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October 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Pussycat Dolls
Feeling: torn
Hey guys, I havent really done anything to this in a LONG time. I decided I would do a little update entry thing. I see that I have no friends on my list now, wtf is with that? School got out early today becuase of firggin snow... snow in October, that like NEVER happens. So the musical is in like a week.. No one really is doing that well with their lines, but we always pull together at the end and put on an awesome show. I have my rotary forign exchange interview this saturday, HOW EXCITING IS THAT!? I can't wait. So really being a sophomore is alright.... can't wait to get out of the crappy school im in. Well thats it for now guys, leave me comments =D
Love Alan. |
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Movies |
July 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So I went to the movies tonight with Jen, and Brianna. Jen said that we were going to meet up with her b/f at the movies and like 8 of his friends were comming too. So we got there, and bri, Jen and I took off walking for Wal-Mart to pick up my stuff, on the way we saw her b/f and a few other people, we walked up to them and he looked at us and kept walking! I was like, what the hell, are you going to bitch at him for that? and she was like, ahhh, he does that a lot, so im like, okaaaaayyyyyyy.... So we go to wal-mart and pick my stuff up, and we walk around. OH YEAH! AND WE RAN INTO BRANDY AT WAL-MART! LOVE YA BRANDY! so all 4 of us walked around wal-mart, then we went to Office Max, Bri and I went running ahead of Jen and Brandy, and they were calling my cell with Jens, and I was like, I CAN SEE YOU! HA! GOOD TIMES! So Brandy runs from Jen and the 3 of us go outside and hide while Jen is running around inside trying to find us. Then we go to Pet Depot, and then to the movies. So we go in and get our tickets, and go sit down. Jen's b/f come in and sits next to Jen and like half of his friends do too, well the other half sat in the back b/c apparently they didnt like me.... Even though they didnt even talk to me, they hated my guts... So thats why they sat in the back. Then when the movie was over her b/f ran off with his friends and like didnt even say bye, so all I can say is he is a real keeper... I love my Jen, and if he hurts her he is going down..... Thats my night people! Love ya! Leave some Comments for me!
Alan |
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Happy 4th |
July 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Hey guys, happy 4th of july.. So I got my car that I was talking about *SMILE* on the way to get my title mom was driving my brothers truck, and I heard a noise, so I told her to pull over, and I got out to see what it was, and all the lug-nuts were gone and the tire was almost off, so I told her to slowly pull over on the side of the road. I called dad on the cell and he came and everything was all good. So my car is awesome.. I heard a lot of fireworks going off last night, but I didnt go to see where any of them were at. Well thats all for now..
Later,
Alan. |
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Summer nights... |
June 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So it's the ;ast day of June.. Summer is going pretty good so far. Thank you to everyone for the comments, and yes I would like some cheese with my wine. I got my hair cut off a few days ago, it feels so weird going from hair that went down past my shoulders, that just touches my brows. I keep trying to flip my hair out of habbit. I am getting a new car probably tomorrow, the one I have is pretty junky, so this one is a big upgrade. It's a Honda Civic*smile* If anyone reads my stuff on here and has thoughts about it then leave a comment, I really like to read them, even if they are mean. Sometimes you can make a new friend that way, ya know? My cousin was supposed to have her baby today, but she is onle 6CM dialated right now, and she like strated having contractions like way early this morning, so I feel bad for her. I know I jump from subject to subject when I am talking, but I just say things as they come into my brain... OH! I love this song!!!
Dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Dontcha wish your girlfriend was freak like me?
Dontcha?
Dontcha?
Dontcha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Dontcha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Dontcha?
Dontcha?
lol...
I wonder what kinda people read this stuff I put on here anyway... Really guys... leave some comments for me!
I guess I have said enough dumb crazy stuff for now.
Alan. |
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Wasting Time.. |
June 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
I just got back from camping this morning. I liked being away from home for a while and just relaxing. When I got home I fed my horses and then I unpacked and I got on the computer, then mom started being bitchy again! and said "Just cant wait to get on that fucking computer can you?" well I need to check shit! grrrrr... parents really make me mad sometimes. They always want us to be doing some stupid shit, but never what we want to be doing. It seems like no matter WHAT I am doing though it is NEVER the right thing to them.. I just want to be able to go to work, make money, come home and do my shit, not their shit.. It's like they think I am their personalized slave. I guess they are just miserable old people who never got enough hugs when they were little..
Another thing is I feel like no one is really my friend. People tell me they love me to death, and that I am awesome and they love to hang out with me, but at the same time it is like when something happens I am the one they dump it all on, and then they treat me like shit. I am not trying to sound like I am feeling sorry for myself, but it just feels like everyone is 2 sided to me, like just now, I made plans with my cousin from college and her boyfriend to go somewhere tonigh like a week ago, and then she calls me and says she is bringing my aunt, uncle, and little cousin along, so I might have to get a different ride... I am always the one that is checked off the list when eliminations have to be made, yet everyone loves me! Then my Piano teacher calls to schedule a lesson, so I say monday, and she says thats good for her, and she says 9 in the morning, and I say 11, and she is like, no..... 9. Yeah, it is my schedule, I am paying her.. I make the time, but no, it has to be 9 for her! I just feel like I hate the whole world right now!
Alan. |
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Night |
June 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Fall Out Boy
Feeling: torn
Hey guys, I just got back from a long day of shopping with Jen... I got the new Fall Out Boy album, it's pretty good. For everyone leaving dumb comments, it would be good if you stopped cuz it isnt doing any good... But anyway.. I have to work in the morning, so I am going to get going to bed. Jen! lets see if we get the same hours at Dandy! lol fun times! Night.
Alan |
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Good Morning! |
June 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Dont funk with my heart(Black eyed peas)
Feeling: torn
School is finally out! I cant believe how it seemed as if it would never end, then it was over with in a blink of an eye. O am at my cousins house. I went to sleep around 3 AM. and when I woke up 3 hours later she was watching music videos. Well I am going to get going, just wanted to up date this sucker.
Alan. |
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The Little Things. |
May 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Gavin DeGRAW.
Feeling: coy
You often walk around not knowing what you will do in your life, who you will meet, the legacy you could leave behind not meaning to, or even what might happen to you that very second. I watched my horses graze through the pasture and sniff at certain things, and pass them up for something more appealing to their sense. Symbolic to how life is isn’t it? We look around in life for what is appealing to us, and we pass up the things that do not seem as good. We must realize that we can not always achieve, or have perfection. We need to take a look at the little things in life, and understand that through them great things do happen. As a tiny pumpkin seed, planted in dirt, it sprouts through the soil and begins its quest to the sun, growing and flourishing with every new day, and of course the proper attention. You mustn’t take the Little things for granted, enjoy them and love them. Who knows, you may pass the opportunity of your life up someday... You must love your parents while you still have them! Teens try to shut them out, and they try to conflict with them as much as possible, but in the end, they are the only ones that truly love you!
Just had to talk a bit, I am a deep person ok! LOL
Love ya! Alan! |
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NYC! |
May 3rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Godsmack
Feeling: amused
New York City Tomorrow! At Jens right now... SOO MUCH FUN! And everyone, thank you for your comments. They mean nothing at all to me really, they give me a good laugh though. So thank you.
Alan |
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So Tired... |
May 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Mariah Baby =)
Feeling: torn
I got like 10 hours of sleep last night and I am still tired. All day I kept yawning..... but now that I am home I feel a little better. Now this year's play is over, I am going to miss all the seniors so much! You guys always rocked the stage, I will drive to your dorms on random and say hi ;) Now we must ponder in immense anticipation for next years musical. More mems are yet to come though with all the plays and musicals to come. Did you know that Garth Brooks actually was a different person in a different style of music?!?!? His name was Chris Gains and he was all kinda goth/punk looking. I had no clue =P I love you guys.
~Alan~
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