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November 29th, 2008 @ 10:22pm |
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So I had a REALLY weird dream last night...
All of a sudden I had a "baby". It wasn't a normal baby though... it was a piece of black sticky goo that was about an inch long. My old girl scout leader saw it and told me that those kinds of "babies" are really delicious if you deep fry them. Then I realized that It didn't make sense that I'd had a "baby" since i'd been single for longer than 9 months... Then I showed the "baby" to my RA, and she told me that if I didn't want it, that I could just put it in water and It would dissolve, because that's what happens to those kinds of babies. So that's what I did, and that's the last thing I remember before waking up... |
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Blahhhhhhhhh |
November 20th, 2008 @ 10:04pm |
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I feel yucky :(
I slept until 15 minutes before calculus, 2 1/2 more hours of sleep more than usual. I took an hour nap after calculus. I droned through lunch, and chemistry. I worked on math homework that made me want to kill myself. I went to dinner even though I felt like puking. I took a 2 (almost 2/12) hour nap until I had to go to this "modern dance" concert. I'm still scratching my head. My head has been killing me all day. My entire body is sore. My knees are making a weird sound when I go up the stairs. I'm hungry and nauseous at the same time. I'm freezing cold when everyone around me is hot. I'll live I suppose. That's not what's making me feel the yuckiest anyway. I thought I was special... but everything is still about her... isn't it obvious that she's moved on? I'm more real to you than she could ever be. You've never even met her in real life... I know you in real life... I meant it when I told you that I loved you... I thought you did too... |
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The most amazing weekend ever. |
November 10th, 2008 @ 3:54pm |
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I have to say, that went about as well as possible. At first he was just surprised and didn't seem to happy, but that changed. I got on the train at 10:00 on friday evening. It was only running 45 minutes behind so I would be able to make my transfer, 2 and a half hours before I left. I woke up and we were not 1, but 3 hours behind schedule. It turns out that someone jumped in front of my train to commit suicide...
I missed my transfer, but I got a partial refund, and took a taxi to see my friend. It was pretty much the best weekend ever... |
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This is going to be the longest week of my life. |
November 2nd, 2008 @ 7:05pm |
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I did the most impulsive thing of my life today. I bought a train ticket to Georgia for this weekend. I'm going to go surprise one of my friends. I can only imagine how he'll react.
I just wish I didn't have to wait so long
I'm leaving friday around 9...
I can't wait!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D |
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Don't try this at home |
October 27th, 2008 @ 1:10pm |
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ok, so I learned something the other day by almost giving myself a concussion.
Don't have sex with someone on a desk when you're sitting in a rocking chair...
ok so that's not quite what happened, but this requires a little explanation. To start, I'm not a skank or a lesbian, but my sisters and I like to talk kinda sexy to each other. We would never act on it, but its just funny.
So I was talking to my stepsister, and we were on webcam. My computer was on my desk.
The chairs they provide for us here are rocking chairs.
So put my legs up on either side of the computer, slid down in my chair and started thrusting at the computer...
Well I guess i thrust just a little too hard, because my chair fell over and I hit my head really hard on my Roommate's desk.
Obviously I didn't have a concussion, or I wouldn't have woken up the next morning, but I did have a really bad headache almost all day yesterday.
So the lesson here is:
Don't use a rocking chair, and be the one on the desk...
And I don't think i'll be humping my webcam again any time soon...
Yes, I already know I'm stupid, but if you would like to point it out to feel smart... |
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:D |
October 18th, 2008 @ 2:27pm |
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Wow, sorry about that ridiculously emo entry.
I basically was having a feminine problem that made me really depressed for 2 days. Everything was going wrong at the same time and i sort of felt like everyone had a personal vendetta against me, even though i knew they didn't.
Something is up, but it is clearly much less severe than i originally had assumed.
So now i'm happy again :) |
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D: |
October 15th, 2008 @ 8:41pm |
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Ok...
This week started off fantastic...
I had an amazing monday
an amazing tuesday
I even got rid of the notion that i was unwanted by certain parties...
I even had a great wednesday...
but now i'm pretty sure one of my friends is avoiding me...
Just face me coward |
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DC adventure |
October 11th, 2008 @ 10:49pm |
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I just got back from an amazing arts village trip. We went to washington DC for 2 nights, then this morning we drove to Baltimore, and now we're back.
The first thing we did was go on a guided tour of the national cathedral. Little did we know that the tour guide would make a really bad size reference that would stick with us for the entire trip, and most likely much longer. She told us that the National Cathedral was so long, that if you tipped the Washington Monument over and somehow "rammed" it in the door that just a little bit would be left outside the door. Ok, I don't know about you, but that sounds extremely sexual to me, and it sounded that way to a lot of other people in the group, I mean, as if the Washington Monument didn't already have phallicular qualities, now we're going to RAM it into the national cathedral... great...
Everyone around me giggled at the sight of the Washington Monument for the rest of the trip, including me, and I'm pretty sure that will be funny for the rest of my life...
We also went to a play called "Shear Madness" the first day, and it was quite honestly, hysterical. If you ever have a chance to see it, it plays at the theater lab in the Kennedy Center. Basically it's a murder mystery that takes place in a hair salon, and near the end the audience gets to vote on who they think is guilty, and that's the ending they act out.
After the play we went to dinner at a Moroccan restaurant, and it was amazing. You sit on couches around these little table, and they bring you big plates that you eat off with your hands. They wanted a birthday person, and since mine had only been 2 days earlier, I got volunteered. The lights went out and they brought me a piece of Baklava with a sparkler on it, and something that was cherry flavored and alcoholic... turns out they were trying to get me to loosen up because after the belly dancer performed, the owner grabbed me by the arm and tried to get me to dance with her... I was a little too embarrassed... They gave me a certificate that says my name in whatever language they speak in Morocco (Moroccan perhaps? I really don't know) and they said that it says happy birthday from Marrekesh, but to get it framed and tell my friends that I'm a doctor. The food was delicious, and I wasn't hungry again until lunchtime the next day.
The next day we walked around for the entire day and got a really good look at DC, it was fun but exhausting.
After the walking tour of DC (and lots of giggling at the Washington Monument) we went to go see Henry IV part one... Old English isn't exactly easy for non-native english speakers, so more than half of the group left at intermission (I stayed, and i'm glad I did)
After the play we went on a nighttime tour of the monuments, and they were really pretty.
This morning we all loaded onto the bus half asleep and drove to Baltimore, which was absolutely beautiful, I really wish we could have stayed longer. We went to the American Visionary Art Museum. Some of the things in there were simply amazing, and shiny. There were pencils with the graphite carved into chains, and giraffes and interlocking hearts, and so many amazing things.
After that we went to the Aquarium which was also amazing.
I"m so glad I went, I had so much fun, I hope that we get the chance to go on more trips like this one.
It also gave me the time I needed to step back from everything, and reflect on my life from a distance, which was much needed in some cases... I feel much more confident in myself, and ready to face whatever problems may arise in the coming weeks. |
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All Growed Up! |
October 7th, 2008 @ 10:09pm |
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Today is my 18th Birthday, I'm finally legally an adult... I was having a great day.
I woke up, went to the gym, ate a cupcake for breakfast. Went to Class, went to a swarm demonstration.
Went to lunch with the fabulous Anuja
Went to dinner at Kanki with my amazing family. Had a BLAST.
Got home and talked to HIM...
I know we were never anything serious, but I can't help but feel that he's losing interest in me...
I want to ask him, but I don't want to hear the answer...
I'm probably just overreacting... I always do this...
I need to chill out...
I need to be less clingy...
I'm not going to talk to him for the weekend...(not out of spite, I'll just be out of town and busy) That will help me clear my head...
It's probably nothing...
If i react, it will become something
If i don't react it will remain the nothing that it is...
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Sexiled... |
October 6th, 2008 @ 3:54pm |
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Sexiled to the basement yet again...
ok well she isn't actually having sex in the room, she's just taking a nap with her boyfriend, which still makes it awkward to be in there...
so i'm in the basement with my lovely computer and my iPod...
So tuna and I did the best thing ever today.
It all started yesterday. My friend connor made me log onto myspace for the first time in like a year so that he could play poker with me (which didn't even end up happening) but I did reconnect with my friend tuna who was home from spring break, so we planned to surprise our friend Morgan by having her show up at lunch.
The look on morgan's face was priceless... |
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