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Friends of Forgiveme
| I'm packed and I'm holding, doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo. | January 5th, 2009 @ 3:51am |
| by korex | |
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Listening to: Len - Steal My Sunshine
Perfect time for a new paragraph. So while I was youtubing that song, (hey, I gotta perfect standing around angstily in a leather jacket somehow) I clicked on a related video: the music video to Len's smash hit "Steal My Sunshine." Now, I am particularly fond of the shitty things that I liked as a kid*, and I'm guessing that this song is pretty shitty. But here's the kicker: Since I liked it as a kid, I have no idea if it's actually shitty or not. It's like Steal My Sunshine is my cousin, and someone just asked me if she's hot. There is no answer!** Also, that song came out ten fucking years ago. I'm pretty sure that this is the first thing that I can remember that isn't a cartoon that's officially ten years old. By the way, why do I have so few memories before the age of about five? Was I an alcoholic?*** *"Linkin Park anyone?" jokes Andre 1. "I'll fucking kick your ass Andre 1," says Andre 2. "Linkin Park's first 3 albums were fucking sweet and we both listened to them in middle school!" "Bring it!" says Andre 1. And then they bring it, and Andre 1 wins, because there's only one Andre. Seriously, who the fuck did you think was Andre 2? The answer better not be the person I have dubbed "Andre 2," which is the other Andre in my class at Pomona. We are in a fierce rivalry that I am neither backing down from nor sure if he's aware of. Now stop reading this wordy and self-referential footnote and get back to my bitching about 90s songs nobody cares about. **Kickin' piano line = one hot cousin I mean not shitty. ***Yes. |
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| 138 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Pee on the hydrant |
| everything is gonna burn | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by lovelydisgrace | |
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Listening to: nothing
Feeling: abnormal
~~ I'm so angry. I shouldnt be, but I am. I feel as if I could set everyone and everything on fire with just my hate for it. It's not them, its me. I know that. But it's killing me to be this angry. Everything and everyone is so annoying lately and its such a pain to try and make conversation. I must assure you,it's really not them, its me being way over sensitive these days. Things are strange. I cant even try to care about anything anymore. I see the things I need to do but I cant feel any sort of desire to acheive them.(depression?) no this is something else. Something of an ironic moribid bitter happiness I suppose. Bittersweet. Its a sick sad world in lulu brain But As always I'll get over it. So dont you worry and lets have a fiesta! ayi yi yiyiyii!!! Ta Ta my children. I mean loves. -lulu- |
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| 159 hit(s) | (2 comments) | scream.a.lullaby. |
| She's in love with the world. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by beatles | |
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Listening to: The White Stripes- Fell in love with a girl.
Feeling: accomplished
God how I hate this. I think I might like her, but I don't know her that well. "Then men's hearts lie, not in their chest but their eyes." So true. My Avid fair project is due tomorrow, and my dad did my board for me, with the use of spraypaint. It turned out really awesome. I've got black spraypaint on my hands, I need to get it off fast. Tomorrow is the Avid camping trip, which I am so most totally stoaked about going. Everything seems to be wearing thin. I look back at how decent and happy things were and say to myself.... ...that was the past, the future shall improve. |
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| 229 hit(s) | (6 comments) | and the sky |
| One way | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by damned | |
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Feeling: ambitious
It's funny how small things can make you happier than big things that are meant to be joyous. Well, perhaps. Like a conversation that settles you down a little. Or someone not caring that you're being all PMS-y. Yeah, yeah, so I do get over emotional, I wish I didn't, wish it wasn't such a cliche. But at least I've started to recognise it now. Before I just assumed all the ups and downs I was feeling were just me and my crazy head. What annoys me is when guys assume just because it's PMS it's not legitimate feelings. Perhaps they're accentuated slightly, but personally my little sobbing fits and then ultimate happiness come from things I have been feeling anyway. It's just that the things that before made me a little annoyed or upset now make me hysterical. It's not as if suddenly because of hormones your entire position on life changes. I wonder if dreams reflect anxieties a lot. I suppose they do. I wish I could show my friends know how much I love them. |
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| 921 hit(s) | (2 comments) | snap. |
| more riting! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by stereotyped | |
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Listening to: Mariah Carey - Against all odds
Feeling: bleh
english was ok actually, we got 2 play wiv laptops hehe. and then we just watched a video of someone hu wanted it 2 rain (?) in geography. iv finished all my belgian chocolate :( i was thinking erlia, as u do @ bus stops, how much of my opinions of things depend on addiction. 4 example, i wouldnt b pissed off if i found that my friend had smoked a fag, but i would b if i found out they wer addicted, and the same with drugs, SH/SI. hmmm, not very interesting thought processes, cos they kinda stopped there, cept i thought of examples n stuff. maybe im just tryin 2 get myself out of being hypocritical, but hey, twas just a thought. :s my mother just came in n sed she was gettin worried bout the fact that i always minimize t screen wen she comes in :s o wel. oh yeh, iv just discovered that none of u can c my diary like i can, cos im using a different font that ive downloaded from t net. tis called evanescent n is t evanescence font if ur remotely interested. just 2 let u no, tis alot cooler wiv t rite font. i dont no wot 2 say tumtetumtetum. please comment cos im bored n tisnt nice ewn no1 comments cos u havent ritten nefin interestin l8rz susie xHUGx |
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| 363 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Bring it |
| *yawns* come again? | February 23rd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by subordinate | |
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well, it's worked so far. |
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| 175 hit(s) | (0 comments) | tell me im loved |
| Hah | July 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by fallingforever | |
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What amuses me is how seriously you take all this. Its a fucking story. Its not true. And what amuses me most is how you think i give a fuck about what you say. 'Loser.Why dont u just put the knife in your vein and fuckin rip it up,insted of putting tiny cat scratches on your arm to bring attention to urself.' Its a fucking story. I dont actually self harm. 'You dont undastand jak shit bout wat any1 feels. ur a self scentred piece of shit' I understand as much as i need or want to understand, and its nice to kow you can make assumptions about what i'm like from a story. 'What kind of a sick fucked up story is this.your writing is shit.do spell check more often.and sort your word order out' Yes its a bit sick and fucked up, if you dont like it, dont fucking read it. You can hardly talk about correct spelling. And again. I dont give a fuck what you think about it. 'ur so fukin pesimistic.shes not dead,she probs wont die of "attempted suicide".go see a shrink if u think ur depressed.and if u havnt got reason to...' I know she's not dead, she's my best friend, i think i'd notice something like that. I dont think i'm depressed and have never claimed to be. pay attention. 'then rip ur fukin vein out' Learn to spell fucking you lazy sod So basically, whatever you were trying to acheive through those comments, you really havent. They made me laugh. Sorry love :) |
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| 353 hit(s) | (1 comments) | go on ... say it |
| Mistake | October 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by justemotion | |
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I've blown it, All that I said. The rules I laid down, And the pact that I'd made. Never, I told myself, Never again. Line drawn, Move on, Find something new. Never let it grab you, And hold you, again. Never let it use you, Just walk away. Say no, Stop crying, And put it away, To the back of your mind, And keep it locked up. Then maybe, For once, They won't see it, again. And scorn you, And realise How pathetic you are. Sitting alone, Writing 'poems' to no one. Just to distract you from thinking about it But this time, It's not a blade, Or some drug. Instead, you've let yourself Go fall in love. Fuck it. I've blown it, All that I said. The rules I laid down, And the pact that I'd made. Never, I told myself, Never again. Line drawn, Move on, Find someone new. |
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| 186 hit(s) | (1 comments) | say it |
| I wonder if anyone will ever read this? | March 28th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by badegg | |
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Listening to: Lord of the Rings
Feeling: vain
Hmm... rant over, enjoy your holiday everyone x x x |
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| 108 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| [132] Edge Of Darkness. | 13th October 2008 |
| by hurtingforever | |
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I'm standing out on the edge of darkness One more step and I'm gone Away into the vacancy that churns before me No more options No more tears Just this empty nothingness that beckons me Driving me from shadow to shadow Until I arrive here. Behind me is a road, a way out, a hope. But I can't see that anymore; Can't comprehend how it could be so. Not before I last through this night. So before me stands the only way. And all it takes is one step, To fall into this everlasting darkness To stumble into the unknown To trip into oblivion, and beyond But through that darkest night I can see One star, one light Just a faint eye Watching from beyond the misty grey Could this be the one thing that separates me from this abyss? Or mightn't it be too faint a hope, Too weak to drag me from this potent death? I do not know. But I'm standing out on the edge of darkness Just one more step and I'm gone. |
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| 116 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Just Say It. |
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