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Friends of Firecrouch27
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm | |
| by blissfulx | |
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| 105 hit(s) | (5 comments) | sum hurts go2 deep |
| 1/2 Seme, 1/2 Uke... Have I done this already? | November 15th, 2008 @ 8:46pm |
| by vamp | |
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Listening to: Matta Ashita
Feeling: saucy
 This is the result if 1/2 Seme, 1/2 Uke! has the highest score. Take this quiz now - it's easy! How tall are you? Taller than 6’5’’ Between 6’ and 6’5’’ Between 5’5’’ and 6’ Between 5’ and 5’5’’ Shorter than 5’ |
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| 54 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Say something |
| .twenty-two | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by fallxagain | |
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Listening to: greatest fall of all time-matchbook romance
oh well boring is good, no visable crapy drama. john mayer sucks, i hate him |
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| 69 hit(s) | (0 comments) | double team it |
| nose bling and happiness | March 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by ritadiary | |
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Feeling: abnormal
senior trip and spring break and planned and done posting picture of nose for no apperant reason since noone reads this.. its just for me and my children who read this in about 20 years new nose bling 
weekend 
partyyy 
best freinds 
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| 164 hit(s) | (0 comments) | pretend you care |
| HI | August 10th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by niklof | |
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Listening to: the photo atlas
Feeling: frustrated
chrissy threw me at least 20 cds and i plan on uploading all of them onto my computer tonight. we went to incubus earlier in the night and due to the respect i have for a certain individual, the public will be spared details of how the night was spent. but never mind it was fun either way. im liking how this entire summer has consisted of nothing but europe, me being home for a few concerts, europe again, more concerts, and me leaving again in a few days...and me being ridiculously happy. except for a few sad moments during which i pouted in a corner for 5 minutes and then got over it. i fucking love it. well now im getting a bit upset because of the problems im running into with my housing, mainly because rutgers has a gigantic stick up its collective ass, i really hope i dont talk like such a faggot in person its just that i really dont want to live with dagma isaac in douglass with all of the lesbians of the new brunswick area. i have absolutely nothing against lesbians, i have wanted to be one at random points of my life, its just that i want to live somewhere thats not in the middle of east bumblefuck and isnt.....lesbians. yea i sound like a homophobe. welllllllll theres nothing i can do about that i want to go back to spain, i miss my espanish frriends. i made plans with about 2 illion people to meet up before i leave again and not like any of them are actually going to read this but if you do, i apologize in advance for not being able to follow through and blowing you off. its not that i dont want to see you, im just bad with promises. and because everyone is gay and sleeping im going to chronicle the hilights of the summer... june 20: graduation june 22: seaside with some random individuals in a random ass location with some random...um june 28th-july 16th: estonia, latvia, lithuania july 19th: TIESTO at hammerstein, water poisoning is always fun JULY 21ST! harry potter #7, hilight of my summer im not even going to lie to you. july 25th: 311 at pnc, me being pissed that im sober and surrounded by drunken assholes JULY 28TH! rock the bells. so many ridiculous moments i cant cover them all. sweaty men, heat exhaustion, walking around the new york city subway system barefoot. july 29th-30: jamies birthday. if i detail the events of this night theres a possibility of me being taken away in handcuffs. FUCKING ridiculous Aug 1-9: spain........fucking amazing spaniards and their red vodka, their long periods of sitting on the beach and doing absolutely nothing during which i became a restless mess because its impossible for me to sit still. ayy espannnna i am in love aug 10: incubus...not really much of an event but who the fuck cares hm what else. ap tests turned out to not be a waste of my life i got credit for 4 classes. most people say finish school in 3 and a half years, i say do absolutely nothing this year as a continuation of the end of senior year and spend college with class as a vague option. ha thats such a joke, we all know that im going to become a nazi when school comes around. i will bust out the math no doubt spain really did make me fatter. not really fatter but just like when we were in the baltics, my mom commented on how yet again my ass has now expanded to twice its size. she says it like its a bad thing but i am happy about this new development more exciting adventures to come, including my bonding session with palmieri during which we will drive to dc and then throw away the rest of our already dwindling supply of brain cells. however, the guilt from being so careless with my brain has driven me to read a lot this summer as well as play hours of solitaire and sudoku in an attempt to stretch out my mind again. oh and my obsession with everything leopard has now reached disgusting proportions to the point of telling some random drunk bitch that i like her leopard boots and buying a leopard skin for my lap top. actually its a lot worse than that. and my new bed is so sexy im considering waiting a year to go to college just so that i can spend another year in my big girl bed doing jack shit like so many people i used to know have done with their stupid lives.......JUST KIDDING! no im not. i have mcdonalds peace |
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| 44 hit(s) | (2 comments) | stink and burn |
| 18 | March 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by anotherloss | |
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Listening to: Maximo Park
that shy, cute, funny, artsy, creative, intelligent girl that comes only so often. Gone again. They're a rare type, but they're always taken. I'm sick of nothign working out with girls. I feel like shit now cause i was going to ask her out tomorrow, but i found out she has a boyfriend. once again, it drops from my hands. What happens when you lose everything? Well, you just start again. You start all over again oh...i;m now 18 |
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| 209 hit(s) | (6 comments) | Make Me Civilized |
| dearest rach | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by suicidalscars | |
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Feeling: tortured
there are no words to describe how worried and sick i feel right now. everything that could go wrong is running through my head at the highest velocity possible. i cant help but think that if you're hurt then it's my fault. horrible things wont stop harassing my eyes; your father doing something again, you hurting yourself to the point of no return, someone else harming you. its becoming unbearable. i dont know what i would do if i lost you, my dearest dearest rachael. i love you so much; you have absolutely no idea how much i care for you. i feel like we're connected somehow. like we were meant to met and help each other. these minutes wont go by quick enough so that i can run home and get on msn to hopefully see you on there and be reassured that you, my darling rachael, my sister, my better half, are ok. i would be dead without you. i cannot stand the thought of losing you. i cant bear to even think of that because i fear that i will break down and cry until i cant cry anymore. i cant lose you, too. no, not you. you're too important to me. i've already lost someone important to me, but they aren't nearly as important to you. i'm praying to a false god that i've never believed in that nothing is wrong and that you're just in one of those moods where you say things that you dont mean. oh my god rachael, im dying right now not knowing whats going on with you. i swear that i would do anything to help you! i would sell drugs, i would steal, i would sell myself to drunk men on the streets, i would kill to help you and make sure that you were ok. if you need to get away from there, i will work anyway possible until i have enough money to fly you over here, just to make sure that you are safe and ok. i would die for you rachael. i love you so much. god, i hope that you are ok. . .please tell me that you are ok and that nothing has happened to you. please, just leave me at least one word telling me that you're ok. please, oh god, please let you be ok. . . i love you more than any words can say chelsea |
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| 611 hit(s) | (1 comments) | otep saves |
| This week.... | August 25th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by sie | |
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Feeling: torn
Taking care of a mermaid-obssessed four-year-old with only two barbies and a tub of water has some VERY interesting results. I should NOT have worn a white tee-shirt. Tuesday Registration! Yay! My schedule is: History 1 with Ken Newspaper with Danielle College Prep with Karen Chemistry with Jack Gym Hockey with Troy Geometry with Jen Wednesday Boooooring. We had an all-school meeting, that dragged on, and then we had counselling groups, which REALLY dragged on, and then we had a class meeting. Jamie is the new class president (yay, I don't have to do it anymore :P), Rosie is vice president, Dieter is secretary and Bryan is treasurer. Thursday Our class went to the food bank and packed frozen pasta :P It was fun. We had two different sides, and naturally the guys turned it into a competition. But that's okay, because our side won! Our side packed two and half HUGE boxes of pasta, and the other side only packed two, and we were still done before them :P Friday I had a headache today, so I stayed home. Not like we were gonna do anything exciting anyway. And I had an eyedoctor's appointment. We ordered a year's supply of contacts! Ugh, and I had my eyes dilated. I friggin' hate that. Okay, that's all. |
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| 135 hit(s) | (0 comments) | It was always you. |
| ...it's my birthday... | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by saveyourself55 | |
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Listening to: the.starting.line-best.of.me
Feeling: optimistic
my 18th birthday is today! [leo's are rad ♥.] |
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| 161 hit(s) | (8 comments) | ♥ |
| wouldnt you think | April 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by shychick0522 | |
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| 38 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| (164) Camping Trip | July 11th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by cpaiges | |
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School is over, Dustin graduated and now I have to go through my senior year without him! Never gone through a day of high school without him. But I am going to try so hard to make my senior the best which is going to be hard without Dustin by my side! My Friend Brittany had her baby yesterday and I was there with her. You would not believe how much hair that baby has! She was 7 lbs 2 oz and 19 inch long! Born 2:55pm, 11 hours of Labor! Proud of you Brittany! Thats it for now! ~Cassandra |
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| 253 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Talk to me |
| GO SABRES! | May 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by pnkrckr420e | |
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| 96 hit(s) | (2 comments) | come on...spill |
| November 22nd, 2007 @ 12:00am | |
| by sexyhair | |
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| 449 hit(s) | (4 comments) | leave comment |
| the simple things | July 24th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by allalone | |
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Listening to: the octopus project..
a note for myself. remember who you are, where you come from, who you love, who loves you, and never lose the kid inside. just smile and be yourself bro lol, and come back alive/ |
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| 139 hit(s) | (3 comments) | put something |
| Chicago Soon | November 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by meltat907 | |
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Listening to: The low life
Feeling: alone
well.. today is thurday and there is NO SCHOOL tomororw .. wicked excited about that.. WOO.. I can't stand school .. ANND i still do not have my permit WTF.. Um . .Chicago is in .. 12 DAYSS! im excited : ) well .. time to go but I will leave you with this .. he looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see. but i want, and i'm needing everything that we should be. i bet shes beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that i have to live without. he talks to me, i laugh cause it's so damn funny, that i can't even see anyone when he's with me. he says he's so in love, hes finally got it right. i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night. he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do. he walks by me, can he tell that i can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly. the kind of flawless i wish i could be. she better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky. he's the only one who has enough of me to break my heart. |
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| 166 hit(s) | (0 comments) | MakeMyBodyMotion |
| dammmn... | January 8th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by billie | |
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Feeling: annoyed
um...still working at BK. sucks...but it gets me the money i guess. school sucks. i can't wait to get out of the high school. im hoping to go PSEO next year so ill get done at the college sooner. that'll be good. i've been talking to chris again. i dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing. i really like the guy but i doubt ill ever meet him or anything. so yea..trying not to get my hopes up about that. well im gonna get going here. got shit tons of homework to do. adios |
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| 303 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Be Honest!!! |
| matthewjerusalem | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by punksunstarz | |
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Listening to: my boo-usher f alicia keys.
Feeling: dandy
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| 516 hit(s) | (0 comments) | droppings. |
| Poems. | December 12th, 2008 @ 2:18pm |
| by erin | |
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Listening to: Rosanna Snoring...
Feeling: meh
Honestly, I think I'm scared to... |
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| 39 hit(s) | (0 comments) | now what do u want |
| x0x0x God Dang | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by kierkier11 | |
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Listening to: Candy Shop - 50
Feeling: great
thats it Love, Kier #90 bitch |
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| 180 hit(s) | (5 comments) | you'retheposterboy |
| Stolen Survey | April 20th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by creepynights07 | |
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Listening to: Listening to sarah and armstead
Feeling: ecstatic
The ABCs Of Me A- Age You Got Your First Kiss: like 6 B- Band Listening To Right Now: mens choir ,:( C - Crush: some freshman actually lol D - Dogs Name: harley E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Sarah, heather, joe, my sisters F - Favorite TV shows: Family Guy, House, CSI, anything music, cartoons G - Gummy Worms Or Bears: bears H- Which Do You Follow-Head Or Heart: whats in my pants I - Instruments: drums sometimes J - Junior High Crush: Andy Bryzlack K- Kindest Person You Know: Sarah L - Longest Car Ride Ever: to tennessee M - Memorable Date: when lisa and i skipped school to go to T.C. N - Nicknames: Mathy, Bubba, powder, sunflower, ash, tree, ashtray O - One Animal You Like: squirrels P - Phobias: Spiders, AND BUGS Q - Something Quirky About Yourself: Im a big dork R - Reason To Smile: PROM, summer, senior year! WOOO!Softball!!!! S- Song You Sang Last: Let the bodies hit the floor song! T - Time You Woke Up Today: 7:10 U - Unknown Fact About Me: well obviously i dont know because its unkown. V - Vegetable You Hate: egg plant, peas, squash W - Worst Habit: I swear, smoke pot, i am a procrastinator X - X-rays You've Had: Teeth, ankle, back, chest, knee, head, shoudler, foot. Y - Yummy Food: FOOD! Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo... stupid chick thingy lol i want to be a fish |
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| 295 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Àøëåé - áîã |
| fuck my life | August 2nd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by tinckerbell17 | |
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Listening to: avenged sevenfold-afterlife
Feeling: burned-out
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| 102 hit(s) | (0 comments) | .*rape my mind*. |
| .:o37:.codes!!! | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by nygirl | |
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Listening to: hellogoodbye
Feeling: energetic
IF YOU WANT TO USE ONE YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE SPACE OUT OF THE < script or style ex. < style (it will look like this) (it will look like this) style> (make it like this) F.o.R. s.C.r.O.l.L. b.A.r. < style type="text/css"> BODY { scrollbar-face-color: #000000; scrollbar-shadow-color: #0099FF; scrollbar-highlight-color: #00FF33; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #FF00FF; scrollbar-track-color: #000000; scrollbar-arrow-color: #FF6699;} f.O.r. T.e.X.t. T.r.A.i.l. (or words around the cursor) < script src="http://www.boomspeed.com/htmlcodes/texttrail.js"language=javascript id="properties"message="YOUR TEXT HERE"colour="YOUR COLRO HERE"="YOUR FONT HERE"> F.o.R. w.O.r.D. f.L.i.P. < style type="text/css"> -->a:hover{filter:fliph(color:#FFFFFF, strength=5);height:0px;width:inherit}//--> f.O.r. S.t.A.t.U.s. M.e.S.s.A.g.E. b.A.r.(the thing on the bottom) < script language="javascript"> window.status=("YOUR MESSAGE HERE") F.o.R. p.O.p. U.p.(the screen that comes up b4 the entry) < SCRIPT language="JavaScript">alert("type what you want here")< /SCRIPT > if there are ne that u have and would like to contribute....plz do so |
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| 653 hit(s) | (29 comments) | Thunder |
| Devastation | February 10th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by dontyouwish17 | |
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Listening to: Ben Folds
Feeling: achy
In this, I'm alone. In this, there's nothing more you can say. In this, I've never been so fake. In this, this catastrophe disguised. In this, I shall end. Everytime you cry to me, it makes me hate you more. The hatred grows from the seeds of pity. This relentless ache that you create in every bone my body holds is killing from the inside. My mind is overwhelmed with your naive obsession. You want a trophy, you want something to show. You claim this undying love, please take it back, give it to someone else. I'm drowning under the weight of your life-long cliche. |
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| 91 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Good vs Evil |
| love | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by acidxxxfairy | |
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Listening to: desperate housewives on tv
Feeling: cuddly
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| 110 hit(s) | (2 comments) | leave.it |
| Summer...bummer. | July 10th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by outcastfaerie | |
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Listening to: Raindrops - Stunt
Feeling: eh
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| 371 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Kiss My Ass |
| [81]dog days of nothing | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by gonealoof | |
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Listening to: pas de tout
exams this week. i cannot wait but hopefully on friday i will get to go to kings dominion with caleb, andy, and nolan. so uh, wish me luck on my exams. and stuff. -THE ADMIRAL |
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| 67 hit(s) | (1 comments) | kill the hero |
| .o19. anger | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by ooshanana | |
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Listening to: the music made when your mad. because IM MAD!
Feeling: placid
i wish i cud have saved the conversation we had so you could read it. i think ur even starting to believe your own lies. cmon now. have some sense of pride. sorry i needed 2 get that off my chest. :) besides that... it's been a nice week. we're choosing the play in 1st period, i have to do that long ass project in 2nd prd (fun, i know.) uhh read the three musketeers in 3rd prd (woopee..) we ddi a lab in 4th prd and nothing really in 5th prd. and we went over the songs for "honk" in 6th prd. and this friday everyones going 2 go see coach carter. yes everyone. its like a party in the movie theater lol. xo0x Mariana |
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| 338 hit(s) | (1 comments) | SHWAT !? |
| WTF? | March 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by tadlock | |
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Love, me |
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| 150 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Boodey Chatta |
| August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm | |
| by letterstoyou | |
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I think about my life, and i think about the things i've held on to, and dwelled on and suffocated myself with, to the point i could barely breath let alone function, and why? to pass the time i guess, everyone's always searchin for a deeper meaning, or something to make them happy and the truth of it is, its just greed tugging at your skin. Look at the people around you, the places you go, the enviroment you're in, let go of everything else and realize that everythign you do, you have control over. its an amazing feeling. i couldnt be more thankful for the life i lead, or for the fact that i'm able to breathe. and while some could say, "you don't have it all" the thing is, i do. i might not be in a relationship, i might not have alot of money but all of that doesnt matter, because the moment i make one person smile, for that 1 second, i gave that person happiness. Everytime i make a guy laugh, to see that glisten in his eyes, that look that they give me, the softness in their voice, for that 1 second i'm loved, i'm fortunate to make that moment happen over and over everyday, and one day i'll be able to share that passion with someone that truely appreciates it and that makes everything ok. so what is left to be upset about? am i ok? of course i am breathing aren't I? OH. and fuck bitches that start shit. Start again, I dare you. It will be a reanactment of last time, baby. :] |
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| 333 hit(s) | (0 comments) | +++ |
| November 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by uhohoreo22 | |
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Listening to: my humps- blackeyed peas
Feeling: bipolar
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| 54 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Holla @ Me |
| OOoooOoOoOoo | October 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by foxxy66 | |
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Listening to: Foxxy Brown - Fly with me
Feeling: cute
 Seductive Tila PoseYou are Seductive Tila pose!! you are mysterious and sexy. You could get anyone you want when u want, and thats what makes many girls afraid and jealous of you. |
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| 293 hit(s) | (7 comments) | Gimmie Your D-L |
| 88 | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by sanctusamicus | |
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There was a really loud guy in my room, being really loud, and I couldn't leave because it was just us. I didn't trust him. So when Nicole called me to go to sleep, I couldn't hear a lot of what she was saying and she went to bed annoyed with me. Je sens horrible. Viel schrecklich. (I think that one's right = ) So yea, now I'm going to bed sad and angry at myself. Eventually. Not cool. And it was all my fault and responsibility. I love her so much and things are getting to us. I don't know why but it bugs me that these things are happening. >.< I wish we had our place now, because I know this stuff wouldn't happen. I would be more than happy all the time and I really can't wait for it. *sigh* |
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| 83 hit(s) | (0 comments) | don't be shy |
| ...God F!@#! | November 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by darknessfalls | |
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O Well, ttyl. Always, Charles |
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| 312 hit(s) | (13 comments) | Dig your grave |
| September 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by art0fdying | |
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and its frustrating looking at that old blog of his up. |
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| 180 hit(s) | (1 comments) | story of my life |
| Opening Day | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by linearity | |
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Listening to: Metallica
Feeling: lackadaisical
Sometimes I Feel the same way you do I dont understand what I need to do But all I care about is you But no you dont care about me You ripped out my heart You teared it apart You think its all fun and games I remember when your face was the sun It was the same things we did until it was done You said you cross your heart hope to die But I never knew that you lied How could you do this to me [x3] You ripped out my heart You tore it apart But you dont care about that part-well that part How could you do this to me [x2] How could you How could you do this to-my-heart |
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| 327 hit(s) | (3 comments) | None the less |
| No Freakin Way | February 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xxswtxheartzxx | |
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Feeling: impish
Long time no...write. Yeah anyway i've been up to nothing Same routine as always School.Sleep.Depression.Happiness.Confusion hmm.. Tomorrow is friday. at last. school is killing me. the teachers atleast i cant wait till this weekend!! Saturday ill hopefully b hitin up the *mall* and mayb goin to see *when a stranger calls* or something and just hang out w/ dad AND its nick and my 1- month anniversery :) SUNDAY = SUPERBOWLLL YO! GO STEELERS! Heck yes. I think im goin to nicks for the day hanign out w/ the gang eating and watching the game hopefully Knowing my mom though ille ver get there late or leave early grr. Hopefully things will go..my way Yeah idk i dont feel good and i really need to try and focus on homework or not. mayb ill just work on muh art proj. yeah. Lv it. |
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| 130 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Enough Already. |
| [250].*.It's been a while, since I could, hold my head up high... | November 30th, 2008 @ 6:12pm |
| by pinkcandylips | |
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Listening to: mute
Feeling: aloof
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| 424 hit(s) | (2 comments) | COMMENT XO |
| Blackened chicken | March 23rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by liberata | |
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I got in a fight with Mike today when I went up to work to get my paycheck. He didn't like it that he got called out for being a piece of shit. That and I moved the boxes too. Joe says he fears change. He bitches about the slightest changes made here and there. And he wants me to "personally" deck scrub. I group deck scrubbing with getting things on high shelves. I get someone else to do it so I don't hurt myself. What it really was about was me being assertive. I wrote in the red diary that we needed cheese opened every day. It's a part of prep, so it's the day shift's responsibility. And it's not like deck scrubbing or shelf climbing, I always get it done, even when it's busy. So he has no excuse to be a lazy sack of crap. Joe's not going to fire him until Quentin is ready to be trained. He never wants to actually take any responsibility, he's always looking for excuses and I have had it. It's coming down to Joe or Steve firing him, or me leaving Joe and Mike alone to duke it the fuck out. I want to do that because it feels like lately Joe is putting running the store on my shoulders. It's too much, I never wanted to be a fucking GM. I want to be an assistant and I want Mike GONE. If Joe really wants me to stay and help him run that store he'll take some fucking action and get rid of Mike. Thats all I have to say about that. I don't get to see Vance this week and guess why...because of work. These are my thoughts on my relationship: I've given up things for the other person in my life. It didnt work out, it ended up failing horribly. I'm very hesitant to move for Vance. I love him more than anything, and I want to be with him, but giving up all these opportunities and the awesome comfort of where I live feels like such a tremendous risk. What if we break up? I wouldnt have the money to support myself, my dad wouldnt let me live with him and the last thing I would want to do is move back in with my brother. I've become more settled here than I originally intended. I feel like before I move three hours away to what is now a strange city to be with someone that I don't know I'm going to be with forever I should become completely independent and be able to fully support myself, you know, incase something happens. Plus, here in Austin I'm closer to my brothers who are all I've got. I don't have my dad, he's too busy being up his wife's ass. Why risk it? Love doesnt last forever and I'm too young to go one believing it does. |
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| 58 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by cheskie | |
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Listening to: Summer Nights- Grease Soundtrack
Feeling: pooped
Damn, more randomness... I would never thought this summer would get into my head. This year's is the absolute strangest. My appetite, for example. Thanks to Russiane's influence, I think the nerves are telling me that water tastes better than the typical rice and ulam. And having this stupid little fetish for McDo. :p And having a hard time walking with my vintage Chucks my mom got me, which is so not me. And having this silly little crush on Trish Stratus. I'm sorry, but she's just too hot for this world. Also, my love for John Cena is slowly coming back to life...(sorry Jake!!!) And suddenly turning into this hopeless romantic watching shows like "My Name is Kim Sam Soon." :p And that stupid song from Grease not getting out of my head and having the hots for the young John Travolta, that effin' butt chin. And sleeping early like 10 P.M. instead of 1 in the morning. It's just not me. I'm a caffeine addict, am I not? And I found myself desiring not to see anyone familiar for now under any circumstances. In case, I'll throw rocks. So if anyone tries to call me or make some form of contact with me, expect my tongue to be sharp enough to cut glass. Hope a little Wrestlemania 21 and 22 will cure this. Damn, more randomness to go... |
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| 85 hit(s) | (1 comments) | -lovefool- |
| 193. summer oh seven | August 9th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by hizzlilangel24 | |
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Listening to: four letter lie - *feel like fame*
Feeling: broke
work work work six days a week. and when i can i hang out with my friends. also i was in a pagent yippie i won miss personality. i also made plenty of new friends. but only some count :P oh oh oh i also went to WARPED TOUR and hershy park(: yeah it was funn. kay on seven seven oh seven i started going out with josh, you no that kid im always talkign about it. about. and i dont no if it is even a good thing right now cause were fighting :/ but we are going to see each other on saturday so we will see how things go. anyway thats it for now. all i have plans is going to the fair some more and soem parties (: kayyyy well i do love josh.(: what am i do right this second. well its fuckin almost 4 in teh morning and im still up and wide awake hangign out with jenna. fun fun. I'll show you how to make a heart-beat. |
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| 504 hit(s) | (0 comments) | BiggestMistake x3 |
| hauir | September 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by ductapekissez | |
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Listening to: jammin
Feeling: amused
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| 34 hit(s) | (0 comments) | speak |
| Some Hope | August 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by kyleschick22 | |
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| 129 hit(s) | (4 comments) | Eat Me??? |
| really tired ?? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by iammexunique22 | |
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Listening to: the game
Feeling: offended
1st boring did my history and wrote bobby a note so study hall was boring since robyn wasnt there 2nd scary as hell for 2 reasons - - they had really mean search dogs come in school and we couldnt move b/c they would get cha and oh man i thought my heart was gonna bea outa my chest then the second reason it was scary was b/c i kno i failed my test then i hada help daina b/c shes got a borked toe and stuff omg it was hilarious she couldnt even walk WITH the crutches and ppl kepy stopping and staring at us oh it was great i miss her mucho 3rd was kinda dull today the pics came out and there good 4th boring took a test thing and i think i did good it was easy lunch boring again walked with bobby to 5th weird though saw sasha 5th bio boring almost fell asleep 6th his boring took a quiz and i got an 85 7th was fun i guess me tom and matt made a love train hehe and i saw pics from the prom and got a new nick name from doni - -cat haha and killed a woman eraser [dont ask] came home and read a mag. and kinda dozed of in the comfy chair and now im gonna go get ready for my banquet then im outa here so // leave some comments for later i guess kateeeex3eeee |
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| 74 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Dodge RAM it ! |
| I don't know what to think | January 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by agnummay | |
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Feeling: pissy
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| 80 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Holla!!! |
| I love Megan! | December 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by lifeisbizarre | |
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Listening to: jhlk
Feeling: pissedoff
new entry lalalallaa |
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| 56 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Penny4urThoughts? |
| siempre me dejas | December 1st, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by emotionsfade | |
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Listening to: siempre me dejas
Feeling: defeated
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| 192 hit(s) | (1 comments) | speak ur heart out |
| long time | October 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by onhel | |
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Listening to: underoath
Feeling: good
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| 135 hit(s) | (5 comments) | unTilthedAyiDie |
| taylor stands for... | January 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xxintimexx | |
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A - assinine Y - yoga L - lunatic O - octopus R - rocket thanks ash =) |
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| 138 hit(s) | (1 comments) | HollaBack.. |
| Been a while | February 26th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by wyndsong | |
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Feeling: hyper
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| 270 hit(s) | (0 comments) | ~Cast Your Spell~ |
| October 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by knowyouronion | |
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. katty's birthday. . arrested development season 2 dvd & the sisterhood of the traveling pants come out on dvd! |
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| 87 hit(s) | (2 comments) | gobias a comment/ |
| to my ex. | February 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by twitch | |
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Feeling: depressed
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| 141 hit(s) | (0 comments) | I love u Brittany |
| So it's been awhile... | December 12th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by sexonthebeach | |
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Listening to: 30 seconds to mars
Feeling: blank
so todays date is december 12th 2006. a long ways away from when i last wrote in here and i slowly contemplate why that is.. did i simply stop writing because i had nothing to write about? do i think my life is useless and uninteresting? or did i simply just get lazy... lately ive been thinking about my life and what im doing with it and it seems like im always second guessing my choices and decisions...and i dont know why. im feel like im stuck...stuck in what u might ask? i have no clue. its just that feeling of being trapped. i dont know wether its my life or my relationship or this hell hole of a desert that i am stuck in. everytime i visit my friends in college i wish i was out on my own. but to tell you the truth i dont know if thats just because im there seeing it, or if thats what i really really want. i keep myself busy now a days with cheer/dance 3 nights a week and the other 4 im working. now that school is out for xmas i have nothing to do during the days and i feel useless...maybe thats it..i dunno this is probably the most random depressing writing ive done in awhile...i just need help. |
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| 59 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Oh, U Kno U Want 2 |
| bored at BCC | September 19th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by belovedxsecret | |
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--Random .: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a wall .: x What is the last thing you watched on TV? last night, something on MTV .: x Without looking, guess what time it is: " 4:30? .: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 4:51 .: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? other people typing .: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing? like 30 mins ago, i was walking to the BCC library .: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? myspace .: x What are you wearing? jeans, and a cute top .: x Did you dream last night? yes .: x When did you last laugh? less than an hour ago before steve had to leave me to do math shit .: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? um nothing.. just white .: x Seen anything weird lately? only an asian singing in the middle of BCC at the top of his lungs to karry underwood haha .: x What is the last film you saw? um, not sure .: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? I'd go to paris with steve, and go to every store there and buy anything that i like :) .: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? not sure .: x Do you like to dance? yes, love it :) .: x George Bush: i can't say anythying bad about him, or steve will beat me haha .: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Alyssa :) .: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Christian .: x Would you ever consider living abroad? don't know .: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? ikdk, anything he wants i guess Lasts Last Cigarette:: loooong time ago Last Alcoholic Drink:: last friday haha Last Car Ride:: on my way to BCC Last Kiss:: a little over an hour ago :) Last Good Cry:: awhile ago... :) Last Library Book checked out:: last year for psych Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: hmm, not sure The Omen??? Last Book Read:: Things Fall Apart, stupid book about black people i have to read for english Last Movie Rented:: Silent Hill i think Last Cuss Word Uttered:: idk lol Last Beverage Drank:: water... mmmm Last Food Consumed:: fucking Dunkin Donhuts this morning Last Crush:: Steven James Keator Last Phone Call:: Steve Last TV Show Watched:: something on MTV Last Time Showered:: this morning Last Shoes Worn:: AE shoes Last CD Played:: don't know Last Item Bought:: my puppy :) :) :) Last Download:: idk, i think something by TI Last Annoyance:: Steven!! Last Disappointment:: friends Last Soda Drank:: root beer Last Thing Written:: oh idk Last Key Used:: k Last Word Spoken:: bye Last Sleep:: last night Last IM:: Anna Last Sexual Fantasy:: well duh, i WAS on the phone with steve last night ;) Last Weird Encounter:: friday, everything was wierd Last Ice Cream Eaten:: awhile ago Last Time Amused:: today :) Last Time Wanting To Die:: duh, never... people who say they want to die only feel sorry for themselves Last Time In Love:: Right now, and forever more ♥ Last Time Hugged:: Today Last Time Scolded:: uhh, saturday by my loving boyfriend Last Time Resentful:: idk Last Chair Sat In:: this computer chair Last Lipstick Used:: lip gloss Last Underwear Worn:: red sessy lace panties Last Bra Worn:: Pink and Beautiful Last Shirt Worn:: blue tank, with over shirt Last Webpage Visited:: this one well, that consumed a bit of time, and steve should be here any minute now... Latta Mo-Fucka!! |
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| 146 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Kiss x3 This |
| September 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am | |
| by fearbefore | |
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im leaving. |
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| 224 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| This guy is really hott! | January 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by xyourjealousx | |
yeah he's really hott! I dont even know who he is! |
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| 293 hit(s) | (6 comments) | Save Me |
| xOxOxO ehh | October 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by neverletyougo | |
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Listening to: Chris Brown - Run It
Feeling: sluggish
ehh im tired. blah... Krysten go to it! =) www.xanga.com/xinc0mpl3t3x |
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| 422 hit(s) | (6 comments) | ::xOxOxO:: |
| ~73~ | December 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by chocolates | |
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Listening to: Don't Phunk With my Heart-Black Eyed Peas
Feeling: happy
well, better go b sociable |
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| 216 hit(s) | (6 comments) | Click or die |
| they wouldnt dare. because she knows better. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by secretemotions | |
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Listening to: lauren hill
Feeling: isolated
tomorrow night im going out :) or at least i hope that im going out- as long as my mom doesnt go like psycho on me about it in the next like 48 hours. and i think that i should try and find someone to start to talk with while im out just because. its not even that i need a boyfriend or whatever like some girls say- but i want one. and a good one too. not one thats going to like be an asshole and treat me like shit. i want someone whos going to be sweeet and cute and romantic. that is theee goal. and im thinking that thats not going to happen. ohh well- a girl can always hope righht. well ive got to figure out whats going on tonight. some of the girls want to hang out but im not sure if im going to. i think im going to do like 143782 loads of laundry and then work on college stuff because i have tonns of applications to fill out and essays to start writing. |
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| 58 hit(s) | (1 comments) | dont.speak. |
| future meets past | October 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by lightning15 | |
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Listening to: pantera: walk
if u wanna check out my new sitdiary its ressurrection |
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| 211 hit(s) | (3 comments) | how u like me now |
| Just Forget About It | August 8th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by 2qrtrsnax3down | |
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Sometimes I think I should just be done. Sometimes I just hide. and sometimes I just want to be loved. |
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| 211 hit(s) | (1 comments) | I Read Your Letter |
| stuff gone green | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by carolyn | |
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Listening to: thunder...Prince
Name: Carolyn but my peeps call me carol Birthday: feb 13 Birthplace: Anchorage, AK Current Location: Anchorage, Ak Eye Color: Blue/grey Hair Color: dirty blonde Height: 5'4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right but do everything else left Your Heritage: Eukeranian, german and scottish The Shoes You Wore Today: none Your Weakness: Chocolate and almost anythin i'm allergic to oh and hot brunets....boy or girl Your Fears:death of loved ones Your Perfect Pizza:toppingless Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: outdance codi and keep a clean room Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: word Thoughts First Waking Up: i dont wanna effin wake up Your Best Physical Feature: um...i kinda like my eyes Your Bedtime: 10 but never happens at that time Your Most Missed Memory: anything that happened at steller Pepsi or Coke: neither mountain dew MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: hafta wait till i'm 16 Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate sometimes strawberrie all the time Cappuccino or Coffee: smoothi...strawberrie Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: ....shit... Do you Sing: uh i try Do you Shower Daily: yup Have you Been in Love: yah Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: Yes...maybe...sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: lmao Are you a Health Freak: uh sometimes Do you get along with your Parents: yupyupyup Do you like Thunderstorms: yay fun to dance in Do you play an Instrument: drums piano and sometimes flute lol In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no In the past month have you Smoked: No In the past month have you been on Drugs: No In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yno *sigh* In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No....eeeewwww In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no...well i hope not In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope sounds fun tho In the past month have you Stolen Anything: gummie bears frm my moma Ever been Drunk: ya Ever been called a Tease: uuuh whats that? Ever been Beaten up: yes...but now i can kick every one elses ass Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: through a disease or cancer so i would have time to say goodbye What do you want to be when you Grow Up: dont rightly kno What country would you most like to Visit: Eukerain...land of my people In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue or green Favourite Hair Color: brunet:D Short or Long Hair: not too long and not too short Height: Don't care. Weight: Don't care, as long as they aren't anorexic or bulemic. Best Clothing Style: punk Number of Drugs I have taken: none Number of CDs I own: alot..but their mostly my dads lol Number of Piercings: 4 in the ears and i had an eyebrow at one point but that didnt last lol Number of Tattoos: None Number of things in my Past I Regret: ...too many |
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| 95 hit(s) | (0 comments) | questions,commens |
| 1050pm. | February 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by youweremyarmy | |
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missy and i broke up one day after our two month anniversary. she's a slutcunt, and i'm over her. actually, her and miriah are together now. miriah tried to fight me on monday and it was just stupid. robbie's back in juvi but should be getting out within the next two months. i broke up with donnie on monday, also. we were pointless and never saw each other or did anything together. now i'm focused on me, for real. what i want. who i want. if i want anything. i think right now i'm okay with myself. i'm comfortable with myself. i don't need to be tied down. i'm fourteen. my teenage years are beginning, which doesn't mean being good and all that bullshit. no, fuck that. i watch movies of teenagers having fun and living life like they'll never die and that's exactly how i feel it should be. if i were to turn into a huge slut and go around having sex with a bunch of different people just because i wanted to, that'd be okay if i didn't get pregnant or get some fucked up disease. that's not what i plan on doing, but some girls do tend to do that and i think that's just a part of that extreme teenage thing. all i do is smoke pot, drink anything and everything, and hangout with my friends who just so happen to be all guys. all guys that will do anything. i wanna be free. i am free. fuck everyone else who disagrees. fuck what people think. i don't care anymore. i'm me. i have so many fucking years to live. i have four years to be a kid by government laws. i'm gonna fucking live those four years like it's nobody's business. but if i run across someone who shows me what it feels like to actually be loved again. god help me. i'll be screaming hallefuckinglujah. so here's a big whatever to the slave world. cathy's a fucking superhero. |
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| 195 hit(s) | (4 comments) | scream. |
| Once again... | October 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
| by xxtruethugxx | |
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Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: amused
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| 136 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| I was so young ; | September 14th, 2008 @ 5:42pm |
| by crazykt94 | |
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Wow; I haven't written in this in over a year. It's soo funny to believe that when I was in 6th grade, this was a God send. I'm a Freshman In Highschool now, and I'm letting go of my old memories from middle school and all the drama that came with it. I can't believe I wrote about all my boy crazy stuff. That was soo gay; I'm glad I've grown up. I'm gonna get back on this thing. Love |
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