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WHAT SHOULD I DO
Listening to: all the things she said
Feeling: shocked
I found a picture of the first guy i fell in love with and he looks very happy. im happy for him but i am very sad aboot it.
he was the first guy i fell in love with and i wish i could have been with him forever..... so right now i am between a rock and a hard place...... i want to get ahold of him but i dont know if i should..
if anny one has anny sigjestions please help me out i dont know what to do..... i would realy like to get ahold of him but if i do and he dont respond i would be crushed and i dont want to be sad anny more......

WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!!!
i want to cry


JONATHAN
234 hit(s) (4 comments) | slice a message  
now prt. deu
Listening to: none
Feeling: happy
Wow. It feels like I am just stepping into my old elementary school. I can't believe my blog has not been wiped out. I've been disconnected for some time but I thought it may be interesting to see if anyone still looks at this thing. If you have and wish to here from me, just leave a comment.
105 hit(s) (2 comments) | rant...  
The Game
Listening to: Tiger Lily- Matchbox Romance
Feeling: moodless
soo the dance is this weekend. yeah i quess. still haven mixed feelings about it. so im taking ashley. she's real nice, an all, but i aint ready. still thinkin about kelsey. even a a chance at it again if i play my cards right. ahh the game. once you startits almost impossible to win and even harder to quit. so wish me luck
83 hit(s) (0 comments) | Say What?  
wow well,parents were gone for 3 days,it was a 3 day party pretty much...it was fun...mmmmmm i looooove women
276 hit(s) (6 comments) | waste of time  
trerothoarhjfngfoapjpoh!!!
Listening to: The voices in my head.
Feeling: ecstatic
woot i remeber i forgot to tell people my new Sd user name. ITs Daywalker, and i had it set to private so that must explain all of the blank screens lo.

The Question of the day: what would you do for a klondike bar? I mean what would you really do for one.....>???????!!!!!!sdtaertre
205 hit(s) (10 comments) | Ignore the pain.  
Holy hell hole in a damned basket, baby!
Feeling: sleepless
Wow... so, when i said i was back, i obviously wasnt very serious now, was I? geez, november 15th was my last entry... now it's april 10th... last day i remember was on november 16th i was sitting in my chair looking at a picture of your mom ad next thing i knew it's april 10th... i need to calm down a bit...
215 hit(s) (1 comments) | Enter Your Words  
My room is trashed..
Feeling: annoyed
I don't really know what I'm annoyed with. I realize I'm really bad at this blog thing. Who reads it anyways? I've gone and got a myspace account and I still have problems with bothering to check it... People actually message me. Yeah, I know. Hard to believe. But...

"Login is temporarily disabled while we fix some database problems. We'll be back shortly. 4/20/2006"

Stupid myspace... They're probably off getting stoned.

I really need new music. I'm really sick of listening to this old stuff on my computer. Someone make me CDs...

My house smells like cauliflower. God. So gross. Whatever happened to my mothers good cooking? Oh yeaaaaaaaah.... Low carb diet. *twitches* My rooms so messy. Blah blah.

I don't know why I'm updating this...

Completely pointless, I know.
176 hit(s) (1 comments) | Don't Panic :-)  
its been a long time
Feeling: aloof
so life has been good, work has been great and the love life is going great...my dog had her puppies, 3 girls and 5 boys, they are so cute! love you all!
169 hit(s) (1 comments) | choose a path  
Synthetic Soul
Listening to: Merf
Feeling: abused
Im really hungry and diseased.O.o;
*shrugs*
.......I dont remember what I was going to say...I dont think it was important so that's ok...
Rhymes...*indicates sentence above*
I have a shitload to do tonight... Like... watch tv and stuff...
So I should get right on that. O.o
HypoThyroid
roidroidroidroid
I wish I wish I wish I were..dead.
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Big Noodle
this one time, i ate a noodle, and it was all slimy and warm and limp and slightly fuzzy and covered in dirt cuz i ate it off the bathroom floor of a gas station. oh boy, that was a nasty noodly. it was big and hollow, with a big hole on one end, and closed on the other. it was really white, and had something in it, kinda like a donut, only grosser. it was almost as long as my hand, and really stretchy, tasted kinda like...i dunno, a rubber glove. dont eat those noodles man, because once you learn that they're not really noodles, you'll be really grossed out. do you know what they're really for?
144 hit(s) (1 comments) | butterflies  
Uh-oh
My mom found out yesterday that I was dating Jordan and she wasn't to happy...but I think she was more mad that I didn't tell her that I was than the fact that I was....But I know that she will get over it and realize that I am truly happy with him then she will be okay.....But other than that my sister is being a real big bitch like usual and I can't stand her...but only 4 more months and I will be 18 so I can move out how exciting.....But I am off for now I will talk to you all later.......
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Workin On It
Listening to: "Truth" by- Seether
Feeling: amused
right on....im making one
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Classes
Listening to: TV - RENT
Feeling: yummy
Not that anyone really cares (because I know I don't) but here's my schedule for next fall:

MW:
11:00-11:50 Moral Problems (PHL 118)
12:00-12:50 Pre-Calc (MTH 130)
2:00-3:15 Religion & Social Issues (REL 235)
5:00-6:15 Math for Elementary Teachers (MTH 151)

TR:
12:00-12:50 Pre-Calc (MTH 130)
2:00-3:15 Education of Children (EDU 280)
5:00-6:15 Normal Speech/ Language Acquisitions (CDO 130)

F:
11:00-11:50 Moral Problems (PHL 118)
307 hit(s) (2 comments) | Memories of Us  
one and a half years later.
Listening to: modest mouse - night on the sun
Feeling: dazed
i'm at panera with my cousin and her study group right now, listening to modest mouse and surfing the internet. thanks to my cousin, her laptop and wifi, of course...

it's been so long since i've even logged into this site, i'm surprised it hasnt been deleted. that's not a bad thing that it hasn't been deleted; running through these old entries is like running through my history and past and re-living the times that i have recorded and probably forgotten all details of. this song is really sweet!

to whomever may be reading this, i highly advise checking out modest mouse. all of their albums. this one is especially good so far, i haven't heard it before, it's called 'everywhere and his nasty parlour tricks'.

to update on where i left off...
i was dating rob then. when i last made an entry. actually, that was before we were dating. we were hanging out constantly, smoking more pot than most humans ever bother to. i was staying with my sister and her boyfriend, and rob kenna in a townhouse in wyandotte shortly after her and jeff broke up. my sister found out she was pregnant, and not even a month later, we both found out rob [kenna] had been stealing our money that we had been giving to him for the rent for the four-month duration of our stay. spending it on heroin. we booked. she and steve found a new upper flat, and i moved to a mutual friend's house, a total stranger basically, and rented a room from him from may until october of that year, when he was supposedly "losing" his house. rob [not kenna] and i were dating by then, and i had been riding out to wyandotte all summer on my bike to see him. so he offered that we get a place together, and i found a cheap two-bedroom upper flat in wyandotte. shortly after seeing it, we moved in. we stay there from early october, through christmas, past my birthday... stop. two weeks. he breaks up with me. i was totally lost. i didn't know where i'd be staying, how i could be totally self-reliant, nothing. i found my own apartment, and rode my bike 20 miles a day, roundtrip, to work. sometimes 60-hour weeks! i obtained a new driving permit, practiced, and received my license. worked my ass off, re-built my savings, and a few weeks ago, bought my first car. so here i am. and i'm fucking proud. look what a year can do. let's see where else it'll go. :)
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