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to the ones I love |
September 24th, 2008 @ 7:33pm |
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8:34 PM
Life
Current mood: sad
If you think I've been avoiding you, trust me, I'm not.
Maybe I don't talk to you much anymore. Maybe I don't return phonecalls. Maybe you think I've changed. Maybe you think I hate you.
You don't know what's going on in my life anymore. We've grown apart.
It's just me and grandma. She's old and sick now and I've never been more stressed. I'm failing my college math class and working 2 jobs is really taking its toll on me. I'm actually considering possibly dropping out of college in December. I'm constantly on the go and I hardly sleep anymore. I always worry. I worry about grandma. I worry about where I'll go if something happens to her. I worry about being successful. I worry about myself. I worry about my life.
Despite all of these factors, trust me, I'm always thinking about you. I miss you and I love you.
Sandy. Jennifer. Ebony.
& especially,
Mom, Dad, and Gina.
You are my family. I need you and you're not here, and that's the worst feeling in the world. I wish you were still here. I'll never understand what happened to our family.
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