|
partyy |
November 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
On Friday I went to a party, and it was so bored, i was sitting aroung with daisy, and she was happy bcuz she could talk with Dylan, but I was so damn bored. And then a couple of guys started talking to us, and one of them was nice, he was, well not completely hot, but he was ok, he had a lip piercing and another one on his tongue (hottttt), and he had cool hair… so daisy left me with the guy and he and I went for a walk, and then we sat there somewhere, and we made out, and it was so damn good!!!! Really, I never thought it was gonna be that good, but those piercing were ohhhhh so great haha, I had a good time, after all hehe.
Yesterday I went to see harry potter!!!!!! It was so cool, I was wearing my harry t-shirt haha, and me and my firned were the first to enter, we waited for like 3 hours, but it was worth it, cuz I loved the movie!!!!
|
| 189 hit(s) |
(2 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
i hate my stupidity |
November 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
He’s not worth it, I’ve just realized that. Yesterday there was a party, and my friend went but I stayed home, cuz I thought it was gonna be bored. So, when my friend was at the party, I called him and he said that Edward was there (grrrrr), and I was so pissed off, bcuz I wanted to see him, even though I knew he would probably was gonna b indifferent with me. And today my friend told me that Edward made out yesterday with his ex-girlfriend….. and it just really hurt to me….. cuz that means that he doesn’t give a damn about me, and I was just wasting my time, thinking that maybe there could be a chance for us to “be”, and I just feel so stupid, (and broken-hearted); but it help me realize that he is not worth it… I’ll just try to forget him….. and leave with it…… |
| 82 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
hot smile |
November 17th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: fall out boy
Feeling: funky
yesterday i got my braces removed,YAI!!! now i can smile without looking as a retarded, lol (i just hated braces). now i can make a toothpaste comercial haha.
i think im over the thing with edward, i dont think of him that much anymore, i guess i just realized that i couldnt do nothing to change his mind, and that i was suffering stupidly, so i decided to stop thinking of what could have happened, or what should i have done, or stupid stuff, and just focus on real stuff. but the hard part is that i still like him and still have feelings for him, but im gonna try to erase them just to fell better.... |
| 59 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
i die trying just keep myself from kissing u |
November 10th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: straylight run- now it's done
Feeling: down
He’s ignoring me, he’s avoiding me, and I’ve barely talked to him this week. I guess it’s all over, well it never really started, but still I was hoping this time it would work out, but as always, it was just a another fucking one night stand, and I continue here alone, crying (well moaning) over past things….. and what hurts the most, is that he really put all my hopes high, I really like him, and it fucking hurts and makes me feel like shit, the simple fact that it didn’t mean a thing for him, he must be probably regretting it, or he has just probably forgotten it. I guess, I overreact, but it’s kinda making me sick the fact that I guy cant like me, or well THE guy I want…..
And its just that that night I really felt him, he held me, and I felt like we were feeling it, but then again, we are reduced to silence, and he just ignores, just like last time…… it hurts, it hurts…… and I cant help it, I just want him….. if only he could love me…..i hate his fucking INDIFERENCE….
|
| 82 hit(s) |
(3 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
is it real? |
November 7th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
|
so mills, remember about the coolest evening on saturday, mills i cant stop thinking about him, about us hugging each other, he kissing me.... i totally like him.... and today well he said hello to me, and we kinda talk not that much, and he gave some money he owed me, and he gave me my umbrella back, lol... but mills the point is that i dont know if it was a one night stand, another one night stand, mills, i dont get him, he's the one that calls me, and i dont want him to put all my hopes hight if he doesnt want anything serious, i'll just have to wait... and see if he want something, or at least i want to kiss him again, hehe, he's so hot..... and i hate to fall for him.... i like him, damn...... |
| 89 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
kissing kissing... |
November 5th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: emo music
Feeling: flirty
oh mills, edward asked me out tonite (yai), and we went to buy some yummy malibu, and then we went to his house, and we sat and drank in his bed, listening to cool music, and kinda cuddling, and we made out again mills, it was so hot, it lasted like 15 minutes hehe, and he was awesome, oh mills ilike him, so badly, he's so sweet... mills he hugged me and kissed me like no one has ever done, and then he took me home, im so emo right now lol, mmmmmm i want him hehe |
| 76 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
concerttttt |
October 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: dried hopes
on saturday i went to a concert and it was so freaking cool!!!! my fav band played!!! i was in first row right in hte middle, and the singer recognized us (me and my friend), cuz we always go to their concerts!!! it was awesome, i loved it, i was jumping ans singing along, ahhhhh i cant wait for another!!!! |
| 72 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
millls im falling for him |
October 19th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: nothiingggg
Feeling: emotional
MIllsss, im falling for the guy, im falling for the guy, i cant help it, and i dont want, to cuz i know im gonna end heartbroken!!!!! i know he doesnt like me, and i hate it mills, i hate it, cuz i think im falling 4 him........
he makes me think of this lyrics.... "and the collision of ur kiss that made it so hard to leave"
grrr im so emo lately, i want him, i want him, fuck u stupid!! im so stupid 4 falling 4 him
|
| 74 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
short and sweet |
October 12th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: matchbook romance
Heya Mills, i have like a million years without talking to u, lol. So, on Saturday, there was this concert, I was gonna go with 2 friends, but they told me they couldn’t go like 5 minutes before leaving, so I called another friend (a guy ), and he went with me. The
concert was great, and then I went outside with my friend, and I dunno, we were playing, kinda flirting, and then we made out, and it was cool, (this guy was the one I made out with on the party, when we were both drunk hehehe), well but that’s not the point, the thing is that we made out, and it was fun; and after the concert we went for a walk, and it was raining, so he hugged me under the umbrella (sweet), mmmm Mills, it was cool. We latter went to the mall, and I bought some buttons (a 7up one, lol). And we walked at night al along the street, hugging each other, getting all wet, bcuz of the rain, and then on the bus we cuddle. He was really sweet Mills.., he walked me home, and then he kissed me again goodbye. Mmm, it was cool mills, I enjoyed, and I dunno if something is gonna happen latter on, but it was cool, at least I have the memory of a nice hot day, lol (that was sappy). He talked to me on monday, and yesterday and today, so I know that he’s not avoiding me, and that he doesn’t regret it, well I think he doesn’t, lol… hehehe, Well millie dear, that’s it for now sweetie, I’ll tell u if something cool happens k?, lovya
|
| 70 hit(s) |
(0 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
some sweeties lol |
October 2nd, 2005 @ 12:00am |
 |
| 79 hit(s) |
(1 comments) |
disolve and deacay
|
|
|
