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October 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Crazy Town
Feeling: explosive
SO i when to this party the other night and had hella amounts of fun. Everybodys was like "arn't you in SADD?" but i didn't care. it surprised me some of the ppl that were there, but it was cool. i dont feel so empty anymore. i mean, i actually let loose and had fun with out careing about what might be the backlash. I spent today and yeasterday with Christine and Sam and it was also alot of fun. when we got back from this one persons house, we watched Alot Like Love and we all passed out, then we all slept all day. so i'll talk 2 us guys later
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World In Flames |
October 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Celtic Visions
Feeling: alone
You know, some times i wish that there was a way to put more then just one mood.
So i guess ill say a few words about homecomming before i get down to it. hamburger, snow, slurrpy, water slide, wait no i take that last one back, i want to save it for later.;)
So i hate having so many friends, but being alone. there are 2 firls who i really like but they arn't interested. i'm not naming names, but the first likes this other boy and even if she liked me i dont no if i could cuz it would hurt her x so much. then the second i think is just not interested, but shes a good friend so i cant acted on that either because i want her to be my friend still. life sucks.
so i sorta got in a fight with Mr. Ewald today. we had a project due on fri and it, like most of the rest of the project rested on my shoulders and the only person who would actually help, her slide for our slide show wouldn't work so i couldn't print out the outline i needed for class, anyways, i got it printed and turned in today and it was a day late, which is what he said was ok, but when i turned it in he wasbeing a dick and i said that there were 4 others in my group, i done need to here him bitching at me because i could only do so much. so he got mad and finally told me to leave. so i did. that was an interesting thing.
Also this celtic music im listening to is awsome, it is very clamingand stuff.
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HMHMHMHMHM |
October 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So today im just bored but in a im having fun kinda way. jaws killed me today. i have nothing to talk about except i have no date 2 HC and i think i might just die or wait i am dead.HMHMHMHMHM. ok im done. oh yeah, rae gave me a cool braclet today but my mommie might take it away prob.
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September 16th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Rise Against
Feeling: sane
So i havent written in a while, i think im done with this. i do now have a facebook account, its under my blood email, for those who no it. car, u need to add me, and those of you who dont have a facebook should get one, but make sure its a high school one.
Ben |
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You Guys Missed The Thing |
August 23rd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So most of you missed the point, the message was just 2 Kyle and Car. we were all a group and would hang out and stuff and all i would talk about was my b-day. then Kyle and car stoped talking to me and kyle was making up excusses to not hang out with me when i was trying to get a date for us to hang out before school. then when i got on line last night, they were both on and didnt say a word to me and i felt bad. i mean Jaquie who i havent seen in 2 years and never get to talk to sent me an email, but these people who i spent all my summer hanging out with couldnt care less.
Justin, i didnt mean top affend u by what i said, it just really hurts my feelings that almost every day of the school year you would call me a fat ass and tell me not to come into the auditoriam cuz u hate me. the first few times its a joke, but after a while i feel bad. |
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Fuck You |
August 22nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
So first off, who got on under my name and deleted my friends? well fuck you who ever it was.
Second, my brithday was on sat. i got one call from rae and she came over, but the other people i considered friends didnt say anything and still haven't. i geuss i was just stupid to think i finally had friends who cared. i mean 7th and 8th grade i had Justin but he never really cared, in fact he was sorta a asshole to me. then i have Rae and she cares but i never thought i would have a group of friends ti hang out with or anything. then this summer i have both the Eng. Lit. group and the little group over here, Rae Klye Car and me. i thought you guys cared and were my friends, but i guess not. i mean when i last talked to kyle he blew me off on the phone like he didnt want to talk to me, so i guess ill just take a hint. by the way kyle i want my garbage tape back.
Rae, i have waterball practice 2 morrow at 8, u should come, its awsome.
Ben |
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Nevermind |
August 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Matt's stupid TV show.
Feeling: narcissistic
So i geuss im not going to go by isaiah, no one ever calls me that. maybe ill just go by ike. What do you think? holla back, girl;), and let me no. sorry that was corny. so ne ways. i've decided not to doi sports this year. oooohhhh by the way my b-day is next sat, the 20th and ill be 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh yeah, i just goty this really cool trunk. its one of those really old trunks like u would take on the titanic or a gangster would put a body in, u should all see it...
so im done rambleing ill see u all around.
Ben |
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New Name |
August 8th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Ludacris- Two Mile An hour
Feeling: whiney
So i have changed my name. i am now going to go by Isaiah. for those of you who dont know, Isaiah is my original name. my mom changed it shortly after i was born so ive decided to go by it for now.
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The Floating Dead |
August 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am...
taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready,
I am fine
I am fine
Counting Crow: Color blind
So i have lost rae as a friend for now. i told her i couldnt be what she needs me to be and that i just want to be her friend. i said that if we when back out,that we would just have to break up next year, if we make it that long, and last time we dated, when we broke up it almost ruined us and if we do it again we'll prob. never talk again. now kyle hates me cuz i took out some steam with him before i talked to rae and he thinks im an asshole. im sure carla hates me cuz rae called her crying, so i just would like to no who else hates me so we can all quite pretending to be happy with each other. i promise not to take offence to what is said, and even welcome ann. messages. but tell me how you feel.
Ben |
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whats up |
August 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: duran duran- come undone
Feeling: whiney
i am:
depressed
confused
distrot
disturbed
annoyed
paranoid
hopful
concerned
tired
worryed
sad
unwell
alone
surrounded
trapped
desprite
so whats new with u guys?
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