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Stronger Than Yesterday
Listening to: Jay-Z: Brooklyn (We Go Hard)
Feeling: special
Hello. It's been a while.

I've been depressed for what seems like forever.

But I'm happy again.


It kind of just came over me yesterday.

I went through a lot with Beth and Caitlin picking Ashley over me to live with them.

I've been angry since my sorority got kicked off campus for hazing and I miss everyone and wish I got the full experience. But I've been hating the world.

The other night i was sitting in my boyfriend's living room and this other girl was talking about her sorority. I don't know what happened but I fell in love with mine all over again. I've been so mad and screwed up for so long I totally lost myself.

Let Go. Don't Fear Anything. Love, Live, & Be True to Yourself.


Today a kid I haven't talked to since high school IMed me. It's been what? like 4 years. Anyway, he wanted me to know that I changed his life and wanted me to know how special I am. I was his first crush. He is like the 3rd person I havent talked to forever to tell me that since I've been in college. This other kid told me last year - I had never ever talked to him in high school, but apparently he liked me in 2nd grade. haha I think that's awesome.

Life is random. Enjoy it.




30 hit(s) (1 comments) | ..w/e u say I am..  
Gos how quick a couple of months can change ur life
Listening to: mariah carey- we belong together
Feeling: ambitious
Hey gos guys it has been so darn long a lot of stuff has happened. Well hmm my 21st b-day was a blast i drunk so much and didnt even get sick...shit my folkz decided i needed to go out right after i got off work that sat night but we had to wait till 12 but they took me to shots its was great. I had like 3 long islands and a tha guy in tha band bought me one too cuz we clicked and startin makin fun of people. Next my friend corrie showed up then we split from my folkz and went to tha infamous alley cat in broad ripple OMG bar is so small and crowded but great i had 2 beers there then we went to plumps and boy there is started drinkin screw drivers like 5 then 2 shots of crown so i had dark and light liquer and had a blast and i only spent 8 dollars. alright that is all done wit.

well sept. 8 omg my uncle was killed it made television and everything. WE R CURRENTLY GOING TO COURT FOR THA GUY that murdered him. i am going to respect my uncle and not get detailled in how he was shot and where. In loving Memory of Uncle Tim Mothy.

Hmm now we r in feb. well i have been hanging wit a guy from my past but nothing serious trust me just someone to talk to hehe. well i finally wrote back.
241 hit(s) (1 comments) | lonely w/o no love  
One way
Feeling: ambitious
10.46am

It's funny how small things can make you happier than big things that are meant to be joyous. Well, perhaps.

Like a conversation that settles you down a little. Or someone not caring that you're being all PMS-y. Yeah, yeah, so I do get over emotional, I wish I didn't, wish it wasn't such a cliche. But at least I've started to recognise it now. Before I just assumed all the ups and downs I was feeling were just me and my crazy head.

What annoys me is when guys assume just because it's PMS it's not legitimate feelings. Perhaps they're accentuated slightly, but personally my little sobbing fits and then ultimate happiness come from things I have been feeling anyway. It's just that the things that before made me a little annoyed or upset now make me hysterical. It's not as if suddenly because of hormones your entire position on life changes.

I wonder if dreams reflect anxieties a lot. I suppose they do.
I wish I could show my friends know how much I love them.
923 hit(s) (2 comments) | snap.  
more riting!
Listening to: Mariah Carey - Against all odds
Feeling: bleh
god this music is depressing, and horribly meaningful dammit. westlife hav ruined it bugger them.

english was ok actually, we got 2 play wiv laptops hehe. and then we just watched a video of someone hu wanted it 2 rain (?) in geography.

iv finished all my belgian chocolate :(

i was thinking erlia, as u do @ bus stops, how much of my opinions of things depend on addiction. 4 example, i wouldnt b pissed off if i found that my friend had smoked a fag, but i would b if i found out they wer addicted, and the same with drugs, SH/SI. hmmm, not very interesting thought processes, cos they kinda stopped there, cept i thought of examples n stuff. maybe im just tryin 2 get myself out of being hypocritical, but hey, twas just a thought.

:s my mother just came in n sed she was gettin worried bout the fact that i always minimize t screen wen she comes in :s o wel.

oh yeh, iv just discovered that none of u can c my diary like i can, cos im using a different font that ive downloaded from t net. tis called evanescent n is t evanescence font if ur remotely interested. just 2 let u no, tis alot cooler wiv t rite font.

i dont no wot 2 say tumtetumtetum.
please comment cos im bored n tisnt nice ewn no1 comments cos u havent ritten nefin interestin

l8rz
susie
xHUGx

364 hit(s) (0 comments) | Bring it  
*yawns* come again?
wow. february 2008. who'da thought the time could fly so fast? this time last year i was panicking about my gcse's, now im shitting myself about my a-levels. perhaps i should try a novel idea - work. *shudders* but not doing work is sooo much more attractive! but if i dont do work, i'll fail my a-levels, then i won't get a place at the uni i want to go to, then i won't get a decent job that i enjoy.... jesus christ, not doing work sure has some repurcussions. bugger. the really annoying thing is that this train of thought is not actually going to change the way i study. i'm just gonna carry on, drifting through life as i always do.



well, it's worked so far.
176 hit(s) (0 comments) | tell me im loved  
Mistake
Fuck it.
I've blown it,
All that I said.
The rules I laid down,
And the pact that I'd made.
Never,
I told myself,
Never again.
Line drawn,
Move on,
Find something new.
Never let it grab you,
And hold you, again.
Never let it use you,
Just walk away.
Say no,
Stop crying,
And put it away,
To the back of your mind,
And keep it locked up.
Then maybe,
For once,
They won't see it, again.
And scorn you,
And realise
How pathetic you are.
Sitting alone,
Writing 'poems' to no one.
Just to distract you from thinking about it

But this time,
It's not a blade,
Or some drug.
Instead, you've let yourself
Go fall in love.
Fuck it.
I've blown it,
All that I said.
The rules I laid down,
And the pact that I'd made.
Never,
I told myself,
Never again.
Line drawn,
Move on,
Find someone new.
187 hit(s) (1 comments) | say it  
CONFUSION?
Well I have gotten a lot of e-mails asking what's up with these stories. Are they the same author? YES YES!

DANCEALLNIGHT AND THEBROKENSTORY ARE WRITTEN BY THE SAME AUTHOR.


I got intouch with Stephanie [ the writer of the danceallnight stories as well as thebrokenstory ] and she let me in on whats happening with her stories.

Danceallnight was her first story diary and she wrote 3 stories and started a fourth that is her sequel to Dare You TO Move - her very first story ever - soon this diary will be no more. She will be moving Dare You To Move and Bloodstains and Love Songs to her new diary Thebrokenstory and then will redo her sequel to Dare you to move.

She finished the original story on Thebrokenstory about Aries and Jesse called The Story of Innosence and started a new story called Wish You Were Here and it;s currently being updated more and more and it's now on chapter 18.

She states "She could do so much better on the sequel, two stories at once is too much." So don't worry all you lovers of Dare You To Move. She will be writing the sequel. It's her next project.
350 hit(s) (2 comments) | leave comment  
 
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