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Friends of Emeraldclaire
| (123) new kitty | August 9th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by sinisterbanana | |
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| 419 hit(s) | (1 comments) | chuck chuck! |
| Summer Days | July 19th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by 2scoopsofcream | |
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Listening to: not so much
Feeling: amused
got another comment about my background, but i love it that way. annoying as physically possible. i probably have less readers this way. I have a job at a coffee and candy place, there is way more crap about coffee then i thought possible. funny how that is. Marriage life is good. He's a sweetheart, and still convinced that i'm a fairy. I want to illustrate for a children's book. about a fairy, but i'll have to make it as good as the "special" book. I like my job I love my man I love being so close to my new family I love have a free house I like the house I hate the electral work in the house I like that i'll have an empty apartment in Kansas City. I hate dial up I want to listen to my music but i can't cause it takes too stinking long at least when i'm doing bakery i can listen to the music there. |
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| 629 hit(s) | (1 comments) | *cough cough* |
| perfect.........ish | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by mormongirl07 | |
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"You say you feel like a natural person, you haven't got nothing to hide. So why do you feel imperfection cut like a sword in your side?" Under the Weather, KT Tunstall I wish I had an answer. Dear Diary, Kadee and I spent most of the day together, and it was good. I worry about her, but we had fun. We watched the OC for the first time in forever!!! Tonight we had fun. Sitting in the back of my mom's car talking and laughing and listening to my iPod. Emily is married! So strange. She's barely older than me... younger than Sarah... My nose is cold. Today was good. I got to see Kadee and a close friend. I haven't seen either in them in quite awhile. I woke up and decided to eat junk food, so that's all I ate all day. I watched the OC. I almost dyed my hair... lol. But... Okay. This is what I decided. Out of five children, I am the only one my parents expect to be perfect. I am to never make mistakes. I am never to disobey. I am never to have opinions that differ from theirs. I am never to be independent, yet I shouldn't depend on them... I want to make them proud, too... So I try to be perfect to make me happy because it makes them happy... eh... I'm too tired to think about this. It makes me tired. I just want... to not have to worry about being perfect... Love, Lisa Ann P.S. But... I do love my parents. P.S. I think I'm just feeling about five million different moods right now. So forgive me if this entry makes absolutely no sense or if it's just pathetic. Because really, feeling happy and lonely and at peace and troubled and scared and careless all at the same time... wow. You gotta cut me some slack. ;) |
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| 531 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Say Something! |
| happiest new year | January 1st, 2009 @ 2:42am |
| by indeliblecello | |
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Feeling: breathless
A little backstory: Jacob asked me out during finals week, so we've been hanging out and going on dates since then, which was about three weeks ago. Our first "official" date was last Saturday, during which we ate Mexican food, went sledding, and watched Saw II in his room. First kiss = amazing. His ex didn't have a fucking clue what she was talking about, even if she and I do have the same name. :) So I spent tonight with Jacob at his cousin Allan's house. The three of us played cards and watched TV, then toasted each other with sparkling grape juice at midnight. Jacob drove me home, and we drove around for a little while before he actually took me home, which is when he asked me to officially be his girlfriend. What a night! |
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| 20 hit(s) | (0 comments) | set me on fire |
| 415 | January 3rd, 2009 @ 11:32am |
| by rubberduckiee | |
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Time. It's an interesting concept, I have decided. Either it's going to fast to hang onto whatever is going on at the time, or it's crawling and you want things to be done and over with. Then there is the third option, that there never seem so to be enough time to do anything worthwhile. I never wanted to be the girl who was married right out of high school. I keep seeing all these girls from my graduating class that are either married or engaged, and it just blows me away. We're all so young. And yet now at the same time, I feel impatient to find someone to spend the rest of my life with. It doesn't make sense to me. But then, if everything did make perfect sense, what would be the point to anything? |
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| 36 hit(s) | (0 comments) | SPEAK |
| Ninety | December 30th, 2008 @ 11:34pm |
| by justbreathe | |
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And I'm so much better than before, I can't even believe it. It's crazy the difference just a few months will make, especially when you know you have the support of your best friend. Even if that best friend tries to matchmake you. And even that turned out amazing! Go figure. Haha. Anyways, started dating this guy that my best friend set me up with (the guy is her husband's friend) and wow. We're so much alike, but also so different that it doesn't make it weird to be around each other. We both really like to cuddle, and get hugs, that kind of thing. Which works out great both ways. ^-^ We both snowboard (even though I haven't been up in like three years, uggh!), we both enjoy writing. He's a little more shy than anyone I've ever dated before, and honestly I really do love it. And another thing that I absolutely ADORE is that he's the kind of guy that tells his other guy friends that he loves them. Like, not in a homosexual way, but you know? Like how girls are always telling their girlfriends that they love them. ^-^ I love it! One thing I've noticed about most guys, is that when they go to kiss you, they almost always stare at your lips, making what they are about to do so obvious. Our first (and so far only) kiss, he didn't do that. He looked directly into my eyes, but it felt like he was staring into my soul, kind of feeling. I didn't feel like I was some object to be won, something to own. Equal. That is also something I have NEVER felt from a guy. Not once. The friend that set us up thinks that we'll be married within a year. It makes me laugh, but I also secretly wonder if she's right. We'll just have to wait and see. One last though. If I don't end up married to him, I will end up married to someone like him in personality. |
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| 38 hit(s) | (1 comments) | * Poke * |
| 568 | January 8th, 2009 @ 6:09pm |
| by wednesday | |
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Listening to: Yellowcard - Rocket
Feeling: haunted
And I finally got on a trendmill. For the first time in my life. Long over-due. I have to admitt it felt weird. But made running kinda fun. Mainly cuz I can watch TV... And then those big bouncy balls for crunches... Whee... We'll see how long this lasts. I have this haunting feeling..... That my life will be decided for me This feeling has prolly caused my lack of decision making recently... I guess I'll wait to see If it's really MY decision or not... (Well, technically it'll be my decision either way...but that's beside the point) Must stop thinking. Must stop jumping to conclusions. Must stop over-analyzing everything I do/not do. |
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| 3 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Love, me |
| 923 | January 7th, 2009 @ 9:32pm |
| by advertisement | |
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Listening to: choreography piece
Feeling: worried
Cooperating Courses Environmental Toxicology Water Quality and Pollution Senior Capstone (Soil/Water Case Study) Analytical Writing (Engl 2010) Environmental Soil Chemistry Soil Analytical Techniques ... For the first time in my university career, all my courses are working together in some synergistic combination of awesome. I love applying science to my interests. I love dirt! Nail biting report: haven't bit since 27 Dec! That gross bitter nail polish is working excellently. |
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| 46 hit(s) | (3 comments) | Am I Real? |
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