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Friends of Frodo
| February 14th, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by sopointless | |
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yes? here. and here (please!) |
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| 240 hit(s) | (0 comments) | kgsks do it. |
| Just like Jerry MacGuire, I too love the black man. | November 26th, 2008 @ 12:36pm |
| by bloodytears | |
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Listening to: none
Feeling: busy
This file transfer takes too long, and I am living on only a few hours of sleep, an orangina, and a few meager tic-tac's, I should eat soon. holy fuck is rthis transfer ever going to be complete? It is only at 61%! It's been half an hour already! double guh double errrr. |
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| 10 hit(s) | (0 comments) | sentimental heart |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by ilovetheleafs | |
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Wish I was too dead to cry, my self affliction fades. So dies all innocence. And I don’t feel like I am strong enough. Sometimes everything is wrong. And the lightning flashes in her eyes and he knows that she knows. Do you even care if I die bleeding? And in the end we'll fall apart. |
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| 403 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Temptation |
| {100} MADE IT!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by flameheart | |
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dude, yesterday was friggin hell! I sat at home all day and had nothing to do. i kept asking my brother if he wanted to go outside, but nooooooo he didn't, friggin hell. O well..... I need a life, or atleast a boyfriend. anyone open? ok disregard that last little bit there. I think i am going crazy. at the strangest moments this feeling of living alone for rest of my life comes over me. And that scares me. I am sure some people know what i mean damn i got to stop being so emo. I never really used to care, but now for some reason i do. I turned 16 and i have never had a boyfriend, now thats sad! O well, screw all of you happy-in-love people. Really, i hate all of you x_x not really, but seeing people happy just makes me upset more. i am like a little rich bastard that wants everything and can't get what she wants. I want a relationship, and it is the last thing i can get. I could probably get a degree in math before i could get anyone to hold me. yeah...and i hate math. screw all you happy people in the world, its my time to be selfish and upset. comment all of you lonely people. I don't want to hear anything about how i will find someone soon. soon as in when? I have waited 16 years, isn't that enough? ahh fuck....emo entry again..... but really, this is how i feel. Alone, cold, and in need of a hug. and no one to give me one. no one really ever comments on my emo entries. i would like some, but no cliche crap thats going to make me feel worse. [xeditx] Well thomas and adam are over now. I am friggin bored. I think later i am going to go bug them downstairs. I can hear them. I dunno who is playing but whatever. bahhh boredom, i need a life. or somemore friends. I am starting to feel like the random sister that tags along with everyone. you know almost a 5th wheel type thing. o well, i am good for somthing i know it....just haven't figured out what that somthing is. o well i have nothing to do here so i am going to go bug them. I would talk to andrew, but he is a bum and never really talks back, so i end up saying i hate him. o well. comment all of you! |
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| 340 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Make me _____ you |
| Risky love | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by warrior | |
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A lover is a risk taker Loving children is risky, Marriage is risky, Loving people of other nations is risky, Loving people of the church is most risky. The more we love the more likely we are to get hurt. Jesus took the risk of loving and was crucified for it. But what is not acceptable is for us to hide this beautiful talent of loving in the ground and refuse to take the risk of loving/ We have this treasure Its not about playing safe because the greatest risk is doing nothing at all. So, who is God calling you to love? |
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| 421 hit(s) | (1 comments) | WTF?? |
| #73= "WOW" | March 26th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by limit | |
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Listening to: Evanescence- Going Under
Feeling: swamped
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| 104 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| This guy is really hott! | January 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xyourjealousx | |
yeah he's really hott! I dont even know who he is! |
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| 212 hit(s) | (6 comments) | Save Me |
| ATTENTION:i am moving once more | September 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by emoisnotx3dead | |
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Feeling: accomplished
my new diary is: ilovex3sonny i am relocated |
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| 171 hit(s) | (2 comments) | i;l♥v;sonny |
| #365 All in good time | November 18th, 2008 @ 8:09pm |
| by sandman | |
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Feeling: melancholy
Everyone should listen to this song, glorious, amazing, breathtaking? all of those Schoolwork has been piling, UGH!, but we're all working for the weekend, which will hopefully be spent in Kingston, drunk with some good friends having some good times I got my feet on the street but i cant stop flyin', my heads in the cloud but atleast im tryin' come in come out tonight oh for all of you wondering, im no longer 17 haha thats almost 2 and a half years ago, im now 19! love is a time machine, up on the silverscreen... all in good time! shit i really dont have much to say i no longer have any real problems with anything or anyone in life? but thats a good thing, everything worked out great. so christina enjoi because i am off to reclaim my lost time, time to live without care! im going in this time machine to that silver screen dream farva |
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| 70 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Revillusion |
| Depressed | September 8th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by anakin | |
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I can't believe how powerful words can be. Something said to you can effect you for a long time, I know, I'm one of those people who have witnessed how powerfull words can be, how hurtfull they can be. Human speech is so powerfull people don't even know it. Some use it to make others jealous, some to make people angry. Words can change peoples emotions. I too upset to go on right now, I think you know this is effecting me some how. C ya |
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| 221 hit(s) | (1 comments) | enterthenightmare |
| myspace nahhhh | November 27th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xxdancerxx | |
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Listening to: buttons
Feeling: asleep
much love Vika |
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| 252 hit(s) | (2 comments) | I dare u |
| December 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by tomorrowstrish | |
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Listening to: Gorillaz- Feel good Inc
Feeling: goofy
Dont ever change how you are Youre perfect just like you Youre the kind and gentle soul Who sees me for me Youre always there to listen While I constantly complain Ramble in my insanity And face my insecurities Realize that just me is OK My problems and my past They make me just me And youre ok with that You dont judge You dont assume Youre just there There when I need to talk There to make me laugh There to make me feel good I just want you to know Ill always do the same Ill listen when you need me I wont judge I wont assume Ill just be there You dont ever need to apologize “I want to be better” It means nothing to me You’re perfect because you care And because youre you And you dont care Thats what I like about you Youre just you And Im just me When Im talking to you Thats all I need to see |
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| 333 hit(s) | (11 comments) | JuZt LeT mE fAlL |
| .lieee. | October 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by watashiwa | |
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I can't be bothered to move all my entries (they aren't important anyway) so I'm just moving back to my old diary without any new entries. Now, the question I must ask myself is wether I should delete all my old entries on that diary. But I don't think I will. Anyways... GO HERE. All the people I don't have added on that account, I'm adding you. Ha. Add me back bitch. |
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| 232 hit(s) | (2 comments) | hyousuru |
| 8 | December 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by xxpunisherxx | |
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I talked to Thomas on MSN the other day too. I'm glad I have a friend like him. He made me feel much better. Thanks man. But Other than that, I've got absolutely nothing to say. By the way, who is ~KT? |
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| 57 hit(s) | (1 comments) | kill me now |
| {12} Yo | December 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by satrianivai | |
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Its not like he hasn't been on the computer he is on like alllll the time, always whining at me to get on! So yeah, I am soooo cool.....o.O w00t dave is a tool! ahahahahahaha Don't ask your sister to help you make a password hehe Well...i cause to much trouble :) i am just a trouble maker! hehe Everyone loves me! :) Edit Well he still hasn't noticed that i have taken over his diary. humm lets see, hes a loser! yup, thats got to be why :) Well yeah, its not like he hasn't been on the computer Lindsey can i go on the computer *whine* lindsey please, i want to go on the computer *whine* let me on the computer I should tell him to update so he can see this. Or should i start writing entries..ooo ideas, ideas! |
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| 312 hit(s) | (3 comments) | leave comment |
| finally | November 19th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by nikki3405 | |
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Feeling: depressed
1) summer was awesome. wenever i wasnt at home working i was with sheldon. however cuz of this i lost all my friends. 2) dog got put down june 7th because he had a tumor and cancer. he was creamated 3)started school at fleming college. taking general arts and science. its a joke course. so easy and retarded 4) got on the F.A.S.T team for campus (first aid support team) 5)came home for thanksgiving and found out my mom had lung cancer since july. by the time i saw my mom she had already been through radiation and everyhting and was in really bad condition. got mad and couldnt handle it so i took off at 2am and went to sheldons. week and a half later got a call at school from my dad "your mother is in the hospital. get home asap" so i packed my stuff and rushed home. spent 7 hours in the hospital with my mom whom was hooked up to oxggen ivs and other shit. she was asleep the entire time. she opened her eyes and looked at me wen the nurse came in to give her a needle. and seeing the look in her eyes wen she looked at me was terrible. later that night sheldon came down. then 5am the next mornign we get a call from the hospital "shes gotten worse" so my dad left to go there. an hour later he came back "your mother passed away 2minutes before i got there" cried basically all day reading her journals that she had written within 2 of the months she was sick. then the funeral and wake came. longest day ever. burried in her my clothes cuz she didnt have nice dress clothes, put barkley in her arms, and ya. btw. she had lung cancer which was fast approaching, spread to her brain and liver. 6)school has never been the same. not movitated to go anymore. skipping bout 5-8 classes a week. not sleeping at night. 7) got really mad one night that my dad didnt tell me my mom was sick till it was too late. the last time i saw her before she was noticibly sick was the day i moved into school. anyway, i got mad and punched my mirror. didnt end well. 8) sheldons dad and his new gf (whom r living together in there new house) seem to be tryin to split us up. 9) sheldon and mine 1 year is thursday (3 days) |
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| 250 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Leave one! |
| take up residence | July 26th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by ilovex3sonny | |
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ily imy -cassiexox |
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| 221 hit(s) | (1 comments) | rapemywords |
| crule but true | February 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by willy | |
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now i hope this one has cleared up most problems with ppl and their opinions. so infact, im thinknig i might acctually start adding more enterys. and just cause i do that, does'nt mean im bragging. so, for ya'll who enjoy reading this thing, Heather, then please. sit back and enjoy.. MY LIFE!! |
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| 261 hit(s) | (6 comments) | ROCK ON!! |
| Dreamland Returns - #11 | June 13th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by dreamland | |
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Inekwar and I agreed that it was a stunning victory, but we didn't let the thought of victory make us too confident. I still put the men through various training exercises, knowing full well who was left to defeat. Famine was an easy victory, but Pestilence would not be so easily defeated. War would definately be one of the hardest Horsemen to defeat, but Death would be next to impossible. But I knew just how to defeat them all. Pestilence was cocky when it came to battles. I would have to use that cockiness and stupidity to my advantage. War was also very cocky. Because he was the Horseman of War, he naturally picked the best fighting troopers, and believed them to be undefeatable. It would be easy to defeat him, although I'd have to train the men extensively to defeat his troopers. Death would prove to be a challenge. His troopers were almost invincable, but I'm sure if I killed a few, the men would be convinced that they aren't unkillable. Death himself would be a challenge to fight as well, but there is only one thing in this known universe that can overpower death. And that is life. The real challenge would be if after their individual defeats, they attacked me all at once. The men would have to deal with the rest of their combined forces, which I was confident they could do. To fight the Four Horsemen all at once while trying to make sure your troops were staying alive would be hard. Especially if the battle against them went as it did before in the forest. And this time, Death would surely not be merciful about his dealings with me. That thought frightened me. I waited for almost a week after that planning with my army, hearing nothing about the movements of the Four Horsemen. After another three days, I heard news from a scout that Pestilence and his army had finally started moving. They were marching straight at our position, with Pestilence leading an army of 2 500 troopers, outnumbering my forces by an even 1 000. I didn't like those odds, so I made sure to get the troops to build extensive defences of a hilltop. If Pestilence wanted to fight me, he'd have to lay seige to the hilltop, which differs from his preferred fighting with army against army on a level field. I almost smirked at the thought of Pestilence getting angry because he had to go out of his way to fight outside of his comfort zone. But several days later, I would truly see how well he would fight. |
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| 115 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Leave one |
| Love? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by socrazy | |
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I think we all believe that we're in love with the person we're in a relationship with. And we try so hard to believe it, because we're all afraid of being alone in the end. Sure some say they're fine, and for all I know maybe they are. But they're probably trying to convince themselves they don't need anyone, or that one-day they'll meet the person they're supposed to be with. Do we ever really know, not just try to convince ourselves? Now don't go thinking that this means I'm contemplating things about Adam. Because I'm not, it was just something that randomly popped into my head while reading old entries and thinking. (You can breathe a sigh of relief Adam, it's not going to be a repeat of last year for you. As long as last summer for me doesn't occur, which I know won't happen.) Also we survived me being gone for a week, so I know it's okay. Vincent Kennedy McMahon "If you have a relationship that can survive being away from one another. The bond will grow stronger. But if it breaks at one infraction, you never really had anything at all." Sandman (Adam), August 11, 2005. #48 A New Beginning. That was all that was written. I believe it was written in the middle of July, I really should start putting dates on everything I write. lol. Later, Meaghan. |
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| 239 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Make my day worse |
| Why?? | July 15th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by catchmyfall | |
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Feeling: confused
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| 256 hit(s) | (0 comments) | to.live.is.to.die |
| Eleven | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by scenextragedy | |
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| 312 hit(s) | (15 comments) | love me. |
| [7o8] shut the fuck up | December 2nd, 2008 @ 10:40pm |
| by katgirl | |
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You don't know ANYTHING. you can rot in fucking hell, every single November is like this, and I fucking told you I DON'T KNOW WHY. I have NOTHING to be stressed over, and I am fucking crying myself to sleep because I can't handle it. And don't you ever, ever fucking tell me they don't care. Even if they don't, they say they do, and that is more than I can say for anybody else in my life. Get it? so SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE, it's your fault I'm this way anyways. bitch, I fucking hate you sometimes. ~Katie |
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| 17 hit(s) | (0 comments) | lost! |
| 386 | November 29th, 2008 @ 12:15am |
| by vakkergotisk | |
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| 76 hit(s) | (3 comments) | touch me |
| .::]26[::. | October 14th, 2008 @ 10:59pm |
| by fiercedeity | |
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Listening to: Paschandale - Iron Maiden
How is it that just because you wear bright coloured American Eagle or Hollister shirts you're better than everybody else? Just because you have the cash to throw around 100 bucks for a pair of jeans doesn't make you better than anybody else. But society seems to think different! The Goth kid who wears all black, or the bright coloured American Eagle kid? Society will tell you to avoid the Goth kid, because they're wearing all black, and thusly must be evil and fit to avoid. But the American Eagle kid, shower them with attention! If they're mopey for whatever reason, shower them with attention! Let them know that you're there for them! But alas the kid in all black. Despised by society, they are left to brood by themselves. Sure they cope, but why do you think that we're all so bitter, and cynical? Talk to your friends the American Eagle kids. Better get them outta my way before I punch them in the face. In a way of a "for instance", my dad could die soon. My mother is sick. My sister is confused about herself, and is in a daze half the time. I am incredibly lonely and without friends because of society, and on top of that, people avoid me. People I once trusted. An American Eagle kid I know feels like his heart is being ripped out and its not funny. Umm...okay? Welcome to real life pal. But oh no! The American Eagle kid is sad! Let's all feel bad for him and hope he gets better! Let's completely ignore the kid who has no one and is feeling real pain. I hate people. |
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| 21 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Leave one |
| hey, thanks for stealing | December 1st, 2008 1:44pm |
| by softasylum | |
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Listening to: frank zappa
guess what? i'm engaged! really. in a matter of an hour, i broke up with him, made love to him and proposed. we're planning on eloping (ha, oxymoron) sometime this summer. during our road trip across the country. until then, he'll be saving to buy a ring. i told him i don't need one, but he insists. i think it would crush his ego if he felt he couldn't propose the "traditional" way, but we're not big on traditions, so i don't see the point. oh well, i'll let him, i'll finally have something luxurious. this is really unlike me. i opposed marriage for a long time, and never understood how it lured and appealed to so many young adults. but after my first year with ryan, i knew i would be with him the rest of my life. i tried to deny it, but that made life difficult. so i accepted it and decided to make it official. you might be wondering how this will work since i broke up with him moments before i proposed. i didn't really break up with him. i suggested we pause our relationship because i was in shock by something he had confessed an hour prior. this is my typical reaction to honesty. in the five minutes that we were "broken up", i saw flashes of my life without him and it scared me, that led up to the proposal. i have never been so sure about anything in my life. i do not depend on ryan completely. i am not needy or obsessive, life just makes sense when he is around. i love him, and will fight for him with all my remaining strength. in his presence, i am sedated and tranquilized in a way no drug can ever make me feel. i have not been this happy in a really long time. i feel it and i can boast about it all day. - edit- i have done jack shit all day, but i am still floating high, above the clutter in my room and the stack of to-do-lists on my desk. hm, it is upsetting that i do not have anything to show for these feelings. productivity and creativity, i am patiently awaiting your return. i need to make that line between carelessness and joy more visible. |
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| 64 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Erotic Polititians |
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