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Emotional Science Project
Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
I want to tear myself apart. Leaving nothing but my own thoughts. Intentionally sabotaging my own heart. Left with ought nots and oughts.

If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed.

Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf.

I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind.
318 hit(s) (1 comments) | ::shudder::  
[17]Survey...Revisited.
Listening to: None
Feeling: amused
***firsts
First best friend: Jessica-3 years old.
First real memory of something: Something to do with my old school, when I was in nursery.
First Job: n/a
First screen name: doodlebug1483282 lol
First funeral: My Great Grandmother
First pet: A ghecko, my mom didn't trust me with anything furry.
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First enemy: I've never really had an enemy
First big trip: Colorado when I was about 7
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Aerosmith.
135 hit(s) (0 comments) | feed my ego...  
the show i missed
Listening to: discharge, other random shit
Feeling: placid
fuck im so mad at myself. i cant go to the discharge show cause i have a D in PE. that sucks cause like everyone is going but me.

i have other plans though, that cheers me up.

at gus's im so pissed right now.
194 hit(s) (5 comments) | Weed of Wisdom  
117 sleep you must be kidding!
sleep? after that conversation! hah!!!!!!!!
never. its official
ive found him, and hes been with me for a year.
im going nuts not to mention the legal speed, its 4 in the am.
and i wnt sleep
i just finished talking to him.
brandon broke up with me today an i didnt care!
im so amazed
stoked
i dont want to wake up. EVER.


you would know why i was so happy if you knew eric.

wow.



EEEEEEEEEE> he IS amazing.


i must be the luckiest ever.
383 hit(s) (3 comments) | duh i  
straightedge

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322 hit(s) (2 comments) | STFU  
spanish IV?
Listening to: rush - fly by night
Feeling: burned-out
the end of the school year is here!

im really not excited because next year is my last year of high school and i dont think im ready for that... deep breath

plus... i FUCKING hate spanish class with everthing that i am... and cant wait to take spanish 4 next year...

senora will die...

hago que quiero mofo's...
41 hit(s) (0 comments) | smart ass remarks  
[380 nothing to do- nothing to lose
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Its a picture of perfection
That i cant stop thinking about
308 hit(s) (3 comments) | hit that  
YEARS
Listening to: none
omgosh
i havent been on this thing in years!
how is everyone!?
hope everything is just grand
love you all
71 hit(s) (0 comments) | so last summer  
well that's interesting
Listening to: June - Elevators Are Matchmakers
Feeling: bonkers
Dude, I totally have to urinate right now. But there are plumber people working on our pipes or something in the front yard and we aren't allowed to run water for a few hours. Shitballs, this is frustrating!! This is the first time I've wished I was a guy so I could just whip "IT" out and piss in the backyard.

Anyway, the Grady show was soo good. The first band sucked, but Grady did the BEST cover of Heartbreaker by Pat Benetar. Plus I hung out with a bunch of cool cats. The only bands I watched was Grady & then The Return (who also rocked). I like that guy's vocals.

Saturday is Crazy Jennette with Sexual Jedi. That should be a very good show, indeed. There are going to be SO many people there. Gnarlystuff.

Yesterday I went to Kody's and hung out with him & Joshie. J to the Osh offered me a quarter if he could stick his finger in my buttcrack but I denied him. It's 82 cents, geez!!

Also coming up is orientation for school. Blegh. I totally don't wanna start school but then again I do. It's like a tug-of-war or something. Whateverrr.

Can't slow time down so might as well go with the flow, right?

Take it easy, sleazies.
-Justine

edit... [bored]

LAST PERSON WHO
. Slept in your bed: myself
. Saw you cry: Myself
. You shared a drink with: ...kody! apple juice
. You went to the movies with: Brooke & Chris
. You went to the mall with: brooke
. Yelled at you: my mom
. Sent you an email: myspace
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO...
. California: I'd hope so... I live here don't I?
. Hawaii: no
. Mexico: Yeah
. New York: no
. Las Vegas: no

HAVE YOU EVER:
. Danced naked: Hahaha no
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: mhm... "pass me a burrito?"
. Wished you were the opposite sex: today when i had to piss
. Do you have a crush on someone: mhm, well i dont know if it counts cuz we're dating but uhh i guess so
. What book are you reading now: better than running at night by hilary frank
. Worst feeling in the world: Not being good enough, having to pee when you can't, the feeling RIGHT before you throw up.
. Future daughter's name: Aiden Rose
. Future son's name: Kieran Ryder
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Newp
. What's under your bed: who knows
. Favorite sport to watch: baseball i guess.
. Siblings: sisters, 8 & 4
. Location: dirty ventura, hahaha
. College plans: *shrug*
. Piercings/tattoos: ears
. Do you drink: ehh, not really no
. What are you most scared of: small, confined spaces.
. What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirts. Where do you want to get married: the beach somewhere, where its always warm
. Who do you really hate: no one
. Do you drive: nopeee
. Do you have a job: nopeee
. Do you like being around people: yeah most of the time
. Are you for world peace: For shure
. Are you a health freak: Hahaha, nah
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Nah
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: if you consider, "ASSHOLE" a type, then yeah i guess so
. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: a doors song. or any song thats on the radio
. Do you want to get married: yeah i guess. i dunno i could live without marriage.
. Do you want kids: NO. i'm getting animals. or adopting.
FAVORITES
. Type(s) of music: i have too many different types. i like classic rock & alternative a lot though
. Band/Group(s): judging from the posters on my walls you'd think it's either the doors or sex pistols, lmao. i have too many though.
. Color: aquamarine!
. Perfume or cologne: Ck one summer; cococabana; strawberry daquiri
. Month: november, july
. Flower: sunflowers

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
. Cried: almost
. Bought something: del taco
. Gotten sick: nope
. Sang: mhm
. Met someone: nope
. Missed someone: Yep
. Hugged someone: Yep
. Kissed someone: Yep
. Had an orgasm: i'm a walking orgasm
. Became shy around someone: nope
. Been to the diner: uhh no
. Exercised: i walked! does that count?
404 hit(s) (3 comments) | lovers and liars  
So it's been awhile...
Listening to: 30 seconds to mars
Feeling: blank
You don't write because you want to say something, you write because you have something to say -F Scott Fitzgerald


so todays date is december 12th 2006. a long ways away from when i last wrote in here and i slowly contemplate why that is..

did i simply stop writing because i had nothing to write about? do i think my life is useless and uninteresting? or did i simply just get lazy...

lately ive been thinking about my life and what im doing with it and it seems like im always second guessing my choices and decisions...and i dont know why.

im feel like im stuck...stuck in what u might ask? i have no clue. its just that feeling of being trapped.

i dont know wether its my life or my relationship or this hell hole of a desert that i am stuck in. everytime i visit my friends in college i wish i was out on my own. but to tell you the truth i dont know if thats just because im there seeing it, or if thats what i really really want.

i keep myself busy now a days with cheer/dance 3 nights a week and the other 4 im working. now that school is out for xmas i have nothing to do during the days and i feel useless...maybe thats it..i dunno

this is probably the most random depressing writing ive done in awhile...i just need help.
58 hit(s) (0 comments) | Oh, U Kno U Want 2  
Dubya Tee Eff
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Helena
Feeling: pissy
WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FRIENDS LIST
211 hit(s) (8 comments) | Tear It Up  
slow motion for meh.

hollerrrr.
153 hit(s) (2 comments) | this is glamoure  
 
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