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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: Goo Goo Dolls-Iris
Feeling: dark
I was on the fone with Matt for like, 2 hours and one minute! Exact. I accidently woke him up ... I'm sorry... ehhh ... I dont know. I felt so happy when I talked to him. I dont know .. but I love his voice ... it makes me blush, and ... and ... go all weak and everything. I've NEVER done that! EVER.
Well ... Being I said nothing about me in the first entry ... my name is Tori. I'm a good friend, and a person who needs love, to believe that she is worth living. An animal lover, and a lover of the Arts. She draws fairly well, and, she also sings, and plays guitar. Bi sexual, and also Troubled ... my heart, belongs to Matt at this moment .. and she hopes it will stay that way for awhile. She loves him, maybe a bit more then he loves her. She likes photography, and not afraid to be herself. Also, she cannot survive without music. She doesnt think she's pretty, nor beautiful, despite what everyone tells her ... She wants to be a Marine Bilogist. With black hair, and hazel eyes, she wanders this planet ... Wishing that only someone would save her ...
Yup .. thats me. Anyway ... heres the poem ...
One minute I wake up,
And I'm alone.
The skies are grey,
Rain, Pouring down hard.
A sigh escapes my lips,
And once again your gone.
I miss your arms around me,
And how, you'd kiss my nose.
And mostly how you'd look at me.
And whisper, that you love me.
But this morning, I woke up,
And a tear, steadily forming in my eye,
As it rolls down my cheek ..
I feel your lips, touch my skin.
A slight smile, already forming.
Cuddled close, and laying down slightly,
The sound of rain, still hits me,
And I open my eyes ...
To find..that no ones there... |
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This world is Fucked |
March 27th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Cope Talking
Feeling: disturbed
Do you know what China factories do to their workers? Sweatshops, Child Labor Laws, and the like? Look it up. I'll sure you'll be disturbed.
Walmart is evil. The end.
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Fuck. Report Cards. |
January 17th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Gazette- Anti Pop
Feeling: schizophrenic
Well, we get report cards today. I'm fucking scared as shit. >. |
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Concert Day! |
December 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Miyavi-pop and roll
Tomorrow, Johnny and I are going to a concert called christmas khaos. Korn is its headliner. Im only really going so I can see Mudvayne. But seeing Korn should be cool. I know James is going, and so is (gags) Chelsea and Ness. I will push that bitch in the pit. Im gonna mosh my brains out tomorrow. And I hope it rains. If it rains, it makes everything so much cooler. |
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New pics, and a new outlook |
November 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Ladytron-Playgirl
Feeling: accomplished
Wow. Haha. I had nothing better to do, then to sit here, and reread the drama that WAS my life. I was so immature then. Anyway, I figured I'd update this shit with new pics of me. I've aged. Matured. And I look better. The header photo, is an example. Bwahaha. Anyway, here they are.
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November 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Life sucks. Period. |
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Well well well |
November 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Celldweller <3
Feeling: attractive
So, I went last night to 3 diffrent barnes and nobles. NONE of them were open. I was highly pissed. And at 6:00, too. They were closed. WTF?! So then I went to Waldenbook sin the broward mall. Yeah. They took it out about 3 months ago. I was having bookstore problems last night. They were all against me. Didnt want me to finish Paradise Kiss, I guess. So then I went into Sam goody.
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Hottest Asian in the feckin world was at the Manga stand. I just about died. He was wearing a Sex Pistols shirt.
He looked like this:
Can we say TURN ON? Man. It was great. He looked at me, and complimented my skirt.
After that. I made a mental note to wear that skirt more often. Then I bought Imadoki volume 1. And I have to say, its odd. But I like it! After I left sam goody, I went into Spencers, and bought a Star pin, and a star wars pin for Zach. Then went to the food court, and got some Edo food, and green tea. And then I saw a friend from my old Middle School, and I went over and talked to him. It was nice seeing Anthony again. Then. I was leaving, and I saw a stand that was selling barbells, and stuff. I ended up buying two of them. A star, and a hear. They ish so Kawaii! They remind me of the FRUiTS fashion. So I had to def. get em.
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! YAY!! Anyway, moving on. I had the WEIRDEST dream last night. I was in a school, (location unknown) and, I was apparently dating soime guy (highly unlikely). And he was the SWEETEST guy ever. His name was Frey... and yeah. XD. All I know, is that he was a GOOD feckin kisser.. |
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Wow |
February 18th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Adema-Promises
Feeling: angsty
Wow, tis been awhile SIT. I recently got a Livejournal, so Ive neglected you. No one knows this diary, so I feel safe writing in here. I broke up with Nik, and for a fw reasons... he knows what those are. I might go back to him, I might not. I dont know yet. Im sitting here at Hillarys. I lovrher so much. Shes not like roxy, shes not like mikey. I can laugh with her always. I dont feel obliged to do shit with her, like I do wih everyone else. Pretty much.. a really good friend. Moms bday is coming up, I cant wait. Im planning something for her. Johnnys coming over and everything! Well, I gotta split, ill be writing in here more often! |
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November 11th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Disturbed-Forsaken
Feeling: dorky
Keep your voices to a whisper,
We dont want to be heard,
Acting of sudden violence,
To the social distortionous guilt,
Hearts beating violently,
While my hand taps on your window pane
Praying inside my head, you'll answer.
Do not shun me away, because you know I love you.
Take me into your loving arms, because you know I need you.
Ask me to stay with you, because you know you missed me.
Whenever I look into his eyes,
It makes me want to turn to stone.
To keep that everlasting moment of true happiness.
Leave a whisper....
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Not feeling good |
November 8th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Simple Man
Feeling: emotionless
XxDevilFairiexX: hey
xXFishnetSorrowx: Hi
xXFishnetSorrowx: Did rachel and estefan break up?
XxDevilFairiexX: yea
XxDevilFairiexX: are you mad at her???
XxDevilFairiexX: tell me
xXFishnetSorrowx: I dont give a shit.
XxDevilFairiexX: no seriously
XxDevilFairiexX: she feels bad
xXFishnetSorrowx: I dont give a shit.
XxDevilFairiexX: okaii
xXFishnetSorrowx: I felt nothing.
XxDevilFairiexX: w/e
xXFishnetSorrowx: Tell her I take no claim to him, never have, never will.
XxDevilFairiexX: im not on the fone with her or ne thing
xXFishnetSorrowx: Oh.
XxDevilFairiexX: yea
xXFishnetSorrowx: So, Ness and her go out now?
XxDevilFairiexX: yea
Fucking hypocrite... |
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