Grrr!
Listening to: Story of the year - until the day I die
Feeling: angry
What a bad night! Dinner was a mess, my two little cousins were a little disaster, they can't even eat anything. Lets order them a $8 plate and they only ate 1/4 of their plate. I got pissed at my grandma for acting to old. She pisses me off to the extent that I wanted to just scearm at her. When I got home the first thing I did was call John because he makes me feel so much better after a bad day. Well he wasn't home, so I waited 2 hours for him to call me back. So we had a bad storm last night, and my parents freak when my computer is on when there is a storm out, so the power went out, and the computer restarted, so I couldn't turn it off right away. So my mom yelled at me to turn it off, I yelled back that I'm turning it off, and well she said that if I talk back to her or my dad, I'll get grounded. Whatever, so I went into my room and listened to some music, and still whenever I hear 'I don't want to miss a thing' I always end up crying, and I don't know why. So John fianlly did around 9ish and we talked till 10:40. It turned out that Teffra was having the group hangout at her place. Well I don't know why we couldn't have made plans on Saturday so that I could have gotten out of dinner with my wonderful family. So well, nothing new happened today. School is boring like always. John had cross country after school with Greg so I ended up walking home with Justin and Kruz.
So anyways, I think my night is going to suck. My brother has a soccer game at 6:15, Im not going!! So I got no clue what I'm doing tonight..hopefully I get to see John for a bit:( oh well.
Homework to do.

-jess xo
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great
wow! it's been a while since I wrote anything. lets see.. the last thing I really wrote about was fighting with my boyfriend, well that has changed, we really thought we were going to break up. but that has changed now he can't get enough of me and we arent fighing and i dont know, its different. its good. i can't wait to go camping with him in a week, we are going to Banff and RedDeer.
but im busy ttyl
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Come Online
I'm waiting for you to come online! I need to know how it went. I'm worried about you. I can't believe that you actaully had to go there. Why yould your mom make you? It doesn't make any sense to me. Come Online!
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May Long
Camping with John and talking spending time just us and not seeing friends made everything better. Which I'm so happy that everything worked out!
Camping was so fun. John and I slept in a tent, and the first night I kicked him off the air matress and took all the blankets. It sucked that all of the provincal parks didn't allow alcohol. Oh well.
Happy as could be!
Jess
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short breaks
Feeling: depressed
Less time together=no more fighting

It's not going to work. 4 days to fix my jealousy and trusting problems.. I can do it.. but how?!

Comment me if you know how.
Please

Unsure
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Grrr!
great
Come Online
May Long
short breaks
Jealous
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fighting
R.I.P. John
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almost over
ahh work
18 months
Two Steps Forward One Step...
Cute
how;;what;;why
waiting game
Missin you
Shitty
R.I.P. Mr. Smart
Good vs Bad
Colds
So much for a great yesterday
Happy Birthday to me!
Is this just a waste of time?
Answers
video games
why do i always do this?
better then i thought
waiting
New Years Eve
resolutions?
gunnin'
Merry Christmas...
never thought...
What the fuk!?
bobbie's party and then some
in that mood
do i have a sign on my back...
@#$%!&
snow
AHH
hmmm
maybe not
woooot!!
Happy Halloween!
blank
Fukin awesome night!
awww
nothing new
fathers pt. 2
Doom
better?
blank inside
ugh
feelin great
Kingdom of heaven
crushes
love
her
cuddling
Love of a life
thanksgiving dinner
ok of a night
no ones listening
heavy sigh
snow in October
oh its on bitch
stressed outt
next on days of our lives
keep quite
Awesomeness
promise?
untiled
upss& downns
First Anniversary
drinking
best friend?
Goin back to blonde?
your friend eh?
Grounded
fathers
What a night
Weekend!!!
longest days ever
last day=(
...and I wait
bunk
phone calls
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