I FRICKEN HATE FLAKEY PEOPLE!!!
Feeling: placid
i hate flakey people...

stupid staci, she says "oh lets hang out i'll come get you"
*gets excited*
STACI NEVER F-ING SHOWED UP!!! I'M SO ANGRY!!!

she doesnt even care...she didnt even call...
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what a reject we've become.....
Feeling: mellow
well, i was in New Mexico the last week....being obsessed over by grandpa, grandma, and aunt terri...........not too much to tell about that week....we left Ruidoso tuesday morning...went to the grand canyon yesterday......dad and i were perfectly fine until yesterday......he was pissed off for no reason...i was in a crappy mood....i was sick and just not happy......i got to drive a bit the way to Ruidosoat like 12:30 at night....it was terrible....and then i got to drive tuesday....but we passed a sheriff and a cop so dad made me pull over so he could drive (i dont have my license...)

anyways.....april's cleaning my room for me kinda.....i'm gunna help her in a bit.....i told her she could listen to any CD of mine now without asking....blah blah blah.....

i think i want to be blonde again.....i wish i had the hair i used to.....long blonde and beautiful.....like this pic...i was so pretty...i miss that me....

one day.....one day........uuuum like three years maybe....i dont know...i'm bad at estimating....how long do you think it'll take???

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keep dreaming and never lose your love
Listening to: Tommy Boy
Feeling: achy
keep dreaming and never lose your love...
Current mood: drained

last night i only got three an a half hours of sleep....and today was weird...

i fell asleep in class for the first time ever in my life...it was fourth period and i was assistant cook....after i did half of the cooking i went back to my table and put my head down and i was out cold.....i leave 4th period at the seven minute bell everyday cuz i work in the snack bar (it keeps me busy during breaks so i'm not wandering the halls aimlessly searching for some one to talk to....) i awoke startled to this seven minute bell, said goodbye to mrs smith, gathered my belongings and left without another word and my eyes halfway open....i went to my locker, opened it, threw in my binder, locked and shut it and then walked (stumbled) to the bathroom to assess the red marks and in-dents my purse and arm had made on my face....washed my hands and then walked (stumbled) on down to the snack bar....i told patty that i had just woke up and she could see i wasn't myself....so she said i could go after the big crowd left...well, she later told me i could go right when the crowd got there cuz i needed rest badly and whitney was just sitting there waiting to be needed.....so i grabbed a water and left.....there really was lots more to my day...but the only stuff i REALLY remember was the many times i fell asleep.....and then i almost fell asleep on the girl next to me after school on the bus....she told me about it when april woke me up.....i apologized and then got off the bus.....we got home.....and my dad called saying they were an hour and a half away (they were in anaheim for 4 days and today they came back)....but yeah...we hadn't even started to clean the house....so i quickly told my father goodbye and we got started...blasted music, put in laundry (which i should go attend to now)...i took on the kitchen and the bathrooms april cleaned to front room and dining room.....she did really good...and then the belt in the vaccume broke and the whole house smelled like burnt rubber.....so we put the cats in my room, opened the front door and sprayed citrus air freshener everywhere....meh.....now my parents are home and we're almost finished watching Tommy Boy....i love chris farley...RIP.....well, i've got brusies all over from who knows where...i mean frick! theres even a mass bruise on my chest and one on my back and my muscle in my right forearm is tight and the whole side of my face is bruised....i'm so tired and sore...i think i'll go change into PJ's and go to bed...hmmm...its only 6:10...oh well, good night....
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Entry List
I FRICKEN HATE FLAKEY...
what a reject we've...
keep dreaming and never lose...
its been too long old chap
i'm in love with jake....
i hate this
fo' rizzle
new guy? maybe...
he deserves better
paco says hello
owey!!!
over-all it was a good night
no
ello luv!
you told me to...so i am!
she goes non-stop
i despise that stupid guy!
i like school
i'm tired
my day shopping with my mum
i'm sick....
ok, ok, ok, ok, ok!!!
i'm back!
i hate me more than you
i'm
uuuuh
la la la loof
a solo
i'm ok
tear
carwash
i wish i had a CD with all...
SQUEE!!!
soooo confused...don't know...
does any one else have...
HE LOVES ME TOO!
he's just like me
forget the food
starving myself
OWEY!!!
in control...behind the...
pink nails and a minty...
thank you nathan
working on my diary
I'M SO EXCITED!
why...
2nd degree burns
Ray Charles Can't Die!
cold day...but soon some sun
more rainy weather forcasted!
forecast says we're in for...
i miss him and i hurt
brought down to a simmer
half cooked...i'm a lobster...
why is it called french...
stumped
New Poem
i miss him too much
it must be genetic
89 FRICKEN QUESTIONS!!!
geeeeeeezzzz
I MISS HIM... :(
HE'S SOME KIND OF...
HE GIVES ME FEVER
DEPP ALRIGHTY
so much singing...but i'm...
FEELING SHREKY!
you're everywhere
he takes my breath away
he's soooo worth a whole new...
SUCKAS!!!
can't get you outta my head
well i guess i'll write a NEW...
his name is....
my wayne's world moment
i must be attractive this...
i'm on a vacation
RED NAILS WITH WHITE POLKA...
WOW! WHAT A DAY!
neeeeeeed to be blonde
I OH SO NEED MY CAMERA TO...
this one better stick!
its such a beautiful day in...
whats the point?!
happy happy happy
sun shiney day
jello makes the world go...
i may have started and...
moka laka chiki ya know ya...
BACK! BACK! I SAY! BACK!
what? the wrong camera?
its over and i'm in so much...
i wash my hands of him
another one bites the dust
back online and ready to...
uh mr. cadbury we're...
please don't let me wake...
well i think i may have done...
i need to stop thinking...i...
like the pic?...i call it my...
THEN THE CLOUDS LIFTED AND...
depression bites hard
i hate myself with the...
um...go me?
i love life
jealous? hardly!
i'm so proud of myself!
icky!!!
eep
please
now that i know how she...
i just want to scream, but...
la la la
well...it could have went...
SHOPPIN! SHOPPING!...
LA LA LA LETS GO FLY A KITE!...
WORMIES!!!
THIS IS SOOO AWESOME!!!
stupid dog!!!
i'm better but still need RNR
i need some rnr
good lyrics...but never heard...
i'm so stupid
my conversation last night
its all over
please don't let me fall...
tee hee
yay!
the lost souls of lake...
the hilarious don knotts!
what sound do girrafes make?
ugh
catch a falling star and...
well this was a good day
i'm so tired of your crap!
its been a while
yummy starburst
talkin to john...yup...
hard work does a body harm
i'm playing hooky...tee hee!
moo
RATS
i'm so glad its almost over
stupid dari
la la la la la
i have a headache
woo hoo!
and it only got worse...
i hate school
hmmm la la la
bleh..i want to help!
antonio banderas...druel,...
woo yeah pics r back!
yay yay!!! ur back!
do di do di do
i'm so aksldhjkagd
blah blah
it was ok
shaking
blank
cuzz has arrived
waiting for my cuzz
i'm ready to kill my...
freaky
blah
quizzy
stupid finals
talkin' to alex
arg
another day
i just want to sock her in...
i'm over it
tear
i learned
its in the bag
poem
another diary
yay yay yay
hmm mabe
llama
i don't think its gunna work
um ok
i hope dad falls asleep soon!
ok
blonde again
this is hell
wow!
B-O-R-I-N-G!!!
yada yada yada
mmmm speghetti!
yummy
la la la
blah
he is soooo cute
working yet???
mabe
yay
YAY! YAY! YAY!
no christmas
i'm dieing
*cough*
plecky
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
ha ha
:(
ha ha ha
ugh!
ok
NOOOOO
ha ha ha
finally!
tonights the night!
yes!
WOO HOO
jerk best friend
meh
kiss'n the camera and making...
jinkies
art contest
ya know what
poetry contest
hmmm
hmm
it sucks
Wait
oops
he was different
i have
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