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Bored till ...i unoo 0_o
Listening to: none
Feeling: alright
well its 2am.and up just cuz ...
there is rlly nothing to do and im burning out hard :(

i realized that its febuary 1st
!!!
a special day for some one i think...??

jk ...

HAppy b-Day claire Bear!!


well on with the show it begins...

ya im pretty done here...
until next time
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Static-X
Listening to: Static-X
Biography: Static-X
It is almost impossible to claim the birthplace of Static-X. However, their roots can be traced to the Midwest, where vocalist/guitarist Wayne Static grew up in Michigan and drummer Ken Jay in Illinois. They both made the trip to Chicago, playing in many bands along the way. The two finally met in the record store where Jay worked and were introduced by Smashing Pumpkins vocalist Billy Corgan. They quickly bonded and decided to head west to California to start up a new band. Shortly after their arrival, Osaka-native Koichi Fukada responded to the duo's ad and became their new guitarist, as well as programmer. Bassist Tony Campos, the only true Californian, was the final piece of the puzzle.

Like many of their counterparts, Static-X gained a large following through numerous live shows. Their goal was to make music that would combine the effect of techno, the aggressiveness of guitar music, and the overtones of gothic and industrial music into one. Their method worked as the quartet was signed to Warner Brothers Records in February 1998. Three months later they recorded their debut album Wisconsin Death Trip, which was certified gold. The band stayed true to their roots by playing innumerable tours. However, the road took its toll on guitarist Fukada, who left the band to spend more time with his family. The group quickly replaced him with former Dope guitarist Tripp Eisen and picked up where they had left off. ~ Josh Loehr
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~476~ New...
Listening to: Static X-Cold
Feeling: alone
I haven't been here in FOREVER. I actually have a man that I've had for about six months, that I've known for 3 years.. He's amazzzzzing. ♥ him like mad.

.... That is all..




~*~*~ Two Words Once Choice No Regrets~*~*~
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stuffed toes and broken knees
Listening to: none
Feeling: alive
lol, i still cants think of titles fer this. and im screwin up this journal. i thought i lost it @_@ lol. ah well. ish here. if anythin looks off, i didnt mean to. lol.

anyhow, meh last entry was titled "rainbow fingers and cross bows" i made a poem fer it. here it ish.

*********************
bruised from the doors slammed
drippling with blood from the broken promises
revenge on the shattered mind
pleading for one last breathe
aiming at the heart that caused the pain
rainbow fingers and cross bows

cant find any way to pay them back
this seems so right
aiming again to find a peace of mind
ice cold blood falling from the weapon of
choice
make them pay, make them regret
that heart will never do this again
rainbow fingers and crossbows

down twice, and once again
reach inside and grab thier heart out
squeeze it tight till theres nothing left
blood turns warm, and darker
falling faster to the ground
another shattered life
rainbow fingers and crossbows

killed the heart that caused you pain
its not enough
take revenge on another life
another heart thats tormented your mind
aim again, and once more
watch the life fall from the breatheless body
rainbow fingers and crossbows
******************************
and heres another:

i feel like a zomby
walking lifeless in this world
it burns
i feel nothing
you hate me
i love you
insecure, broken on the floor
you walk over me
you crush my fingers with your feet
the handle lays in my hand
you sit there, watching
watching as the blood hits the floor
i feel nothing
flames engolf the floor around me
you walk away
i mean nothing
the careless move of your walk
throws arrows into my, once alive, heart
i feel nothing
twisting my veins till the explode
no ones watching me now
still, i feel nothing
**************************

ooh! i talked ta drew on the phone!! :D lol. he said im sooo quiet *^_^* lol. i dun mean ta be. ish jus, phones make me nervous. and plus, talkin ta someone ive never actually seen in person before....*shrugs* i dunno ^_^ he sounds cool thoug :p lol.
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Emotional Science Project
Listening to: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Feeling: mellow
I want to tear myself apart. Leaving nothing but my own thoughts. Intentionally sabotaging my own heart. Left with ought nots and oughts.

If only it were that simple, I'd have myself disected, my thoughts put back together, and my life re-directed.

Bit by bit, I'll devour myself. I'll put my emotions on a display shelf.

I'll go through my feelings one thought at a time. Knowing I might not like what I find. I'm putting myself out on the line, for the sake of examining my own mind.
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Not a Story
Okay so I havent been able to get into my diary because I had made it private and changed the password and then mistakenly forgotten the password all in an attempt to keep kevin from reading it because he had some smart ass remark in doing so..

So Here I am writting in here so I dont have to make a new account and I havent written a story in forever and probably wont since I know what grade I'd be getting on in stories from laurel in class.

So today is bleh.. matt wouldnt shut up on the phone while talking to lexi and that annoyed me. cause Im trying to sleep.

and the second thing is matt needs to stop reading over my shoulder right now.

Then he's been staying over at my house for about the week, its been okay, he's been less depressive then he was last time he came over which is good..

I met two new guys.

One is Elijah, who lives about six hours away from here in northern GA he's really sweet and I like talking to him. its just.. hard for him to understand that I like him..

Especially since its impossibel to explain internet crushes to people who dont have them.. I hate them..

then theres Tim, who lives somewhere about an hour near gainesville which is probably about two hours away from where my mom lives. so thats cool. I want to plan to see him. so yeah..

then so yeah.. Im really really hating the fact that I cant get into my diary, its almost sickening cause im going to have to update everything in it. ima post all these entries in it. and everything.

so for kevin, i want him gone, he basically told me to get hit by a fucking bus and all that shit, only because I was making Elijah feel better. Well.. Fuck him, now Im getting feelings for Elijah and its none of his business. I dont want to see him, hear from him, any of that shit.. he knows I was hit by a car.. he knows that I dread it.. And he should get his information straight before doing shit like that to me..

so yeah.. I dunno I dont really know what to say right now..

I get the house to myself tonight. Hopefully.

-Matti

(PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SCOTT GET MY FUCKING PASSWORD)
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