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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
Listening to: greatest fall of all time-matchbook romance
fuck, there's nothing to write about
oh well
boring is good, no visable crapy drama.
john mayer sucks, i hate him |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
Listening to: this could be love-alkaline trio
the day after christmas?
it didnt feel like christmas ....it kinda snuck up on me i guess. oh well.
i hope the new year is better than this shitty one.
humm diggity
im going to the mall today, and i dont know why. oh well.
im gonna go eat some chips and salsa, i got a craving :P
btw kids, IM me on AIM.....sn:ThanxButlmBrok3n
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i miss you |
July 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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oh sit
i miss you
its been too long
you were my baby for like 2 years
why did i abandon you?
hahaha
anyways
there are about 6 million bug flying around my room..i just squished one on my face... ewgross.com.
thats about it
♥
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shit son |
May 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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fuckk
its been a long time.
sorrry |
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December 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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sup? |
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November 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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another life lesson:
you cant make people grow up. |
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November 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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seriously though...what a prick. |
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November 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i feel bad getting high with my best friends exboyfriend who broke her heart.
but i do it anyway. |
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November 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im so fucking ripped. |
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November 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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okay this is time for a major life update instead of the usual ambigous ramblings.
okay. first, im losing friends and i dont care. people come and do i guess. i have a big crush, but i dont know about that. i was really stoked on him, but you know when you get high and then you crash? okay thats what's happening. im so idk about him. umm schools going bad, its so easy to hate, im trying my best to be happy and keep a positive attitude, but its really going down hill. there are sooo many rude bitches at our school its unreal i cant stand it. everyone is fake i cant stand it. but fuck school. my mom has cancer, but its not thatt bad so they're gonna wait 3 months then remove it i guess. im not worried because if i were to worry, id just crack ya know.
sometimes i just wanna freak out
i feel stuck and i dont know how to get out. im spinning so fast and im wrapping myself so tight, i think i just might.
until next year haha
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November 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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my mom has cancer. |
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October 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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whensitgonnaend? |
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October 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I HATE TO ADMIT I MISS YOU
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October 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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SEVENTEEN DAYS BIATCH!! |
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October 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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if you dont care then why do you bring it up. |
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October 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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memories cant be replaced. |
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October 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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how can i get into the douche bag club? |
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October 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i have a plan too!! |
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September 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i'd rather be talking to myself. |
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September 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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what if? |
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September 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i dont want to be skinny
i dont want to be pretty
i just want to be happy
and i want you to hug me back
i mean
i know you're wearing a tie and everything but did you forget my arms around you? |
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September 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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IM SORRY I CRAMP YOU STYLE
THIS ISNT AN ENTRY ABOUT NICK FOR ONCE. |
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September 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i hate this shit |
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September 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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and |
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September 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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this is my 400th entry
AND I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
thanks |
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September 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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:) |
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August 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i wont hold on,
i can't hold on to this |
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August 29th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im not waiting on your call.
hahaha
i got a new layout and i close tonight.
:)
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August 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
knowledge is grief.
sorry i never make long entrys
but
the fact of the matter is i can barely form a coherent sentance
let alone a paragraph.
and
im
just
as
lonely
as ever.
see you sunday night
♥ |
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August 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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lies are the new black |
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August 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I LIED. |
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August 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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this was the best summer ever.
thanks |
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August 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i hate this.
saying goodbye sucks:( |
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August 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Just lonely, baby
doesn't mean I'm looking for a friend.
I've got plenty,
I'm still learning how to lay down my life for them
theres no promise that can't be broken. i dont know if its worth it anymore. the silence and tension has told me everything.
and yes i can tell time thank you very much. |
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August 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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ive been freaking out for three days now. |
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August 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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now lemme tell you
IM PISSED. |
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August 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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CLOSIN
i ordered cds online last night....the gloria record- a lull in traffic EP and anthology by christie front drive.
i know you're jealous.
i slept in the tent again last night.
it was an inferno this morning when i woke up.
OH NOES
♥
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August 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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yes its 8:09am.
this is the earliest ive been awake all summer.
never let another person's thoughts about someone, be your thoughts about them.
once again, i must say.
BITCH PLEASE.
♥ |
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August 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im sorry i dont have enough of the attention you so obviously need.
whatever.
BITCH PLEASE
nicks birthday party is tommorrow.
hmm right. |
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August 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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but today is not.
♥ |
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August 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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today's nicks birthday.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA |
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July 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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ITS NOW OR NEVER |
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July 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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once again.
lonely blah blah blah tired blah blah blah jaded blah......
it really does get old.
♥ |
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July 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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and the best part is you think you're better than she is.
..and i wonder what this would look like with the planks out of our eyes..
har har har, as if any of you will actually get that reference
jaded and pompous...♥ |
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July 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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if its over, its over.
...just keep moving on...just keep moving on... |
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July 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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because i dont have anything better to do before work....
cats dad gets married today.
please excuse me while i DRY HEAVE.
though ive only met her once, the woman hates me...which means..
no going to cats house.
that kinda makes me sad.
not as sad as working though...
too bad i need the money.
hehee....
(...only a sliver of who i am.....just for show..repeat x10) |
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July 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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this lusting after fellow BK employees is tiring...
im exhausted.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
♥ |
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July 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im real pissed.
yeahh..
♥ |
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July 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: hey mercedes
Feeling: accomplished
I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MINUTES.
mmm mmm mmmmmmm.
i dunnno nothing i guess. sometimes i cant even recognize myself when i look in the mirror.
and i like it.
i hated who i used to be..
♥ |
| 71 hit(s) |
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July 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i cant fake this anymore |
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June 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: better off this way- the fury
Feeling: jubilant
its not that i dont like party.
or even that i like being alone.
its just that whenever im with people i never know what to do and i get nervous and do stupid stuff.
head automatica was awesome. i met a boy. and my clothes smell like him.
my 11:11 wish was to see him again.
♥ |
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June 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im going to see head automatica tonight.
DONT BE JEALOUS!
mm well.
i work alot. worked with becky on wednesday and she like flipped...oh well.
woooooo... |
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June 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i got a car
woooooooohooooooooooooooooo |
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blind |
June 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: bright eyes-first day of my life
Feeling: addicted
its that kind of thing you just cant get out of your head
the smell
the laugh
the idle threats.
yes i realized its 4:30 in the fucking morning.
i realized ive run out of excuses and no im not hitting on you.
i realized that i need you and wondered if i could come home |
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use mozilla |
June 18th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: gloria-mineral
Feeling: torn
three closes in a row?
this shit is really eating away at me..
i would say this shit is bananas (b-a-n-a-n-a-s) but im in no mood.
beckys not home.
nicks not home which is even worse.
and i dont have a day off til tuesday.
wow.
fun summer times.
and i didnt make the friends cut...oh well. haha.
sometimes you just have to laugh at shit like this.
♥ |
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June 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i have been reduced to:
a nod
and
a wave.
so glad i saw you again sweetie, maybe next time you can shoot me down even better. |
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June 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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why are people so freaking lame? |
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June 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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dont forget rock and roll |
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a stupid survey |
June 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:juliaBirthday:christmas eve Birthplace:butlerCurrent Location:the rough streets of wexfordEye Color:greenHair Color:orangeHeight:5 8Right Handed or Left Handed:right bitchYour Heritage:irish polish, blackThe Shoes You Wore Today:none...Your Weakness:eyes and pizza bagel bitesYour Fears:penises.Your Perfect Pizza:cheeseGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:sexYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:yeshThoughts First Waking Up:hmmmYour Best Physical Feature:buttchinYour Bedtime:like 1Your Most Missed Memory:nickPepsi or Coke:dr.pepperMacDonalds or Burger King:BKSingle or Group Dates:singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:theres a difference?Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolateCappuccino or Coffee:neitherDo you Smoke:sometimesDo you Swear:yeshDo you Sing:yeshDo you Shower Daily:yeshHave you Been in Love:yeshDo you want to go to College:yeshDo you want to get Married:yeshDo you belive in yourself:mmm so soDo you get Motion Sickness:yeshDo you think you are Attractive:IM ONE DAMN FINE BITCHAre you a Health Freak:nayDo you get along with your Parents:nayDo you like Thunderstorms:yeshDo you play an Instrument:the vein fiddleIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yeshIn the past month have you Smoked:yeshIn the past month have you been on Drugs:nayIn the past month have you gone on a Date:nayIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeshIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nayIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:nayIn the past month have you been on Stage:yeshIn the past month have you been Dumped:nayIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nayIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:yeshEver been Drunk:yeshEver been called a Tease:yeshEver been Beaten up:nayEver Shoplifted:yeshHow do you want to Die:....a gaping hole shot through my heart...What do you want to be when you Grow Up:pornstar(asian)What country would you most like to Visit:none?In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:green or brownFavourite Hair Color:blondeShort or Long Hair:longHeight:tallWeight:mmm skinny (♥♥lurps)Best Clothing Style:preppyNumber of Drugs I have taken:like 3Number of CDs I own:bunchesNumber of Piercings:2Number of Tattoos:WEXFORD ROYALTY!Number of things in my Past I Regret:a fewCREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! |
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June 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: superman-bad religion
Feeling: bitter
smile smile.
wink wink.
there are some people i dont mind not seeing after highschool.
and there are some people i dont even wanna fucking see now.
its a new fad to say obscure horrible things about your friends right out in public.
nice.
and commitment is a two way street.
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June 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i can tell you every mistake i've made but i won't.
the past is in the past.
and i can deal with that. |
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May 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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gram's sick
she went to the hospital
pap's been gone for a year.
and i miss him.
thats all. |
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May 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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he has this power over me and my heart is breaking again.
im going to sleep. |
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May 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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SEX!!!! |
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May 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im sorry that it shows, but life aint so bad, ya know.
i have to work from 5-close once again tonight. gorgeous. |
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May 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: destiny's child
Feeling: stable
i choose my company by the beating of their hearts not the swelling of their heads.
i had a really good conversation today at lunch with mike. it weird we never talk about stuff we just laugh, but i liked it..i never knew he had a sister. hmm. you learn something new everyday |
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May 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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let me elaborate....
i should probably feel something right now, but im numb to this whole situation and this incident is just an allegory for everything else. (big words i know..) and i know it "makes you sad" when i "drink" but what do you expect when you replace me and say horrible things about me to other people....but what was i thinking i am a manly psycotic stalker bitch...if you dont want to fight why do you start?   ...nevermind my dresser.. its the semi dress!! |
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May 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i know it "makes you sad" when i drink but it makes me sad when you say horrible things about me to other people-- |
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April 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
geez i had a good night last night--i hung out at church w/ josh his band and cat--then julia came and we drove around aimlessly looking for boys.:P
and i got my semi dress-its black and pink..woot. |
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April 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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theres a bomb up my ass and its set to go off any second... |
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April 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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my hearts in the wrong place... |
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April 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i know hes using me, but its cool i like it. |
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April 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im absolutely terrified of sex |
| 30 hit(s) |
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April 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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wtf its april why is it anowing? |
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March 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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why do you look at the speck in your brother's eye while paying no attention to the plank in your own? |
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March 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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happy ressurection jesus :D! |
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March 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: july-mineral
Feeling: intoxicated
i quit my job but its cool.
i feel liberated though i still have to go tommmorrow, i might call in cuz im not feeling so hot though.
i just want it to be summer and go on walks in the afternoon and catch firflys at night. i want long warm days lying in the sun thinking of how big everything is and how little i am. |
| 38 hit(s) |
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March 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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lifes a bitch. |
| 23 hit(s) |
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March 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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theres no communication barrier in hot brazilian love.
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&337 |
March 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: how long is the night
Feeling: alive
yeah. |
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March 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: how long is the night
Feeling: unappreciated
my grandma died. |
| 21 hit(s) |
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March 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the early november,
Feeling: whiney
i should have know.
i just should have known. |
| 25 hit(s) |
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March 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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psssh.
PLAN X |
| 28 hit(s) |
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March 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: thanks, your the best-the starting line
Feeling: mercurial
this is me taking my heart off the ground and putting it back where it belongs.
i don’t need you anymore, maybe its the months of not talking to you, or the fact you refuse to acknowledged i existence anymore, but either way it doesn’t matter.
how does it feel to know im over you?
thats it no more writing, thinking or talking about you. im finished.
have a great life. |
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&333 |
February 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: my sweet fracture
Feeling: whatever
i had a hot weekend. on Friday i went to see cursed with kay, Becky and cat. a really bad movie, but a fun time with some hot chicks. then cat came over and we partied like rock stars(not). haha. it was a good time. then i (unfortunately) had to go to work. BLAH. work really sucks but thats why its called WORK not FUN i guess. then yesterday i went to starbucks with nick to 'study' latin. our test was today, but thank god we had a snow day :):)! the weather wasn't even that bad..i don't know why we got off, but i don't care im glad. i have to go to work tonight, and hopefully they'll send me home early, cuz we probably wont be busy.
Tomorrow i guess im going to school, though i really don't want to. i cant stand being there and the thought of sitting in boring classrooms for 4 more months. i want it to be summer, so i can get my ass out of here, and get away from all these people, who im tired of watching act like jackasses. im sick of all these bitches and hoes. i cant wait to frolic in the grass with no shoes on & stay out all night, because its the absolute perfect tempature. i just cant wait that long.
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February 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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bitches. |
| 37 hit(s) |
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February 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: a letter to someone like you
Feeling: stellar
work is going to suck today. it sucked yesterday too. but at least i dont have to work with doug or lindsay *phew*
mmm. well nothing else is going on today. thats hot.
no one said caring was easy
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February 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: so much
Feeling: hot
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February 18th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: go on.
Feeling: infuriated
heaven's not a place that you go when you dieits that time in life when you feel most alive.
i.feel.alive.
im hanging out with nick and ty tonight(as usual). it'll be fun.
<3 uhhh i cant even describe it.
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February 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: manana
Feeling: whatever
the only thing hes good for is spooning and making other people angry.
sorry, im a drama whore. i cant help it. |
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February 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the blue channel.
Feeling: cuddly
im going to a show today. the first one sicne july.
im so happy right now its painful, and i cant even help it. i really wish that didnt sound so cheesy, but whatever.
what did it do to deserve this?
i dont know, but it had to be something real good.
i found her "secret" diary. you cant hide from me, especailly online. okay i know you think you're misunderstood, but i have you figured out. im sorry i cant make your dreams come true because im not a knight in shining armor on a white stallion. i can tell you as many times as you want that i love you, but you wont listen because thats not what you want to hear. but thats the fact of the matter. |
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February 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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im in ♥ |
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February 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: velvet alley
Feeling: hellagood
no starbucks.
mall.
ummm. omfg i cant wait. it should be even more spoontastic.
im leaving school in like 15 minutes cuz i have to re-get my permit. and well im excited.
then im going to eat lunch wiht my mom and grandma, ♥
i♥you
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February 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: let me love you.
Feeling: worn
okay i really love the library and cuteness of the like, i cant help it. tommorrow is friday and im going to starbucks with nick, becky, and hopefully tylerpoo. okay well i cant wait and i ♥ spooning. its funny how my moods can switch so quickly.
i really think im falling for this kid and i cant help myself...hes just too cute♥ |
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February 9th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: P.I.M. P.
Feeling: hot
k well i took my permit test yesterday and passed, but i cant get my permit cuz the guy who signed my paper isnt a doctor..thats cool.
spoons are life. just thought i let you know.
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February 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: anberlin
Feeling: lovely
the best part of my day was the library.
and well cuddling. |
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February 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: a letter to someone like you.
Feeling: unsure
crappy day.
it was gay this morning cuz no one ever talks to me anymore. i just stand there and karina asks for help on her homework. then i went through some gayass classes and im not a good enough friend to katie and she has no other friends or something. and no one talked to me and lunch and i sat the end of the table and nothing cuz theres no seats and i really dont feel like i fit anymore. and becky spit milk at me and then tabby replaced me for melissa (even though she hasnt been to school in like 45 days). i used to have classes with her and now i dont cuz she just switched into every class same as melissa. then i didnt have my english project done and people have just been pissing me off.
i also suck at fighting and im sorry you get called names and im sorry people have to be gay. today i tryed to get into a fight but i ended up laughing and it didnt work. |
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November 22nd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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go here
julia's new diary! |
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November 22nd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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hmmm.
boring |
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November 19th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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time doesn't always heal: it just breathes and swallows memories like the seasons change - sending showers; beating flowers into the mud. and nothing is forever in this place. nothing but the way my heart fits in your hands; the held breath of hope; and the sweet lingering taste of grace. ("how blessed we are for crying now, for we will laugh someday…and how.")
soundslikesunday
11 days till my sD anniversary |
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November 18th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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my shouder's always empty, if you need to use it.
i hate seeing you hurt
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November 14th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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hey! went ot work today. it was real fun. my hours were from 10-3. from 10-11 it was just me and phil. so cool! we talked about how much transitoin sucked, his band, kate hudson, and other coooool things. then at 11 kailin came, and we love talking baths in scalding hot grease and washing each other's hair. lol. then she left at 2 and by that time i was in a crackhead mood. so i talked to kyle and jason. then i left! good work day
friday i went to ikea with kuhny and kailin. that was a good day! kailin tell me bedtime stories and kuhn is hilarious.
i also got paid $125 bucks on friday...nice!! |
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November 14th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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hey! went ot work today. it was real fun. my hours were from 10-3. from 10-11 it was just me and phil. so cool! we talked about how much transitoin sucked, his band, kate hudson, and other coooool things. then at 11 kailin came, and we love talking baths in scalding hot grease and washing each other's hair. lol. then she left at 2 and by that time i was in a crackhead mood. so i talked to kyle and jason. then i left! good work day
friday i went to ikea with kuhny and kailin. that was a good day! kailin tell me bedtime stories and kuhn is hilarious.
i also got paid $125 bucks on friday...nice!! |
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November 11th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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i love the early november.
going to see thursday. phils driving.
:):):):)
glad much?
work tommorrow. ikea w/ lois and gail(hopefully). sweedish meatballs. transtition saturday. church sunday. maggies coming(hopefully)!
good weekend?
its been a good week. i dont know why. its been fun, and wonderful. life has this way of when something falls spectacularly to peices, other things fall into place and makes some more wonderful |
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November 8th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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thursdays playing another show....WE'RE GOING.
to the big NJ ;) |
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November 6th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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work is dumb. so of course i get scheduled more and more. umm yay!
not much going on...so umm yeah.
churchems tommorrow :) |
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November 3rd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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guess who updated?
i met a boy on the bus today and he looked like conor oberst.
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October 25th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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I won't forget the day that, that I found god
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell me that this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake
sensefail
library boredom.
finally get to work with cat this week. wednesday, friday and saturday! so exciting. only one lindsay day...thank god. im so sure that girl loathes me. but its okay. shes extra crispy. with a side of whipped chris and and arberry shake.;)
errrrrr. periods almost over...gotta go to songwriting....dont be so jealous. writing childrens songs with zachary jamal=key to life.
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October 22nd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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mmm
no internet for a couple days.
the wonders of moving |
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October 18th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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im so done. while your busy dressing yourself to impress, ive been waiting here. and you know i'd probally wait forever if i tryed.
though i doubt you'll ever notice considering your too busy searching in all the wrong places.
so goodbye lush. have fun. just forget me.
i hate you |
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October 16th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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all i can say is:
quickies in the freezer storeroom.
some people are hot!
mmmmm so hot.
and some people look at you with STUPID HUGE TOOTHED SMILES that make you feel retarded when you try to flirt with them. lmfao.
went to the new house. lit things on fire.
laundry.
good day. :)
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October 14th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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because rape is so fucking funny
and so is being pregnant
you know, so is losing it.
your so messed up....who lies about stuff like that? |
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October 10th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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back from vacation.
hmm |
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October 1st, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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im leaving for vacation tommorrow.
dont miss me too much.
leave tons of comments about what your favorite food is! |
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September 30th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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some lady just yelled at me for playing games.
you wish you were as hardcore as i am. |
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September 28th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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chillin in the library.
still miss you...hope iowa is good!
hey sorrow
where are you?
tomorrow just won't be the same without you here |
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September 26th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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i miss you dear
iowa fucking sucks
wish you were here:( |
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September 23rd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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you break my heart into a million peices and you say its because i desearve better?
lame day.
work tommorrow.
can this suck anymore? |
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September 20th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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THANKS;) |
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September 19th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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uhhh
the worst day ever
i've been having alot of those lately
new layout for this soon, i hate purple. |
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September 15th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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hmmm right
your so lame its pathetic |
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September 12th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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im sorry that your a wannabe whore and no one likes you
and that you look like a retarded bull dog
dont take your problems out on me
CONRATS! YOUR A MORON |
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September 10th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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someone has a job
and that someone is me.
i owned a kid in my world cultures class today and he pouted all period like a 10 year old girl |
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sassy...
mentally challenged.
who knows>...
tired baby...
hXc bikers..
lets grind..
gangsta..
