~{50}Long Time~
Wow...so it's been like forever since I wrote in this!! I really don't know why I am either : P, but whatever I felt like it!!

I'm feeling anxious, I don't know exactly what I'm anxious for but I am [LOL]!! I don't know if it's for Kayla's party, or having fun with my friends, or it being summer, but whatever it is I can't wait : D!!

So I'd catch you up to speed about what's been going on since last October [i think was the last time I wrote], but that would take way too long so I think I'll just mention a few things that are going on or that went on I should say : )!!

Let's see where to start...
Okay well...Last week we lost a very close friend to everyone!! Jesse John Hallock R.I.P kiddo!! That is so hard on all of us!! His viewing and funeral were last week!! It made most of relize how much we meant to each other...

Oh and were done with school, we got out the 9th of June!! Graduation was the 10th, and I got to watch my big sis walk the stage!! I still can't believe my sis is out of school now : 0!! It's hard to think she'll never step foot into Elk Lake again as a student
...WOW!! Anyways...Matt my sister's b/f came in on Friday and he's here until this coming Thursday!! Johnna came over on Friday and spent the whole weekend with me [and more]: D!! Jessie's grad. party was Saturday, I had a blast : )!! It was great, I had so much fun with my Port-Oh-Johnna : P!!

So then...Johnna spent Saturday night and we chilled and cleaned up the party on Sunday!! Johnna spent the night again on sunday!! We were supposed to go to the movies on Monday, but didn't end up going so we just chilled at my house!! We hung out and went out on Monday with Matt and Jessie!! And then we had to take my sister to work so we dropped Johnna off on our way back home!! Then we woke up and Johnna came back over to my house on Tuesday!! That night around 5:00 we went to the movies!! We saw Over the Hedge...it's such a cute movie [We could NOT stop laughing]!! Then Johnna spent the night again Tuesday night : )!! Then she went home around 2:00 on Wednesday!!

So me and Johnna pretty much got to spend almost a week together!! It was so much fun!! I don't think I've ever packed that many memories into one time : D!! It was pretty spectacular, don't you agree? LOL!! And then if everything goes as planned she'll get to come camping with me for a week at the end of July!! I can't even wait!! Anyways..

Now it's Thursday and I'm here writing this!! Hopefully I'm gonna see what my G-ma's doing today!! See if she wants some company : D and I'll go chill with her, maybe even spend the night : D!!

Anyways Kayla's party is this weekend : D!! She's picking me up at 9:00 on friday to chill at her house!! I'm spending the night into Saturday, then her party is Saturday and spending the night again!! Then chillin with her Sunday and my parents are coming to pick me up then : )!! It shall be off the hook : P I can't even wait!!

Well I think I've written enough for now so maybe I'll write someother time...maybe not...

[If you wanna know what's going on check out my myspace it's http://www.myspace.com/v0lleyballbabe]
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~Its been a long time~
Listening to: The rain on the windows!!!
Feeling: buzzed
^^I wish I felt buzzed, lol, right John??

Anyways...I haven't written in this thing in a LONG TIME!!! Hence the title!! I think I'm gonna write in this thing more now!! Now that I actually have the time!! Since like the middle of August my life has been mostly volleyball and the occasional fire company thing if I'm not busy with something else!! It should be better now, that volleyball is over!!

Today was fun, even though it's rainy and dreary!! John made it better! This morning around 10:00 my dad took me to pick up my contact and lenses!! And stupid me forgot my old glasses (to switch the lenses) so my dad went back home!! On the way home we picked something up, then got back to my house and grabbed my glasses!! We went back to dimock to get my frames and then headed home!! Was home for a lil while, then got on here to see if we were still having the controlled burn for the F.C(fire company)!! John came and picked me up and we went down to the firehall. We met up with everyone and went over to the site. Then we stood in the rain while it burnt. It was fun though, talked to John for a while and played around with Dawson(our assistant chief's 6 year old son)!

Then around 3:15 it got done so we headed back to the firehall. John and I sat in his Jeep and talked for a while then went in and talked for a lil while and he took me home!! We got to my house and he came in and I showed him around, He liked our Dallas stuff, finally a fellow Dallas lover (LOL)!! Then we sat down and we talked for a while, it was weird, we opened up alot to each other! It was cool, Hopefully we can do it again soon!! Well he left around 4:30!! And now I'm here by myself chillin!! I'll write more later..

Cya till then...
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~My heartache~
Listening to: Silence (ain't that a first)!
Feeling: discombobulated
weird emotion I know but that about sums it up...I don't know where I am anymore...or what I even care about anymore...so much has happened and I've realized how somethings mean so little and yet others mean so much!

Aloha All...
Wow it's been a while since the last time I was on here! It's been a while since I've been on a computer period! This entry will prolly have a lot of emotions in it so if you don't wanna here complaining you might as well hit the [x] now!

I had the idea I was gonna start this off and be all bitchy and shit, but right now I'm calm so I think I'll work with that till I become uncalm. Let's see...

When I say what's the worst summer for you what events come to mind or what summer comes to mind?¿?¿

Mine would have to be the summer that I lost both my grandfathers. Not only did I lose them in the same year, but within the same week! I also had a close friend of mine get into car accident, she wasn't severely hurt so that's a good thing, but the accident still happened! I was on vacation in Ohio(visiting my Aunt -n- Uncle) when we found out about my grandpa so that got cut short(it actually only lasted 3 days, 1 day if your not counting the days we were on the road)!

Hey wanna know what summer that was! THIS ONE, summer of 05'! Doesn't it sound great! That was my spectacular summer and I don't even wanna know what else is ahead of me! This has to be the worse summer of my entire life! I think I've cried so much in the last month that I don't think I could cry anymore even if I tried! Well I take that back, I thought the same thing after my first grandpa died and we see what happened after that!

I would just like to say one thing though:

I'm so SORRY to everyone...to everyone who I got mad at or who I said something mean or harsh to! To anyone who I got into a fight with or anyone I said things about or who I had drama with! To everyone of my very dear and loving friends! To all the people out there who care about me and are there for me! I'm sorry to all!

We don't really realize what we go through, what we put our selve through, or what we put other people through until something big or tragic happens in our lives that make us realize what we have or what we've had! Well believe me I've had lots of time to think and i think it's helped me as a person and as a friend!

I love my friends with everything I got and I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world! I wouldn't trade a single memory, a single laugh, a single tear, or a single hug! My friends mean more to me then life itself...I am never gonna find a group of people better then these! You all know who you are and you all know that you have a special place in my heart even if it's a little broken right now! I couldn't find the words to say how much I cherish each and every one of your great personalities!

I would like to say one thing though! My family and I have become so close! Not that my family wasn't super close before! But in this time of tragedy we've turned to each other for strength, guidance, and reassurance and we've pulled together! I love my family more then anything else in the world and I'm so happy that I was blessed with people who love me so much!

I love all of you out there and I hope that your lives are full of happiness, joy, and cheerfullness! I know there are other out there too who are suffering and in pain and I would just like to say I hope you make it through in this tragic time!

Well I think I've gotten enough off my mind right now...so I'll see you guys later...
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~My long week!~
Listening to: Mom making dinner!
Feeling: beat
Thats the only emotion for me right now...

Not that my life isn't hectic enough, let's add to it! Yeah that's basically whats been going on this past week!

Let's see I already told you that my grandfather past away! But I didn't really go into detail on that! Talk about one huge gigantic mess it's turning into! Well obviously we had to make the funeral arrangments! That was a treat. And my mom and her family had to get into his safe to get his will and what a mess that made! My mom wished they never found the will, but anyways...

My uncle flew in from Korea...yes I said Korea where he was stationed in the Army, he got in yesterday at midnight! My grandma went and picked him up! So now he's here, we're glad he's here we just wish it was under other circumstances! And while this is all going on my family and I are supposed to be going to Ohio saturday. That was when it was planned, but we just may leave a little later in the day!

Yeah anyways...My grandfather's memorial(funeral) is Friday at 1:00 at bartrons funeral home! Then we're having a memily afterwards! That should be fun, not! And on top of that I've had to work this week which has been loads of fun! LOL!

Other then that it's been just GREAT around here! Anyways...

Jeff~umm...Thank for the comment! I live in northeatern Pa and I do have instant messanger! I would have left you a comment, but you didn't leave a username(if you have one!) Leave me another and I'll get back to you! Thanks!

Brittany -or- Froggy~Yeah thanks for the comment whoever you are and right backatcha!

Bye...


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~I don't even know any more~
Listening to: Nothing but people on AOL!
Feeling: ambivalent
Nice emotion---

Hey everybody...sorry I haven't been on in like a month! SO much has been going on! I don't even think I've been on the computer in a month! Let's just say some good and some bad things happened!

Well let's see I got my belly button peirced which was fun cuz Brianna went with me! We had a good time and then my bad news happened Saturday which effected my whole family and will for a while!

My grandfather past away on saturday and it's been really hard on my family!we've just been going going going! To the funeral home, my other aunt's and uncles houses, and so many more! I just can't believe he's gone ya know! Well I think I better go I have to think!

See ya next time...
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