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May 29th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Space Oddity- David Bowie
Feeling: nothing
It's been at least over a year since I last logged on here.
Probably more.
I'm only updating so they won't delete this diary like they did my other one.
My 9th and 10th grade memories are very important to me.
I'm graduating next week.
These diaries are better than facebook/myspace.
My friends list has dwindled from like a million to eight.
I only remember who one of them is.
Ain't life a pip?
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It's my fake birthday and I'll cry if I want to |
June 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: The Wallflowers- One Headlight
Feeling: excited
Since my actual 16th birthday on the 20th really really sucked, today is my new sweet 16 so wish me a Happy Fake Birthday, k?
Happy Birthday to me!! |
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I'm 15 for a moment... |
June 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Joker- Steve Miller Band
Feeling: excited
Friday night I went to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants with Shea, Nikki, LT, and Christian. It was really good, it was a tear jerker though.
After the movie we went to Barnes and Noble and bought a gay magazine and started the Sisterhood of the Traveling Gay Magazine. We're going to take it with us places and have people sign it. Then we have to write each other letters about what happened to us when we had the gay magazine. haha.
Saturday night was Nikki's party and she came to pick me up in a limo. It was so awesome. We had such an adorable driver too. He was this cute little old man named Bob, I wanted to marry him.
We went to this place that looks over all of Pittsburgh and took a bunch of pictures of us up there. Then we went to Wildwood Highlands. I am seriously the worst Go-Kart driver on earth. The guy kept yelling at me because I kept bumping into this kid who I've never seen before and thought I was doing it on purpose.
Then we slept over Nikki's and played a bunch of games. It was tres fun.
I went over my gramma's all day yesterday for my dad's birthday. So yeah.
And today I'm going shopping for Paris. :)
My Sweet 16 is a week from today but I won't be here a week from today because I'll be in Paris so my next update will be after it.
Also, if you want a postcard in Paris, IM me with your address, unless you're really daring and you want to put it on this site.
Au revoir!
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No more teachers, no more books |
June 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: School's out for the summer- Alice Cooper
Feeling: chipper
Proud to say I survived tenth grade. Which means one thing: NO MORE CHEM!!!! I HATED THAT CLASS SO MUCH AND IT'S ALL OVER NOW!!!!!!
That said, here's an update:
Yesterday was the last day of school but I didn't go so I guess that last day of school for me was Wednesday.
We got all of our finals back, I did okay on them but I wish I would've done better. School was fun though because everyone was going crazy. We blew up a squash by the river in Chem. It smelled like crap, we were all like dying.
After school me and Nikki went tanning. I kind of fried myself to death lol.
Thursday I kind of rolled out of bed and went to school in my pygamas to drop off my chorus dress. Then I just went back home and fell asleep. At like 2, Steph and Shea came over and we hung out for a while at my house and then went over Steph's and kind of dipped our feet in her pool.
Then we went to graduation. I was so sad when Christian graduated- I'm really surprised that I didn't cry. We saw a really hot kid there. It was fun.
Then me, Steph, Shea, Nikki, LT, and Ashley walked up to Giant Eagle and bought a thing of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream and a bunch of animal spoons. We saw Becca working there. I haven't seen her in forever.
Then we sat in Nikki's driveway and ate the ice cream and yelled things at the strangers walking by. Then we all went over LT's house to go swimming. We made a whirlpool and it was rad. Then I walked back to my house and fell asleep.
Shopping today and then movies and the tomorrow I'm going shopping with my gramma and then Sat. night is Nikki's sweet 16 party which is a surprise. I'm so excited.
Paris is Wednesday! Woo!
Hope you're having an awesome summer! |
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Take these broken wings and learn to fly |
May 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Blackbird- The Beatles
Feeling: blessed
I like how a song can completely changed my mood from completely panicked and about to break down to totally calm. So here you go:
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
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"Come down now," they'll say. |
May 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Such Great Heights- The Postal Service
Feeling: bubbly
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Which Mean Girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Cool pic of (from left to right) Steph, LT, Shaina, and me at the silver pillow display in the Warhol.
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The petunia thought, "Oh no, not again" |
May 11th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: I Touch Myself - Divinyls
Feeling: angry
Bah. I had this big long entry about everything that happened since I last updated and then as soon as I went to save it, SIT SIGNED ME OUT AND THE ENTRY DISAPPEARED!!!!
And it was a looooooooooooooong entry. It had every excruciating detail of what I did in April and early May. I think I may type up Fl again, more for my own benefit so that I can always remember what happened. Perhaps once I type this up, assuming it doesn't bad mouth anyone, I will post it.
Anyway the short and short of it was
I went to Florida April 13-17 (I think)
The first day was in Epcot, second in Magic Kingdom, and third was MGM.
It was fun.
I roomed with Haley, Ashley, and LeighAnn.
Hilarity ensued.
Mr. Fox got really sick and puked a lot.
A week later I got really sick and puked a lot.
I blame Fox.
I was too sick to go to the Greenday concert :'(
I took a bus to the Warhol musuem with LT, Steph, and Shaina
It was fun.
It was also empowering.
We saw an auto repair shop called Dyke Automotive.
We took a picture of it.
Everything else was mediocre.
Oh yeah.
I really screwed up my sunless tanner.
I'm just gonna get cancer, I've decided.
I found donuts in my locker a couple of weeks ago.
I found out today Chrissy put them in there so now I'm sad because I never ate them because I didnt know where they came from.
I love Chrissy.
I finally updated my sit.
Not a very good update, but an update nontheless.
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On an evening such as this, it's hard to tell if I exist |
April 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Shimmer- Shawn Mullins
Feeling: fragile
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what X's meant
And his father always tucked him into bed at night
And was always there to do it
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of the new paint
And the kids told him
Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Clause
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him into bed at night
And his father got mad
whenever he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough whenever he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
This is from The Perks of being a Wallflower, I didn't write it. I also didn't write the title. I have written nothing other than this, just now.
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Perhaps... |
March 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: I'll make a man out of you- Mulan
Feeling: hungry
You know what? I think I might not be a sprinter...
Okay at Friday's track practice we did a 600, two 400s, a 300, and a 200 I think, don't quote me on that. So the first one I was pretty much with Blair (who was first) the whole time and two four hundreds I was and the three hundred. But then I totally sucked at the 200 and got next to last or maybe last, I can't remember.
And then at the scrimmage, I ran the 100 and got off the blocks all weird which is probably why I was last since I'm really not that slow. But when it was over, everyone was like gasping for air and I was like *chill* which made me think hmmmm...maybe I'm not trying Which I'm not, I keep running instead of sprinting. And the same thing happened on the 200 except in the 200 I was sprinting then I was like, I don't really feel like sprinting anymore even though I wasn't tired and started running.
I just like to run better than sprint. Running helps me relax and I just feel better when I do it. Sprinting is more like you start panting and your legs hurt and you completely hate it and want to get it over with. I like the feeling I get when I'm running, I don't want to get all tired out from some stupid race where I pushed myself to my limit.
Because I don't push myself, I just can't. My brain's like, umm maybe you try a little harder and my body's just like, no, i like this pace, screw you.
Me: Dad, I have no motivation to run.
Dad: You run to win!
Me: I don't care if I win...
Dad: Then I don't know what to tell you.
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I am the eggman...they are the eggmen...I am the Walrus! |
March 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Ohio is for Lovers-Hawthorn Heights
Feeling: radiant
Yesterday was actually a really good day.
Fifth period English came up with this rumor that a seventh grade girl was caught playing with herself in the bathroom.
The entire school knew about it by seventh period. And I completely fell for it and was spreading it too.
I guess they call it Rumorview for a reason.
We had a fire drill during lunch, Gary was like, "This is just Mr. K's way of getting everyone out of the school so he can talk to that girl, Will you do that for me?"
After school, track wasn't bad at all. Kieno had to leave early so he let us out at 4:15 which was nice.
Unfortunately, after that, I started sneezing like crazy and figured out that I'm getting seasonal allergies. I've been sneezing ever since even though I got medicine.
Last night Haley, Yuliya, Steph, Shea, and I went to see The Ring 2. Haley, Steph, and I decided that if got too scary we'd leave and go shopping.
About halfway through, I was pretty scared because it was freaking scary. Then Yuliya told me that Haley had asked if we wanted to leave yet because she was even more scared than I was.
So me and Haley left (Steph decided to stay) and went to Barnes and Noble and then Paneras. Everything else was closed which was kind of sucky.
Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
What Gender Is Your Brain?
You Belong in 1966
1966
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
What Year Do You Belong In?
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