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cypress is a trip :)
ok so i lied. im going to make one more entry tonight. :D

i just got out of the shower. and i think im going to go to bed in a while. i went out today. i went to rehab and Bart (the physical therapist) helped me work on my back. stefany and ami went with me. that went pretty quick since it was only the second time ive been there. and he said we wanted to start slow. and then we went to walmart and walked around for a while. i saw virginia and we talked for a while. and then we went to bashas and bought some ice cream..and then we went to stefanys moms house. we hung out there for a couple hours until her mom got annoyed with us, then we came to my house for a whole 5 minutes to get a sweat shirt..and then we went back out. we parked at cypress gardens(oh the memories..lol ;)) and we walked to super stop and bought some water. maylene was at work so we hung out there for a while, and then on the way back i saw chicago..and he was all tripping out.lol. but we really didnt talk much. and then we saw Joel...hes always a trip. he makes me laugh. he was going to the library, so we walked all across campus and back to the car, and i took stef home cus she had to call ray. and then i came home. and now here i am...

i think tomarrow im going to go make an appointment to get my hair cut again. i just want it trimmed and i want to get my bangs cut.im excited.

my dad just asked about how school was going.jees. i didnt know what to tell him but the truth, and boy was he pissed. yikes.

well this is it for now. have a nice night everyone
192 hit(s) (5 comments) | ::.haunt me.::  
hehe
Listening to: n/a
Feeling: happy
You Are 49% AmericanAmerica: You don't love it or want to leave it.
But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over.
On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead...
And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch!
How American Are You?

Wow.... Jerrod kissed me last nite.... I guess I need to update a lil bit so after the last entry happened or w/e me and him had been talkin as friends or w/e like normal i guess and he apologized for believing her ova me all the times he did it and it made me happy that he finally believed me and was apologizing for being stupid.

So then we were talkin or w/e and Tiffanie, one of my best friends, out of no where saids ya'll should date and she hates the thought of us being together so i thought it was funna and i told him what she said and he was like yea maybe we should so I wasn't really sure wat to do cuz I like him but I don't want to be anything more then friends so we talked about it and decided to try it out.

So we've been hangin out and stuff and last nite i went with him and a friend of his, sam, to a haunted town and they wigged me out and stuff and they were drinking and i was like nope alcohol is bad lol then when we got back to my truck it was like pouring rain and he was going to jump out and unlock my truck for me so i wouldn't have to get that wet but then i unlocked it w/ the button lol but isn't that sweet? so then we jumped out in the rain and i like opened my door and he was like libby so i turned and gave him a hug and kissied his cheek then he turned my face and well yea... it was sweet and in the rain :) but im out.. i just thought I'd fill ya'll in Love ya'll xoxo -Elizabeth
141 hit(s) (0 comments) | suprise.me!  
myspace
welp bryans been the dick of all dicks lately.

i could really give a shit less tho its just him.

anyways real point in posting...

www.myspace.com/clickmyshytbytch/

=D
157 hit(s) (0 comments) | .Hold Me.  
stuffed toes and broken knees
Listening to: none
Feeling: alive
lol, i still cants think of titles fer this. and im screwin up this journal. i thought i lost it @_@ lol. ah well. ish here. if anythin looks off, i didnt mean to. lol.

anyhow, meh last entry was titled "rainbow fingers and cross bows" i made a poem fer it. here it ish.

*********************
bruised from the doors slammed
drippling with blood from the broken promises
revenge on the shattered mind
pleading for one last breathe
aiming at the heart that caused the pain
rainbow fingers and cross bows

cant find any way to pay them back
this seems so right
aiming again to find a peace of mind
ice cold blood falling from the weapon of
choice
make them pay, make them regret
that heart will never do this again
rainbow fingers and crossbows

down twice, and once again
reach inside and grab thier heart out
squeeze it tight till theres nothing left
blood turns warm, and darker
falling faster to the ground
another shattered life
rainbow fingers and crossbows

killed the heart that caused you pain
its not enough
take revenge on another life
another heart thats tormented your mind
aim again, and once more
watch the life fall from the breatheless body
rainbow fingers and crossbows
******************************
and heres another:

i feel like a zomby
walking lifeless in this world
it burns
i feel nothing
you hate me
i love you
insecure, broken on the floor
you walk over me
you crush my fingers with your feet
the handle lays in my hand
you sit there, watching
watching as the blood hits the floor
i feel nothing
flames engolf the floor around me
you walk away
i mean nothing
the careless move of your walk
throws arrows into my, once alive, heart
i feel nothing
twisting my veins till the explode
no ones watching me now
still, i feel nothing
**************************

ooh! i talked ta drew on the phone!! :D lol. he said im sooo quiet *^_^* lol. i dun mean ta be. ish jus, phones make me nervous. and plus, talkin ta someone ive never actually seen in person before....*shrugs* i dunno ^_^ he sounds cool thoug :p lol.
115 hit(s) (4 comments) | bReAk Me  
I hope I'll get over it somehow
Listening to: Slow Down-The Academy Is
Feeling: hopeful
I've been thinking it through since i wrote the earlier entry. I don't get any credit for suffering and living my life with this heavy drama on my back.

I' suppose to be having fun for my senior year. And fun is what i'll have without anything to worry about.

I guess we aren't really meant to be, Q.
And DramaKing is so last summer. haha!

Let's leave each other's backs alone from now on. Because its stupid having to act as if you're just a friend to me.

Sometimes I just want to blurt it all out and ask what's the matter with you?!?!?!

But I still want to live. And I'm not that desperate enough.

Thanks. I got it all out now.
150 hit(s) (1 comments) | ahh...bite me...  
you're a boomerang you'll see
You said you would be my dream I could have you every night
And if by morning, I'd forgotten you, well no big deal, that'd be all right
'Cause you're the reoccurring kind
You are the reoccurring kind
You never really leave my mind

184 hit(s) (0 comments) | get.a.grip  
final weeks
Feeling: old
man, these past weeks have been crazy...finals are here and in a few school is over....

oh well

look at what i have:
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this is us [my soccer team], im in there....i kinda labeled it by writing "me" right under where i am. lol. man we all look retarded.

i like this one:
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i love these girls.....
61 hit(s) (5 comments) | safety pins  
fun yea ok
Listening to: always on time>ja rule
Feeling: comfortable
Okay so0o me and sam n lexi were are lexis all day in th moring we made health smooths and watch tv(isnt mai life amazing). Then me and lexi went to quinoz and then bugerking and ment wit jamie n sam. after we hung out at lexi it was fun.

*jamie and me are friends again after all the shit we done to each other we still knoe we missed each otha lol i luv ya*

95 hit(s) (0 comments) | kiss me hard  
You
Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Feeling: decent
Dark
Cold
Silent
Still
Empty
Relax.
Its all in the past
Nothing stays the same
It all grows old
And grows apart
It was beautiful
It was painful
Love
Shallow
Broken
Haunted
I'm leaving now, darling
On my way home
I stop and realize
It was all a lie 'til now
Tragedy
Sanity
Death
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One way
Feeling: ambitious
10.46am

It's funny how small things can make you happier than big things that are meant to be joyous. Well, perhaps.

Like a conversation that settles you down a little. Or someone not caring that you're being all PMS-y. Yeah, yeah, so I do get over emotional, I wish I didn't, wish it wasn't such a cliche. But at least I've started to recognise it now. Before I just assumed all the ups and downs I was feeling were just me and my crazy head.

What annoys me is when guys assume just because it's PMS it's not legitimate feelings. Perhaps they're accentuated slightly, but personally my little sobbing fits and then ultimate happiness come from things I have been feeling anyway. It's just that the things that before made me a little annoyed or upset now make me hysterical. It's not as if suddenly because of hormones your entire position on life changes.

I wonder if dreams reflect anxieties a lot. I suppose they do.
I wish I could show my friends know how much I love them.
660 hit(s) (2 comments) | snap.  
There's this game I go to bed with working out in my head. I have you in roles you may like to play.
Dirty and clean, and everything in between.
You'll leave teeth marks like the Jersey Turnpike down my spine. Set up road blocks with fingernails down my back.
The blood will drain from my brain and the flood gates will open to my legs.
My role relieves myself of these clothes and these pants that grow too tight.
Below my belly button.
Under my zipper.
Your hands know the drill.
Give my body chills until we warm up with sets of push ups of bodily proportions.
Blowing my mind until it's drained of any thoughts but how to see your face scrunch up.
So work harder.
Here we go.
Your body of silk. your skin so smooth under my tongue licking a cone from the dairy queen.
Baby I'll get you so clean.
Just scream those words and dig a little deeper,
and if you hate me more just get the handcuffs and leave me on your bed post 'til morning arrives.
You may hate me honey and I may love this.
So gear up for role play sweetie
I'll make you love me yet.
118 hit(s) (1 comments) | sign my memories  
now prt. deu
Listening to: none
Feeling: happy
Wow. It feels like I am just stepping into my old elementary school. I can't believe my blog has not been wiped out. I've been disconnected for some time but I thought it may be interesting to see if anyone still looks at this thing. If you have and wish to here from me, just leave a comment.
104 hit(s) (2 comments) | rant...  
I can't think of a good title
But its been a long time since I've been in here... not much has changed since anyways... what, I'm on skool break right now and got a few months until I finish college and then go - wait, possibly go - to Uni.

What I'm thinking right now is what I really just want to vent in here, but as always I feel it silly to do so, because although it feels significant to talk about right now, tomorrow or possibly later (doubt it) I will not be thinking so negatively in relation to what I'm feeling right now.

So whats the deal? Well; love and who will be the one that I live a life of love with if at all. You see, I still have the theory that I won't ever have love simply because of the life that I will lead - nothing bad, in all honesty... something across the lines of my career (motor racing) and who I am in general.

To put it simply really so to end this nonsense, I as in right now can't stop thinking whether I will ever find love... hopefully with a certain someone, who knows... probably someone new that I've never met before, or will my life turn out the way I felt it would just the few years ago...

Who knows? Someone does and I felt he already told me.
290 hit(s) (1 comments) | Come on in  
easter break
well i havent updated in a while.
but ive been soo busy with school that ive barely had anytime to do anything. but now i`m on easter break. soo yay! i`m soo bored.
i could be at the beach right now with kristin but no my retarded mother wouldn`t let me go because we`d be coming back sunday afternoon and she wants me to go to church on sunday because its easter & i`m catholic. ugh. well today when i was home alone soo i went out driving alone. yay !! lol. and then i layed out and i got a pretty tan. but yeaa. i hope my break will get better and i`ll have something to do. i dont go back till wednesday. well i`ll update later

♥♥♥
138 hit(s) (2 comments) | SH0W ME L0VE <3  
 
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