|
|
August 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
> > >CHILD ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!
> > >
> > >My name is Sarah
> > >
> >
> > I am but three,
> > > My eyes are swollen
> > > I cannot see,
> > > I must be stupid
> >
> > I must be bad,
> > > What else could have made
> > > My daddy so mad?
> > > I wish I were better
> >
> > I wish I weren't ugly,
> > > Then maybe my mommy
> > > Would still want to hug me.
> > > I can't speak at all
> >
> > I can't do a wrong
> > > Or else I'm locked up
> > > All the day long.
> > > When I awake I'm all alone
> >
> > The house is dark
> > > My folks aren't home
> > > When my mommy does come
> > > I'll try and be nice,
> >
> > So maybe I'll get just
> > > One whipping tonight.
> > > Don't make a sound!
> > > I just heard a car
> >
> > My daddy is back
> > > From Charlie's Bar.
> > > I hear him curse
> > > My name he calls
> >
> > I press myself
> > > Against the wall
> > > I try and hide
> > > From his evil eyes
> >
> > I'm so afraid now
> > > I'm starting to cry
> > > He finds me weeping
> > > He shouts ugly words,
> >
> > He says its my fault
> > > That he suffers at work.
> > > He slaps me and hits me
> > > And yells at me more,
> >
> > I finally get free
> > > And I run for the door.
> > > He's already locked it
> > > And I start to bawl,
> >
> > He takes me and throws me
> > > Against the hard wall.
> > > I fall to the floor
> > > With my bones nearly broken,
> > > And my daddy continues
> > > With more bad words spoken.
> > > "I'm sorry!", I scream
> > > But its now much too late
> > > His face has been twisted
> >
> > Into unimaginable hate
> > > The hurt and the pain
> > > Again and again
> > > Oh please God, have mercy!
> >
> > Oh please let it end!
> > > And he finally stops
> > > And heads for the door,
> > > While I lay there motionless
> >
> > Sprawled on the floor
> > >
> > > My name is Sarah
> > > And I am but three,
> > > Tonight my daddy
> >
> > Murdered me.
> > >
> > > There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah.
> > > And you can help.
> > >
> > > Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and
> > > don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you
> >
> > would have to be one heartless person to not be
> > > effected by this story. And because you are effected, do
> > > something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take
> > > some time to send this on and acknowledge that this
> > >stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our
> > >society,
> > > and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die,
> > > but also pray for the safety of our youth.
> > >
> > > Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might
> > >sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know.
> > >Please put this on your site if you are *~*~*AGAINST CHILD
> > >ABUSE *~*~*
> > >
|
| 253 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
|
July 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
ya know what... i miss Jessa.. idk what made me think of her more then i usually do.. but i really love her.. hmmmmmmmmmm.. |
| 124 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
brbrbrbrbrrrrrrrr |
July 28th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Bob Marley- Dont Warry Be Happy
Feeling: bored
i feel like writing more poems and songs.. but i dont have any good ideas er anything.. oh well.. im so friggen bored.. if i dont find anything to do im gunna cry not really but i can pretend=P |
| 105 hit(s) |
(4 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
Life,Love and You |
July 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Say Anything-A Walk Through Hell
This life is my lie
And I only get to live it once
And before it ends I need to tell you
That I'm sorry for all the shit I put you through
And in this life there was only me and you
Untill you fell lose, and now your gone
But your here in my heart
But physically you belong to someone else
And it seems we'll end the way we begang
And we're good friends
But that's it and I dont want that to be
Once my heart is open, thats the way it'll always be
So I love you and I always will
But I mean this even in death
And I'll always love you
And I'll always take every breathe because of you
And if I die now.. it's because my heart has broke for you
And I will live my life in love with you
In this life there was only me and you
Untill you fell lose, and now your gone
But your here in my heart
But physically you belong to someone else
And it seems we'll end the way we begang
And we're good friends
But that's it and I dont want that to be
Once my heart is open, thats the way it'll always be
So I love you and I always will
But I mean this even in death
And there was something I need to tell you when I wrote this down
But even now I couldnt get it out
DEDICATED TO:>Kimberly Ann
|
| 140 hit(s) |
(8 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
bored |
July 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Mudvayne-Happy
Feeling: bored
im like really boed.. there is nothing going on.. but oh well.. thats been going on fer a while |
| 134 hit(s) |
(5 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
lil sleepy |
July 26th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: sluggish
just got back from Kerstians.. im pretty sleepy
but oh well i had fun.. i mena we went to bed at like 5 am and its only 9:16 now so i ddnt gert much sleep |
| 103 hit(s) |
(5 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
hmnmmmmmmmm |
July 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Sugarcult-Memory
Feeling: bored
well Kerstian Cody and Brittany were just here and then they left but ther all coming back and i hope im leaving with them and hsit so well see what happens
|
| 99 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
mite |
July 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: bored
well im bored but i mite get to go to Kerstians tomarrow and hang out up there i havnt been there in so long wich sucks so bad.. oh well |
| 107 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
|
July 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
JDMidget504: im picking the day of my death.. im gunna kill my self pretecting the one who i am most in love with at that time
punkrockpoetjade: howwould u be protecting them at 18 and y
punkrockpoetjade: i cant u promised
JDMidget504: im not sure yet buit itll be a life and death
punkrockpoetjade: u promised no suicide
JDMidget504: but that doesnt mean youll kill yourself
JDMidget504: it wont be suicide and itll be sacrifice
punkrockpoetjade: i cant lose u chris
JDMidget504: you wont.. we'll meet again after that i promise
we cant choose what happens when we die but we can choose how we die
I love you |
| 112 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
untitled |
July 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
looking ahead to forget the past
trying to remember what made it last
but in the end it never works
so get back up and get to work
we need to try again and fergive and ferget
life is to short to hold this grudge
but if thats what you want
then keep it to yourself
and even after all we've been threw
i always come back to you
and all i know
is that i love you
and all that i do is just for you |
| 114 hit(s) |
(4 comments) |
thoughtless?
|
|
|
