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Years passed.. |
September 20th, 2008 @ 9:19pm |
Listening to: Katy Perry- Im Still Breathing
Feeling: scared
18... i thought it'd never come. now i wish it hadn't. Lifes hard. I thought they were all lying to me when i was younger. I thought i could handle it.. It's tough. I know im sick.. They just wont confirm it. "we dont know what that is" well i do... i do.. Scared shitless..
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high school senior, working 2 jobs. everyday of my life i dig deeper and deeper and the one i thought would be my best friend forever has abandoned me. Ok, fine, blame it on me. blame it on my mistakes. but when i came to you and appologized and opened my heart back up to you, who slamed the door? you..
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ever been cheated on by someone you lost your family and friends for? ever been played by someone you spent 2 years loving like there was no tomorrow? I have. Try to get over him without your support..
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Well, im still breathing. im gonna have to live with what im givin, and what im not. Im sorry chelsea. Im sorry jessie. Im sorry dad.. Most of all.. Im sorry to myself. for making mistakes that you just might have to live with for the rest of your life. One careless move is all it takes.. just one and you could be tainted forever.. |
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.losing hope.
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