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Friends of Daysleeper
| Narcissistic Junkie | October 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by psychocutter | |
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Go there. Now, damn it. Message me. And I'll add you.-- |
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| 261 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Narcissist |
| dearest rach | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by suicidalscars | |
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Feeling: tortured
there are no words to describe how worried and sick i feel right now. everything that could go wrong is running through my head at the highest velocity possible. i cant help but think that if you're hurt then it's my fault. horrible things wont stop harassing my eyes; your father doing something again, you hurting yourself to the point of no return, someone else harming you. its becoming unbearable. i dont know what i would do if i lost you, my dearest dearest rachael. i love you so much; you have absolutely no idea how much i care for you. i feel like we're connected somehow. like we were meant to met and help each other. these minutes wont go by quick enough so that i can run home and get on msn to hopefully see you on there and be reassured that you, my darling rachael, my sister, my better half, are ok. i would be dead without you. i cannot stand the thought of losing you. i cant bear to even think of that because i fear that i will break down and cry until i cant cry anymore. i cant lose you, too. no, not you. you're too important to me. i've already lost someone important to me, but they aren't nearly as important to you. i'm praying to a false god that i've never believed in that nothing is wrong and that you're just in one of those moods where you say things that you dont mean. oh my god rachael, im dying right now not knowing whats going on with you. i swear that i would do anything to help you! i would sell drugs, i would steal, i would sell myself to drunk men on the streets, i would kill to help you and make sure that you were ok. if you need to get away from there, i will work anyway possible until i have enough money to fly you over here, just to make sure that you are safe and ok. i would die for you rachael. i love you so much. god, i hope that you are ok. . .please tell me that you are ok and that nothing has happened to you. please, just leave me at least one word telling me that you're ok. please, oh god, please let you be ok. . . i love you more than any words can say chelsea |
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| 610 hit(s) | (1 comments) | otep saves |
| to question what is unknown | April 8th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by stupidgurlbb | |
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| 87 hit(s) | (1 comments) | can u hear me now? |
| blahblahbreakup. | September 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by wallflower | |
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I just want my life back. Today I am going to some Animania festival thing with Rachel and her fiance. Exciting. Tomorrow, nothing, next day charles' piercing maybe, next day, nothing, next day jason webley show. Woot. And all this, all of this, is without you, but you're the only one I will be thinking about, wondering where you are and who you love now. And then I see you, and it only makes things worse. Like yesterday at the movies, when you got mad for the silliest of things (and okay, I did too) and I can just never work out if you want me around or not. You call it paranoia, I call it being constantly insulted and then wondering why. What the fuck. This is us a few weeks before we broke up the first time. Me, taking pregnancy tests and texting you the result. You, drunk on a bus home from a party you didn't invite me to (okay, so I didn't know the girl, so?), too freaked out to text back. This is me a few days before, wondering if I am pregnant because my period is god knows how many days or weeks late and trying on bras and thinking only of you, buying condoms and shampoo, and you sitting at home watching tv and not even thinking about it. Probably talking to your best friend who you are now in love with more than you ever loved me. I always loved you too much. I was always too obsessed. I was then and I am now. And thousands upon thousands of buckets of wishes on shooting stars could not change that. I should know, I have tried. |
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| 141 hit(s) | (0 comments) | O____o |
| about him | January 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by staticlullaby | |
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Nibbles427: :( m3andth3m00n: hes more of kind of a jerk m3andth3m00n: i remember once i got drunk and he tried to take advantage of me Nibbles427: awwww what happened? m3andth3m00n: i dont remember this but i guess my friend damian had to get him away from me cuz he was trying to like go up my shirt m3andth3m00n: okay do you know maegan? Nibbles427: yes m3andth3m00n: red hair really pretty? m3andth3m00n: okay m3andth3m00n: well m3andth3m00n: they've been having a think on and off since last year m3andth3m00n: he keeps playing with her head m3andth3m00n: he uses her for sex. m3andth3m00n: thats all he uses girls for m3andth3m00n: is sex. m3andth3m00n: and every girl he dates he cheats on Nibbles427: awwwwwwwwww that i didn't know.. i like her too. guys like that should die. m3andth3m00n: maegan was so much cool before she had sex with him. i've kind of stopped talking to her about it. because she knows he uses her but she still has it in her mind that he cares about her. which he doesnt |
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| 81 hit(s) | (0 comments) | Shoot a S.T.A.R |
| amp | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by stanford | |
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Listening to: Mettalica
Feeling: fabulous
Actual price Head - £550 Cab - £500 Cable - £24 Sale price i got it for ... .... ..... ...... ...... .... ... £654 oooooooh yeeeeah =D 
mmmm a mute/solo pedal, meaning if i need a quick noise shut off, just knock that down, and also when i take out the lead will not get nay annoying noises, and the solo adds about 12Bdz mmmm nice By the way her name is Drucila, cuz i kinda name all my equipment 
^This is Dru and animal^ 
^This is Dru and my old amp Tom (names after Rosy's brother) notice the size difference =P |
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| 324 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Message after beep |
| like whoa | September 13th, 2008 @ 10:34pm |
| by gluesticks | |
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Things are a little different But still the same. My own two-bedroom apartment Got engaged Grduated from college Became an assistant at my work I need a new job though A career Advice: Do not become an anthropology major. There are no jobs! |
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| 82 hit(s) | (1 comments) | leave comment |
| HI? | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by deathdragon | |
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Listening to: bubble toes
Feeling: horny
Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Disappear 87% Stabbed 80% Suicide 73% Drowning 67% Eaten 60% Accident 53% Bomb 53% Suffocated 40% Disease 40% Posion 27% Natural Causes 27% Cut Throat 20% Gunshot 20% Wow that is a lot of ways to die. lol. I told ya I would end up dissapearing. "whats wrong with me?" Thats the entry. |
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| 263 hit(s) | (16 comments) | bait my brain |
| June 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am | |
| by sundaymemories | |
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fuck you and i mean you. |
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| 178 hit(s) | (0 comments) | leave comment |
| I repeat please tell me that you won't do anything. | November 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
| by slitwristtheory | |
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My life is fucking horrible. 1.) I have no place of my own to stay. I'm crashing with family. 2.) I'm so beyond broke. 3.) I have no dad anymore. (not that he was a good dad or that i want to see him, but still...) 4.) My kitty ran away =[ 5.) And to top off this lovely cake I call my life, I'm 5,000 miles away from all of my friends. None of this would really bother me if I could see my friends. I just feel so completely alone. My life has completely fallen apart and I just don't know how to put it back together. I hope to god that I just don't wake up tomorrow ='[ |
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| 516 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Rip My Heart Out |
| where to go | March 12th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
| by 000000id | |
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| 57 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Integrate |
| I am just one big, fat, stupid-ugly | January 7th, 2009 @ 8:47pm |
| by michellesaid | |
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I didn't want to see Zach tonight or anything. I don't want to give him the painting of a sophisticated sophomoric lion that I made, and I don't want to give him the photo of me and Chuck E Cheese that I paid a token for last week. I don't want to tell him "happy seven" in person. Obviously. I would much rather go out to dinner with my family on Derek's last night here before he goes back to Colorado--the last time we will see him before he heads out to Iraq. Oh, wait--what? I'm not going? I'm not invited? I'M BABYSITTING MY THREE YOUNGER SIBLINGS because it's just my parents, Corey, Derek and their grandmother going out to the ["cheap"] steakhouse? THAT'S WHAT I WOULD LOVE TO BE DOING! ESPECIALLY INSTEAD OF SEEING ZACH I've only been crying for the last three days! I'm only going insane! I need my Ms Honey |
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| 7 hit(s) | (1 comments) | Leave comments |
| October 21st, 2008 @ 11:40pm | |
| by lastchance4sanity | |
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I'll spend a day thinking I wont go... I'll have something better to do. I'll spend a day thinking of reasons I should and shouldn't go. I'll spend a day pretending I'm not shopping for something for something to wear. I just don't know how to get what I want. |
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| 75 hit(s) | (0 comments) | What say you? |
| .I'm.Done. | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
| by squirrel | |
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It was euphoric walking across that stage. I fucking graduated high school. ++++++++b{color:white;}i{color:green;}u{color:limegreen;} |
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| 226 hit(s) | (2 comments) | Elaborate. |
| [78] | August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
| by fallofbabylon | |
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Listening to: Back to Me - Nine Days
Feeling: vamped
that's right. nothing says i love you like sex. the end. |
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| 224 hit(s) | (1 comments) | [[justbreathe]] |
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