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August 13th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: pieces of me/ ashlee simpson
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im am so hyper its crazy i dont know where i got it from but i have this sudden boost of energy its crazy i ran a mile yesterday. i was so excited and tired all at the same time i dont think im going to run today i just dont feel like getting dressed and going up to the school even thought its like 5 mins. away anyway i dont really have much to write about other that the fact that i want the beastie boys new cd ok a list of cds that i want:
1 to the five boroughs- beastie boys
2 the beautiful letdown- switchfoot
3 wating for my rocket to come- jason mraz
4 chariot- gavin degraw
5 and the joss stone cd i dont know what its called i bet its probably called joss stone that would be funny i also want the spice girls cd doesnt matter which one they were the greatest and i dont care what anyone says good times and great oldies hmm well im done
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today i didnt run at all i really wanted to but i couldnt get anyone to come with me ( my mother makes me take my brother or sister with me when i run because its not safe to go it alone) my mother is gettin all pissy again about me playing field hockey shes all ahahhh the heat the cost your school work and grades your always tired blah blah im like im tired all the time wheither im playing or not its pissing me off and my arm is so itcy i dont know why i thought i needed i job i think i do but the only place i could work is in fast food and my older sister says i shouldnt because there are mean people that order fast food and theyd piss you off i can understand that i get angry easily but its passive aggressive so it doesnt really count i guess thats about it>
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November 21st, 2007 @ 12:00am |
should i do what makes me happy even thoug it'll make some one really important upset?
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should i do what makes them happy and upset even more? |
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November 20th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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i need to vent so im venting. i figure it would be legit to do it here. this is the only place that i feel that i can get everything out. im so frustrated i just want to be able set my own life. i don't want to make all of these plans if my mother is not going to respect them. it makes me so angry im suppose to respect and listen to what she wats bit i can't get the same respect. im not an idiot its not like im not fully capable of being on my own. its not like im asking some rediculous thing. people go to college away from there families ALL the time. and its not like im going to alska or california. i wan't to go back to the same state we just came from. the state i spent 14 years of my life in. i want to go home scratch that im going back home.
oh yeah and screw august rush that movie looks retarded i bet the writers of the lake house wrote that movie. seriously lame! |
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we don't fight fair |
October 26th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
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i just feel completely out of control. there isn't a single thing i have any control over. i cant make plans, i cant call and talk freely, i can't even be on my own for even two seconds. i feel completely trapped and i dont know what to do. maybe im too dependent on other people. should i just take things into my own hands? how should i know when to back down and say "well maybe i shouldn't"?
how accurate is the past when it is used as an indicator of the present? i just can't shake this feeling. if you can't fully believe in something, should you be a part of it? im so full of all these questions but i can't find any answers. and i can't even sit down and concentrate enough to even figure anything out.
maybe i should move back? maybe ill have a better grasp on things |
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April 13th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: say anythign - the futile
Feeling: flabbergasted
people are stupid. |
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