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August 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: ll rob- summer nights
Feeling: abnormal
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ALL MY FIRENDS...NOW I DO I SUPPOSE TO KNWO WHERE MY FIRENDS ARE!!!....THATS BULSHIT !!!..well anyways i thoguht it was time to update u kno. school is about to start and i can wait cuz i dont wanna start already. Boys...umm so many dont know where to start from you know ?....Just put it like this..im getting taking care of pretty well u know ? As far as y family..im not tlaking to my dad because his bithces seem more im portant than m. He took my lil bros and his gurlfirend to wisconsin dells without me so i was pretty hurt but hey he does whath e gotta do..Well me and my mom were on cool terms i just think its a point where we have those complications u kno??....but i just cant wait itl school is over with..but any ways hollas at me with those comments..drina |
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July 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: its whatever
i feel soooo bad that i havent wrote in this diary in god knows how long. But i will update. Nothing much has been going on i just got a big relief last night but it kindda hurted. THis guy ive been really into on and of since oct. said that he wouldnt really want a relaitonship...he said we would be better off friends or whatever. In a way i feel that would be cool u kno. haave u ever felt like sometimes u really like this person but werent quite sure u guys would be compatible in a relaitonship becauase of other reasons...thats how i felt u know ?...but enough of that...i have bigger issues..im kindda etting pushed to move to cali...itsn othat i dont wanna but i have a life here even thoiugh i would liek to start over and alll but i dont know. My mom is even bitchier ..i swear i just dont know what to do !!!!!....anyways im out drina |
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On and Poppin |
April 20th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: My chemical Romance
Wats up Diary...been a looonng while
Well i finally feel good aobut my self because im liking someone that wants to be with me and that think i could be happy with..including the ups and downs...nothing much has been going on with me ..my moms is still trippin and all saying she is goign to put me out when i get 18..im like you dont..im leaving my damn self ...hahaha..I've never known someone mom to chose her boyfriend over her own flesh and blood..me and my bro..but its coo...i thoughti would just stop by and give a lil update..so hollas |
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IN with the new and out with the old |
March 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: my chemical romance
Feeling: weak
yea wassup
I have this new thing. I feelthat everything thats been going on in the past is the past...im cleansing my self. not completely but liek all the bad, well most. not the good bad part but the part that makes my life sucks. YOu know its ashame when you fall n love wit your best friends. CAN I GET SOME ADVICCEE HERE!!! its like we play these little mind games but nothing really comes out of what we are doing...we kissed...long as hell...but he said it was liek kissing his sister..bullshit ...when he was the one kissing me ...either he is confused ...or that theory is right...guys hormones take over they're way of thinking.but its all good. Everything is swell at home...and im being my self. SO eeryone holla..drina |
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January 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: school air conditioner
HEEEYYY... HAPPY NEW YEAR for those i havent told yet...Everything has been goign cool for ..same ol same ol trouble...new years eve was a blast except i got caught with soo much company in the hosue its ridiuclius how long im going to be on punishment..but thats ok..im used to it..me and evan broke up unfortunately...but we'll get back together just not now...me and my mom is on a elevated communication level i should guess...Has anyone ever had a christmas where their dad idnt get them anything?? well i experienced that for the frst time this year...but hey life goes on...went ot go see meet the fockers yesterday..so damn funny..so whats been up with you guys ..hit me up..hollas |
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life life life life life life |
December 13th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: destiny child-desiny fulfilled
Feeling: aggressive
ABout time this it diary worked..i was about to change it...Well so much have been happening....I'm still on punishment for getting caught xuttin...i kno ikno...man...christmas break is coming on friday..so much is goig to happen its ridiculous. Evan m new man..and hopefully for a wile is going to be coming over..guess we'll hang out and all that other good stuff...**winks** So whats been up guys..leave me those messages..o yea leo..u can now add me again...or ill get you.. ok im outs leave messages... |
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November 19th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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Drinas been having trouble with the sit site so I'm updating for her. Sorry she hasn't responded to any past comments. Hopefully, she will be back ASAP.
hey wassup yall..been some time..things have been crazy..well first off im
on bigg punishment ...i got caught cuttign class..it hapened like ..my
parents were at my school and i didnt know ..so i had cut class and they
were looking for me..i was coming from mcdonalds..we have off campus
lunch..and as i was oulling in the student parking lot they were coming
out..they hurried and stoppped the car and all of a sudden i blacked out..my
firends said my mo mhit me like 4 times..so yea..and then afterwards..my mom
took me to the doctor to get a check up to see if i had sex..well i havent
..so yea..im like on crazy punishment....ive been kissing every guy i like
..and yea i kno..but hey..i cant help my feelings..so whats been up wit you
ppl???..werll anyways holla back.... |
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September 29th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: jadakiss/mariah carey
Feeling: antisocial
hey..another lng time..thats ok..i have more updation to give ya..anyways things have been going so/so.....well jamal(my ex)is a realy kiss ass and a kick ass...he is tryna ruin my life an my whole partnership with other guys...it is soo stressful..im dating this oter guy..he is ok...but its this guy i met on the bus named ronal..so cute and jus soo noce...kills me how we weret together..but everything is like "a ok"..haha thing with m mom are so ot like.swell..but its ok...guess what !! im doing my firstconcert..wanna come and see m ..call me
ok well hllas |
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September 18th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: maroon 5- she will be loved
Feeling: alive
hey ..man its been some times...school is like really akick ass...i have been through every thing these past weeks...lets see..first off i went back t school....still have feelings for tha same 'ol ex that i broke up wit when school ended...dumb me...welll i thoguht we were goig t get back together..proved me wrong...we didnt. HBe now goe with this gurl robin..she is cool..i dont know her so well, but they dont make a pretty good couple if uasked me..well anyways ...he told every 1 that i sucked his dick..why ? because my mom kind of cursed him out of what happened last yearof why i broke up wit him...(he still was in love with his ex)soo anyways..moms hold grudges...i was soo mad at him..i swear i cursed him out soo bad..then he said he was sorry and told everyone that it didnt happened he was jus mad at me ...well anyways ..robin wants to fight me now..unn why she jus does...andalso i eard her talking to her ex tellin him that she doesnt go with jamal and that he be calling her..so they were arguing...shuld i tell jamal??? well anywas..i go wit this guy evan..i dunno...i dont feel as if were right...i jus went wit him toget ver jamal and make him made..im uca a lame...haha oh well..i hope it works..good lluck..thngs with my mm are still bad...matter of fact..WORSE...but everyhing is everything...jus two more years and ill be out tis btch..wll..guys thats much of the updtion..oh yea ..got in my first fight last night and kick some as..at a football game.had to back my friens up..it was fn..me nd evan fist kiss..so sweet..butok hollas..drina |
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September 6th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: jojo/ bowwow- baby its you
wassup...hhmm been minute.well jus got back orm cali. it was "alright" not much there for me ..too uch of the city life.so busy..well aywas ..omehting like alsmot happen while i was thre...jus sy..i was hnging with an ex..boy firned..liemy frst love..but not my first kiss..ll..wll anyways nothing hppen because..immsoo young..even though it gonna happen..me ad my mo still not talkin...she is in hawaii now with her "newman "wonder what they are doing..well whatever..school starts tomorrow and she int even goig to be there on the firstday of my junior year..oh well who cares..gotta take brotoschool..as usual..well ayways..i will totally upate u later on..gtta go meet thisguy i met..haha thtas a=nother story..ok hollas |
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HHMMM.. I HAVE A SELFISH MOM ! |
August 28th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: listening to t.v
well sup diary. There is like much to tell ya..well first he update with my mom ..FUCKING LAME we are definitely not talking...i so not approve the guy she is dating. She introduced me to him and I didn’t say hi..and she was like aren’t you going to say hi ladrina and I said "I didn’t know I had to" and left...so when they got back from what they were doing she fussed at me. I don’t talk back cuz i know she'll smack the shit outta me but no biggy...so like 2 hrs ago I was talking to this guy i have been talking to for like 2 weeks naw..maybe week an half. But anyways..my mom comes up stairs fussing at me for no reason. She is like I know ur talking to some lil hormones raging lil boy.. i was like yea im talking to a guy...and all and she takes my cell and hangs it up. So im like watever..then i screamed down stairs saying I don’t get mad i get even( I was going insane)...if ya know what i mean. well anyways...this guy he is nice and all...he was living in cali the same time as me. So yea he is pretty descent and all. Only thing is he doesn’t have a car..soo yea..but its ok…the personality is what matters the most… well yea im pretty dead right about now ..im dead but im alive.. cuz ppl can still see, hurt, and deceive me so ..pretty much yea. .man.. school is going to suck this year.. I can feel it ..anyways im going to go now ..Drina |
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August 17th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: dashboardconfessional- the sharp hint of new tears
hey diary i really need to tell ya something...ut ii dont have ...this is really ad..aas in i lamost were dead..but it miy fault.. i will update later when i get back..bye |
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August 17th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
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umm ..her diary..ok...this is something i must admit to..ok i kno givin all the advice to all the pppl and cool friends ive met on here..just hasnt been taking into my own..ok just to stop beating around the bush..the other day i took 7 tylenols..intentionally...i would have ooken he whole bottle but my bro came in..i think it was u kno god saying something..but its crazy..he was like whoa..i have know idea what was doing..and now that i look back im like damn..ok...so dont be mad or anything ..like everythign thing is cool now...just not to let mom find out...its just weird how u never live by what you say..bye |
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IM BaCK |
August 8th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: yellow card-ocean avenue
Feeling: cool
YO YO YO...man i am ssoo back from arizona..so lert me update for u cats ..well well well...when i first got there it was alright ya know...then after my first concer i di an ashlee simpson ad tripped but this was a big one..i sprankged my ankle..im ok now..but held me up for the other 3 shows and PARTIES!!!!!!!! what i hated that i missed them..well i went to one hotel party the night before last..it was juking...hot guys..really hot guys...anywas ...we did soo much stuff..m and the tour guys...welll we plyed ding dong ditch in the hotell...it was sosooo bigg..too funny..we got caught so many times..thatwas fun...we made friends with these britsih gay guys..they were ssooo funny but erally cool ad complexive..tehy were fine tooo !!! well we let them loose to go and do what hey wer goign to do in they hotel room..it was 17 of them..ssooo gross..next...oh yea...we walked in popeyes drive thru..hahah now that was soo fun i almost pissed on mysef because the lady scared the shit out of us...she juped up in the glass..guess she seen me coming..ive alway wanted to walk thru a drive thru...welll besides all the other stuff like goign ot to eat(boring) lil other stuff promtion and all that stuff(broing) it was an ok trip....we mt tese newlyweds..guy was drunk as hell..h gave me a hug and his wife cursed him out on the way up the elevator..we could here her..haha...he was like how do they know we are married..she was like because we have on our wedding cloths ..he was lke oh yeaui forgot....well some of the tour guysgot arrested for smoking weed in the parking lott..they were really gone..it was kidda funny..oh yea we were on an long road soo we were acting like w were hitchhiking and coule of ppl stoppped..hahah we ran...welll thats about it ..arizona was boring besides the hotel and shoppin...at the end of the month gotta leav again for florida and cali..ssoooleave me a comment my fellow friends |
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July 31st, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: black eye peas- let get retarded
Feeling: useless
hey.... the couple of days i havent wrote in my diary..i have been played and all that shit.... dude i wrote a song for this guy...and he took the shit and didnt evn pay me ..so now we are going through shit with that..i found out my mom doesnt trust me ....se thinks that im sleping around jus because i snuck and got my belly pierced..mom jus to let u kno..im still a virgin..when she foudn out she went bizarre..i had it for months..but she found out...so now she doesnt trust anything i do or say..and that realyl hurts...i tol her jus to make her feel bad too..that its not personall i trust no one..she gotreally pissed...she hadtold me she would kick me out the house..i dont care..i have a car to live in..well its been crazy..my pops didnt have much to say cuz eknew already..i feels like .. no one knows me or under stan me ..so how could they judge me and the things that ido..especially before u sit down and try to get to know a person..i ko i may not open up as wuick..but at least i ould be reasonable with you..dont tlak tome lk imsom typ of piece of shit liek u own me ..thats bull shit..and when ever i try to speak my mind..soemthing holds me bak...so for know on im not goign to try to impressany one or prove any one anything thing..just as long as i know it myself..thats all that matters..while i was gone i wrot liek 9 poems..here is one...give me holla
Test the water,water of the ocean
flow so deep,flow with motion
sometimes its hot, sometimes its cold
i liek it warm so u want wipe or u want fold
Skin so soft, touch me baby
speak the words that drives me crazy
Rub me down,caress my body
hear my moan feel my jumps'
u make me feel, i am somebody
your here with me ,we love each other
love so quiet, but not undercover
u feel my needs ,i feel ur needs
put it together ,we have two seeds
go out and hang, have some fun
get a tan up under the sun
just make sure it doesnt get to late
my words dont mean shit, u came in a 8(am)
its been a wonderful two years, great anxiety
last couple months, i've blinded me
i failed to see what was really going on
until one night u didnt come home
Great distress is what i feel
your heart so cold, must be steel
how could u do this , how could u leave us
did ths relationship have any trust
said u needed space ,that u needed time
how much time u need, im about to unwind
it's been one year no word from you
got a call heard ur married in malibu
tell the kids i loved them to the last breath
hoped they believed me when i said i loved them to death
im flying over the bridge ,im almost there
and when u see my body, be polite dont stare
i tested the water, the water of the ocean
i flowed so deep, but moved with motion
the water was warm ,and i wondered why
the same reason i wondered why women make men cry |
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