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Neither Here Nor Missed
If I had been the one like this
And now you were neither here nor missed
it's the same thing it's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I need to face

When you lie
And you fucking seal and fucking cheat and lie
No it's NOT the same and don't you ever try
Don't know WHAT its like to fucking BE alive
All the time...

The times have not been kind I see
And so you will take it out on me
Never ending is the way it starts to seem
And your actions are what's killing all my dreams

It's a chance I must take
And it's my mistake to make
Through what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
If I had been the one like this
and now you were neither her nor missed
It's the same thing
It's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face
when you lie It's a chance I must take
and it's my mistake to make
Though what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
63 hit(s) (3 comments) | Speak In Solace  
chaos
Feeling: chaotic
So I was coming home from work and pulling into my neighborhood and there were two SUV's blocking my house and these "gangsta" guys were walking around on my driveway and yard so I went down by Ivy's house and watched them. I decided to call my mom b/c she was home, but I finally came home and one SUV left and I pulled into "my spot" but was blocked by my parents, this other set of parents, two gangsta ppl, and this kid sitting in my grass. My mom motioned me to pull into the other side, but it ends up that the guys were in the cornfield egging cars going by, but the SUV that was still at my house and the other sets of parents were one car that they were all throwing stuff at. So the sherriff came and stuff and the ppl ended up leaving since their baby was in their car crying and the kid, Frasier, lost his shoe..hehe. but umm....kenzie called and was like "what's going on at your house?!?!" b/c she was really good friends with Frasier and she saw him sitting on my yard and then her, corey, and jen came to my house and rang the door bell and came in and we told them what the sherriff was saying and stuff and I was like "well, I wanna go back outside" and they were like "oh, me too!" so we go outside and then WABAM, there are three guys on the median, four guys on my driveway sitting down with a sherriff, and this other truck with john and lanie...lanie ran up to us and was like "what happened?!?!" and man, it's crazy!! but all of kenzies friends were involved and stuff! but kenzie and her friends who weren't involved left, and 6 boys got picked up but one is still outside (it's been like 2 hours) waiting for his parents...but they all have to go to court and stuff and have the stuff on their permanent record and now they are "in the system" and everything...so, how were your guys' evenings?
66 hit(s) (1 comments) | sassy  
tonight
well here i go, i havent written in forever, as if any one reads my blogs... but tonight is the night...tonight its all about me.. i am...i am me, and im going to write what this broken heart is saying, so loud im sick of hearing its screamsfamily: 1. A fundamental social group in society typically consisting of one or two parents and their children. 2. Two or more people who share goals and values, have long-term commitments to one another, and reside usually in the same dwelling place.hmm sounds just like mine...all statistics and logic that fundamentally make up what we call the foutch family, but no one sees deep into the surface and stares at the inner justice that continues to murk inside each one of us....we are all together messed up in our own way held together by the common goal that one day...some day...it will all work out and we will be stronger...ofcourse the mother of this family is not willing to admit to change for any long periods of time, half the family is flunked out, the other striving for perfection to match the appreciation bestowed upon the prodigy son....if one is forced to respect another in terms of due process do es that make it work...does that make it right....or does it just make us low?then theres the relationship the one that continues to grow with each new spark i fall in love again every day and yet im still searching for my perfect romance, even when its staring me in the face, and yes he is the one...im quite if not completely certain, of course there can always be the arguement that yes i am young....but i also know what i essentially want out of life...andrew is part of that moldhow bout friends....ha to dig deep into that inner core you would find nothing more than a broken heart that was broken too many times by too many people who i stupidly gave my trust to and my heart....i always find myself somehow doing, running headlong into something i want so badly to mean something but in the end proves itself the opposite of my burning desires....but then i meet her, and she can save me finally from the pitfall of destruction, the problem is im not willing to give her anything because i have so little left so now she is the victim and im the heartless friend...ironic must i sayand what about jake.....ive forgotten about you long enough to forget why i need tothen there is the busy part of my life the school that i desperately need to go on, i love to learn its a passion of mine that broke out of its shell this year, its not so much a priority anymore than it is a strong hold in obtaining my sanity...so why am i fearing college...i fear its too hard buti know thats not right for what can be harder then what i set my capacity mentally and allow it to be...nothing...im recieving BULK mail i mean at least 5-6 letters A DAY...and my dream school Denver University actually wants me to chekc them out...but the problem is i also havea nother dream that sadly doesnt include andrew. agnes school for women..o god how i would love to thrill in their intelectual delights...but its in georgia and andrew is in colorado and im screwed...if i left him i know he would feel id idnt care enough to stay, because i cane asily go to college here...grr decisions decisions! and work, i am unable to promote the hand gesture i would attach to your portion being this is writtenso i wrote about my life but i didnt write about me, something i always ends up doing when someone asks how i am and what im doing....what i would really like tot ell them is how lost and confused i am, how each day to bring myself out from underneath my bed is a constant struggle , to put on each layer of clothing as if i was covering the open wounds that scrounge my soul...but ofcourse thats giving them more then they ask for..or so it seems, and i reply with, ay imdoing great and tell them about work and school family(which no matter how much they dont want to hear it i tell them is in sorry condition) and sometimes i show them the promise ring andrew gave me....but i dont ever dare to tell them about me...but i know each day when i close my eyes and try to drift off to the time in my life that i actually dont have to think....thought i hav ebeen getting painful dreams....i know that the next i will wake up drag myself from my cold bed and cover my wounds, for know one needs to see them....and know that as long as no one feels them...im ok..and thats all i need
73 hit(s) (2 comments) | Spill Your Grill  
Well goodness me...
Listening to: Not sure what is called
Feeling: bored
So it's been quite some time since I last updated this thing. I don't know why but I have a feeling it's because of a little thing called Myspace. Hmmm... Damn that Myspace. It takes away from everything. Anyhow. I'm terribly bored. I don't really know what to do with myself. I've walked Emery a million times today and I think she's kinda tired of it plus it's late so I can't do that. I'm watching t.v but there isn't anything terribly good on. Caleb for some reason isn't talking to me. I assume he's busy playing Halo or some shit. Oh well though. I assume I'll find something to do or just go to sleep. :) I do like to sleep. I assume I'll be doing lots of it coming this week because I only work three effin' days this week. I don't know why they're doing this to me. They hate me obviously. Why am I still there?? I'm so dumb! Anyhow. I'm out. Peace kids.

xoxo
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omggg
Feeling: loving


heeey im 16 now =)
*referance to side panel*
and robbie rememberedddd
he IS the love of my life.
213 hit(s) (5 comments) | SETTLE A SCORE  
Gos how quick a couple of months can change ur life
Listening to: mariah carey- we belong together
Feeling: ambitious
Hey gos guys it has been so darn long a lot of stuff has happened. Well hmm my 21st b-day was a blast i drunk so much and didnt even get sick...shit my folkz decided i needed to go out right after i got off work that sat night but we had to wait till 12 but they took me to shots its was great. I had like 3 long islands and a tha guy in tha band bought me one too cuz we clicked and startin makin fun of people. Next my friend corrie showed up then we split from my folkz and went to tha infamous alley cat in broad ripple OMG bar is so small and crowded but great i had 2 beers there then we went to plumps and boy there is started drinkin screw drivers like 5 then 2 shots of crown so i had dark and light liquer and had a blast and i only spent 8 dollars. alright that is all done wit.

well sept. 8 omg my uncle was killed it made television and everything. WE R CURRENTLY GOING TO COURT FOR THA GUY that murdered him. i am going to respect my uncle and not get detailled in how he was shot and where. In loving Memory of Uncle Tim Mothy.

Hmm now we r in feb. well i have been hanging wit a guy from my past but nothing serious trust me just someone to talk to hehe. well i finally wrote back.
200 hit(s) (1 comments) | lonely w/o no love  
ugh yeah schools gay.
but i gotta go
bye ♥
47 hit(s) (0 comments) | Kill me already  



Resolution conerning the protection of Electronic Gaming (Video Game) Companies

1. Whereas: Video Game Companies have recently come under fire in the media
2. Concerning the First Amendment from political individuals and groups;
3. Whereas: These political individuals and groups are most often misinformed and/or
4. Claim false information against these companies;
5. Whereas: Video Game Companies should receive the same protection under the first
6. Amendment Of our Constitution compared to Entertainment in movies, music, and
7. Literature;
8. Therefore, Be It Resolved By The Student Congress Here Assembled That:
9. Electronic Gaming (Video Game) Companies should be fully protected under the First
10. Amendment, compared to other forms of entertainment, to prevent future lawsuits
11. Concerning these companies.


Respectfully Submitted,

Elk Lake Highschool
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Stolen Survey
Listening to: Listening to sarah and armstead
Feeling: ecstatic
Stole this survey from Sarah B. :)

The ABCs Of Me
A- Age You Got Your First Kiss: like 6
B- Band Listening To Right Now: mens choir ,:(
C - Crush: some freshman actually lol
D - Dogs Name: harley
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Sarah, heather, joe, my sisters
F - Favorite TV shows: Family Guy, House, CSI, anything music, cartoons
G - Gummy Worms Or Bears: bears
H- Which Do You Follow-Head Or Heart: whats in my pants
I - Instruments: drums sometimes
J - Junior High Crush: Andy Bryzlack
K- Kindest Person You Know: Sarah
L - Longest Car Ride Ever: to tennessee
M - Memorable Date: when lisa and i skipped school to go to T.C.
N - Nicknames: Mathy, Bubba, powder, sunflower, ash, tree, ashtray
O - One Animal You Like: squirrels
P - Phobias: Spiders, AND BUGS
Q - Something Quirky About Yourself: Im a big dork
R - Reason To Smile: PROM, summer, senior year! WOOO!Softball!!!!
S- Song You Sang Last: Let the bodies hit the floor song!
T - Time You Woke Up Today: 7:10
U - Unknown Fact About Me: well obviously i dont know because its unkown.
V - Vegetable You Hate: egg plant, peas, squash
W - Worst Habit: I swear, smoke pot, i am a procrastinator
X - X-rays You've Had: Teeth, ankle, back, chest, knee, head, shoudler, foot.
Y - Yummy Food: FOOD!
Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo... stupid chick thingy lol i want to be a fish
202 hit(s) (0 comments) | Àøëåé - áîã  
.:o37:.codes!!!
Listening to: hellogoodbye
Feeling: energetic
ok well alot of people are asking me for all these kind of codes, so here they are.

IF YOU WANT TO USE ONE YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE SPACE OUT OF THE < script or style

ex. < style (it will look like this)
(it will look like this)
style> (make it like this)

F.o.R. s.C.r.O.l.L. b.A.r.

< style type="text/css">

BODY { scrollbar-face-color: #000000;

scrollbar-shadow-color: #0099FF;

scrollbar-highlight-color: #00FF33;

scrollbar-3dlight-color: #FF00FF;

scrollbar-track-color: #000000;

scrollbar-arrow-color: #FF6699;}



f.O.r. T.e.X.t. T.r.A.i.l. (or words around the cursor)

< script src="http://www.boomspeed.com/htmlcodes/texttrail.js"language=javascript id="properties"message="YOUR TEXT HERE"colour="YOUR COLRO HERE"="YOUR FONT HERE">


F.o.R. w.O.r.D. f.L.i.P.

< style type="text/css"> -->a:hover{filter:fliph(color:#FFFFFF, strength=5);height:0px;width:inherit}//-->

f.O.r. S.t.A.t.U.s. M.e.S.s.A.g.E. b.A.r.(the thing on the bottom)

< script language="javascript"> window.status=("YOUR MESSAGE HERE")

F.o.R. p.O.p. U.p.(the screen that comes up b4 the entry)

< SCRIPT language="JavaScript">alert("type what you want here")< /SCRIPT >

if there are ne that u have and would like to contribute....plz do so
536 hit(s) (29 comments) | Thunder  
downloading
Listening to: anti flag - angry young and pissed
Feeling: ugly
twitterpated?!?! lol

anyways i'm downloading alot more music then i normally do... cause i killed it all last night... want to know more visit my xanga... but anyways...

i really have nothing to say

i miss terry...haven't talked to him since friday i believe and hes in dixon city now so i can't talk to him... i hope hes on later tonight cause i have an hour time limit now..."got cocky again :)"

later
109 hit(s) (3 comments) | Bite me  
more riting!
Listening to: Mariah Carey - Against all odds
Feeling: bleh
god this music is depressing, and horribly meaningful dammit. westlife hav ruined it bugger them.

english was ok actually, we got 2 play wiv laptops hehe. and then we just watched a video of someone hu wanted it 2 rain (?) in geography.

iv finished all my belgian chocolate :(

i was thinking erlia, as u do @ bus stops, how much of my opinions of things depend on addiction. 4 example, i wouldnt b pissed off if i found that my friend had smoked a fag, but i would b if i found out they wer addicted, and the same with drugs, SH/SI. hmmm, not very interesting thought processes, cos they kinda stopped there, cept i thought of examples n stuff. maybe im just tryin 2 get myself out of being hypocritical, but hey, twas just a thought.

:s my mother just came in n sed she was gettin worried bout the fact that i always minimize t screen wen she comes in :s o wel.

oh yeh, iv just discovered that none of u can c my diary like i can, cos im using a different font that ive downloaded from t net. tis called evanescent n is t evanescence font if ur remotely interested. just 2 let u no, tis alot cooler wiv t rite font.

i dont no wot 2 say tumtetumtetum.
please comment cos im bored n tisnt nice ewn no1 comments cos u havent ritten nefin interestin

l8rz
susie
xHUGx

263 hit(s) (0 comments) | Bring it  
No one
Listening to: Over my head Cable car - The fray
Yeah no one ever comments me on here anymore..

Im on myspace now so yeah
my link is www.myspace.com/lsutiger1050
136 hit(s) (1 comments) | Just Surf.  
hey teacher
Listening to: Hey Teacher - Louis XIV
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high
You keep on telling me these pretty lies
Well I’m just a girl and want you instead of the drugs that get me high

I’ll never talk out of turn again in class

Will it be alright if I see you tonight
Well, I feel like a bird in a cage
For you to notice me, Well I’d take out a knife
Suicide right on the stage

I’m like a fish on a hook
Water splash into the brook
Well, teacher says he's twice my age
Hey teacher could you ease my pain

I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long
I can only watch you so long
I can only watch you so long, so long

Who’s your teacher’s pet?
145 hit(s) (3 comments) | give me first aid  
over a year!!!!
Listening to: Billy - James Blunt
Feeling: crummy
Its been almost a year since i updated!!!!!!sorry i've been away for so long. but i am back! my 16th birthday was on tuesday!!YEAH BABY!!!away, my grandmother was here today and she gave me 20 bucks for my b-day! YaYnEsS!!! my rents also gave me a cell phone! i didnt have a party yet, because i had regional band the first week this month, then the second weekend i had county and then next weeken is the talent show im in.....ugg, my scedule is so full. I saw SawII for the first time today. its a KiCk-@$$ move so whoever hasnt seen it better go buy it. i just bought a new cd. Its James Blunt, and it is awesome!!!!!!!!I just got over beeing REALLY sick. i was so sick i had to go to the hospital. it sucked, but it was fun cause everytime they left the room, me and my dad played with stuff in the room:P. My dad's nuts! lol.g2g!Mwah!~ ArielI still hold your hand,in mine, in mine when im asleepAnd i will bear my soul in timeWhen im kneeling at your feet Goodbye my lover,Goodbye my friendyou have been the one, you have been the one for meGoodbye my lover,Goodbye my friendyou have been the one, you have been the one for meIm so hollow babyIm so hollowIm so...Im so...Im so hollow babyIm so hollowIm so...Im so...Im so hollow
42 hit(s) (0 comments) | Scream to me!  
yahoo
Listening to: none
Feeling: alive
If anyone has yahoo, my name is SweetLikeHoney09.. talk to me :)
114 hit(s) (6 comments) | GeT It PoPpIn ;)  
~{50}Long Time~
Wow...so it's been like forever since I wrote in this!! I really don't know why I am either : P, but whatever I felt like it!!

I'm feeling anxious, I don't know exactly what I'm anxious for but I am [LOL]!! I don't know if it's for Kayla's party, or having fun with my friends, or it being summer, but whatever it is I can't wait : D!!

So I'd catch you up to speed about what's been going on since last October [i think was the last time I wrote], but that would take way too long so I think I'll just mention a few things that are going on or that went on I should say : )!!

Let's see where to start...
Okay well...Last week we lost a very close friend to everyone!! Jesse John Hallock R.I.P kiddo!! That is so hard on all of us!! His viewing and funeral were last week!! It made most of relize how much we meant to each other...

Oh and were done with school, we got out the 9th of June!! Graduation was the 10th, and I got to watch my big sis walk the stage!! I still can't believe my sis is out of school now : 0!! It's hard to think she'll never step foot into Elk Lake again as a student
...WOW!! Anyways...Matt my sister's b/f came in on Friday and he's here until this coming Thursday!! Johnna came over on Friday and spent the whole weekend with me [and more]: D!! Jessie's grad. party was Saturday, I had a blast : )!! It was great, I had so much fun with my Port-Oh-Johnna : P!!

So then...Johnna spent Saturday night and we chilled and cleaned up the party on Sunday!! Johnna spent the night again on sunday!! We were supposed to go to the movies on Monday, but didn't end up going so we just chilled at my house!! We hung out and went out on Monday with Matt and Jessie!! And then we had to take my sister to work so we dropped Johnna off on our way back home!! Then we woke up and Johnna came back over to my house on Tuesday!! That night around 5:00 we went to the movies!! We saw Over the Hedge...it's such a cute movie [We could NOT stop laughing]!! Then Johnna spent the night again Tuesday night : )!! Then she went home around 2:00 on Wednesday!!

So me and Johnna pretty much got to spend almost a week together!! It was so much fun!! I don't think I've ever packed that many memories into one time : D!! It was pretty spectacular, don't you agree? LOL!! And then if everything goes as planned she'll get to come camping with me for a week at the end of July!! I can't even wait!! Anyways..

Now it's Thursday and I'm here writing this!! Hopefully I'm gonna see what my G-ma's doing today!! See if she wants some company : D and I'll go chill with her, maybe even spend the night : D!!

Anyways Kayla's party is this weekend : D!! She's picking me up at 9:00 on friday to chill at her house!! I'm spending the night into Saturday, then her party is Saturday and spending the night again!! Then chillin with her Sunday and my parents are coming to pick me up then : )!! It shall be off the hook : P I can't even wait!!

Well I think I've written enough for now so maybe I'll write someother time...maybe not...

[If you wanna know what's going on check out my myspace it's http://www.myspace.com/v0lleyballbabe]
93 hit(s) (1 comments) | U kno U love me  
193. summer oh seven
Listening to: four letter lie - *feel like fame*
Feeling: broke
so my first year of highschool is now over (: so what did i do this summer? well...


work work work six days a week. and when i can i hang out with my friends. also i was in a pagent yippie i won miss personality. i also made plenty of new friends. but only some count :P oh oh oh i also went to WARPED TOUR and hershy park(: yeah it was funn.

kay on seven seven oh seven i started going out with josh, you no that kid im always talkign about it. about. and i dont no if it is even a good thing right now cause were fighting :/ but we are going to see each other on saturday so we will see how things go.

anyway thats it for now. all i have plans is going to the fair some more and soem parties (:



kayyyy well i do love josh.(:

what am i do right this second. well its fuckin almost 4 in teh morning and im still up and wide awake hangign out with jenna. fun fun.

I'll show you how to make a heart-beat.
328 hit(s) (0 comments) | BiggestMistake x3  
.twenty.9. CLOTHiNG ♥
Listening to: MCR

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CMNTS & REQUESTS, like whoa.
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464 hit(s) (4 comments) | .whoreface.  
NEW DIARY!!!!!!
ok listen i got a new diary.....
Rockin X icons

click there..
add me to ur frends....
1878 hit(s) (2 comments) | tell me  
.number1.
Well this is my second icon diary this is the one for Emo iconz if you arent interested in Emo then go to iconzfromlexi thats my other diary i take requests (only in that diary) and i will still update..those are more girlyish iconz..i like emo better!! my fav. band is MCR you may have noticed:p hehe well i will update when i finish pimpin this diary!

.Alexis.
♥Emo Icons♥
401 hit(s) (0 comments) | Im.NoT.okAy  
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592 hit(s) (4 comments) | Rockin x out  
Long long time~
Feeling: accomplished
Wow it's been a long time since I have written in here... I've been working on my myspace all the time. I do have to say the best thing in my life is my hunny todd, we have been through alot together and I hope nothing ever comes between us. I'm very excited to be going for my lisence soon... i really hope I pass. I also got my CNA a few months ago ao I'm going to be finding a better paying job! Woo hoo! Then I'll be all set! Thank goodness. Well I guess thats all for now... ttyl!
~CAROL~
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yay!!!!!
Listening to: disturbed
Feeling: addicted
well right now im so excited becasue im turning 15 in just 9 days. yay!!!! and christmas is coming up too and i get to have a party with all of my friends. yay!!!! cant wait. well i havent benn writing in this in a while but ill kepp u guys updated. g2g!!!!
110 hit(s) (1 comments) | |[Speak up]|  
.::Hey::.
hey people this is my first time writing in this diary thingy and i just signed up....so becky u rock no one socks! lol j/k so u betta talkt o brook soon because this girl adrianna is like always fliriting with him in my computer class so i were you, get some balls and talkt o him im not trying to but this in a mean way im just trying to motivate you k. well i love you all.
Love,
Me

P.S becky i still love you more than a fat kid loves cake! .::lol::.

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YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
Listening to: YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
Feeling: hyper
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mom and dad said that maybe next year we'll go 2 London...yay British people ROCK!
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66 hit(s) (3 comments) | sup?  
oh Baby!
Listening to: eminem
Feeling: loved
hey peoples wow i havent even logged on this stupid thing....lol well i am single bitchs and i am goin to try to get wiht this kid named tim or dean there both so cool and hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me
OH BABY!!
38 hit(s) (1 comments) | Click it Biitch!  
more than 1 year later..
Listening to: a7x- UnhOly cOnfeSSiOns
Feeling: alive
I'm alive!
and i remembered my sitdiary password!!
weird..lol
last entry was over a year ago!

i think they were all poems..
i haven't even looked >.<

going to try to get in touch with
people here again..

whats new??
2 years and a half with my
boyfriend.. we're
breaking up..
life.. ¬¬

im not studying right now..
want to.. psychology..
but not yet.. =[

life at home the same..
no one talks to me..lol
used to it..
im happy with my friends..
and alcohol ^^

i still like blOOd ^^
lol..

sex pistols!! love!!
alesana! too!

kIss mE.. nOt!
^^
73 hit(s) (3 comments) | Hurt Me  
well.. its still here
Listening to: Black Sabbath: Master of Reality
Feeling: dark
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this thing still exists.. no one reads it i bet. its nothing like me.. all these old memories of what will never be still haunt me... but im moving on.

56 hit(s) (2 comments) | break it again  
01. Its Time for A Change
Listening to: I kissed a girl; Katy Perry
Feeling: betrayed
wow!

I completely forgot about sitdiary for about 5 years.! Everything is so different now. I think that Im going to start to write on here again, mostly because I need somewhere to put my feelings. I used to have like 4 diaries at my house but i lose them or stop writing in them.

Winding down to summer the countdown is almost complete. The funny thing about me now is that I realize all the things I have learned from myself. Its a good thing to keep notice of the changes in yourself, so you at least know who you are! Even though we never really figure out who we are, we still get the "gist", of it. but what I dont understand is other people.

They say that you never know who someone is. I guess that does count especially in the cases like your next door neighbor went on a killing spree. But what about your family members and your friends. Do we even really know them at all? Could they be feeding us lies our entire lives and we believe them because they are the people that we are closest too? I think that very well could be possible. I have been lied to by people I thought I could trust. I am sure everyone else has. But don't you ever stop and wonder whats the truth and whats a lie? and why am I so obsessive about figuring out if the person we love is hurting us. Its not good to be paranoid but you can't be nieve either.

We all make mistakes thats a given, but what ever happened to a little trust and honesty. I have never had complete trust in a person, maybe when I would a little tot, but everyone certainly has found wasys to munipulate eachother.

How are we expected to trust anyone. Or maybe thats what it is, we cannot trust anyone. I keep going back to this statement because no matter how many times I say it over and over in my head it just sounds wrong. I have just as many trust issues as the next girl but why much I always have the wall up. To protect myself thats one good reason but sometimes I just want to through caution to the wind and believe what someone has to say is real.

I think its time for a change. I think its time for people to step up and start telling the truth and not disapoint people. Theres no way of course I can stop this, but i try to be as honest as possible. I used to lie about everything when i was younger to hide the fact that i didnt have a great life. But now i see how wrong i was. I know im still being lied to by the people that I love because i see it in my household everyday. When im finally graduated and can live on my own, im going to stive to be better not just for myself but for my future family!

155 hit(s) (1 comments) | Yes...?  
♥George
Listening to: -->Natta...im at skool
Feeling: freaky
(Aiite Whitney)..this is the best i could do to get u started..hope ya like it!ya better with all that hard work damn it haha..aiite well im out..talk to u in skool er sum shiit.

-AmaNda/ faiith09
George♥!

-.Out.-
90 hit(s) (9 comments) | George is mine!  
**ME**
Listening to: nuthingh realli
Feeling: obsessed
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131 hit(s) (3 comments) | And?  
 
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