You
Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Feeling: decent
Dark
Cold
Silent
Still
Empty
Relax.
Its all in the past
Nothing stays the same
It all grows old
And grows apart
It was beautiful
It was painful
Love
Shallow
Broken
Haunted
I'm leaving now, darling
On my way home
I stop and realize
It was all a lie 'til now
Tragedy
Sanity
Death
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Funny
Feeling: broken-hearted




Funny how I can hate you
More and more each day
And still love you like I did
Even though it was never real

Funny how you can say those things
And every breathe you take
I want to take away from you
I wanted to kill you

Funny how everytime I look at you
I just want to die
And take a knife to my flesh
'Cause it hurts just that much

Funny how one sentance
Can mean so much
And take away everything
That was every important

Funny how its not even funny at all
Its just sad and pitiful
Yea, that's what you are
Thanks for being my nightmare
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Hate
Feeling: broken-hearted




I hate crying
I hate smiling
I hate laughing
I hate you

Wishing you would have attempted to kill
I would have taken it better than this
The way you left me lying here
I'll never be alright
No longer yours
No longer true
But I am alone

Numb to this life
Numb to love
Numb to you

The tears never fade
Blood stains my body
Too weak to go for help
Too strong to keep this inside
No longer wanted
No longer safe
Just a burden to us all

Let the blood flow
And the tears drain
Nothing left to do anyway
Just give it a day or two
And look to the moon
You'll see that I am no more

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Yes, this isnt titled either
Sooo, my friend "inspired" this one... Enjoi =)


You know I hate to see you cry
You're more beautiful when you smile
I'll share your pain if you let me
Better days will come, I promise
Its not the end of the world
Atleast not today
You can do better, you know you can
Its not worth it
Don't be silent
Its at at you, isn't it?
Faking a smile everyday, to everyone
Cheer up, child
You'll see a better day




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Okay, that was too... Positive.. I like my deathey ones better... =p
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Untitled~
Her corpse lying in a coffin
He's looking down on her
Wondering what he could have done
To put her in this position

It was late that night
He came home stumbling in the dark
And grabbed the knife from the table,
Walked into the room
Se hugged him, he kissed her
And stabbed her in the back
As she fell to the ground
He took out the knife
And stabbed her again

Blood stains on the carpet
Her body in the closet
He washes his hands clean
Then goes to bed

He remembers nothing of that night
And today he stands
Looking down at her body
He then leans over slowly
And kisses her lips again
One last time
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Its Your Life
Sorry for the lack of updates. I wrote this one last week.. Hope ya like it :)


Its your life
Throw it away if you want to
Take control if you need to
Give it away, let someone else own it
Do what you want with it
Its your life
Make it the way you've always dreamed
Choose the wrong path if you wish
Give your heart to a lover
Do what you please with it
Its your life
Throw everything away, everything you care about
Lose some friends, make new ones
Die old, die young
Make it yours, make it real
Its your life
Waste away everything you've worked hard for
Be poor, be happy, be rich, be bitter
Believe the impossible, whatever you want
Live it your own way
Its your life
Make it shine, or just blend in
Tell yourself its okay to be yourself
Live a lie, be the lie
Whatever you choose to do, do it for you
Its your life
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Entry List
You
Funny
Hate
Yes, this isnt titled either
Untitled~
Its Your Life
Never Trust a Liar
Last Night
Hidden Regret
I Dont Know Why
The Unkown
~~~~
forgotten
Yours
random end
~insert title here~
a poem in the works
one i think i wrote a long...
this is goodbye
what is love?
move on
AS WE WEPT
let me be
confessions
~who knew~
~short poem~
no tears, no fears, just love
let down
surpirse
scared
ashamed
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