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Friends of Dyin2liveagain
| Title | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by damus | |
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Listening to: Muzak
Feeling: nostalgic
Simplicity is Elegance. Life doesnt need to be elaborate to have flavor. I mean, sometimes water can be the best damned thing you have ever tasted. And maybe love, too, is best served simple. A simple courtship, a simple first date, all to yeild to the not-so-simple expression of our emotions. Then again, simplicity could eventually become too little. -Jack B. Nimble |
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| 290 hit(s) | (5 comments) | bequest a dictum |
| Emotional Science Project | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by xthisxstylex | |
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Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed. Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf. I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind. |
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| 315 hit(s) | (1 comments) | ::shudder:: |
| ultimately we all do damage | May 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by bestxmistake | |
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i believe that. & not much else. |
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| 81 hit(s) | (2 comments) | blinded |
| i dont even know anymore | May 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by livedb4idied | |
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Listening to: Little Yellow Box
Feeling: depressed
I don't know where my life is going now. Same thing every day I dont know what is what and who is who I'm soo scared about where i'm going to be down the road.. I wish i was a kid no worries no worries So life? what is it thats what i wonder thats what i wonder thats what i wonder about i wonder about life life life life life life i needed to get some things off my chest every day same day same old day same old day over and over I have to get this out Give me empathy I don't know I DON'T know but honestly my past makes me sad my future makes me worried and now, now I am just content I guess alive and well more so alive than well MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC music thats all i can think about without going crazy but even music makes me a bit crazy certain music triggers memories memories = past past = sadness so what did i accomplish in this post nothing but I wonder about wondering about wondering I wonder whats left to wonder too many thoughts for such a weak mind WHERE IS LOVE NOW?? |
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| 125 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Cut Away |
| [go.and.start.spreadin] | April 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by guntomyhead | |
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Listening to: Without You - RENT
Feeling: torn
Today the sun was shinin The breeze was blowin The time was flyin People were laughin And people were smilin And talkin to whoever would hear And I was laughin And I was smilin And I was shinin I might’ve been flyin So I started writin And hopef’ly someone will hear Life’s not about hurtin It’s not about cryin It’s not about lyin And it’s not about dyin Start list’nin Cause you need to hear You gotta start livin And you gotta start leapin You should be wishin Not sittin and whinin And spend your time lovin That’s how you get people to hear If you like what you’re hearin If you like what I’m sayin Go and start spreadin It’s all about doin It’s all about sayin If you don’t then no one will hear [Me] I wrote that and it's happy, so I'm happy. Lemme know what you think if you want. I love being me. I decided on a grad school 3 years in advance so I have time to prepare since it's extremely difficult to get in to. Wish me luck. On a bad note, I twisted my ankle today. Oh, well, it'll get better. |
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| 195 hit(s) | (1 comments) | make.it.hurt |
| January 6th, 2009 @ 7:58pm | |
| by swallowed | |
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I'm at school. it's still a little overwhelming but it's going to be ok I think. I miss ben. I miss him so much. leaving him pretty much tore me apart. I stayed over saturday night, he brought me home sunday morning.. by the middle of mitchell road the tears just ran down my face, and by the time we got in my drive way I looked at him and we were both crying. I just leaned over and kissed him and put my cheek next to his, the tears running between our skin. I just cried and cried and he cried with me. I told him I loved him so much, I couldn't make myself get out of the car. so we sat and cried. I was so upset. leaving him broke my heart. Right now, he is the love of my life, he's my best friend, he is my complete support system, and I just walked away from that. So I could go to school. He's coming friday, I can't wait. I just, it seems silly but I love him so much, I don't know how I could possibly leave him like that. He called me last night, we talked on the phone for almost a half hour... that's like a huge new record... he's never called me just to chat. both yesterday and today we've talked all day long, and I love that. I think that's what has kept me from snapping. but what if we stop, what if we don't talk throughout the day, I can't imagine that. I can't imagine living here, and him living there. i just long for his presence, it's like I need him to sleep I need him to function throughout the day, it's scary being without him. When I was a home, if I had a bad day, he would be there, I would see him after it all happened and he would make it better. but now he's not here. I'm scared that being with him is bad. what if I don't experience college because I am going home all the time to be with him, or if he's coming to see me. what if we work so hard for this and make it through it and through the summer and then I have to leave again... how am I going to leave him? and move here indefinitely. I am scared of being without him.. I'm scared of being with him, and I can't help that I worry about these things. I have no control over any of this yet I worry and I get upset and i waste energy on it and it's pointless. |
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| 9 hit(s) | (0 comments) | personal salvation |
| March 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by yourfriend | |
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I did a random diary search and landed upon yours. I really enjoyed your background and want to be your friend. Hoorah. |
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| 117 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Slur |
| Elevators | March 22nd, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by amomentincrime | |
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Listening to: Joshua Radin - Today
Feeling: determined
will be today's mishaps. yesterday's hugs, will be today's longing. yesterday's kisses, will be today's reminiscing. elevators up and down, up and down, such like this love we have...not flawless but not damaged. darlin' let your heart unfurl don't pay no mind to the burdens of your mind. face it lovely, this is love: you and i let's not falter any longer for this is you and me: love |
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| 63 hit(s) | (0 comments) | compliments? |
| amp | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by stanford | |
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Listening to: Mettalica
Feeling: fabulous
Actual price Head - £550 Cab - £500 Cable - £24 Sale price i got it for ... .... ..... ...... ...... .... ... £654 oooooooh yeeeeah =D 
mmmm a mute/solo pedal, meaning if i need a quick noise shut off, just knock that down, and also when i take out the lead will not get nay annoying noises, and the solo adds about 12Bdz mmmm nice By the way her name is Drucila, cuz i kinda name all my equipment 
^This is Dru and animal^ 
^This is Dru and my old amp Tom (names after Rosy's brother) notice the size difference =P |
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| 323 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Message after beep |
| Yard Sale | May 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by pinklipstick | |
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Why doesn't anyone love me anymore? Why don't they try to include me in their lives? Why does it hurt this bad?
What do you do when no one will take you? |
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| 203 hit(s) | (1 comments) | onlysaynicethings |
| so broke my stomach feels it | March 27th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by paradoxlover | |
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aaaah!!! all i have to say at the moment. |
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| 54 hit(s) | (0 comments) | i see you |
| group sex | December 21st, 2008 @ 2:58pm |
| by onedeath | |
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trust me. surely. im alive. barely. i promise. |
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| 130 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Poke |
| FFFFFFFGGGGGGRRRRTTrrrrrrrr | May 17th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
| by jimmypage | |
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| 461 hit(s) | (11 comments) | spin the black |
| every so often | September 17th, 2008 @ 12:11am |
| by thingy | |
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and if they ever wonder about me. also... what's the deal with myspace? a website full of people determined to remind me when i worked so hard to forget them. it's only people i knew in "real" life trying to invade my computer reality. no thanks |
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| 315 hit(s) | (2 comments) | bruise me |
| faygo. | January 8th, 2009 @ 2:27pm |
| by underscore | |
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__ okay, was just reading a friends latest entry and i won't say names out of respect for their right to ...their feelings, or perspective, i guess? but it intrigued me. can anyone please try to explain to me why homosexuality 'disgusts' certain people? and i don't mean conservative holy rollers from elderly generations, i mean twenty one year old liberals. i mean sixteen year old kids who have lesbian older sisters. i mean forty year old mothers of daughters with girlfriends. i mean people from my generation. you don't hate gay people, you really don't, but you ARE disgusted by them. why? can someone please tell me? |
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| 4 hit(s) | (0 comments) | tell me more |
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