Alot has Happened
Listening to: Pantera-Domination
Feeling: happy
Alot has happened since i last posted in my SITdiary. So...

-River of the Eclipse, my band, has managed to make a myspace(www.myspace.com/riveroftheelcipse) and we are making an all original set of songs. We plan on making our first live gig around end of january, end of february...I dont haven't decided just yet.

-Love related...I use to like my friend Megan as I stated somewhere on here. However, I see now that it was just a crush I had and I think we will be better off as friends. However...I have a girlfriend now. I go out with this girl sara now. Some of you might not know her but I do and thats all that matters isn't it? well I think I might have found a girl that I will like for a longer time...I hope I dont offend her or make her unhappy or anything, because I wouldn't want that to happen...anyways, We just started going out today, December 3rd, 2005.

-I also just came back from Sara's party. It was me, Sara, Meredith, Cody, Sharon, Katie, Danny, Beth, and Sam there. At first my mom wasn't gonna let me go but then sara called and asked if I was coming...then I said that I needed a ride there and a ride back. Danny volunteered to pick me up and take me back home afterwards, which was cool of him. We go there and the party happened. I will not go any farther into details because we all swore not to repeat anything that happened in that party. It was nothing bad, just dont want other people to know because they aren't cool.

-I am somehow managing to somewhat keep my grades up...amazing...

-Me and Jen are friends now and there is no awkwardness between us. I am over her and she actually talks to me more often now. Which is good. So yea...

-I have yet to fully become wiccan but it can wait for a while until I get a job and help pay for the equipment for my band and also other stuff that I may need to spend money on or something in the future...

-I was supposed to get an Xbox 360 as my birthday and my christmas present combined but I never got it...should be getting it soon though.

-Going to visit my grandparents in north carolina in december for christmas. Gonna be down there a few days. gonna have to sit in the car though for eight or nine hours though, which sucks alot...

-A couple of weeks or so ago...me and my brother and two of our friends started to take stuff form hot topic. they cost too much. we just started grabbing cds and a couple of shirts, occasionally wristbands and collars...bryan even managed a pair of tripp pants. It's been prosperous everytime we go there...

anyways, I will probably post another entry in a couple of weeks...or months...whenever...
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Fun at the football game
I just got back from the football game...middletown won 61 to 0 against umm...i forget...but anyways, thats not the issue at hand...or is it? i dont know nor do i give a flying fuck. Let me just say, hanging out with freshman is fun. I was hanging out with megan, buddy, and these two other chicks who are megan's friends...we had fun, well we walked around being crazy and acting stupid and shit...there was not alot of people like there normally is...but it was still fun...afterwords we went to the park right next to the stadium and we swung on the swing set and tried driving the fake cars and i lit my hair on fire and it kinda stunk then after the smeel went away the four of them like sat down and crossed their legs and i layed down the middle on their legs it was kind of weird, then one of them threw grass on me and the others put grasse on me...and soon i was covered in grass, megan shoved grass down the back of my shirt, and buddy took a peice of grass and picked my nose with it....it was weird, and its weird because we were hanging out with some 7th graders for a bit and they all said they had gotten high before and they were little little kids, like half my size, and we were just staring at them and then we told them drugs are bad, you shouldnt do them...anyways, they didnt really listen to us...but oh well, stupid kids...and megan was acting all weird...oh well...anyways, tommorow me and bryan have band practice with our band...and sunday we go to our mom's house. and when i come to school on monday, my hair will be completely straight *gasp* ok its not that important but people will definately be able to tell the difference between me and bryan and if they cant, there stupid and should see at all...so yea, im just gonna go....bye
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Internet at dads
i finally got my internet at my dad's house, me and bryan are happy now...we just have to get our xbox live account recovered and we can play on live again with all our friends. That will be cool. We also have to walk to school tommorow and back. but it doesnt matter cause we have a dunkin donuts in front of our house! how cool is that? you know its the best thing in the world...well, next to peanut butter....and sex if you're a pervert...but eh, everyone's a pervert inside...
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Saturday
Our five day weekend is almost over...my sapce bar isbeing retarded...keeps sticking...anyways, i rented Ultimate Spiderman for the PS2 today and it is really cool, you can play as venomand eatpeople, draining theirlife for health...plus some of the marvel characters likethe human torch and wolverine make appearences in the game...its fun and i really like how they did the cut scenes like comic strips. anyways, nothing new has happened to me besides getting a myspace acount and whatever...here it is:

www.myspace.com/nocturneofraven/

just go there and your well...there....anyways...i'll talk to you guys whenever i can...so see ya
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five day weekend
we have a five day weekend. lets see...

wednesday=seeing corpse bride
thursday=river of the eclipse band practice
friday=stay night over friend's house
saturday=watch little brother
sunday=go back to my dad's house

remember kids, dont cut across, cut straight down...lol...j/k bye
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running through the crowds...
Listening to: none
Feeling: happy
The football game was a couple of hours ago, and i went. It was better than last week's football game. more people that i know and stuff. In the beginning i hung out with a couple of people, just messing around and such, then i saw megan and started hanging out with her. i actually had fun at an event where there is tons of people. once i got into it, i was yelling at people and acting all crazy and shit. i actually had fun doing something else besides video games and such. the only thing i dont like about megan is that she smokes, but i think i can overlook that fact since i seem to have more fun with her than anyone else. i really like her alot and i hope we can become even better friends, possibly more. anyways, i scared a bunch of little girls a couple of times and they screamed. me and megan just started laughing. i threw an empty water bottle at some kid and ran down the edge of the stadium with megan and me yelling. that was fun too. lets see, i walked home, left at like 10:15 and got home at 11...tiring walk though. and now im on the computer and it's 1:10am. i might get ready to go to bed though....not sure...nothing new besides the football game has happened in my life, besides i have a couple of new friends and i managed to get my homework done this week for school, yay for me! *cough* anyways, im just gonna stop now...post more for ya later!
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another fucking entry...
Listening to: DevilDriver-End of the Line
Feeling: anxious
I'm sitting at home, bored...no one to talk too, nothing to do....so i figured i'd write another fucking entry in my fucking diary which no one fucking looks at it or just doesnt comment on anything...anyways...had first japanese club meeting...that was chaotic...people wont shut up when they're supposed too...fucking idiots....alan was there, which means megan will never go there if alan's there because of what he did to her...she was yelling at him this morning when i got to school. so i just left her alone to yelling at him...hopefully she gets that sorted out. Kaleida at kahunaville last night was awesome. they're really good. though you couldnt hear their vocals all that well on some parts so it kinda detracted form the experience...but oh well. I really like megan but she has a boyfriend and she's got issues with alan right now, so i dont think she would want to go out with me right now...so i guess i'll wait, though i suck at waiting....pain in my ass....anyways, i'll just go get fucked by the world now...oh yea, my mom said she might consider letting me and bryan get a peircing...though she said no lip peircing....oh well, wasnt planning on it really...see ya
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Love?
Listening to: static x-Im with stupid
Feeling: horny
ha horny...anyways....i wanna ask this chick megan out and jen gave her my number but she hasnt called even though she had asked jen for it...and sadly i dont have her number...i just got back from the grange a couple of hours ago. i went with jen, bekky, my roomate blake, his friend nicole, and bekky's sister and friend. we saw nardo there and alot of other people from our school. i dont even know why i paid 14$ to get in, i was hardly listening to the bands. it was very very hot inside the grange. bekky's sister pretty much made me give her a piggy back ride and i couldnt lift my arms for a couple of seconds because of her weight, although she isnt fat but shes just tall...she is hot, but she's preppy....so yea...anyways, i had fun...everybody had fun...well except for those that didnt go but im sure other people had fun. anyways, i think im falling in love with megan, im constantly thinking about her....this sucks....wanna know why? that means if anything, i'll end up fucking that relationship up...like i did with jen's and mine...hopefully i dont though...im actually kinda glad jen broke up with me...thats weird, oh well....cant wait to see megan, although i only see her during lunch, before health and after school and possibly before school...so i'll just talk to you later....penis
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Entry # 76
Listening to: A Perfect Circle-Judith
Feeling: insatiable
captains log, day 225. there seems to be no intelligent life on this planet...ahhh mayday mayday we're falling down to earth ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! *BOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!*

it seems that anyone that isnt a metalhead or emo and some skaters seem to be overly obsessed with themselves. everybody today...well yesterday since its 12:35am right now...were thinking they were right. this girl in social studies wouldnt shut up until she was victorious and she keeps calling everybody dumb and she says, and i quote, "im like the smartest person in this class..." then on my bus to my mom's house which leads to the legends, almost all of them are lazy and expect to be waited on just because they have been raised in a big house with enough money to get whatever, they think that other people will give them what they want which leads to conflict which leads to fighting which leads to pain, pain to suffering, then possibly death. there is much to fear from the dark side...but dont worry, we have cookies! anyways...bye
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My turn? already? fine...
Listening to: Tool-Prison Sex
Feeling: outraged
HAHAHA Orgasmic, now thats funny, im not really orgasmic i just thought i'd put it there. Well today was pretty fun. from lunch on, bryan held up a sign that said 'my other penis is a vagina' and showed everyone by walking around with it in the air. that was funny. I finally talked to a friend i had not talkin to for about 3 or 4 years which was really cool. she goes to glassgow and apparently is in the band their...so when we play against glassgow, i will go to that game so i can see her. that will be cool. anyways im starting to get over jen. I've been bugging her to help me with this one chick named Megan, who's last name will be a mystery to you people. She is a freshman but she is a hot freshman, like most of them this year. But she doesnt seem to be one of those obnoxious people who want you to listen to them...well she does when she says hi, then if you dont say hi back she'll yell a bit, but it can be fun. i met her at my friend's b-day party and at the time they were going out, but they broke up. so anyways...if jen will stop pretty much ignoring me and being busy all the time, she might be able to help me. Home life...is slightly different. my mom moved in with her friend a couple of weeks ago and we finally got into the house this week. we have their basement, how cool is that? well not that cool, but im sure you dont care. apparently her friends live in the rich development, the legends. So our mom doesnt have to pay rent and she can get out of debt and get back on her feet in like two months. thats gonna be cool, have our own house that we can live in until we move out...which will be like two years or less...possibly more. anyways, they have three kids. a boy and two girls. the boy's name is blake and he's thirteen, he's pretty cool, he plays the guitar and he likes rock so thats good and he skateboards alot, which is good, but i dont really care much about it. then theirs a two year old girl named bree and a nine year old girl named brittany. all three of them are lazy as hell and they dont pick up after themselves. me bryan and our mom are almost always cleaning up after them. the kids on the bus we have to ride are spoiled, lazy, loud and they like rap and what not, well most of them anyways.this one black freshman likes to take our cell phones and call any random person on our contact list. it bugs the shit out of me. He comes over just to bug us to play halo even though we dont want to. anyways, my dads still living with his mom until his house is built, so nothing new there. i dont know if im missing anything though....any questions or concerns...or if you just want to comment, just uhh.....comment....talk to you fuckers later, bye.
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Entry List
Alot has Happened
Fun at the football game
Internet at dads
Saturday
five day weekend
running through the crowds...
another fucking entry...
Love?
Entry # 76
My turn? already? fine...
school has started
One more day of freedom
more events
Carnival
Anyways
I'll stop if...
CLARIFICATION
Anonymous
ROSE Online
Ryan
End of it All
B-day party
Early birthday gifts
not going out
NEW CDS
im here
North Carolina
another day in my fucking...
Mall
dentist
Yearlong Project
New Name
another day...another dollar
school
Hot Topic
Diary
2nd Marking Period Midterms
Forsaken Ritual
Mall
New Entry #...whatever number...
Happy Fucking New Year
XMAS
Friday
Internet
Voices
Saturday
Fun
december
Hentai
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Bass
Play
Report Cards
Guitar/Drums
Screwed...
Halo 2
TO JEN
re:re:Party
Party
Music Video
SIMS 2
Halloween party
re: Party
Party
Job
Dante's Inferno Test
band meeting!
*sigh*
BAND!!!
Beat Fable
Rain
Fable
Forsaken Ritual
Grr...
w00t!
Drums
ME!!!
days
Computer
School
House
summer
Quack
School
Birthday
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