling ever. i feel like the odds were always against me and jeremy, but we've made it soo far, i really hope once i get my help and beat this, i can mend our relationship.. if not i dont think i will ever be complete wiht out him.. every post i've writen i had a new boyfriend.. but i said when i turned sixteen i wanted to find something real, and i found him.. now i need to fix what i broke =(.. help me?? car accident.. hmm i just had my third knee surgery last week too. so my life's pretty much been a gong show since the accident. i just want it back to normal.. but i dunno how, or if it ever will |
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| 20 hit(s) | (0 comments) | *Luv*Me*Tender |
| No one | April 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by surfergrl01 | |
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Listening to: Over my head Cable car - The fray
Im on myspace now so yeah my link is www.myspace.com/lsutiger1050 |
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| 137 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Just Surf. |
| Im finally back! | August 22nd, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by monkeybutt | |
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Listening to: guns n roses
Feeling: amused
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| 45 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Soccer Rules!!!!!! |
| holy fucking shit!!!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by xoxstephxox | |
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uhhh some highlights were that i went to the my chemical romance concert with kelli, wow that was some funnnn shiit... we got on tv!!! lol it was taped for mtv and yeah it was just the best concert ever. uhhmm i had a summer fling. but its over. his name was eddie... age difference... lets just say he was deffinetely in the highschool area.... =] i met like the coolest people ever that are my like new best friends, and together we make the tc whores. and yeah its like the best group in the entire world. ive been hanging out with them alot lately and i like heart them so much. kelli is friends with them too and she is part of our little group. they all go to cypress bay highschool and yeah its awesome. uhhh i didnt go on vacation but i didnt really care. it was so much funner just staying home and chillaxing with all my friends. well yeah i cant really remember anything else that happened in summer... but there was deffinetely way more stuff. lol oh well! but annnywayyysss.. i got mr. kometic for homeroom but i dont really care because kelli and tess are in my class so yeah, its pretty cool. 7th graders are okay... i made cheerleading, our first game is like thursday, we play st. greogry's. oh yeah, i also went out with jon for like 3 or 4 days? i forget.. but yeah i just kinda felt bad so i said yes... but whatever. uhmm tonight was awesome but i dont feel like going into detail about it cause... i just dont feel like it. but uh, i guess ill write in this thingy whenever i remember about it. i mean seriously i totally forgot i had this and ive been sooo caught up in myspace. i just have more fun on that than this, cause here you have to type out like everything and there its just like talking to everyone and meeting new people. i love myspace. its my boyfriend. =] *love*- --> stephanie |
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| 105 hit(s) | (2 comments) | summer 'o5 |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by missxbrown | |
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| 114 hit(s) | (1 comments) | panic!meetthepain |
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