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new additions to the family |
June 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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we're gonna have not one, but TWO exhange students living w/us next year! one Korean guy and one Chinese guy! they're both 16 and it'll be awesome!!!!!!!! i'm so happy that i'll finally have a brother (or TWO!) |
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nevermind |
June 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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nevermind . . .i'm stuck at home once again. |
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gone for the weekend . . . FINALLY! |
June 30th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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mom and i are gonna take a short road trip this weekend to look at a few colleges in New York we think. idk . . . the college part kind of freaks me out, but i'm eager to get out of the state. anyway, just wanted to let you guys know since i haven't been too chatty on AIM lately. alright, night. |
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stuck |
June 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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ever feel like you don't have a life? i do . . . i'm so stuck. |
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BLISS! |
June 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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ADDIE GOT A ROUTER - and not just ANY router .. . a WIRELESS router!!!!!!! that's right! she can be on a laptop in her room and be on xbox, and still see when you guys wanna talk on AIM and stuff! i'm SOOOOOOOOOOO stoked! (no matter how geeky it sounds . . . it means a lot in a family of 5). |
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it's been a while . .. |
June 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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So . .. it's been a while, but i dont' really feel like saying much. Other than this . . .
If you ever need help, just ask for it. I'll pretty much always help one way or another. However, if you go behind my back and don't tell me things (yes, this IS being dishonest) it will hurt you and me sooner or later. I really hate being kept from the truth . . . truth is always the answer. |
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ugh |
May 14th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: exhausted
i am sooooooooo tired after staying up until 3 last night . .. yes, even though i didn't go to prom . .. but what is up with u guys wanting to eat at 7?!?! jesus . . . u guys are insane. hahaha. i ALMOST decided to keep sleeping . . . but i didn't . . . yes, that's how much i love all of u guys.
my relatives are here. my aunt Beth and my grandfather. they're both really overwhelming b/c they constantly want to talk and there's no cousin's to interact w/instead. but i'm seriously having problems with the aunt. she's so bossy and intimidating. when i was like 13 . . . i flew w/iva out to see her and my cousins. she told me and one of my cousin's to clean up dog shit in the lawn before we could watch a movie. blehhhhh. what a bitch. anyway . . .i hope i endure their visit. if i show up at anyone's house randomly throughout the week . . . don't be alarmed . . . it will just be one of my escape efforts!
don't u hate when there's something that you haven't told anyone bothering you, but u just can't say it . . . ? it's like a gamble . . . is it more hellish to keep it to yourself or have to actually deal with it in reality? yes, i know, i know . .. it's bad to keep secrets . . . but in this case, i could argue against that. |
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it's saturday! |
May 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: "Lonely Day" - Phantom Planet
Feeling: fine
so, while you guys are all at prom today . . . i'm going to try to get ahead on my history scrapbook! doesn't that sound fun?! lol. yeah whatever . . . i need to sleep too.
i got grace the xbox game "Dance Dance Revolution" with two dancing mats . . . hahaha, it was hilarious. we were both competing and it's really entertaining b/c u have to step on the beat but sometimes it gets faster and really complex . . . and then, it starts giving the person that's winning insane amounts of steps . . . i almost died. hahaha. anyway, u guys will have to come challenge us at some point.
um, i'm really out of it . . . arts fest is in 2 weeks right? |
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rainy day |
May 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: some imix
Feeling: depressed
rainy days make me sooooo extremely moody. i'm not really enjoying today right now . . . normally i don't mind rain. but today . . . it has made me do some very deep thinking . . .
this is a poem that caught my interest today . . . i have to find one for English
"The Rain" - Robert Creeley
All night the sound had
come back again,
and again falls
this quiet, persistent rain.
What am I to myself
that must be remembered,
insisted upon
so often? Is it
that never the ease,
even the hardness,
of rain falling
will have for me
something other than this
something not so inconsistent -
am I to be locked in this
final uneasiness.
Love, if you love me,
lie next to me.
Be for me, like rain,
the getting out
of the tiredness, the fatuousness, the semi-
lust of intentional indifference.
Be wet
with a decent happiness. |
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yay! |
May 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: happy
the computer is in my room!!!!!!! i have it contained in my domain!!!!!! mwahahahahah! lol, i'm going to be up all night downloading music and whatnot . . . probably not to good for the homework aspect, but it'll be fun. oh, and josh is getting DSL this friday supposedly . . . that'll be awesome b/c we'll be nerds and play games online together. yay!
lol . . . i'm proud to be one of the few NOT going to prom . . . we shall not succumb to your evil plots of temptation! idk . . . but i don't really like the idea of a formal dance . . . dance shouldn't be constricted at all . . . however corny that may sound. plus, someone always ends up unhappy . . . i hate that. sooooooo . . . i'm planning on chillin' with some pals saturday night . . . yay!
yeah, so . .. i need to start working on my history hw . .. we have to do this huge scrapbook project and i have a topic, but need to narrow it down . . . i want to do something with film, but there's so much good stuff, i don't know what part to focus on! any ideas????? |
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