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99.w00t |
September 19th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: various excerptsss
Feeling: bonkers
bonk bonk...holy havent done this deal...since the last time...i like to sorta keep it updated here...hmm...newest shit...eastdale...moving back to picton...stef and i worked shit out...were getting a place together...my mom calls it nesting...and thinks its cute...is it? i unno anywayyssss...boreddd of this...i guess my grandpa left...damn...didnt grab money...ohh welll...i should get my mom to sign me outta third...dont wanna math...ill do english though...thats ok for me...wee englishhh...alrighttt byeee
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98.almossttttttt |
June 20th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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hah what a great word...cantakerous...thats sexy...i like it...im drunk anf im updating for the first time in forever...me anf stef are fucking over for good...she wont stop and see all the thigns SHES done to lead us up to where we are...its still my fault...of course...its always been my fault...i was their little fucking pet...theyd say jump and id say how high...but no...i dont get any thanks for dick all...because im SOOOO sick...because im a normal teenager =)...yeah how lucky of me...eh?...eyah...what garbage this all is...what a waste of my life...jesus...i tried to show her...i tried to make us work...but no...its still me...its still she needed to help me be better...no she needed to have COMPLETE control of my life...thats the only way we would have worked...*rolls eyes* i cant deal with that shit...its retarded...i wanted to go to gay pride with her...but whatever...shes right...she HAS to be right...you know...cuz theres SO much proof of her being right...except EVERYONE agrees that shes mental and i did the right thing...so whatever stef...i hope youre happy...but you prolly went qand killed yourself or something stupid cuz yeah your life is over now isnt it...god...how fucking ridiculous...*shakes head*... |
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97.so finally |
June 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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finally sit decides to work for me...but ive been posting in other things...im sorry sit...ive betrayed you...but...YOU SUCK...it like barely ever works...cuz its facking gay...but i still loves it...mhrrmmmm yeha but see now ive already updated soo i have nothing interesting to say... rah
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95.random quizzy things |
May 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
You Are Smokin' Hot
You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.
***Your Life Path Number is 3***
Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.
You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.
Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.
A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.
In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire.
While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play.
And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.
Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them
You Are 70% Weird
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!
You Are a Bright Star Soul
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.
You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.
You see love as a gift that you should give to many.
It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...
Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
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85.in le classe de fucking stupidity |
March 21st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: requiem for a dream - requiem for a dream funky shit
Feeling: amused
sooooo....hmm whats new with me? im not sure, march break is over...back in school now...which is supremely gay...*nods*...cody has decided all the chicks in shwa are really hot and that if i move back he wants to come...lmao...see what he doesnt realize is that all the hot chicks are already taken...by me....lmao jkjk...or am i? i unno...i think i am...ive got a big baggie of pot in my pocket and im excited...maybe stef wont like eat my face...maybe shell smoke a j then be happy?....im hopin anyways...so...what else is new...uhm i miss oshawa and i miss my friend ables and i miss drunkin phone calls anddd parties and pot smokin at lunch time anddd going to school but not to class annndd park parties with my black people...='( *tears*? yes perhaps...i miss my groupies...my little grd nines and tens that think im god...i miss my homo boys...annndd i miss...hmmm...my freedom?...i unno im pretty much feelin trapped lately...if i move out...shell kill herself...if i stay...shell kill herself...twice this week i caught her trying to choke her selfto death with a noose tightened and wrapped around her neck...first time i didny yhink id be able to loosen it...i thought id lose her right then and there...but no...i saved her and after we smoked pot so i think she was glad i saved her...im not sure what she wants from me...its like no matter what i do shes still mad at me for something...so what am i suppposed to do? all i ever wanted was to make her happy and all she does is fucking hate me...so should i keep trying? or should i give up and go home...home...yeah thats a good one...where the fuck is home...i dont have a home...im just floatin around...i wish i had a home...a place to call my own...i wish i had my own room again...i wish she would just leave me alone sometimes...she always wants to talk but shes always saying the same shit...ive heard it...i know...i know what it is that i do that bothers her...i get it...buyt she still feels the need to jack off on me about it...=(...i dont know what to do anymore...last night we "did it" but it didnt mean anyhting...ut never means anything anymore...shes pretty much admitted to not wanting to kiss me for like reasons unknown...its either she doesnt want to or she doesnt like to...she kissed me lots last night but thats only because we kinda had a fight about it...i know she didnt want to...i know she didnt like it...am i ugly?...i dont think so...i got hot chicks wanting me and thinking im hot...which is no biggie...im not going to cheat on her or anything...its just the idea of it...the idea that ive still got "it" ya know?....i dont know what her problem is and i dont know what to fucking do about it...im about sick of trying to figure it out...i wanna go to where i live and smoke a big fattie...thats what i fucking wanna do...fuck...if anyone has any ideas to help me out with this predicament ive got id love to hear em....anyways...
[]Deaceeeee....thats hot
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83.uhhhhuhuhuhuhuhyuh |
February 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: aroused
yeah so way for me to not update likeeverrrrr i really neeed to start typing in hurr more often cuuuzzzzz i used to all the time and now i dont....well anyways....ijm currently in journalism...at peci....annnnndddddddd yeah...(living in dummersville) lol...yeahhhh sop it happened i moved....god i think it was a dumb move but good at the same time she is driving me up the fucking wall in every way......*stabs eyes* lol oh welllllll.....im survivin meetin lots of new people......uhmmmm.......i dont know what else to put anymore because i dont care anymooreeeeeeee pooooppppp nigger cunt pee
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80.mmmm more fetus |
July 13th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: gwen stefani - hollaback girl
Feeling: awake
soo more fetuses....
mmmm mooo mooo fetus mooo
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I adopted a cute lil' cow fetus
from Fetusmart! fuck my moo fetus
this one is stteeffssss stabby pointy fetuss...=)
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I adopted a cute lil' pointy fetus
from Fetusmart! yippee stabby fetus!
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79.gregory |
June 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
TAYLOR, Gregory -
Student at Donevan High School. Suddenly at his home in Oshawa on Wednesday June 8, 2005 at the age of 18. Gregory, beloved son of Stephen Taylor and his wife Sonia Kinach, and Janine and her husband Ken Roy of Port Hope, Loved brother of Sam and Kendra and loved step-brother of Jennifer and Erica. Dearest grandson of Christine Bailey, and Ron and Judy Vivian, and dearest step grandson of Antonina Kinach. Loved nephew of Michael Taylor, Janice Taylor, and Nelson Taylor. Gregory will be deeply missed and remembered fondly by all his loving family and many great friends. Friends may call at the ARMSTRONG FUNERAL HOME, 1243 King Street East, Oshawa on Friday June 10th from 6-9pm. A Order of Funeral Rite and celebration of Gregory’s life will be held in the chapel of the funeral home on Saturday June 11th at 3pm. Cremation. Memorial donations to Children’s Wish Foundation or the Charity of choice would be greatly appreciated by Gregory’s family.
-gregory was the nicest most generous just all around awesome guy sooo i dunno...i wanna dedicate an entry to him...
i also decided that i wanted to put his msn profiley thinger in here, i guess it will always help me remember how great a guy he really was.
trippin_in_reality
My Picture
My MD Category Interests
Books
Poetry
Rock & Pop
Fitness
Drugs & Medicines
South America
Buddhism
Other spirituality
Alternative Science
Social Sciences
My Stats
Name
Greg Taylor Age
18
Gender
Male Marital Status
Single and looking
Location
oshawa, Ontario, Canada
Occupation
student
There is more about me below...
A Little About Me
i write, one day ill put all the gibberish together and try to publish a bunch of silly ideas.
i think too much
i read good books and poetry
i play guitar, but i dont practice
i practice meditation and balance
Favorite Things
allen ginsberg
william s burroughs
jack kerouac
timothy leary
hendrix
zeppelin
floyd
the doors
calgary
kelowna
canmore
the ocean
not here
et cetera
Hobbies and Interests
writing
reading
analyzing all the glib remarks
playing guitar
looking at the stars
Favorite Quote
"The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom"
-William Blake
"See that quadrangle there? That's Tex Mex."
- william Burroughs
i will never ever forget our secret pot smoking areas and your taichi in the forest annddd the jack daniels in walmart annndddd....oi tooo many awesome memories my friend...missing you all the time...im sorry we kinda stopped talking for awhile...[itwsfiwkh]
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78.detox anyone? |
April 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: caffeinated
yes anyways...i spent friday night in detox...isnt that so fucking awesome? yah no...lol...anyways...stef and i are ok now.. i think...nikci still wants me..and is trying pretty damn hard...i ditched her last night...*shrugs* yeah well...i saw stef today for like the first time in like a week...i went to leave and she like attacked me at the door...i was caught off guard and with her tongue in my throat i almost fell over...good times?...oi...sooo i REALLY dont wanna go to school tomorrow...its gay...maybe ill just go...but not go to class...*shrugs* i dont know...i miss stef again...*thumbs down* i think i wanna go out for a bit...yes...i shall indeedy....omg that was the gayest thing ever...
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76.suction cup your lips to my bare white ass faggot father |
April 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: none
Feeling: agitated
everything = bullshit I think relationships suck fucking assy nuts…I don’t understand…maybe I should just die…or…something…its cuz im a complete asshole isn’t it…oh well…I don’t give a fuck anymore…im getting an apartment with my mom and her bf and stef soon…may 1st…I want out of my house now…because my dads a jerkoff face…annndddd we all know its true…why are things so goddamn confusing…stefs pissed at me…her dad thinks im the devil or something…and im just here…I wonder what would happen if I just stopped caring…if I stopped being social…stopped having friends…stopped having a life…cut everything out of mylife and became a mindless loner…I think it would be great…because…then there would be no worries…I used to be like that…then I changed and im starting to really fucking hate it…I cant really get into detail…because stupid retards in class are reading over my shoulder…so that’s it for now…
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75.holy fucking up early |
February 21st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the spill canvas - your evil soul
Feeling: asleep
i must update soon...but i have school...sooo ill do it after...i must remember....
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74.turn of the diceee |
February 6th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: the spill canvas - black dresses
Feeling: blah
ok so sits a mutha fucka...i just wrote this huge fucking entry and it like fucked up and didnt show...basically it was me talking about how much i love my gf and how much i wish i could fix everything for her because i dont wanna lose her...and how ironic it is that i used to be in her situation and all i wanted was someone to help,understand,listen...but now its all different and i usually am good at giving advice but im completely lost on all this...i suckkkkkkkk...
i love her with all my heart...i never want to lose her i honestly believe shes the one i could spend the rest of my life with...i hate how things fall together the way they do...if she dies...ill kill myself...yes ok soooo the entry before waas more organized and made perfect sense this one just thrown togetehr *shrugs*...i wish i could fix everything...
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