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105- Just To Get This Off My Chest
I don’t know why but I have been thinking about when my brother was in the hospital for along time. My parents were supporting my relatives but they needed someone to support them. And I was like the only person supporting them. At least that is how it felt. I remember the first night like it was yesterday. I ended staying awake 3 days straight. Then we finally got a hotel room. I remember patient’s families coming and then going. I was always thinking, how come that’s not us leaving? We’ve been here forever and they only have been here so long. Yeah…well…I remember staying the night with my aunt and uncle in Manhattan a lot. I would hang out with my friends up there and went to parties. I pretty much tried to drink away my troubles and pain. I remember thinking that if my brother was going to die that I didn’t deserve to live. I wouldn’t know how to go on without him. I had my death all planned out in case my brother didn’t make it. Well now every time the phone rings I always think…Is that the police calling to tell us Bryant was in a wreck and he is dead or in the hospital?

I don’t know what to think anymore. I feel like I’m going insane…people always ask me if I’m okay and I say I am…but I’m not sure that I actually am. I didn’t write all of this so people would feel sorry for me. I don’t need that. I wrote all of this because its been on my chest for over 2 years now and I couldn’t just keep it in.

Alyssa
161 hit(s) (3 comments) | Break My Heart  
Ignorance is bliss... but boring
Feeling: confused
if you's are still out there... Come get my shattered remains
180 hit(s) (5 comments) | enter at own risk  
sorry guys
hey guys... im really sorry but im just losing time to post icons. im hardly ever on the computer anymore.. and when i am.. i just dont feel like searching, saving, uploading, and then posting. its really a pain in the ass.


im really sorry guys!!

if you want you can go to my personal pages.

www.xanga.com/xinc0mpl3t3
www.myspace.com/xinc0mpl3t3

much love guys, and im really sorry.
thank you guys for the support and coming to my site! LOVE YOU!

866 hit(s) (5 comments) | need help?  
Beat Up
Listening to: chewing of sunflower seeds
Feeling: defeated
Last friday sucked some big elephant nuts we got are asses handed to us by south coffey county. We were sent home with our tail between our legs wanting our mommies. Saturday was cool went to a derby and seen reedbone get nocked around he did not do to bad! Poot farted oh ya my bad back to the story. There were two other cordovbas that were there and they cleaned house. reedbone got tagged teamed like a porno haha. but ithas been a slow weekend cence then.
152 hit(s) (1 comments) | leave comment  
[48] WOW.
Listening to: uhhh..accounting. <3
Feeling: damned
wellll....long time since i have written in here. damn.

well, school has been okay. basketball started and our boys are doing reallly reallly goooood.
so yesterday we were supposed to have basketball games..and it snowed, and they freaking got "postponed." and so i just went home and did nothing allll night.
i have kind of migrated from here to myspace. so if you dont have a myspace,you should allll get one, its so much better than this.
www.myspace.com/adidasgirl0021
you should deff. go check that out.
well, i finally turned 16!! yaye for me.



PUCK FAOLA!!!


hmmmm...


kay i'm out.


184 hit(s) (1 comments) | i ♥ u  
Fuck You HO
Feeling: placid
Okay... I'm a jerk. I didn't even do shit. All I wanted was to have Tara call me because I needed to talk to her about something. Then you got all pissed off.. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU CARE?! and then your boyfriend has to step into shit thats not even his fucking business, run his fucking mouth, and then challenge me to a fucking fight. You think I'm scared? Did you think I was going to fucking back down? NO fuck that. Did he show up? No. And why the hell should he fucking care if i talk to Tara or not? And no... I don't "just want puss". She's actually pretty cool to talk to. And if you don't like that then fuck you. I don't give a shit. I'm done caring about your stupid ass. I fucking HATE you.


Okay... this is gay and this will be the last time i ever type anything in here because its retarded and pointless.




Take it easy
262 hit(s) (5 comments) | leave comment  
to my ex.
Feeling: depressed
well yea right no i am feeling about as depressed as i've ever felt. my life is so fucked up without you and you know who you are. i really miss you. no matter what i do i cant get you out of my head the only time i am not thinking about how bad i fucked up is when i am completly hammered. i just really wish things would have been different. i guess i should have taken you more seriously because i really fucked things up. but right now it just seems that i only have like 3 people that r here for me. and it just seems fucked up cause i used to be good friends with everyone and now i am pretty much a loner. i am also fed up with living the earlier my life ends the happier i'll be. unless i can find someone as good as you to keep me from doing something dumb.
142 hit(s) (0 comments) | I love u Brittany  
This guy is really hott!









yeah he's really hott! I dont even know who he is!
295 hit(s) (6 comments) | Save Me  
xOxOxO ehh
Listening to: Chris Brown - Run It
Feeling: sluggish
gosh. sitD really is starting to suck. Xanga is sooo much better. but i still update for something to do...

ehh im tired.

blah...

Krysten

go to it! =)

www.xanga.com/xinc0mpl3t3x
424 hit(s) (6 comments) | ::xOxOxO::  
WARNING!
Listening to: Cher - If I Could Turn Back Time..&eh, Next...Jesse James!
Feeling: thrilled
That first warning label I got...pfft...it is not quite...Me, lol. No one has to watch out for holes...with me. My damn holes are fine, lmfao. So, that first one, was pretty funny. But...this one, wow, it is damnnnn true. haha, I need to print it out..on sticker shit, and stick it on my ass, on the pocket of my jeans, lol..fo shizzzzzzles..home doggies..lmao, oh wow, i need to get the hell outta this house tonight, lol. Eh, fuck it, I am my own entertainment, all the time, so why not now!

Jordy8420 may explode without warningMEXPLOSIVEUsername:
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104 hit(s) (2 comments) | If You Must...  
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Listening to: Kip's always and forever song
Feeling: selfish
I love technology but not as much as you you see, But I still love technology, always and forever.
Our love is like flock of doves, rising up to the heaven above, i forgot the rest of the song always and forever



Kip Dynamite is my hero. pease out!






By the way for any of you good lookin internet babes that wanna chat sometime lemme get a lil text from ya. I'll be a lil t o'd if ya dont send me a full body shot so be rdy. I been workin my triceps lately, so I'm ready to do some wicked awesome talkin over my friend the internet.














PEASE OUT.
136 hit(s) (2 comments) | kiss me  
 
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