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Friends of Freakthegeek
| Par-tay!! | October 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by deathofshuyin | |
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Listening to: Crazy Town
Feeling: explosive
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| 285 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Scream At Me |
| things | November 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by brightside21 | |
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Feeling: placid
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| 261 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Je suis prest |
| My love is to waste | November 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by donotfear | |
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Listening to: Secret Window
Feeling: neutral
I feel terrible about it for a number of reasons: She's alone now, and since Will passed, she's alone at a time when I promised I would be there. My love is going to be wasted, because I'm not about to stop loving her. I know everyone is going to tell me to move on, but I don't care. I'd rather love her and never anyone else rather than forget. I don't know how to end conversations, since I can no longer say that I love her, even though I do absolutely and totally. I'm happy because hopefully she'll learn to be happy and then things will get better. I hope she comes back. I know I sound stupid, but I really pray to god that she comes back to me. I feel lousy. I'm trying to stay strong for her though, so maybe she'll see that I can be better. I hope she comes back. I doubt that she will, so I guess my love with be wasted. But in the end, I'd rather "waste" it on her than give it to someone else. |
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| 329 hit(s) | (10 comments) | Forget-Me-Not |
| Ironic | April 9th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by cowgirl21 | |
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Listening to: Brand New - Play Crack the Sky
Feeling: upbeat
To be honest, I miss my senior year sometimes...I was comfortable in who I was, I had Monica, Sam, Dan, and Alex. I was in love, I hated my parents, and I couldn't WAIT to get the fuck outta Roscommon, because gods forbid I ever go back and make my life there. I still feel that way. I just feel nostalgic, and a little amused at what my point of views were, and are now. Back then, dating=bf/gf, now, there's a major difference, and it's not a big deal to flirt with someone at a party you may never see again, it's even okay to kiss them, although I draw that line at sleeping with them. It's perfectly okay to get drunk and silly, and when you puke, don't be embarrassed, because the person taking care of you has been there too, and you'll both probably be there again, getting each other water and trying to make them eat bread and stop with the shots. I've always been sarcastic, anyone who knows me knows that, but now, I'm less afraid of what other people think, and I'll speak my mind and stand up for what I believe in, and if I'm wrong about something, I'm still damn stubborn about it, but I'm getting better, and I think that just comes with growing up. People who think differently aren't the social outcasts of high school, here, in college, they're the people you stay up with at the all night coffee shop talking about EVERYTHING and coming away with brand new thoughts and perspectives. Living on your own is nice too....and sucks balls. You have to deal with roommates and new habits, which, if you're lucky (I was) you get away with a new friend or two, and only a few minor arguments. If you're the type of person whom mommy picks up after, cooks for, and basically cares for like you're 12, then you'll hate it. Doing your own laundry, cooking...or not...good meals, knowing when to tell yourself your room MUST be cleaned if only to preserve your state of mind. You appreciate what your parents have done for you more, and I call my mom at least every other day, if not just to say hi or find out how my grandparents are, then to find out how to clean something, cook something, fix something, whatever. Not ashamed to admit that there have been a few days when I've called home to talk to one parent or the other about 4 times in one day. Sometimes it's just nice hearing a familiar voice, especially after a bad day, or when you need some advice and there's no one else who would know. Dating is very different, obviously, I never would have thought at 19 months ago I would be here, with my random guy problems...well, one guy problem, and not even a problem, just...I don't even know. But it's there, and I'm dealing, although I should ante up and maybe try to figure it out. That's what really provoked this blog, not that I really miss RHS, just the people who've either grown apart, or grown so fucked up you just don't know them anymore and really don't want to, and the fact that I knew I was loved, and loved back. It's an amazing feeling, when you know you can go to this one person and count on them being there. I still somewhat have that, the love for someone, and all I want is that little bit more, that little reassurance that what I think is right, and I am loved. So, really, I need a hug, and that's all, just from someone who honestly cares about me, who isn't just a friend when there's a party we're both at, who knows me and whom I know back, I want that absolute feeling of being safe and comforted and knowing that he can come to me if he ever felt this way too. |
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| 206 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Speak To Me |
| Reflect on the year | June 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by missyoung | |
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Hope you are all well. Is it creepy that I miss classes already? |
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| 229 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Comment? |
| Aw Shit | March 23rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by blasphemy | |
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| 250 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Die Bitch |
| trerothoarhjfngfoapjpoh!!! | October 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by enigmaticryu | |
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Listening to: The voices in my head.
Feeling: ecstatic
The Question of the day: what would you do for a klondike bar? I mean what would you really do for one.....>???????!!!!!!sdtaertre |
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| 266 hit(s) | (10 comments) | Ignore the pain. |
| Holy hell hole in a damned basket, baby! | April 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by phineusq | |
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Feeling: sleepless
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| 296 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Enter Your Words |
| In da hood | February 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by daywalker | |
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Listening to: random key strokes
Feeling: sweaty
Standing in line to See the show tonight And there's a light of Heavy glow By the way I tried to say I'd be there waiting for Dani's the girl is Singing songs to me Beneath the marquee Overload Steak knife Card shark Con job Boot cut Skin that flick She's such a little DJ To get there quick By street but not the freeway Turn that trick To make a little leeway Beat that nic But not the way that we play Dogtown Blood bath Rib cage Soft tal Standing in line to See the show tonight And there's a light on Heavy glow By the way I tried to say I'd be there waiting for Dani's the girl is Singing songs to me Beneath the marquee Overload Black jack Dope dick Pawn shop Quick pick Kiss that dyke I know you want to hold one Not on strike But I'm about to bowl one Bite that mic I know you never stole one Girls that like A story, so I told one Song bird Main line Cash back Hard top Standing in line to See the show tonight And there's a light on Heavy glow By the way I tried to say I'd be there waiting for Dani's the girl is Singing songs to me Beneath the marquee Overload |
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| 158 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Random link |
| Classes | April 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by virtue49 | |
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Listening to: TV - RENT
Feeling: yummy
MW: 11:00-11:50 Moral Problems (PHL 118) 12:00-12:50 Pre-Calc (MTH 130) 2:00-3:15 Religion & Social Issues (REL 235) 5:00-6:15 Math for Elementary Teachers (MTH 151) TR: 12:00-12:50 Pre-Calc (MTH 130) 2:00-3:15 Education of Children (EDU 280) 5:00-6:15 Normal Speech/ Language Acquisitions (CDO 130) F: 11:00-11:50 Moral Problems (PHL 118) |
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| 420 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Memories of Us |
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