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October 23rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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there is so much to say.. that damn drama has started again...Grant is talking shit about how i didnt buy her an ipod, and britty is saying that im fabricated.. what loosers waste time talking about me..im not ever worth talking about.. thats why i left the damn high school and went to college is to get away.. i have no idea what they want from me and im not about to go and ask them... fucking retarted.. I dont know if jessica considers me her friend.. i tried to be nice. i emailed her saying sorry and all that shit.. but i didnt get the response i was looking for.. and no i didnt steal her bestfriend... its laame. i think that she was like what the hell am i supposed to say back to that?? i dont know either. i tried and i dont know myself what to call her..and grant and danielle and britany and carlee and jenna and mirah and kim .. the list goes on and on... i just dont know its not that i dont care because i do, i wouldnt have tried to talk to them if i didnt care.. but thats how it goes.. i dont have time to mess with the babyshit....i will just take my pictures and clean my car.. laame! |
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September 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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i hate what she is doing to me.
I hate who she is hanging out with.
i hate why shes doing this.
I hate how i am reacting.
I simply hate it!
The one and only bad thing...I cannot do anything about it.. |
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stress |
August 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I have so much to say!!
college is kinda boring.. no parties or anything yet.but itll come. the classes are super easy and boring.. its so hard to sit through them!!!!! but its difficult because i need to get a 4.0 because this is the real deal here. no slacking, but then its sooooo hard not to because its easy.. but whatever
i start at jcpenneys tomorrow morning. i excited about that! but it will be different because this is actucally my first job.. kinda because all summer i worked for my aunt but it wasnt like a job.but it was?? confusing?? very! so at penneys i work in womens! so i dont kno whow much per hour i work but i know i get a 20% off employee discount! i know i will work a lot because i work every night except monday and wednesday! but im going to change that so that i cannot work tuesdays adn that i can work on monday and wednesday. confusing yes! so i have to dress up tomorrow! but i need shoes!! shopping!!! i think im going to go to payless!
he really pissed me off tongiht.. i dont know how much more i can take!! i really dont |
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homework!! |
August 25th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I dont really have much to say besides im uber swamped with homework... not a good deal!!! so i better got to doing that.. its so weird that im considered a college student. .. i dont feel like one.. to any extent. :) i work at JCPennys now.. so i got everything going for me, but i dont want it to get screwed up!!! |
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Im back |
August 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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once again im back! a long summer it was indeed! but an uh-maz-ing one!! i made soooo much dinero.. its crazy.. it was different being up there! it was weird! but at the same time i acomplished a lot that i wanted to.. i had some rough times.. but i made it.. i worked soooooo much you dont even know.brad pissed me off the other day but whatever. i cried when i had to leave because i was so used to it. for 3 months thats what i knew then i have to come back here. when i didnt even want to come back anyway. it just bites. tiffany is something else that whole shit with jake sucks.she is stupid, she sucks at life! you dont even know but if you were her you wouldnt hang out with someone that punches you in the face. i know i wouldnt. laame. then she calles me to inform me that she is hanging out with my friend.. who shouldnt be her friend.. but is.. i dont even fucking know.. i had too much to drink.. ugh.. she just pisses me off all of the time.. its insane. i HATE her and she CAN go die. she causes sooo many problems and it really sucks because we have to still be around it even thought she doesnt live here anymore. laame.
i started college today. its uh-maz-ing. totally different that high-school. i love it but im afraid that i will be loaded with too much homework.. we shall see.!
so i gave joanna 500$ for her birthday. so that she can buy her camera! mhm that was uh-maz-ing!!
i have sooo much to say but so little time..
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story of a life in flames |
June 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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i dont even understand!! i really hope that it all works out because im not there anymore..and i talked to my mom last night about getting one and i was crying and she was crying and it was emotional i hope she makes the right choice with this.i dontn know, well i dont really know much.
i started my second job last night.. wow was it crazy!! but its much dinero...and i am working all the time for my aunt and its really exciting.
i went to college registration today!!!!!!
wootwoot |
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a camera for me! |
June 18th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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So my FIRst check is 646$$!! wootwoot...
i had a good day, i love the horses..i am happy when i think about him... :) i cannot wait to see my friends again.. i am going to make a book for them.. it will be uh-maz-ing!! they will cry! i am excited...i will cry. 646-550= not 200$$ grr. i took pictures today with a slr camera!! OMG it was uh-maz-ing! i know that is what i am going to get..now yes......i felt so alive while taking those pictures.. i love it!! |
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hi my name is BRad |
June 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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OMgosh...woot i talked to him.. ahhh.. its just so exciting. its been rough... really rough. but wonderous at the same time. i am very excited!! i guess i dont really know why but just being here is fun. I talked to jessica last night..while going home, and sliding on the road and going into the ditch...wow that was very scary...i don teven know...a water bottle fell down and got stuck behind the break, so she couldnt stop.. holy cow...so i have officialy figured out what im getting joanna for her birthday!! wootwoot...mhm its pretty sweet if you ask me adn you will ask me so im telling you that its pretty sweet ahead of time. |
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a whole new thing |
June 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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This it lame! It finally works again! But once again im back..but at least nobody knows about this .. or so I think. mhm. It has been a crazy last few weeks and I am here in the wonderful town of Oak Grove. Wootwoot. I am having a wonderful time,,, we went 4-wheeling yesterday and today when we went we found a new trail and it was uh-maz-ing!! Although we did get stuck once..hehe.. so lets talk about BRAD.. shall we.. mhm.. I think I will keep all of that.. not fou anyone to know..except me and brad…I took the horses out again,,,its uh-maz-ing because I call them and they come running .. its uh-maz-ing. I like brushing them down.,,, they have more brushes that I do!! lol well. Things have been crazy besides that.. I started work last Monday and I DID get that second PCA job.. I work everyday (first PCA)..and Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday with Lisa,,(second PCA) . So im quite busy! I love my job though,, im soo excited to go to texas!! Im going in like 3 weeks!! Wootwoot…it is going to be uh-maz-ing! And I am excited to see everyone again. And its disappointing . with Jessica I tried to talk again that may have been a mistake on my part. But at least I tried… its her choice..whatever.,
I don’t need to be around that anywho. And I cannot stand how she talks to me like nothing has happened. So much has happened and I don’t want to be her friend anymore.. I don’t want to. Gosh ..She must not understand what that does to a person.. I just don’t understand..its really hard for me because of some things, to let things go and friends go, fights go, just letting everything go.. but I am working on it. I m up here to work on things..to take a break from everything..relax. But I still have that problem ,, my self.. im not very happy with that situation. But no more of me complaining. I have been looking at SLR cameras. I think I have chosen a Nikon D50. I want to buy Joanna a SLR camera for her birthday.. we’ll see. I don’t even know if she likes the NIKON D50…..maybe…I will have the $$ and I don’t want to move to the next level of picture taking without her….mhm…gosh she is suck a good friend, she deserves it!.
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May 23rd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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ok so today went like this
-get up, late as usual.tiff yells at me to hurry up.i get to biology and as usual i have those little mood swings..one minute i am happy and the next im not..its crazy..but we keep talking about how many days are left in the school year,which is 5. that is really exciting but i am leaving to my uncles house in 12 days.
-go to spanish and cram for a wicked grammer test with preterite/imperfect.which by the way went horrible.there pretty much goes my spanish grade for this term.
-health, we had to start the sex-ed unit.which is not bad except the people in there thought some "termonology" was pretty funny.which they can grow up
-comm. i got to talk ______________ again.which is cool.but im still not sure...
jessica and i went to the library and got a few books from agatha christie.thats cool. i cannot ge tmy car unitl thursday, whick kinda sucks but i will get over it. i am going to get a mercury couger later this year so hopefully that will happen. but who knows...
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