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in college! |
September 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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college is lots of fun! there is so much to do and the dorm life is incredible. I hate all the homework though, it sucks!! love, jackie |
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so long..... |
August 4th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: crickets outside
Feeling: abnormal
it has been so long.. so whats new.. joseph and i broke up, im going to sonoma state in two weeks, and im excited but sad. i dont want to leave those few really good friends i have, and im not sure i want to be away from joseph. things have been so weird lately. im having a garage sale on sunday.. everyone should come. i want to make some money, and im gonna sell my surfboard. i gotta start packing for sonoma... i wish i didnt have to grow up. i loved being innocent, poor, and ignorant. i loved being someone who could believe in fantasys. i loved being the kid that got so excited to go to theme parks, and to get mcdonalds once in a while. i wish i could be the person that knew what they wanted in life... i hope things will work out. this place has gotten so sad since the boom of myspace. i have to admit im addicted, but i still love my old sitdiary. xoxo-jackie |
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so its summer |
July 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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it summer!! i graduated from highschool and it was really fun. grad night was soo awesome. im going off to sonoma state college this fall which is 40 minutes north of san francisco. things are allright. ive been hanging out with my friends non stop because im going to miss them all so much when i leave. joseph and i are still together, which amazes me still. almost two years together, and one of those has been while hes been away. hes hopefully moving here soon. the fourth of july was fun, i got alot of phone calls from all my drunken friends lol. im gonna miss everyone so much, but it will be fun starting a new part in my life,...haaha. that was so corny. |
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wow |
April 28th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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its been a long time since i wrote in this. well,.im seeing my baby at the end of may, which will be awesome. philly here i come! the ap test is on monday,..im scared. im graduating soon! only a little over a month now,..its wierd. im really excited to go to college though, it will be lots of fun. i hope i can find something to major in though. im gonna see pearl jam live,.right after their new album came out..omg orgasmic! anyways,...i cant wait to get away from stupid fake people. my school is full of them, at least i will be somewhere where drama is left at the door. |
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YAY |
April 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: people talking in the library
Feeling: anxious
yay my baby is coming today i am so excited!!!! woot woot! |
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hey.... |
March 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
so my baby is coming to visit me in fifteen days!!!! im assited!!! we even got a hotel for a night and im stoked. we are gonna go to disneyland too!! woot woot! it will be so nice to get kisses again. mmmm!
ive just realized how long i have had this thing! it will be two years in june. that is sooo long. things are allright. im gonna be going to sonoma in the fall and it will be exciting. i love knowing that i get to go have an adventure, and experience a lot of new things. hopefully everything will work out and my bf will get a place out here and we can actually be together proximity wise. i love him so much. hes my punkin. we had our year and a half anniversary the other day and it amazes me how long its been. sit diary was here for the whole thing hehe. ive been trying to lose weight lately and its been going allright, ive lost a few pounds which makes me hopeful. i dont really know what aloof means but i picked it as a mood. i cant wait to live somewhere new and get to meet new people. it will be awesome not having to deal with high school drama. im not sure what im going to major in, which scares me. i dont know what i want to do. i love animals,...maybe something with that. it will be awesome living somewhere where the air is so clean and there are so many trees, and even some snow sometimes!! thats about it. |
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u suck |
March 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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u suck i hate you |
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cold fingers |
February 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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im scared that all of the decisions ive made might backfire on me. im not sure if i am doing this right. i know that i want to be with him, but thats all im certain of. what about everything else? what if it doesnt work out? im scared. it cant get any worse, i hope. i wish i was sure of things. i scare myself, and i know i scare everyone else. |
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January 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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im thinking about you, as i sit here at my computer with my wet hair making me cold.
i wish you could come up behind me and wrap me up in your warm arms.
i wish that i could just have one touch, just one.
maybe just touch your face, or your hand.
if i could have that one indulgence i would be so much happier.
i wish that you could be here to kiss away the tears that i shed because i cant have that one little thing.
i wish that you could see my face when you give me a kiss.
i dont know why it has to be so hard.
i just dont understand.
ive thought of so many reasons why it has to be like this but none of them do it any justice.
sometimes i wonder if we are ever thinking about eachother, maybe a memory, or a long lost kiss, at the same exact moment.
maybe we do it all the time, and we dont know it. maybe we are so connected that our lives are intertwined no matter how many miles we are apart.
i wish that just someone knew how much we love eachother, and how strong we are.
just one person to talk to, to know our story.
we are only together in my dreams.
i dream about you being here, and us cuddling.
i dream about us living together, and being happy.
if i could have one wish it would be to have you here with me.
no matter what is going on outside of us, i would be in utter bliss, pure happiness if i could just be in your arms and hear you whisper i love you in my ear.
you are my hero, my muse, my dream boy, my inspiration for life.
everytime i say i love you, this is what i want you to hear.
all of this.
its what it means. |
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a load |
December 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: washer
Feeling: amorous
its 11:21,...it will be the year 2006 in 39 minutes. well lets see whats happened,..um joseph and i"s fifteen months, and still strong even though hes so far away. christmas was fun, got to eat alot. the day after christmas i got some cool deals on things. and now new years eve. my grandma died about 2 hours ago. im sad. she lives in hawaii, but she used to live here. i miss her allready. didnt get to go out because i have to work in the morning, but im glad i didnt considering what happened. my new years resolution is to lose weight,..and actually do it this time. maybe slim fast? |
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