| My Chem Saved My Life... |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Helena by MCR
Feeling: odd
My Chemical Romance really did save my life. They helped me to stop cutting myself. They helped me to stop my depression. They helped me to be myself and actually like myself.
My Chemical Romance means so much to me. They are my life and I would do anything for them. So thank you so much My Chem. I love you guys SOOOO much!
--Mikey--
PS: Congrats to the new Ms Alicia Way! |
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| Ghosts in the Snow |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Dead! by My Chemical Romance
Feeling: alienated
Life is argh right now. I don't know what to do. My whole family is fighting. Living here isn't so easy. If my mom and dad arent fighting, then it's my mom and my grandma over stupid bullshit like the mail (im not even kidding).
And people call me emo.
But HELLO!!!
You don't even know what it's like to have sooo much pressure on your shoulders and be expected to come through like nothing is wrong. So shut the fuck up. And yeah, I may have been a cutter. But don't talk about it unless i talk to you about it. BECAUSE ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSSINESS. Stop telling your friends about it. Because some of you mofos are a lot weirder than I am. Sure, i may hang out with the gothic/alternative artistic kids, but atleast we are smart! atleast we are trying to succeed. so shut the fuck up.
thank you and fuck you.
-Mikey
PS- this doesnt apply to everyone (: |
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| Hey you guys! I'm back! |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Dead! by MCR
Feeling: achy
Hey guys its me! It's been so long. I just got bored as hell today and i remembered that i haven't been on my lovely SitDiary in 567865453 months. So how is everyone? I'm glad to be back. |
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| the emo self i cant leave behind |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Jetset life is gonna kill you- mcr
Feeling: emotional
hopefully my emotions will settle down. but i cant live with the fact that gerard hates me....surprisingly enough....i want things to be okay btw me and her....but i feel she never wants to see me again |
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| Yo |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
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Hey i am finally back!!! |
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| Im Okay Now |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Cubicles by MCR
Feeling: confuzzled
Well, i guess i am feeling better now-- Gerard doesn't hate me like i think she does-- i feel better and my self esteem level went up by one point.
-ps: so we are clear-- i am over the cutting thing |
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| Gerard- Here's why |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Gerard-
the reason why i haven't gotten over all of this is because you hurt me. you would be pissed to if i called you a cutter. this whole experience broke my confidence, made me feel degraded and lonely and also made me feel like every one hated me |
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| Emotionally Abused |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Its not a fashion statement...its a fucking deathwish
Feeling: hated
well...my day keeps getting better and better... Gerard, the infamous Gerard whom i love entirely, hates me now...we are fighting over the whole "cutting contraversey"...see entry "Mikey's Point of View" and its comments. This will explain all. Its just that, there is no way jokongly to call someone a cutter. Plus when she called me a cutter, she had the most serious look in her face like Gerard Way did in the opening of the video for "Im Not Okay (I Promise)". I still think she thinks I am a cutter. |
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| The Story of my Death |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: I Never Told You What I Do For a Living
Feeling: dead
One night, i decided to go to my school and walk around. I needed to think. My sister, Gerard, just got killed by rabid dogs on the same hill i was walking on (the hill next to our football field). Suddenly, a man with long black hair and hazel eyes walked up to me. He told me to follow him... he was going to show me a cool hide-out. We walked down the hill into a shack. He stood behind me and i heard two click- bang sort of noises. I fall to the ground. My head was hurting. I woke up and hour later to see that both of us had been shot. I shut my eyes and next thing i know...im in hell. Now, i am Satan's right hand man...Gerard being his left. Me and my sister were finally reunited. Now, eveyday we haunt that hill.
At my funeral, they sung Helena. At that point, I was damn proud of myself. Since Gerard's rabid death happened only a day before mine, our wakes and funerals were on the same day.
When i saw Gerard in hell, a sudden stroke of happiness occured. I knew finally, we would rest in peace...together...
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| Mikey's Point of View |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Thank you for the venom by the best band ever
Feeling: depressed
I still cant believe Gerard called Mikey a cutter. Sometimes, Gerard makes Mikey feel super emo. Gerard almost made fun of Mikey's asthma again but Mikey called her on it.
PS- Im talking about me...in 3rd person...duh |
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