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is it crap? |
February 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: fat lip
Feeling: blah
hi everyone do you like what i've done to my sitdiary? let me know what you don't like and i will change it. |
| 290 hit(s) |
(6 comments) |
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questions to people |
December 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: lila and her crazyness
Feeling: achy
hey rhiannon if you're out there.... hehe
...... steve freak.......
laura............ i have to talk to you about the PROMISE..... that is if you read this entry.....
well bye for now peoples....
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| 94 hit(s) |
(12 comments) |
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teasing rhiannon |
December 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: achy
hey rhiannon.... if you're out there.... i've got something to say....... actually i have four things to say. steve freak, kissed ipod, wedding, 12 children........ you can't beat me up now since i'm no where to be seen.... hehe......
to amber:
i don't know what to say.
to marie:
hehe.... moose........
to candice:
PURPLE FUCKING TOFU!!!!!!!
to samantha:
dancing ant.
to laura:
hehe.......... faded............. hehe....
to kayla:
thank you for listening.
to madeleine:
to katie:
WONDER TEA!!!!!! LAUGHING LLAMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to katrina:
FEAR MY FIST!!!!! FEAR IT I SAY!!!!!!!!!
to steve:
i don't know what to say.
to everyone else:
i don't know what to say again.
i'm going to sing now. *starts singing faded*
here are the lyrics:
Soul Decision
Faded
When I get you all alone
I'm gonna move in nice and close
Nobody gonna interrupt my game
Ever since you've been hanging around
I've been trying to figure
What I can say to you to get some play
Couldn't we do that thing we did last night again
Baby you and I'd be better than friends
Don't you think it's time we went a bit further
Every night when we say goodbye
How can I help looking in your eyes?
Wondering why you and I haven't hit it
Can we get it on?
I'm kinda faded but I feel alright
Thinkin' about making my move tonight
I can't pretend that you're only my friend
When you're holding my body tight
Cause I like the way you're making it move
I like the way you're making me wait
At the end of the night when I make up your mind
You'll be coming on home with me
Yeah you know you got it
And you know I want it
I can't wait to take you home
(You know you got it and I)
I don't wanna be rude at all
I just wanna be where you go
Think what we could do alone
Couldn't we do that thing we did last night again
Baby you and I'd be better than friends
Don't you think it's time we went a bit further
Every night when we say goodbye
How can I help looking in your eyes?
Wondering why you and I haven't hit it
Can we get it on?
When we first met
That deal was stated
You stepped like my steez
The way we conversated
Just another day
Around the way
With me up close everything's ok
Cuz I'm not like the rest
Indecision with the best
Thrust from a full court press
Just because they hated
How's it go
Faded
it's pereverted but it has a good beat....... well..... bye.......... for now. |
| 81 hit(s) |
(5 comments) |
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would anybody care |
December 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: depressed
today... i feel as if nobody would care if i died. would you care if i died? i just feel as if i'm not needed in this world and everyone could live a happy life if i wasn't there. i just don't think i'm of any importants anymore. |
| 125 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
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sick |
December 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: one step closer
Feeling: sinful
hi peoples.
i wish i could go to school... but i'm sick..... i hate being sick........ well thats all i can say....... except for that my brother is being a total ass because he's sleeping in the living room where the tv is so i can't watch anything. i'm probablly going to get him sick *smiles evily*. the sickness i have is very contadous... sorry if i spelled that wrong. well i'll write again later. bye. |
| 85 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
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are you going to hell? |
November 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: achy
wow......... A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE GOING TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just joking........... but please leave me comments. |
| 116 hit(s) |
(6 comments) |
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can i? |
October 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: bitter
i'm tired. i feel crapy. leave me comments. and if you don't leave a comment.... YOU CAN GO TO HELL!
ME: HAVE FUN! MUHAHAHAHA!
bye-bye... for now................ |
| 1195 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
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you like? |
October 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: family portrait
Feeling: fake
here is another poem i wrote:
There A Good Reason To Live
As I walk down the road,
I’m shaking with fear,
The anger in my heart,
I’ll probably meet my fate.
The last memory,
The last thought,
Was me crying in my room,
Thinking about how screwed up my family is.
The sun is setting,
The sky is getting darker,
I can’t walk back,
I can’t face the pain.
Why can’t you understand,
I know you want to help,
But no one can help me,
I need to be alone.
If I could cry,
If I could talk,
If I could write about it,
I would do so.
I was blamed,
I was yelled at,
I was slapped,
I have a right to leave.
If we were happy,
If we could smile,
If we could laugh,
We would.
Our families screwed,
Our life’s are screwed,
We can’t even talk to each other,
Because they think me and my brother aren’t important.
If I could,
If I knew,
If I tried,
This never would of happened.
This noise,
It keeps getting louder,
The pain,
Is killing me.
Why do we have to fight,
Why do we have to yell,
All this pain is destroying my soul,
It’s destroying my life.
I told you about my life,
But you didn’t care,
No one cares,
That’s why I left.
When I was 11,
When my brother was more of an ass,
He choked me,
But did you care?
I want to die,
I want to kill myself,
Besides no one would really care,
Besides hell wouldn’t be as bad as this world.
tell me what you think about it.
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(1 comments) |
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Pain |
October 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: ?
Feeling: heartbroken
If i look better,
If i seem happy,
I'm not.
How i act,
Is not how i feel.
Deep inside my heart,
I'm crying,
I'm wanting to die.
What can help me,
What can get me through the bad times,
Nothing.
My smilies are fake,
My laughs are dull,
Is that what my life is supposed to be?
The pain,
The lies,
It makes me wanna die.
How was that poem?
please let me know.
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| 99 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
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if the sky was blue |
October 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: gloomy
If the sky was blue,
If the water was clear,
If the sun shined,
What would that mean?
If there were good people,
If there was happiness,
If it didn't rain all the time,
What would life be like?
If we humans could fly,
If we could live a happy life,
If people were nice,
Would we really be happy?
If we could live forever,
If there wasn't any wars,
If there weren't any killing,
What would life be like?
This is what i'm saying,
So please follow along,
Even if there is only happiness in the world,
It would be hell. |
| 71 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
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