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Almost Halloween!! |
October 16th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Well Well Well. I can't believe I am even writing on here. I have noticed that there are hardly ever any active users..that's probably because everyone is now addicted to myspace. Oh boy do I remember when sitdiaries ws my best friend:) Anyways, enough with the nonsense..although it probably doesn't really matter how nonsensical I write because no one is gonna read this anyways. But k. so I decided that I think I used to have a better personality..as far as being sarcastic..that's better in my mind...before I changed to who or whatever I am now. I like my old entries. I feel like I had more spunk then..but I could also say just the opposite and feel like I have more spunk now. So I don't know..and don't really care. Halloween is almost here. Andrea and I are having a party. It's gonna be Mega fun!
I want to be loved..that's my wish for today and the next few months to come..♥ |
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♥ LeannaBanana ♥ |
December 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Take My Breath Away- Jessica Simpson
Feeling: amorous
Hey guys! I haven't really written on here in a while..I think that is because I know no one really reads it anymore..they all have myspaces..I have to admit I am one of them though..well...anyways..for those of you who don't know me really..Danny and I have been going out for 13 months..13 months!!! that's a really long time you know! putting up with someone for that long..but I love him so that makes it better:) I just got a new computer so I am so hip now..I was reading Sarah's entry about winter formal and of course I am going too but I just don't know which school's to go to..I think Davis will be better but I want to go to Davis's prom and I don't think that is very fair to Danny to go to both of mine this year..but his friends..like the group of them don't make me feel very comfortable so that's why I want to go to mine..but we'll see..well I think my aim is almost downloaded so I am gonna head out..I was just wasting time but if you are reading this then good for you! maybe I will have some more words of wisdom or something a little more excting to write about next time..sitdiaries just seemed to be so much more magical before..I don't know..well..ttyall later..bye:( Leanne |
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AWWWW! |
November 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I am back..back again..school sucks..I hate it.. |
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~Lucy In The Sky Of Diamonds~ |
August 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Classics-The Beatles
Feeling: ambivalent
....Picture yourself in a boat on the river..with tangerine trees and marmalade skies..somebody calls you..you answer quite slowly..a girl with kaleidascope eyes..OOOOHHHHH! I AM SO IN LOVE!!! And not with Danny..hehe..no..j/k..I am really in love with him too! BUT! I am so in love with my friends!!!!!!! They are thee GREATEST EVER!!!!! SARAH! ANDREA! ALLISON! Speaking of Allison...Call me you picket fence..I MISS YOU!..I called you the other day..but no one answered..***Sare Bear****Your entry about you and Matt made me cry! It was the sweetest thing ever!!!!! times infinity! I told you I knew what was going down!!! Link Crew Tonight! I can go BOW! That's it...I decided I am gonna call you Bow! CALL ME BACK SOON!! I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO YOU! **Anyways** Today, I was sitting in church next to my dad..and I was looking at his clothes..the ones he has had forever..and I felt so unbelievably bad..here I am sitting in relatively new clothes..not even the ones I had just bought yesterday...I realize that I am really selfish..look at him..or my mother..and anyone should be able to realize how much they have sacrificed for my brother and I..we just went on vacation to Washington D.C. and we get new shirts or shorts or anything else we want when we want..and there they are looking into their closets at the clothes they have had forever..I really need to start being more hard core appreciative and stop being so selfish..I want to be a good person..and maybe this is where I could start..with my parents..making sacrifices for them.. |
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June 25th!!! |
June 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Yesterday- The Beatles
Feeling: dancy
Yeeehaaa Cowboy! Ride em' like you mean it! Hehe! I have no idea where that came from..well except for yesterday..hmm Danny..ha..well yesterday was sort of a busy day. My extended family came back over from Napa because my dad's cousin is flying back to Florida today so they wanted to spend more time with each other..like last saturday wasn't enough..geez people..but no really..I did have a some-what fun time with them here. Of course Danny was over here and him and me and my brother Cameron played Mario Party one and I was so in the lead for most of the game but then some evil people..hmm cough cough..were stealing coins from me and then they got ahead and I ended up getting fourth place I was totally bummed, but anyhow next time I am gonna kick their arse's. Then later Dan's brother Chris came over and played with Cam and we had so much fun together! We went and played on our neighbor's trampoline while they were gone and then since we got all sweaty and nasty and stuff we came home and went swimming for a while and then we got out and we decided we wanted to have ice cream sundaes and watch the rest of our movie and so all four of us went in Danny's car to Rite Aid and we bought a tub of sour gummy-worms and a pack of reeses cups and another package of peanut m&m's and then when we came back we made hecka choclafied sundaes with a combination of everything and then we watched 'It'...which by the way you shouldn't watch..it's an old movie but it is still scary..I slept in my brother's room last night. Ha. Anyways, well today is a very special day because it occured on this day last year that I was introduced to Danny by Miss Andrea. OH MY DOG SARAH! You were there too! Remember..you wore your red peter pan shirt and you had your troll belt on and we watched 'The Day After Tomorrow' and then we went and had pizza and stuff and you and Andrea and I all squeezed together on the one side of the booth because we were trying to act like it was just a coincidence that Danny and Julie were sitting together..Ha good times...well..I guess that match making trick didn't work guys..but of course that is okay with me because now I have Danny. Thank you Andrea for dragging me along to the movies..you really have changed my life..seriously..I know that sounds drastic but it's the truth. Sooo, enough with that. Sarah!! I haven't talked to you in forever!! Call me or I'll call you..we NEED to do something because we have to talk about **you know who**!!!!! Hehe! and we also have to go find the other **you know who** and vandalize..hehe just kidding..but really..you need to come over! Well kids, I guess I should get going, I need to get ready and sexy looking for Mr. Daniel! Hehe! Love you all! Leanne
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**Summer Dresses** |
June 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Yesterday- The Beatles
Feeling: hopeful
Well, today has been a bit different. It has been kinda slow actually. My doctor's appointment was cancelled so I lucked out with that one, I really really didn't want to go. It is such as pain in the arse..I have been eating just fine, so I know I haven't lost weight and my vitals ought to be fine so it's a waste just to go to be told that I am fine and they will see me next week...I am gonna ask next time when I will get to start seeing my own weight..they promised I could when I was in for recovery for awhile and I was in recovery for 2 months at the center and a for a whole month after that at home on my own..anyways..sorry you had to read that I was just kinda writing down my thoughts as I was processing them. So, the other day I was talking to Taleen and I lied and told her that I sent our notebook on Monday..and I hadn't..so I finally tried sending it today and the mail had already come. So instead of her getting it today she isn't going to get it till next Monday when she goes back after the weekend..poor kid..I felt sorry I lied..but I would have felt even worse promising her again that I would send it the next day cause she probably wouldn't have believed me..she is such a cute kid..oakee doakee..well..I need to go change out of my summer dress and get into some real clothes because I am going to go see BaTmAn with mi familia! I'm out like a fat kid in a dodgeball game! (ha!Thanks Andrea for that one!) Mucho Love! |
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Yellow Submarine |
June 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Y.S.-The Beatles
Feeling: active
Howdy Partners! I am in a 'Fricken Frucken' mood right now..I went to Danny's today and Eric and Matt were there and so we went in two separate cars and they got fries and frosties from Wendy's and Danny and I went and bought mexican food from this little place in Roseburg Square and then we all met back up at Dan's and had a feast! It was..different..and fun. Then later Allison came and we had an air-soft war with all of the boys' guns and Allison got shot in the side of the face and had a big ole' welt. Haha. She is such a toughie. OOh! Sarah! When I invited Allison to do things, I meant you ALSO!!!..when I called her earlier for batman I said both of you and then after that I just assumed that you knew I meant you too! I'm sorry about that miscommunication sister! Next time! Next time! Anywhoo. Daniel is coming back over right now and we are going to do some more nonsensical things..oops..I think he is here..gotta blast! Peace Out! |
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I Am Free!!! |
June 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Eleanor Rigby- The Beatles
Feeling: clean
Everybody!! I am so back now!! I was so sad that I had to leave you people, but my life took a bit of a detour..literally..because my E.D. took control of the wheel and I was sent away to a treatment center..but..that was the past and this is the present..so I am moving on..I have to admit that I have a myspace now...but I am still a dedicated sitdiaries fan..because it still is kooler in someways..always will be. You know what, maybe I should re-introduce myself, considering I am different now..Sooo, My name is Leanne as you know and I am still sixteen years old and wanting to be older. I don't have my license yet because of that detour I took, but I am planning on getting it soon. I have a few best friends and one boyfriend whom I am totally and completely in love with and am still going to marry for those of you who thought I would get tired of him..Andrea..hehe..anyways..I have decided I love The Beatles..especially Eleanor Rigby! Listening to it right now Mr. Daniel! Anywho, this summer so far is rockin my socks..it is kinda sad though because it is my last summer of high school, going to be a senior! But, I am going to make the most of it..Dan and I have been spending almost every day together and I am planning to do a whole bunch of things with some friends aNd Andrea we totally need to go camping again! I'll figure out a week and you request it off! K Bud! 'Homeless People'..ha, good memories and our body boarding like we know how! Sarah, you so need to come over so we can lick things..just kidding..but we can still throw up soda out of our noses..quite lovely..and set our tent back up in my living room..way kool! And for the rest of my friends, we too need to do things, so you gotta give me a call! WoW! I got way off track..so I guess in concluding my reintroductory statement, I will just say that I am really changed, in so many aspects, I am so done particpating in 'games'..I am no longer going to spend my new life focusing on problems with friends..I am not gonna be mean nor am I going to go out of my way to gain someone's friendship for a day..friends are always going to come and go..but the real ones will always stick around and be there for you no matter how many times you have fallen or have had to ask for forgiveness because you have done so many things wrong because in there heart they will always have a place open for you and will never put you aside because the days spent in friendship are way worth more than the petty days of arguements. |
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Be Somebody. Else. |
March 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I just read some of my old entries..and all I can say is "WOW!" I was quite 'weird'..intellectual, I must say..but definitely..not quite 'right' in la cabeza. Life is starting to take quite a turn right now..a lot of thanks to Allison..She is getting me back on the right track and on to a normal teenage life where I don't need to focus on anything but my friends and school..oh yah..AND God...and let me tell you..that I think God is happy about the new and improved Leanne. Squeaky Clean! Yay for Me! I am sooooo excited for Allison's party next week..it is going to be off the hizzle! Next year is going to be quite interesting..I am scared..but somewhat..well..I don't know..for right now just scared...Allison is way smarter than me and that fact right there is just crushing me..but I guess you deserve better..than to be a 'slacker' like me..Anyhow..and I am scared because it will be our last year at good ole' Davis..and then we are off to who knows where..for me and Danny and Andrea..it should be MJC first..and Sarah will hopefully stick around too! BUT for my dear Allison..She is going away to Utah..AHH...How will I EvE' survive?...Hehe..well..I guess we just have to live with what we have left and treasure all of the old and soon to be NeW memories.."high five to that sister!"...and..don't forget our road trip..another thing that is going to be off the hizzle! I love all of you guys! "Have A Great Day and A Very Nice Life!" |
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Her Name Was Minka- Part V |
February 18th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Well..first off..if you have noticed something different than I would have to consider you as very observant..well..sorta..I guess it isn't that hard to notice but I did have to change Maycie's name (which I very much so like better) to Minka because I had to give her a name that meant strong or something such as that..so anyways..here is the rest of the story..hope you like it..I think it is actually not as good as I wanted it to be because I was kind of in a hurry to get it over with because my stupid english teacher(just kidding Miss Jenkinson..I take it back!)made it due..so yep...enough with my incessant talking...here it goes..it's sorta long..(just a warning.)
I awoke to someone gently tapping my shoulder. As I gazed upward and a foggy haze cleared, I noticed that people were surrounding me. Where was I? Could all of this just have been a dream? Was Minka still alive? But as my questions became more hopeful I came to realize that I was lying on the floor of the police station’s lobby. Apparently I had fallen faint to the floor. As I tried to stand up, my father laid a hand on me and said that he thought I should be checked out by a doctor. I was weak and growing ill. I knew I should be examined, but I just couldn’t let Minka down. I had to figure out the truth behind her final breath.
She finally gathered up enough courage and wallowed towards him. A look of fear blew across her face and he knew it was her. It was the same look she had the night he beat her. He gave her a quick smirk and motioned her to come closer. He looked her over up and down and said, “You will do just fine.” A confused glare stared back at him and he knew what she was thinking. “Here,” he said, “this would be for you.” As Minka handled the lightweight paper bag, a feeling of apprehension gnawed at her stomach and for some odd reason she knew that the moon she was seeing in the background, would be the last.
To much dismay of my father, I jumped up off the floor and ran out the station’s doors. I didn’t know exactly where I was heading, but something in my blood led me to the riverbed. As I searched around for anything that might show me the truth, I noticed something lying still underneath a plant on the other side of the river. The river was moving too quickly for me to swim to the other side, I wouldn’t be able to make it. But I had to take a chance.
She noticed him slightly swaying back and forth and glaring around, as if he was checking to make sure no one was in sight. As she tried to back off and let him know she was done with their little meeting, a look straight from the devil shown upon his face. She tried to run, faster and faster she told herself. Get away quickly. But she couldn’t manage to keep out of his reach and he snagged a hold of her jacket. She cried to him, pleading to leave her alone. She would give him anything to spare her. But no offer was good enough for him.
I was drenched and freezing but I had made it to the other side. As I dragged myself out of the water and onto the dirt I realized that what was hidden beneath the plant’s leaves was that certain something her father gave to her. It was partially torn apart and looked like it had been stabbed into a few times. It was the doll he had ripped from her small hands the night he left. I carefully tucked the small doll into my pants and swam back across. This is it, I thought. This will prove who killed her.
As he dragged her limp body through the dirt and trees, he thought about why he had killed her. He did it because he figured it would end his feelings of constant disturbance from the memories of beating her that dreary night. What he didn’t realize was that getting rid of the memories by thrashing the doll and ending her life for good were not going to leave him undisturbed, it was only the beginning.
Two hours after I arrived at the police station with the doll in hand, they arrested Minka’s father for the strangling and disposition of her body. Although I had been wrong about being able to take care of myself, Minka was always meant to be my leader, I was right in suggesting that Minka didn’t give up without a fight. While being questioned by the police, Minka’s father said that she had remained true to the meaning of her name and stayed strong till the very end.
As for the rest of the gruesome details, I will leave those to the imagination.
The End
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