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[29] DNA split |
April 30th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Tv in background
Feeling: cheery
hey sorry i havnt entried in a while. my internet has been down =S thanx for all ya comments tho! spech bout my blob! hehe ok well today i had small group at school. there woz just me lana nd our small groop leader so it was gewd. i got a hole in my hell think stockings so i was annoyed =S maahhh. omgsh we hav 2 make a working arm to show the muscles for science nd i hav no idea wot to do! in class 2day me, lauren, claire nd chrissy just mucked round. lol lauren turned my diagram of my arm into a hotdog! lol crazy stuff.
i had DNA tonight. we made this tape thingy to b shown at youth - i looked sooooooo ugly! but meh i'll get ova it. hahah gemma got pizza smooshed over her face! it was sooo funni hehehe. the bad news and good news iz tht out DNA groop iz spliting! we hav got to big so we gotta divide it in two. all the girls from LJBC (my skewl) r stayin 2getha, same as ne like 14 - 15 year olds. sum of the girls were upset coz we had just started to make friends wiv sum of the younger kids but its alright coz this way ww can all grow heeps closer if we in a smaller groop. its just too hard to get ot kno each ova in such a large groop. also we can do more things tht r suited to our age groop. the bad thing iz i dnt get to hang out wiv celia at DNAs nemore =( im gna miss her so much - she my big sister. shes so gorjous, i kno i'll hang out wiv her at youth nd church nd stuff but its not the same =( but its a good growing experiecne for all of us nd now i can get to kno rach even more nd also laura who iz our ova leader. shes so funny hahaha. i feel really good coz rach dropped me home nd i had a good big talk 2 her bout sum stuff tht woz bothering me - man i dno wot i wood do wivout her, shes an angel - love ya rachi!!! well tht all from me for now! ttyl, love you all. take care nd god bless - God rox my sox!
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[28] My Blob |
April 29th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: None
Feeling: giggly
this is my blob, meet him, he bounces =) i dnt hav a name yet... any suggestions?
btw does neone know how to get a pop up thingy? if ya do plz tell - thanx heeps, luv yas all bi bi
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[27] Sunday Night |
April 25th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Silence ... everyones in bed
Feeling: accepted
ok its like 12:35 in the dark if u get wot i meen. wow im sleepy. ok tonight was a great night. i went to night church nd saw Celia, Dan, Amy, Anita, Matt, Bec nd Rach nd everyone. i love goin there, u can never feel down, everyone makes u feel so special =) it woz great coz Matt got to preach nd i absolutly love his preaching, he always reaches me, he really has a gift - luv ya Matt! there was an awesome atmosphere goin, i coodnt believe how amazing it felt, it woz like everyone there woz connecting wiv God, i cood totally feel Jesus's presence. i full kno hes real bcoz every preaching i have heard lately, has been as if its for me. is unbelievable, hits me like a brick wall. man i love being a christian. it woz heeps kewl coz we got to go to the visitors lounge coz its was Lanas first time there nd the lady woz heeps nice nd she gave us all cake nd a drink! i woz like SCORES! hehe me nd rach were like hehe were so naughty! lol
after church i went to Nicoles house. its was heeps fun even tho it was onli for bout an hour nd a half. Esther, Kat, Mel, Windah, Jade, Alanah, Nicole nd me were there. we just hung out nd talked. i hadnt seen most of them like all holidays so it woz great to catch up. everyone was seying how diff i looked nd i woz like r u serious? i fully thort i looked no diff nd they actually sed i looked older then Mel! i coodnt bleave it coz like Mel gets mistaken for an 18 year old. i woz like YEY! nd they sed i looked real pretty. i didnt agree wiv ne of this but it still made me feel gewd =) luv ya guys! man im annoyed coz Maya missed her flight nd now she wont b back till friday =( i cant wait tht long! hehe awww but i will miss her more. well thts all from me for now, i need my beauty sleep! hehe luv yas all, take care nd God bless |
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[26] Its Late |
April 24th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Cliking of the keyboard
Feeling: sluggish
hey everybody, sorry ive not replied to ur comments, ive been really busy nd tired l8ly but i will do it 2mz. its midnight atm so im not doin it right now. today i went to the shops nd bought this really kewl blak jaket nd my sister bday present. diz cute teddy thts shes totally in luv wiv. nd den i went to koorong (christian store) nd got this totally awesome cd which i hav been hanging out for for ages!
when i got home i went out to a family friends house where i hung out wiv Simmi. shes so gorjous, she 7 this year. we watched a marathon of "are u afraid of the dark" episodes nd she wood hang on to me weneva she got scared, awww so sweet. Gabby wasnt home tho, she was on a camp for her drama production so im gonna hang out wiv her wen she comes up here to visit.
2moro my bro comes home! i cant bleave its been 2 weeks since he went away. he went to sydney wiv skewl nd then to stay at my nannas. time flew by, but it'll b great to c him agen, i missed him! den for the rest of the day im washing my grandpas car, doin homework b4 the hols r ova =( tear, nd then im off to night church! cant wait! i luv it there, everyone iz so welcoming nd accepting. if im ever feeling down i can still go 2 Lakes nd i'll feel so much betta =)
well soon im gna figure out how 2 get background nd stuff on here nd get tht warning thing tht pops up, but ive gotta b bothered to learn. im gona look at tht htmlandgraphix diary nd hopefully it will help. well thts all from me, im off to sleep now. luv yas all take care nd God bless
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[25] Poor Puppy |
April 23rd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Out Of Eden - Confused
Feeling: used
omgsh my friend laurens best friends puppy died =( he was onli six months old nd he drowned in thier pool. how sad it tht. he fell in and was trapped under the cover. he had no oxygen. a six month old little cocker spaniel puppy. can u imagine him drowning? he would of been so frightened, paniking like crazy. when she told me i burst into tears bcoz so many times my dogs hav fallen in the pool but they were lucky enuff to find the steps nd get out. some arent so lucky. ppl never take any thing for granted nd watch out for ppl, u never kno when things can go terribily terribily wrong ='( ='( everyone plz plz take care nd god bless u all
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[24] Change |
April 23rd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: My sister getting ready to go out
Feeling: regretful
lately there has been alot of stuff goin round bout how ppl hav changed, nd everyones getting upset bout it, but the other day i realised tht ppl do change. they aint gona b the same forever, coz thts wot everyone is expecting. everyone is always gonna change as they mature nd get older nd ppl just need to accept tht. sure it mite suk if u dnt like how they have changed, but sumtimes u cant stop urself from changing as u grow. if u really dnt think its for the best then tell the person nd offer help or sumthing. the person may thank you for pointing it out and then they will see wot has happened nd fix it, but other then tht, its like tht dude sed "to thy self be true" as long as u stay true to youself thats all that matters.
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[23] 3rd Time Lucky |
April 22nd, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Planet Shakers - I believe
Feeling: amazing
ok i dont think tht satan wants me to make this entry because twice i have written it nd both times it hasnt worked. they hav been my longest entries ever and im not writing them agen. wow, boot camp was awesome. we had some awesome preaches: Matt, Glen and Sam. Matt as usual, never fails to inspire me, Glen is a great man wiv a big heart nd Sam was virbant nd bubbly. we had a inncredible prayer session in which i felt a bit lost, but i'll get there, im praying to God tht he will help me get my words out when im trying to pray out loud. during this session, i gave my life to God, like for real, i told him tht from now on i am following him for all my days and will never turn back. i told him i was laying my life on the alter for Him to do as he pleases. i surrended my all to Him. After this is met an awesome chick called Stevie. we were paired off together to pray. we prayed for each ova nd then she prayed for my brother and i prayed for her friend Sarah. at lunch i got to hang out wiv Celia, my absolutly gorjous friend. shes one of my mentors, so sweet. i also got to hang out wiv Kat a lot, so we got closer over these past to days, shes so cute n funny. oh yea nd i met this really cool chick who gets into schools nd spread the Gospel, shes prayed for me, shes really sweet.
Synrg went off! it was revolution united so we had bout the older and younger youth goups together for one awesome night. the atmosphere was fully of energy anf praise for Jesus. the night was made even more awesome by a legend Pastor Niel Smith. we were privaliged to ahve him preach. he began Lakes church so without him there would be no youth group. i owe a lot to him. he has such a big heart.he had this awesome story bout eagles nd how they relate to out journey with God, it reall hit home nd helped a lot. i went down with my friend to the alter call nd then when we went to a diff room for them to fill out sum forms nd get a bible, i had a tlk wiv Sam, i told her how well she did at boot camp, shes so sweet nd full of joy. when everyone left i had a talk wiv my amazing DNA leader Rach. i told her bout all the things tht had been trubling me and she helped me sort em all out. i luv her stax. oh yea nd i saw Jesse there! i hadnt seen him for ages so tht brought back memories! lol. so as i woz leaving i woz thinking how life coodnt get ne better when this really sweet girl Lucy asked me for my number nd sed we shuld hang out. i felt hell special. shes a gewd friend of a good friend of mine, Maya, so wen Maya gets back from Melb we are gonna hang out. cant wait =) dude me life is sik nutz at the moment. life is awesome nd so is God. Take care princessess nd princes of God, i pray tht u will all find Jesus if u hav not already. God bless! mwah u all rock
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[22] Worship Session |
April 20th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Planet Shakers - Rain Down
Feeling: alive
man i feel awesome. i just had a really good prayer session in my room. i closed my door, turned off all the lights, put on my favourite worship cd n prayed my heart away. i was in tears by the end of it. id been longing to feel the prescence of God for so long, i keep feeling like i keep missing it, but tonight i felt it. there is no other feeling the Jesus, no one can make u feel like he does. if u are ever in a bad situation or any situation and you need help, pray. god always answers. you are all children of God, he is jsut waiting for you to open you door and let him in. take care all of you and God bless
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[21] Boot Camp - Day 1 |
April 20th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: News on the Radio
Feeling: better
today was great. i went to boot camp nd it went off. there werent as many people there as i had hoped, but it was fantastic to see the amount of ppl there caring for jesus n wanting to get ot kno him and save their schools. our totally awesome youth pastor Matt preached for 2 of the sessions, he so cool i luv him to bits. nd for the ova session we had a diff girl names Kerryn i think - she was wicked - she gave us lollies =p hahaha a gewd girl she is.
yea nd so it woz a really spiritual day ... but i didnt feel nething. i kno tht god woz there today, but i just didnt connect wiv him. i wanted to be one of those people tht were kneeling on the floor, overwhelmed by His power, but i wasnt. tht cood b bcoz i had one of the worst stomach pains i hav had for as long as i can remmeber. i hav a feeling it woz satans doing, bcoz he woodnt want me to connect with god, that woz his way of holding me bak, damn u satan! but i did get to hav 5 amazing girls pray for me - i love u stax Rach, Kat, Celia, Lana n this amazing planet shakers girl whose name i must find out! shes so sweet, im so happy to of met her. man u hav no idea how awesome everyone is there. u can never feel down in tht place, everyone is just to beautiful.
i found Mels earring for her! i woz outside lying on the grass bcoz tht woz the onli way to make my tummy stop hurtin (i think it woz sumthing in the muffins... they did taste gewd in my mouth tho!) yea nd i saw sumthing shinny n then i piked it up, nd wen i woz tlking to Mel i go "look wot i found" nd she woz like "Omgoodness my earring!!" she had lost it ages ago after the first time she wore it nd they were a present from a friend. thts proof tht God does hav a plan for u. he knew wot satan was doin by making me sik, but then he made good from it nd made me find Mels earring - yey! well thts all for me coz i kno ppl hate reading long entries. take care everyone nd god bless
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[20] DNA |
April 19th, 2004 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Planet Shakers - Give You Praise
Feeling: blessed
YEEWWWW!!!! i just had an awesome day. i spent it wiv all the amazing girls from my DNA group. DNA is a part of my youth groop SYNRG. we went to koorong which is this awesome christian book store. its got so much cool stuff from jewellry to cds and from books to cards. so there i bought this cd ive been wanting for so so so long nd ive been playing it non stop since i got home. its called 'my king' by planet shakers. so awesome. nd then we went into the city for lunch n den we had a shop around. it woz great to hang out wiv em. i luv dem all so much. they make u feel on top of the world. i luv ya rach, celia, kat, amy, all of yas! they all so special, i luv em to bits. thank u god for sending them all to me - u rok. i think im back on track wiv god. being in koorong gav my this special feeling n i kno im neva gonna let it go away. 2moro is boot camp (not literally, we getting stax of awesome youth preachers. its like for us to connect wiv god n help save our schools n stuff) at synrg, i woznt gonna go coz nun of my friends were, but today i decided its about me n god, not my nd my friends. so 2moz im goin n im gonna have the time of my life! jesus rox, nd he loves me for who i am.
well everything is alright wiv tht person tht asked me off the site. she apologised n stuff so we all gd now =) aint yas happy - i aint leaving nd i neva will!!! =] thanx all of yas for ur comments - its u guys tht help me stay strong.
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