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have i been cold? well ive been thinking about things. what do you want me to do, fed? how can i be warmer. am i leaking through what this is? im sorry. what can i do to make you happy fed? |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: slipknot
Feeling: down
ok first, wtf are people writing in my comments!?
wtv, yall fuckers
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ok im kicking myself because i was in a fucked up mood with adam and i wouldnt let him touch me. i feel really mad because after i really regreted it, but by then he was gone so i couldnt feel loved anyway. im thinking of making my entries so only my friends can read them cuz these comments are fucked with |
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August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: the leaving song AFI
Feeling: irritated
Life is presently being a bitch. Tomorrow I get my braces off. Great. Now I can look like a rabbit. Fun. Oh yea, alex hates me for like, not picking my phone up or something. But honestly, I don’t think I should give anymore, I mean, he really hates me now. Theres nothing I can do. I don’t really even care I have like 5 friends in Miami, but during the summer, I can go back to being happy in NC. Im afraid to call Robert, cuz if his mom picks up, im screwed, and I don’t even really want to talk to him, he’s like , I dno, but hes just so different now. Or mabie hes not and he was just always like that. FUCK I cant THINK strait! And this thing with fed and his gf. I mean I was so fucking worried hed go hurt himself last night, I really wanted to talk to someone. Oh, but since im soooo smart, I decide that talking to jose is the best idea. So I spent an hour or so talking to him just to pass time and keep myself up so that I could call fed again. I honestly hate talking to jose, I mean he does nothing but lie to me, I mean really. I don’t care how dumb I seem, im not gullible when I know not to be. Wtv, so yea. And then I got so fucking sick of the kid, I was like “ok, umm…. I have to go call my friend now, I’ll call you when Im done” hes all “oh, sure sweetie.” So I hung up, called fed, he decided not to answer, so I went to sleep. I stopped feeling guilty for lying to jose. I mean, why should i? screw this. Im going to call fed again. Mabie not. Hes just going to ignore me anyway. I don’t give. |
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