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New Years Resolutions |
January 2nd, 2009 @ 2:04pm |
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Well 2008 was a year to remember and forget. For the year 2009 I want it to be a year never to forget. So to help me i'm going to create a list of my resolutions this year.
1.)Be overall happy the entire year
2.)Be a better person
3.)Keep the relationship i'm in
4.)Decide on my career/possibly go back to colledge
5.)Be more open minded
6.)Finally start working out on a regular basis
7.)Settle unresovled things with friends
Thats all I can think of right now, if I think of more i will add them on. |
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No More Sorrow |
December 27th, 2008 @ 12:57pm |
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Reading some of my old blog posts its kinda funny at how depressed I was. The best one though is my very first one. I was so depressed and loney that I would actually want to get back together with Stephanie. I actually regretted what happened with her. Now the only thing I regret about that situation is I didn't say some hurtful words to her. Maybe we could have been better friends but oh well.
On a side note I have learnt a lot of myself with who i'm in a relationship right now. All of my worries just go out the window with her, I feel so comfortable and everything just feels so right. She's only been away for just over 24 hours but I miss her a lot actually. I'm actually getting kinda scared that i'm getting this attached to a person. Who knows what could happen in the end. We are so different as a person but yet so similar it's kinda crazy. But I really like this, we have so much in common but yet enough to seperate us as a person. It's really hard to describe how I feel towards this person, I don't want to say love because I have no idea what that is. But i know I would do anything for her to make her happy and I never want to see her sad, I always want to see that smiling face :) So if that is what love is then maybe i love her? |
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Christmas |
December 19th, 2008 @ 1:00pm |
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I always remember being so excited for the week before Christmas. Even last year I was a bit more excited then I am this year. It feels just like any other day approching just more time with the family. I don't know what it could be thats keeping me from getting excited. I think I know and it's because this is going to be the last year the family is all together. Also I never really asked for anything, there was 2 things I asked for. A weight set, and some weights, and a possible consideration to get another tattoo. Just nothing too exciting this year. I'm more excited just to see Kaleena over the holiday season then Christmas. I dunno maybe I will look more forward to it the night before or something. |
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2008 Recap |
December 17th, 2008 @ 12:45am |
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Well since Goguen and Mike made a top/bottom of 08 I better as well. Plus I have nothing exciting to write about.
Top 5:
1.)Kaleena-She's changed my life around from the deepest dark, to the blinding light if that makes any sense, thank you :)
2.)Europe-Trip of a lifetime i will never forget, until i get alzheimer's i should say. Wish I could have changed me hanging around a certain person so much but oh well.
3.)18th Birthday-Since I've been 18 I've had so many good times with all of my friend.
4.)High school-Although I didn't like it when I was going, I look back on it know and realize how much I miss it.
5.)Growth of myself-I've changed so much over the past year and for the better. I'm quite happy with how I've changed, it's for the better.
Bottom 5:
1.)My Nana-With my nana breaking her hip twice and being in the hospital 3 times this year it's been pretty brutal on the family. Really never see my mom, and my Nana barley reconizes me.
2.)University-This pretty much put me in my depression, figured out a lot of myself but still not a lot of fun.
3.)The ladies-Had a few dates this year, and 1 relationship, all of which were shitty. All of them except for the one i'm in now :)
4.)Working-Although for the most part I love my jobs I've missed so much stuff this year because of working so much.
5.)Epic faliure to work out-Although I started great I couldn'y motivate myself to go more into it with the heavier weights. I'm going to start again in 09 :)
Looking back on 08 there was a lot of bad but also a lot of good. Kinda even's each other out in the end. Quite excited with 09 and see what can happen throughout the nexy year :) |
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ReEducation Through Labor |
December 10th, 2008 @ 11:57pm |
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Well i'm pretty pumped for this weekend. I open on Sat then get to see Robert who I haven't seen since Aug and get drunk with a good friend at tavern on his 18th. Sunday I don`t work till 5 so I get to rest the hangover, and I also get to see Kaleena on Sunday. It`s going to be a pretty great weekend. Everyday though I love to be alive, it`s so funny what one person can do and change you life. Everyday I can`t wait to get the text from her and then see her. We are also boyfriend and girlfriend now(She doesn`t like those words but oh well :P. I really think this is going to work out, I love to be around her :) |
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To bright to see to loud to hear |
December 6th, 2008 @ 3:50pm |
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So we have been on 2 dates now. Our first went incredibly well actually. We first went to timmy's and talked for about 2 hours quite fun. We then went to see a movie and that was pretty awesome. Then last night I took her to Rise Against which was the best time i've had in years, so much fun. At first i was quite nervous around her but as time goes on i'm getting better. Now I just got to make my move for the first kiss, little worried about that but we will see how it plays out. We are currently dating right now and I really do think this relationship will work out, or I really do hope it does. I really like this girl :) |
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:) part 2 |
December 1st, 2008 @ 12:50pm |
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Wow so lately everyday I have been happy to wake up. Everyday feels like a dream and I'm so afraid i'm going to wake up lol. I really hope that whatever develops from ths is a good thing. I still have my worries but everyday they grow smaller and smaller. :) I haven't been this happy since Europe. |
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:) |
November 29th, 2008 @ 2:15pm |
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I had so much fun last night hanging out with Corey, Goguen, Mike Steve, Corey's mom, and Trevor. I got pretty drunk but it was the good feeling drunk for once. That was quite fun but the best part was texting a certain someone. I learned quite a lot about them last night, we didn't talk anything serious but I still learned a lot. I haven't felt this good since Europe. I still have my fears with it but who gives a flying fuck anymore. I gotta move on. I am a little worried with one of my friends though. He kept wanting to get her number and come on the date with me. He wants to try and see how loyal she is to me. Gets me very suspecious, well something to watch out for. |
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Do good things happen to those who wait? |
November 26th, 2008 @ 12:43am |
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Wow this is odd. I was just talking to someone on facebook who i used to like a few months ago. Thought she was way out of my league but she then asked for my cell number. I gave it and she then asked if i like her. I told her I didn't know but i thought she was cute. She then said that I would get to know her now because she texts like mad....could this be the start of something? |
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Where to go? |
November 21st, 2008 @ 12:07am |
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So now that i'm not thinking so much about finding a girlfriend i've moved on to what is my future career going to be? I'm not too sure that I really want to go back to school/need too. I've been thinking heavily about police officer or a paramedic. I really just want to do something that is going to help the public in a positive way. Each are quite different actually, a paramedic helps an individual but a police officer helps the community. Right now i'm leaning more towards a police officer. The number one problem with this is i'm too much of a caring person to do the job. I don't know if I can act as tough as a cop is. The strength is not an issue, i can train and gain muscle mass. It's the mentality that I just don't have. A paramedic is more for me that way but I can`t afford it. I gotta move out to Brandon for a few years, then pay like $200,000 over 5 years for the program. I`m just really confused as to what to do with my life. |
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