~*Saadddd*~
Feeling: wrong
To My Dog TASHA::She's very sick

I dont kno what id do if i lost you
id prolly fall apart without u here
your my best friend and i cant deny it
no matter wat u are i cant hide it
id truly truly be so scared
Id die inside without u here
all this is, is one big scare
if u are gone id be so hurt
id cry each night i cant deny it
ur usually right on my side at night
my dreams will quickly turn to fright
all you are is my best friend,my sister,my other half,
I dont care wat u are or what theyd say
I'll love you forever and that wont change
so expect me there when most needed
I'll be right here no matter what.



Yeh so im REALLY sad right now and its just been a sucky day found 2 really bad things out, and cant stand life this way, but hey im not the only one, and i guess this is what friends are for, to cheerme up when im feeling down, i dont expect no less anymore.

Wow that sounds like a poem to.. well yeh ttyl

♥ =(

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~*Montrose*~
Listening to: Natta
Feeling: flustered
Wat up every1.. i kno i kno i havent updated let alone been on here fer quite sumtime.. well anyways im liven in montrose now wit mii dad and goin to Montrose skool.. doin good there=] liken the ppls im hangen out wit `nd all.. hmm yeh alot happpened jus dont feel like typen so holla atcha all lata..


Piece=] ♥♥
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~*Xcited!!*~
Listening to: Jay Z- Encore
Feeling: eek!
Alright so i told ya i would update yas on mii doc. info right.. right. Ok so i foudn out i haaavvee "Mitral valve prolapse".. and then they repeated them selves telling me i also havvee "Inttermitent explosive tempermant disorder" so all in all good day =] haha.. other than tha.. Umm i have mii things packed to move to PA wit mii daddy.. and i have already talked 2 sumone from montrose tha i can chill wiit.. so itsz lal good =] plus mii dad has a plan for me to get kicked out so i can go to mii oold school so thas good haha.Hmm wat else is there.. well im thinken thas about it.. ok so idk when i will be updating again soo talk to ya wheneva

♥Pce♥
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*~Neww*~
Listening to: Korn- Freak
Feeling: amused
Watup every1?! .. natta too lot here.. still babysitten heh..Guess What!!!! .. 4 more days till Mii birthday!Sweet 16 Bitchesz u kno it!haha.. well yeh i have a new background `nd all.im pretty happy with it i hafta say. Yeh so im REALLY pissed at mii mom right about now .. she got a tattoo of her Bfs name in a heart on herchest `nd didnt even tell me.. she liek whispered to mii "sis" sis `nd told er then when she left Nicole told me. I was fucken piised.. even after she told me she wont then went all secretly `nd did it.. so yeh i was pretty mad i hafta say.. she prolly wasnt gunna tell me till i moved back to PA too.. oh yeh fergot to tell u guys that too .. im moving back to Pennsylvaniawit mii dad .. maybe i did tell u.. idk w.e but um yeh i guess he said I'll be goin to Elk Lake `nd all so we will see wast happens.. i dont exactly get mii spirits all up anymore.. kinda used to them bein changed `nd Crushedcrushed so i kinda jus pretend like its a maybe kinda ordeal so i dont ya kno. Yeh well wat gets me most mad is the simple fact she got a tattoo of his name when she has 3 fucken kids tha she couldnt give 2 shits about. I mean wat kinda person says tha her Bf is her life.Seriously.. i dont kno.. but yet i still love her.. so w.e i will hafta deal huh.But yeh im gunan try it out at mii dads fer a few mths `nd see how i liek it there.. `nd if i dont wanna stay then mii mom said she will come get me. I think im most happy to see mii bros again thou cuz im missen them like fucken crazii!!.. `nd of course allll mii friendsz there.. but hey i get to see sum Fri `nd then them allll on Saturday !! Woooott..!! ok ay well i best be goin.. seak atcha all lata♥
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~* BabySitten*~
Listening to: .. Cartoons Lol ..
Feeling: adored
Hey Every1 Watchu up 2..? Im babysitten mii Neice& Nefew.. they're the Cutest kids i think I've ever seen .. Mii Nefew is Skyler Jay(middle Name) and mii neice is Alisia Bree(middle name).. im relly bonding wit em too =] theyre too efen cute. My (sis)..Nicole jus b rought me to the mall yesterday and i got a couple jeans nd sum stuff fer mii partii.. she's kiq ass i hafta say .. she's not EACTLY mii sis but she's mii moms Bf/feonces daughter .. so yeh she basically is .. anyways we got sum sweetass stuff fer the party .. 7 days till mii party!!! 6 days till miii Actuall birthday !! .. ahh 16 already i cant belive it .. well im gunna go to the park wit the kids nuthin better ta do .. speaq atcha lata ♥

P.S "Shimmer" .. i cant lv u a comment cuz it says u arnt mii friend when i added u so i dunno was sup wit it .. but um u need a code to get the trail .. ur gunna hafta ask sumone else sry, tried
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Entry List
~*Saadddd*~
~*Stopping*~
~*Ch 2*~
~*Child Abuse*~
~*Ch 1*~
~*XxOoxX*~
~*Aunts...
~*Newness*~
~*Thank...
~*PoeM*~
~*AaHhhhh*~
~*SurVeys N ShYt*~
~*So hows it look?*~
~*QuiZ!!*~
~*Im Dying...
~*At CaSsIeS!!*~
~*Geez*~
~*N e thiin New?*~
~*At Skool*~
~*Montrose*~
~*Xcited!!*~
*~Neww*~
~* BabySitten*~
~* N/A *~
~*Becky<3*~
~*In Love♥*~
~*TATTOO*~
~*Snow?!*~
~*hMm*~
~*Weekend Kicked Ass*~
~*Docs Appt*~
~*The Liiist*~
*Mondays Suck*
~+Half Day+~
~*I laugh at ur...
~*Ppffff*~
Yet another...
Just a gay quiz..
Imaturity..
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SaMe oLd SaMe...
*Sundays Suck*
hmmmm
*No skool today*
Why do ppl fight ova...
*Up late again*
Tiredfull
*yes i finally got thys...
What a...
~*ANOTHER QUIZ!! *~
Going nite...
~*Of Course a Quiz*~
~*My...
~*ImMaTuRiTy*~
~*Whatta weekend*~
~*RaaaaR*~
~*Muah*~
~*I LOVE HIM*~
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~*Thank God*~
~*Thinken*~
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