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Friends of Firestormx
| penelope: one month | December 22nd, 2008 @ 10:37pm |
| by englishsongbird | |
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Penelope at one month 
Pretty eyes! Pen's eyes are still bluish gray, and we all hope they stay that way. Or change to blue. The three of us have brown eyes, but JD's the only one in his family with brown eyes. My dad has blue eyes, so it's definitely in our families. She'd look so cute with blue eyes--I'm trying to picture Patrick with long hair and blue eyes, but it's just not registering. But anyway, her eyes are so pretty. 
And, of course, she's super cute when she's sleeping, too. 
One of Penelope's favorite places to be is on the changing pad because it's on top of a dresser with a gigantic mirror. Since she came home, she'd just lay there and look at herself or look at things in the mirror. I know that babies love mirrors, but she really loves mirrors. 
She's very good with holding her head steady, so it follows that she's good with lifting her head when on her belly. However, when she was playing on her belly this evening, she just about flipped herself over a few times because she kicked her feet up so forcefully. 
And then she got mad. 
Finally, on that beautiful green blanket. She went to the doctor two weeks ago for her two week visit, and she weighed 7 pounds, 14 ounces and was 20 inches long. As the days go by, she's staying up longer during the day and sleeping pretty well at night. Also, I'm discovering that she's pretty grumpy. She looks either grumpy and upset or very thoughtful most of the time. I know she's only a month old and the way she is now might not be the way she grows up, but I don't want her to be grumpy, I want her to be happy and giggly. Maybe that'll come once she learns how to smile and giggle. This wasn't from today, but I thought this was the cutest thing: 
Patrick alternately loves and ignores his sister. When she's crying, he covers his ears. I try to tell him to help console her, to sing to her and try to get her to calm down, but he'd just keep his ears covered. One day, though, he started singing the alphabet to her, and she quieted down. I praised the heck out of him for that, and he was just all sorts of proud of himself. And speaking of the eldest, look what I found: 
Patrick at one month. I guess I'd made him mad, too. |
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| 201 hit(s) | (2 comments) | burnination |
| ~476~ New... | February 12th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by psykopathalien | |
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Listening to: Static X-Cold
Feeling: alone
.... That is all.. ~*~*~ Two Words Once Choice No Regrets~*~*~ |
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| 374 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ~Kill me quickly~ |
| omggg | October 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by deathbymurder | |
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Feeling: loving
heeey im 16 now =) *referance to side panel* and robbie rememberedddd he IS the love of my life. |
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| 367 hit(s) | (5 comments) | SETTLE A SCORE |
| February 14th, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by sopointless | |
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yes? here. and here (please!) |
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| 352 hit(s) | (0 comments) | kgsks do it. |
| One way | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by damned | |
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Feeling: ambitious
It's funny how small things can make you happier than big things that are meant to be joyous. Well, perhaps. Like a conversation that settles you down a little. Or someone not caring that you're being all PMS-y. Yeah, yeah, so I do get over emotional, I wish I didn't, wish it wasn't such a cliche. But at least I've started to recognise it now. Before I just assumed all the ups and downs I was feeling were just me and my crazy head. What annoys me is when guys assume just because it's PMS it's not legitimate feelings. Perhaps they're accentuated slightly, but personally my little sobbing fits and then ultimate happiness come from things I have been feeling anyway. It's just that the things that before made me a little annoyed or upset now make me hysterical. It's not as if suddenly because of hormones your entire position on life changes. I wonder if dreams reflect anxieties a lot. I suppose they do. I wish I could show my friends know how much I love them. |
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| 922 hit(s) | (2 comments) | snap. |
| OMG Its been so long!! | December 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by ryoko | |
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Listening to: I wanna talk about me - Toby Keith
Feeling: alone
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| 205 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Much Love! |
| How Long? | January 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by darktiger | |
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Listening to: Chi-KoRn
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| 133 hit(s) | (1 comments) | enlighten me |
| .o19. anger | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by ooshanana | |
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Listening to: the music made when your mad. because IM MAD!
Feeling: placid
i wish i cud have saved the conversation we had so you could read it. i think ur even starting to believe your own lies. cmon now. have some sense of pride. sorry i needed 2 get that off my chest. :) besides that... it's been a nice week. we're choosing the play in 1st period, i have to do that long ass project in 2nd prd (fun, i know.) uhh read the three musketeers in 3rd prd (woopee..) we ddi a lab in 4th prd and nothing really in 5th prd. and we went over the songs for "honk" in 6th prd. and this friday everyones going 2 go see coach carter. yes everyone. its like a party in the movie theater lol. xo0x Mariana |
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| 337 hit(s) | (1 comments) | SHWAT !? |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm | |
| by ilovetheleafs | |
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Wish I was too dead to cry, my self affliction fades. So dies all innocence. And I don’t feel like I am strong enough. Sometimes everything is wrong. And the lightning flashes in her eyes and he knows that she knows. Do you even care if I die bleeding? And in the end we'll fall apart. |
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| 552 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Temptation |
| [380 nothing to do- nothing to lose | January 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xgetxnakedx | |
Its a picture of perfection That i cant stop thinking about |
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| 307 hit(s) | (3 comments) | hit that |
| EightyEight | January 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by emoisafad | |
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its 4:18 in the morning and i'm really bored. i got a cell phone and a digital camera for christmas, and for my birthday i got a tv that has a dvd player built into it. for anyone that didn't know, my birthday is 2 days after christmas. work is gay, mostly because of some stupid lesbian that works with me. i work at A&W. (i'm not homophobic or anything) yeah, i miss this place kind of. my layout is awesome. i don't know what else to say. about my last entry, i called family services, and they talked to my parents, then they were nice to me and gave me stuff i didn't need. yeah, eat poo. bye. |
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| 180 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Leave one, bish |
| {100} MADE IT!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by flameheart | |
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dude, yesterday was friggin hell! I sat at home all day and had nothing to do. i kept asking my brother if he wanted to go outside, but nooooooo he didn't, friggin hell. O well..... I need a life, or atleast a boyfriend. anyone open? ok disregard that last little bit there. I think i am going crazy. at the strangest moments this feeling of living alone for rest of my life comes over me. And that scares me. I am sure some people know what i mean damn i got to stop being so emo. I never really used to care, but now for some reason i do. I turned 16 and i have never had a boyfriend, now thats sad! O well, screw all of you happy-in-love people. Really, i hate all of you x_x not really, but seeing people happy just makes me upset more. i am like a little rich bastard that wants everything and can't get what she wants. I want a relationship, and it is the last thing i can get. I could probably get a degree in math before i could get anyone to hold me. yeah...and i hate math. screw all you happy people in the world, its my time to be selfish and upset. comment all of you lonely people. I don't want to hear anything about how i will find someone soon. soon as in when? I have waited 16 years, isn't that enough? ahh fuck....emo entry again..... but really, this is how i feel. Alone, cold, and in need of a hug. and no one to give me one. no one really ever comments on my emo entries. i would like some, but no cliche crap thats going to make me feel worse. [xeditx] Well thomas and adam are over now. I am friggin bored. I think later i am going to go bug them downstairs. I can hear them. I dunno who is playing but whatever. bahhh boredom, i need a life. or somemore friends. I am starting to feel like the random sister that tags along with everyone. you know almost a 5th wheel type thing. o well, i am good for somthing i know it....just haven't figured out what that somthing is. o well i have nothing to do here so i am going to go bug them. I would talk to andrew, but he is a bum and never really talks back, so i end up saying i hate him. o well. comment all of you! |
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| 489 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Make me _____ you |
| April 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by shatteredangel | |
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Myspace bitches We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust. we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of the town, but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion, you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn, as the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. A few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall; but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence, of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon, and darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward; and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message. |
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| 451 hit(s) | (2 comments) | BrEaKMyHeArt |
| 63-my birthday adventures | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by breakmyheart | |
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i woke up at 8. did nooooooothinnggg. and then i got ready Kayla & Brad showed up. brad got me a hippo flashlight & this cuuute bear keychain and kayla got me edward figurines♥ then i went to maxs at 1. =) i like it there. From him i goooot: THE ROCKET SUMMER CD♥ An ADORABLE robot shirt♥ The TTYL Book i wanted =D [cause i like to read okay?] and 2 cuuuute cards♥ and katie got meeee a picture of me & max from the dance in a cute frame. I LOVE ITTT. so then we ended up deciding we were gonna go out with brad & kayla. so they showed up and we went to dickson city we saw STAY ALIIIIIVE!! so good. SO SO SO Gooood i loved ittt. then we went to petco. lawl. kayla got 2 fish & a tank. we went to the dollar store, but didnt get anything. thennnnn we went to BORDERS. i got the new spitalfield CD i wanted &&&&&& 3 books cause i like to read OKAY. all in all it was the best way to spend my sweet 16. with my boyfriend. my best friend. my best friends boyfriend/my friend. oooohhh I LOVE LIIIFE |
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| 251 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Break Me |
| Baked goods make me cry. | June 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xburiedalie3 | |
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i'm in jersey! FINALLY. haha :] i might go to the lake today, but i probably won't, cause i'm really tired and bored and don't feel like doing anything today :] eh, plus i have to bake 2 cakes for the bake sale on Saturday because stupid me offered to do it so dawn didn't have to pshh why must i be so nice? :] haha oh well byeee! :] |
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| 169 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Comment or die. |
| MY ANSWER | November 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by emo | |
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i would go up to my ex and say "there is no reason to live if im not with you.." then walk away, go home, and od on everything in the house and die...then he will feel wicked bad and commit suicide also and we can live happily ever after in hell...at least the sex will be hawt.. hehehe |
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| 190 hit(s) | (4 comments) | im so emo |
| 34. Thought Patterns | February 15th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by firstglance | |
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Listening to: Hawthorne Heights-Pens and Needles
Feeling: blah
Hmm, rereading that, I sound pretty gross, eh. Also I find myself missing my best friend more than I miss my bf. And wanting to call him more. I guess we just share more memories than my bf and I do. It'll pass over time. I think... The thing is, it doesn't bother me too much. But my conscience is telling me it should. So is Cerrine. And she's almost always right. Like right now, I want to call him, but I know he's probably going to be asleep. He likes me waking him up, but it prolly gets annoying after a bit. lol. Oh well I should do some school. |
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| 179 hit(s) | (5 comments) | lick me, peaches |
| nine: AHHHHH!!! | April 20th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by troublemaker | |
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Listening to: Garbage
Feeling: freaked
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| 167 hit(s) | (1 comments) | talk shit. |
| April 13th, 2008 @ 12:00am | |
| by mikyyyy | |
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Feeling: content
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| 231 hit(s) | (0 comments) | hit it! |
| mmm.... double life | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by angelasplay | |
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Feeling: troubled
so ima start this diary up again ( it was originally for a play i was writting, thus it "angelas play" ) cause i like commenting randomly and getting commentss but its come to my attention that people i truly dont want picking at my brain have managed to find this place so... i made my real diary friends only... yep... so, comment on and i'll probly add you at some point:) -angela |
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| 162 hit(s) | (4 comments) | monkey bites |
| #88: Bleeding on the Ballroom floor. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by wildflower | |
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Feeling: ambivalent
I watched the flickering lights and wondered how many other people with silent aches had looked at those same lights, but through the bottom of the bottle. I was enamored and almost seduced by the way the waves crashed and receded and always came back for more. I wanted to just run and put my toes in, feel the cold. Perhaps then I’d be sure that I was alive. Standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. |
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| 650 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| [714] Adrenaline running through my veins | January 8th, 2009 @ 4:12pm |
| by katgirl | |
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Listening to: Circus - Britney Spears
Feeling: ecstatic
It's everything I wanted and so, so much more. ~Katie |
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| 9 hit(s) | (1 comments) | lost! |
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