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Indie rock of the past.. |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: No-t'ing..but my sanity
Feeling: erotic
Todays a sad day
Today's the best day of my life.
It was a fuck
express is best |
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Whoops, there it isn't |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:51pm |
Listening to: Love Actually..the movie
Feeling: flustered
I'm confused
nothing new
I'm...scared
Even more common
I'm not the kind of person who says, "I just don't care anymore"
Everyone knows that's a lie, unless they are the ultimate fool. |
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I'll live for myself, but I'll be somebody for you. |
June 6th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
I truly wish you never have to feel the physical and mental anguish that I have felt in these past two years of waiting. I've waited patiently; I've waited, painted, thought, wished, hoped, and worked so much. All for the chance to see your face once more. And I feel that I waste your time, by wasting mine. I love you. You're the only girl I think of all the time. I am lost for words with you. I am nothing but happy with you. And, I am sorry I have had to put up a wall in order to draw you near enough to hold you, to kiss you. But, I am simply a Latin boy who was named Charlie at 2 years old. I spoke nothing but english, I read nothing but english books. I really am into the music I listen to. I really have worked at all the places that I said I did. I really did make the money I said I had. But, I'm honestly just a humble and modest guy. And, an honest one. I really am a great skateboarder, I'm just not sponsered. I really do play guitar well. I really can play drums. I really do dress the way you thought I was faking. I really do miss you. I really do feel a passion for you, the way I said I do. I'm sorry I've done and said the things that I have. I don't want to keep doing drugs or drinking. But, if you can't see that.... then you don't know what love is. I just don't want to have to be sorry that I'm not a white boy. I just want to be me, I just want to belong. I don't want to be anyone else.... and I don't want to have to quit like this. So, I'm taking off to make something of myself, but I'll be back.
Love always,
--Charlie |
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Ate-teen |
May 18th, 2007 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Thirteen
Feeling: athletic
I can't tell if the digit is a one or a seven, but I'm not a boil, I feel no pain. |
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He has always been there for you |
August 5th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Devin washing something-Its 10:12
Feeling: controlled
it's frantic, I fuckin' tell ya. I'm a cold hard goblin and this world is sucking my nips.
And I ain't no fool. California is California, but whoo, you know what is a whole different subject. |
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He's still in the bed. |
July 24th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I slept
from 5 to 7
on the continent of Juanasbhed
And the officials wrapped me in their arms
And layed close to me
Without suggestion or attempt
I've never felt more welcome
I just wish I could find my green card,
Or did I ever have one? |
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Now where are you? |
July 22nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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I have a blood blister on the inside of my lip...
Now where did that come from, and why can't I appreciate it more? |
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Balls in a can |
July 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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A gun was shot!
It just pierced me!
I hope the scar will turn out star shaped. |
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God said, "Drink up tonight, Baby. Get real drunk so I can |
July 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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i kissed his belly
while he lays
on his back
and his skin
retracts
exposes rawness.
I touched his hair
on his body
tried to tame
all the curls
they shriveled beyond
recognition.
And out of anger
and our of hunger
I dug in
with scissor
Shredded with my teeth
used the scissors as
a guide
found the most tender part
And saved that for later. |
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It's the groaning |
May 17th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: The Dillinger Escape Plan-Setting Fire
Feeling: tired
Im in the worst situation
the hot doctor says that some rules have to be broken for blissful reasons,
how do you like that?
Sioux keeps licking the spot
to
get it nice and ready
This is something Ive never done before
But everytime the needle comes near
[Why do I throw myself at it?]
I close my eyes and welcome it
rather than run. |
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